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8Good morning. Had your breakfast?
9
102
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12Good morning. Yes, thanks.
13
143
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16I gathered some mushrooms.
17
184
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20Would you like some fried?
21
225
2300:02:50,045 --> 00:02:51,919
24No thanks. Really. I'm full.
25
266
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28Thanks.
29
307
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32Fine. Have a nice day.
33
348
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36By the way...
37
389
3900:02:57,928 --> 00:02:59,552
40do you keep horses at this hotel?
41
4210
4300:02:59,721 --> 00:03:01,299
44No, no horses.
45
4611
4700:03:01,514 --> 00:03:02,677
48You don't?
49
5012
5100:03:04,184 --> 00:03:06,307
52I saw horses on your website.
53
5413
5500:03:06,478 --> 00:03:10,807
56True, there are lots of wild horses
57around here.
58
5914
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61I mean...
62
6315
6400:03:12,484 --> 00:03:14,560
65it's just to decorate the website.
66
6716
6800:03:14,736 --> 00:03:15,518
69I see.
70
7117
7200:03:20,534 --> 00:03:21,363
73Good morning, Mr Aydin.
74
7518
7600:03:21,535 --> 00:03:23,611
77- Where on earth were you?
78- I'm here.
79
8019
8100:03:23,953 --> 00:03:27,618
82The client wants his breakfast,
83and there's nobody here.
84
8520
8600:03:27,791 --> 00:03:28,989
87Where's Hidayet?
88
8921
9000:03:29,167 --> 00:03:30,745
91Here somewhere.
92
9322
9400:03:33,796 --> 00:03:35,836
95Shall I make your coffee, Mr Aydin?
96
9723
9800:03:36,508 --> 00:03:38,086
99Shall I make your coffee?
100
10124
10200:03:38,259 --> 00:03:39,802
103I gathered mushrooms.
104
10525
10600:03:39,969 --> 00:03:41,843
107Oh, where did you find them?
108
10926
11000:03:48,228 --> 00:03:49,426
111Is Nihal up yet?
112
11327
11400:03:49,604 --> 00:03:52,605
115Mrs Nihal got up early
116and had breakfast already.
117
11828
11900:03:55,986 --> 00:03:57,563
120Is she in her room?
121
12229
12300:03:57,779 --> 00:04:00,151
124I don't know. I suppose so.
125
12630
12700:04:07,664 --> 00:04:09,159
128Is Necla up?
129
13031
13100:04:09,332 --> 00:04:11,408
132Mrs Necla hasn't come down yet.
133
13432
13500:04:13,545 --> 00:04:14,790
136I see.
137
13833
13900:04:21,845 --> 00:04:24,336
140Bring the coffee to my study.
141
14234
14300:05:43,135 --> 00:05:46,219
144WINTER SLEEP
145
14635
14700:06:12,538 --> 00:06:15,493
148- Will the dogs attack us?
149- No, don't worry.
150
15136
15200:06:20,464 --> 00:06:21,744
153Ekrem!
154
15537
15600:06:35,186 --> 00:06:36,384
157Ekrem!
158
15938
16000:06:44,863 --> 00:06:46,405
161The horse I'll catch for you
162
16339
16400:06:46,531 --> 00:06:48,608
165is the toughest breed in Turkey.
166
16740
16800:06:48,825 --> 00:06:50,533
169Come on, we saw them for 600.
170
17141
17200:06:50,702 --> 00:06:52,991
173But how old are they?
174
17542
17600:06:53,162 --> 00:06:55,998
177Are their legs OK? Their tendons?
178
17943
18000:06:56,165 --> 00:06:58,289
181Any lung or heart problems?
182
18344
18400:06:58,460 --> 00:07:00,037
185You don't know anything.
186
18745
18800:07:00,211 --> 00:07:03,960
189You'll go and buy one, then be sorry.
190
19146
19200:07:04,132 --> 00:07:07,631
193You'll pay 500, then sell it for 300.
194
19547
19600:07:07,803 --> 00:07:10,507
197I'll catch you a young, sturdy one.
198
19948
20000:07:10,722 --> 00:07:13,558
201He'll be your friend for life.
202
20349
20400:07:13,725 --> 00:07:14,887
205Isn't that perfect?
206
20750
20800:07:15,059 --> 00:07:16,719
209- The color?
210- You can choose.
211
21251
21300:07:16,895 --> 00:07:18,223
214There's a choice.
215
21652
21700:07:18,397 --> 00:07:22,809
218Just let me check its hooves
219to make sure it's sturdy.
220
22153
22200:07:22,984 --> 00:07:25,107
223Two years ago, I caught a horse.
224
22554
22600:07:25,278 --> 00:07:29,145
227I entered it in the Jockey Club
228endurance race.
229
23055
23100:07:29,282 --> 00:07:31,689
232It won the 80km event.
233
23456
23500:07:31,868 --> 00:07:34,240
236The guys said it was
237as small as a donkey.
238
23957
24000:07:34,412 --> 00:07:37,282
241"But donkeys lead camels",
242I told them.
243
24458
24500:07:37,457 --> 00:07:39,331
246That's our Anatolian horses.
247
24859
24900:07:39,501 --> 00:07:42,371
250I finished 45 minutes
251before the rest.
252
25360
25400:07:42,545 --> 00:07:44,538
255- 45 minutes!
256- 27 horses started.
257
25861
25900:07:45,132 --> 00:07:49,592
260These are our ancestors' horses,
261fine, hardy beasts.
262
26362
26400:07:49,761 --> 00:07:51,552
265So when can we do it?
266
26763
26800:07:51,930 --> 00:07:55,298
269When I have time
270and the weather's fine.
271
27264
27300:07:55,558 --> 00:07:57,101
274This coming week?
275
27665
27700:07:57,268 --> 00:07:58,348
278If the mud dries.
279
28066
28100:07:58,478 --> 00:08:00,435
282I'll let you know.
283
28467
28500:08:55,452 --> 00:08:58,203
286Did the other one pay
287after the warning?
288
28968
29000:08:58,371 --> 00:09:00,530
291No. Nothing.
292
29369
29400:09:00,706 --> 00:09:04,242
295The lawyer says we could evict him
296in two months.
297
29870
29900:09:04,418 --> 00:09:06,708
300How?
301
30271
30300:09:07,588 --> 00:09:09,712
304The law protects the tenants.
305
30672
30700:09:11,260 --> 00:09:13,964
308They don't know all that.
309
31073
31100:09:14,137 --> 00:09:16,972
312I don't think
313they will even hire a lawyer.
314
31574
31600:09:19,475 --> 00:09:23,011
317Sometimes,
318I'm tempted to sell them all,
319
32075
32100:09:23,187 --> 00:09:25,227
322although they come from my father.
323
32476
32500:09:25,565 --> 00:09:30,310
326They think you're a bit soft.
327That's why they behave like this.
328
32977
33000:09:31,696 --> 00:09:35,361
331Otherwise, there's no such thing
332around here.
333
33478
33500:09:35,825 --> 00:09:37,616
336How dare they not pay rent?
337
33879
33900:09:37,786 --> 00:09:42,911
340Come on, Hidayet. What else can I do?
341
34280
34300:09:43,333 --> 00:09:45,705
344What's so soft about me?
345
34681
34700:09:46,377 --> 00:09:49,663
348We go to court.
349What else can we do?
350
35182
35200:09:49,840 --> 00:09:50,753
353Well, Mr Aydin,
354
35583
35600:09:50,924 --> 00:09:53,545
357there are actually
358lots of things to do.
359
36084
36100:09:54,385 --> 00:09:55,216
362Anyway...
363
36485
36500:10:05,855 --> 00:10:07,313
366Fucking bastard!
367
36886
36900:10:10,235 --> 00:10:11,397
370Come here, you!
371
37287
37300:10:39,222 --> 00:10:41,013
374Get up, you!
375
37688
37700:10:41,808 --> 00:10:43,350
378Keep still or I'll slap you.
379
38089
38100:10:45,603 --> 00:10:47,680
382- What happened?
383- I caught him.
384
38590
38600:10:47,897 --> 00:10:50,518
387I mean, why is he soaked?
388
38991
39000:10:50,734 --> 00:10:51,765
391He fell in the water.
392
39392
39400:10:51,943 --> 00:10:55,110
395He tried to jump the stream
396and slipped.
397
39893
39900:10:55,613 --> 00:10:59,148
400- Any bruises?
401- No. He just got wet.
402
40394
40400:11:00,493 --> 00:11:02,153
405So why throw the stone?
406
40795
40800:11:02,328 --> 00:11:05,448
409Soaked like that,
410best get him home quick
411
41296
41300:11:05,623 --> 00:11:08,957
414before he catches cold.
415I'll explain later, Mr Aydin.
416
41797
41800:11:09,127 --> 00:11:10,123
419Alright.
420
42198
42200:11:23,225 --> 00:11:24,220
423Come on.
424
42599
42600:11:34,026 --> 00:11:36,945
427- I'll talk to them.
428- Alright.
429
430100
43100:12:01,345 --> 00:12:02,721
432Hamdi hodja!
433
434101
43500:12:25,537 --> 00:12:26,995
436You get inside.
437
438102
43900:12:28,122 --> 00:12:29,581
440Hello.
441
442103
44300:12:30,833 --> 00:12:32,411
444Hello.
445
446104
44700:12:33,294 --> 00:12:35,287
448- What's wrong?
449- Nothing.
450
451105
45200:12:36,131 --> 00:12:39,167
453Your kid fell in the water.
454We brought him back quick.
455
456106
45700:12:44,555 --> 00:12:46,679
458- Where, how?
459- Near Issiz.
460
461107
46200:12:47,142 --> 00:12:49,976
463He slipped jumping the stream
464and got wet.
465
466108
46700:12:52,063 --> 00:12:53,854
468What was he doing there?
469
470109
47100:12:54,816 --> 00:12:58,019
472He was hiding, waiting for our car.
473
474110
47500:12:58,194 --> 00:13:00,768
476He threw a stone
477and broke our window.
478
479111
48000:13:00,947 --> 00:13:05,027
481We'd have crashed if I hadn't
482managed to turn and brake.
483
484112
48500:13:08,079 --> 00:13:10,119
486- My son Ilyas?
487- Yes.
488
489113
49000:13:10,832 --> 00:13:14,532
491- He broke your window with a stone?
492- Yes. Go see for yourself.
493
494114
49500:13:18,381 --> 00:13:21,168
496How can such a little kid
497break a window like that?
498
499115
50000:13:21,426 --> 00:13:24,925
501You know better than me, Ismail.
502He's your son after all.
503
504116
50500:13:27,057 --> 00:13:28,966
506Stop bullshitting.
507
508117
50900:13:29,684 --> 00:13:30,715
510Say what you want.
511
512118
51300:13:30,894 --> 00:13:32,008
514Nothing to say.
515
516119
51700:13:32,145 --> 00:13:34,980
518The glass is there. You tell me.
519
520120
52100:13:40,444 --> 00:13:42,651
522It's no simple matter.
523
524121
52500:13:42,822 --> 00:13:45,906
526We nearly crashed, Ismail.
527What do you except?
528
529122
53000:13:46,868 --> 00:13:48,148
531Am I wrong?
532
533123
53400:13:49,454 --> 00:13:51,411
535Anyway, we'll pay for it.
536
537124
53800:13:51,580 --> 00:13:55,080
539Look, it's not just about the money.
540
541125
54200:13:55,251 --> 00:13:58,751
543Call the kid and ask him
544what got into him.
545
546126
54700:14:00,506 --> 00:14:02,795
548We asked him already,
549but he wouldn't say.
550
551127
55200:14:03,259 --> 00:14:07,885
553We nearly died out there,
554because of a shitty little stone.
555
556128
55700:14:08,056 --> 00:14:09,882
558It's no joke, Ismail.
559
560129
56100:14:12,393 --> 00:14:13,556
562Ilyas.
563
564130
56500:14:17,649 --> 00:14:18,680
566Come here!
567
568131
56900:14:33,039 --> 00:14:34,948
570Did you throw the stone, son?
571
572132
57300:14:44,508 --> 00:14:45,505
574Did you?
575
576133
57700:14:49,806 --> 00:14:50,968
578Ilyas!
579
580134
58100:14:51,641 --> 00:14:53,550
582Did you throw that stone?
583
584135
58500:15:09,117 --> 00:15:10,315
586Go now.
587
588136
58900:15:46,904 --> 00:15:50,321
590There was no need for that.
591
592137
59300:15:50,491 --> 00:15:53,409
594Don't go over the top.
595
596138
59700:15:53,828 --> 00:15:58,739
598But it's not so simple.
599That's why I'm telling you.
600
601139
60200:16:07,925 --> 00:16:08,874
603Hidayet.
604
605140
60600:16:33,034 --> 00:16:34,528
607How's that? Happy?
608
609141
61000:16:35,161 --> 00:16:37,996
611Is that alright now?
612Feel better?
613
614142
61500:16:41,542 --> 00:16:44,115
616A slap for a broken window.
617
618143
61900:16:44,795 --> 00:16:46,254
620Is that enough for you two?
621
622144
62300:16:46,547 --> 00:16:48,873
624Or should I call him back
625for some more?
626
627145
62800:16:50,926 --> 00:16:53,797
629What's all this, Ismail?
630What's happening?
631
632146
63300:16:55,556 --> 00:16:56,505
634Hidayet?
635
636147
63700:16:56,724 --> 00:16:59,844
638The kid fell in the water.
639We brought him back.
640
641148
64200:17:00,019 --> 00:17:02,058
643But we shouldn't have bothered.
644
645149
64600:17:04,648 --> 00:17:07,603
647Our Ilyas broke their car window.
648
649150
65000:17:07,776 --> 00:17:09,568
651- He broke their window?
652- Yes.
653
654151
65500:17:09,946 --> 00:17:11,605
656So they're here to make us pay.
657
658152
65900:17:11,990 --> 00:17:13,188
660Did I say that?
661
662153
66300:17:13,407 --> 00:17:17,191
664Didn't I say we brought him home
665so he wouldn't get sick?
666
667154
66800:17:17,370 --> 00:17:18,781
669Cut it out.
670
671155
67200:17:20,039 --> 00:17:24,831
673You took our fridge and TV
674for a lousy rent. Isn't that enough?
675
676156
67700:17:25,003 --> 00:17:26,960
678Now you're hassling a kid?
679
680157
68100:17:27,713 --> 00:17:30,418
682- Stop showing off, Ismail.
683- What did you say?
684
685158
68600:17:30,592 --> 00:17:33,462
687- Don't bullshit me, Ismail.
688- What bullshit?
689
690159
69100:17:33,636 --> 00:17:35,296
692Ismail, don't piss me off.
693
694160
69500:17:35,680 --> 00:17:36,878
696What the fuck?
697
698161
69900:17:37,056 --> 00:17:40,140
700- Whatever. Get lost.
701- What the fuck did you say?
702
703162
70400:17:40,309 --> 00:17:41,472
705Stop bullshitting.
706
707163
70800:17:41,644 --> 00:17:45,059
709You come and hassle me at home.
710Who the hell do you think you are?
711
712164
71300:17:45,231 --> 00:17:46,511
714I've no time for all this...
715
716165
71700:17:46,691 --> 00:17:49,811
718- Clear off, Hamdi. I'll fuck him up!
719- Ismail!
720
721166
72200:17:49,986 --> 00:17:52,025
723Come here!
724Come here, I'm telling you.
725
726167
72700:17:52,196 --> 00:17:54,023
728Don't make it any worse.
729
730168
73100:17:54,198 --> 00:17:56,356
732Ismail, I'm talking to you.
733
734169
73500:17:56,534 --> 00:17:58,859
736Let go.
737I'll fuck him over right here.
738
739170
74000:17:59,411 --> 00:18:00,527
741Stop it!
742
743171
74400:18:02,332 --> 00:18:03,873
745I'll kill that fucker.
746
747172
74800:18:04,208 --> 00:18:06,082
749I'll fuck you up, son of a bitch.
750
751173
75200:18:06,586 --> 00:18:08,543
753Come on, throw it, you fucker.
754
755174
75600:18:08,712 --> 00:18:10,789
757- Stop cursing, son of a bitch!
758- Get lost!
759
760175
76100:18:10,965 --> 00:18:12,756
762Leave it, Ismail. Get in.
763
764176
76500:18:12,925 --> 00:18:13,838
766Come here!
767
768177
76900:18:17,513 --> 00:18:18,888
770Fuck off.
771
772178
77300:18:19,098 --> 00:18:20,640
774Get him inside!
775
776179
77700:18:24,562 --> 00:18:26,768
778- Look at that bastard.
779- Come on.
780
781180
78200:18:27,023 --> 00:18:29,146
783Letting a drunk provoke you.
784
785181
78600:18:29,316 --> 00:18:31,642
787But he kept cursing.
788
789182
79000:18:43,540 --> 00:18:44,867
791I'll go and see.
792
793183
79400:18:46,501 --> 00:18:48,078
795Fuck.
796
797184
79800:19:02,683 --> 00:19:05,637
799Hidayet, I'm really sorry.
800
801185
80200:19:05,895 --> 00:19:09,228
803I'm as shocked as you.
804I don't know what to say.
805
806186
80700:19:09,398 --> 00:19:11,475
808What's going on, Hamdi?
809
810187
81100:19:11,650 --> 00:19:14,734
812What's all this show about?
813It's beyond me.
814
815188
81600:19:15,696 --> 00:19:18,318
817He wouldn't dare act big
818if you weren't here.
819
820189
82100:19:18,490 --> 00:19:21,160
822Well... the window's broken
823
824190
82500:19:21,327 --> 00:19:23,070
826and we'll pay for it.
827
828191
82900:19:23,246 --> 00:19:25,819
830We'll pay the rent
831as soon we can, too.
832
833192
83400:19:25,998 --> 00:19:30,411
835We haven't forgotten. God willing,
836I'll bring it all to you in person.
837
838193
83900:19:30,586 --> 00:19:32,377
840But we're having a hard time.
841
842194
84300:19:32,547 --> 00:19:35,464
844We're not here for that.
845That's a different issue.
846
847195
84800:19:35,633 --> 00:19:37,376
849We always pay our debts.
850
851196
85200:19:37,552 --> 00:19:42,629
853Mr Aydin's late father knew us well.
854With him, we never had any problems.
855
856197
85700:19:42,806 --> 00:19:45,179
858We got on well for years.
859
860198
86100:19:45,434 --> 00:19:48,388
862That's why you didn't have to do
863what you did.
864
865199
86600:19:48,562 --> 00:19:52,227
867Wouldn't it be better
868if we weren't disgraced?
869
870200
87100:19:52,400 --> 00:19:55,484
872Don't you agree?
873We too have our pride.
874
875201
87600:19:55,653 --> 00:19:58,938
877For God's sake, Hamdi,
878drop that talk.
879
880202
88100:19:59,365 --> 00:20:04,193
882We didn't say anything for months.
883You'll start blaming us at this rate.
884
885203
88600:20:04,370 --> 00:20:06,279
887OK, Hidayet, come on.
888
889204
89000:20:06,455 --> 00:20:09,871
891But sending a debt collector
892so suddenly, is that right?
893
894205
89500:20:10,043 --> 00:20:13,411
896You could have talked to us first.
897Talking exists, doesn't it?
898
899206
90000:20:13,587 --> 00:20:14,618
901Come on, Hidayet.
902
903207
90400:20:14,797 --> 00:20:18,629
905How many times did we talk?
906How many times did I tell you?
907
908208
90900:20:18,801 --> 00:20:21,292
910I did, didn't I?
911
912209
91300:20:21,470 --> 00:20:22,799
914A thousand times, Mr Aydin.
915
916210
91700:20:22,972 --> 00:20:24,965
918You'll talk about it later. Come on.
919
920211
92100:20:25,140 --> 00:20:27,845
922And I told you we'd sort it out.
923Didn't I?
924
925212
92600:20:28,019 --> 00:20:30,723
927And did you sort it out?
928
929213
93000:20:31,063 --> 00:20:32,771
931Is it sorted out, Hamdi?
932
933214
93400:20:33,775 --> 00:20:34,973
935Forget it, it's OK.
936
937215
93800:20:35,150 --> 00:20:37,024
939My apologies again, Mr Aydin.
940
941216
94200:20:37,194 --> 00:20:40,777
943I myself will bring the money
944for the window to your place.
945
946217
94700:20:40,948 --> 00:20:44,317
948OK, you'll talk about it later.
949
950218
95100:20:44,493 --> 00:20:45,904
952I'll settle it quickly.
953
954219
95500:20:46,078 --> 00:20:49,529
956I'll come whenever it suits you.
957
958220
95900:20:49,707 --> 00:20:52,162
960- Alright.
961- Please, don't worry.
962
963221
96400:20:52,376 --> 00:20:54,368
965You waste your time with anybody.
966
967222
96800:20:54,545 --> 00:20:57,499
969Jerk. Scum of the earth.
970
971223
97200:20:57,673 --> 00:21:00,709
973- My apologies again.
974- Who the hell are you?
975
976224
97700:21:00,885 --> 00:21:02,462
978OK, bye.
979
980225
98100:21:05,097 --> 00:21:06,758
982Have a good day.
983
984226
98500:21:15,983 --> 00:21:18,734
986Bastard. Son of a bitch.
987
988227
98900:21:37,171 --> 00:21:38,286
990Fatma.
991
992228
99300:21:38,839 --> 00:21:40,120
994Come here.
995
996229
99700:21:40,383 --> 00:21:41,545
998What's that?
999
1000230
100100:21:41,800 --> 00:21:43,758
1002Your dowry. What do you think?
1003
1004231
100500:21:43,928 --> 00:21:45,256
1006Put them down.
1007
1008232
100900:21:46,138 --> 00:21:46,920
1010Take these.
1011
1012233
101300:21:47,098 --> 00:21:48,426
1014Leave them.
1015
1016234
101700:21:48,682 --> 00:21:52,431
1018- Where shall I take them?
1019- Out back, to the terrace.
1020
1021235
102200:21:52,603 --> 00:21:54,928
1023Careful, don't bump into anything.
1024
1025236
102600:21:55,189 --> 00:21:56,600
1027Easy. Come on.
1028
1029237
103000:21:58,609 --> 00:22:00,518
1031- Let me take it.
1032- I'm fine.
1033
1034238
103500:22:00,694 --> 00:22:03,400
1036I'm off to get the window fixed.
1037
1038239
103900:22:03,572 --> 00:22:05,861
1040- Alright.
1041- Anything else?
1042
1043240
104400:22:08,286 --> 00:22:09,281
1045No.
1046
1047241
104800:22:09,453 --> 00:22:13,368
1049Should I get a brand-name
1050or generic product?
1051
1052242
105300:22:14,833 --> 00:22:16,376
1054Where'll you get a brand?
1055
1056243
105700:22:16,543 --> 00:22:20,162
1058Nowhere. That's why I'm asking.
1059
1060244
106100:22:20,339 --> 00:22:21,335
1062Huh?
1063
1064245
106500:22:25,219 --> 00:22:26,796
1066Go on, Hidayet.
1067
1068246
106900:22:43,362 --> 00:22:46,647
1070- Do we have guests?
1071- Levent the teacher is here.
1072
1073247
107400:22:47,033 --> 00:22:50,401
1075- So they had tea?
1076- Yes, but they want coffee now.
1077
1078248
107900:22:55,832 --> 00:22:57,243
1080Hello.
1081
1082249
108300:22:57,418 --> 00:22:59,659
1084- How was your walk?
1085- Yeah, good.
1086
1087250
108800:22:59,837 --> 00:23:02,078
1089- Do you need anything?
1090- No, thanks.
1091
1092251
109300:23:02,256 --> 00:23:04,747
1094- Are you hungry?
1095- No. Thanks.
1096
1097252
109800:23:35,331 --> 00:23:37,074
1099What are you doing?
1100
1101253
110200:23:37,541 --> 00:23:38,490
1103Not much.
1104
1105254
110600:23:38,668 --> 00:23:41,159
1107Here's a hot drink for my brother.
1108
1109255
111000:23:41,587 --> 00:23:44,125
1111That's nice of you.
1112
1113256
111400:23:44,757 --> 00:23:46,750
1115Who'd care for me,
1116if you weren't around?
1117
1118257
111900:23:46,925 --> 00:23:50,923
1120- We're out of lime, so I made sage.
1121- Don't worry, it's fine.
1122
1123258
112400:23:51,513 --> 00:23:55,428
1125Don't stop. I'll just flick through
1126some magazines.
1127
1128259
112900:23:55,600 --> 00:23:57,261
1130Sure.
1131
1132260
113300:24:08,071 --> 00:24:10,111
1134Are you writing your column?
1135
1136261
113700:24:11,783 --> 00:24:13,860
1138I'm trying to.
1139
1140262
114100:24:17,957 --> 00:24:20,626
1142By the way, I read last week's.
1143
1144263
114500:24:26,715 --> 00:24:28,209
1146I liked it.
1147
1148264
114900:24:29,009 --> 00:24:30,587
1150Which one do you mean?
1151
1152265
115300:24:30,761 --> 00:24:34,462
1154Urban ugliness in Anatolia.
1155Aesthetic deprivation and so on.
1156
1157266
115800:24:34,640 --> 00:24:36,134
1159- Right.
1160- Bravo.
1161
1162267
116300:24:37,143 --> 00:24:41,851
1164How do you come up with
1165interesting ideas every week?
1166
1167268
116800:24:42,773 --> 00:24:44,517
1169Did you really like it?
1170
1171269
117200:24:45,693 --> 00:24:47,152
1173It was good.
1174
1175270
117600:24:47,319 --> 00:24:49,561
1177It's not about wealth and poverty.
1178
1179271
118000:24:49,738 --> 00:24:51,814
1181Poverty existed in the past, too.
1182
1183272
118400:24:51,991 --> 00:24:55,858
1185If you only have three olives,
1186you can place them nicely on a plate,
1187
1188273
118900:24:56,036 --> 00:24:59,156
1190or gobble them
1191out of the plastic bag.
1192
1193274
119400:24:59,289 --> 00:25:01,282
1195I know what you mean.
1196
1197275
119800:25:01,500 --> 00:25:04,585
1199I told you we went to the hodja's?
1200You know, our tenant.
1201
1202276
120300:25:04,753 --> 00:25:05,667
1204Yes?
1205
1206277
120700:25:05,838 --> 00:25:09,171
1208If you saw how filthy it was,
1209how messy.
1210
1211278
121200:25:09,841 --> 00:25:12,594
1213- Did you go in?
1214- No, I mean the garden.
1215
1216279
121700:25:13,846 --> 00:25:14,841
1218They've ruined it.
1219
1220280
122100:25:15,806 --> 00:25:19,175
1222A woman lives there too,
1223but you wouldn't think so.
1224
1225281
122600:25:20,310 --> 00:25:23,015
1227First of all, you are a man of God.
1228
1229282
123000:25:23,189 --> 00:25:26,557
1231You should be a model
1232to your community.
1233
1234283
123500:25:26,775 --> 00:25:28,602
1236Shouldn't you be neat and tidy?
1237
1238284
123900:25:29,027 --> 00:25:31,020
1240Who is he? Do I know him?
1241
1242285
124300:25:31,488 --> 00:25:32,603
1244No, you wouldn't.
1245
1246286
124700:25:33,115 --> 00:25:36,151
1248An old tenant
1249from back in my father's day.
1250
1251287
125200:25:37,036 --> 00:25:38,992
1253I'd walk past him in the street.
1254
1255288
125600:25:39,330 --> 00:25:41,821
1257Just a crooked, shabby guy.
1258
1259289
126000:25:42,541 --> 00:25:44,451
1261I don't know...
1262
1263290
126400:25:44,626 --> 00:25:48,291
1265Shouldn't men of God
1266be a model to the public?
1267
1268291
126900:25:48,714 --> 00:25:50,588
1270Especially in rural areas.
1271
1272292
127300:25:51,633 --> 00:25:54,634
1274Perhaps I should write about that
1275next week?
1276
1277293
127800:25:54,803 --> 00:25:57,259
1279The very thought of him
1280gets on my nerves.
1281
1282294
128300:25:59,392 --> 00:26:02,178
1284Of course, write about
1285anything you want.
1286
1287295
128800:26:02,353 --> 00:26:03,930
1289But...
1290
1291296
129200:26:04,730 --> 00:26:08,644
1293Wouldn't it be better to write
1294for a bigger paper
1295
1296297
129700:26:08,818 --> 00:26:10,976
1298instead of a local one nobody reads?
1299
1300298
130100:26:11,779 --> 00:26:15,942
1302Then at least it would be worth
1303all your efforts.
1304
1305299
130600:26:17,242 --> 00:26:20,279
1307I don't feel I'm making any efforts.
1308
1309300
131000:26:20,871 --> 00:26:25,663
1311I mean, I hear you typing away
1312in front of your computer all week.
1313
1314301
131500:26:25,834 --> 00:26:27,874
1316That's why.
1317
1318302
131900:26:29,338 --> 00:26:32,588
1320If you didn't bring me that paper,
1321
1322303
132300:26:32,758 --> 00:26:36,257
1324I wouldn't even know it existed.
1325
1326304
132700:26:36,595 --> 00:26:37,840
1328That's what I mean.
1329
1330305
133100:26:38,013 --> 00:26:41,216
1332Frankly, I don't give a damn
1333about big papers.
1334
1335306
133600:26:42,475 --> 00:26:45,975
1337My kingdom may be small
1338but at least I'm the king there.
1339
1340307
134100:26:47,147 --> 00:26:49,271
1342I mean, who's going to read
1343this paper?
1344
1345308
134600:26:50,234 --> 00:26:51,893
1347Who's going to buy it?
1348
1349309
135000:26:52,111 --> 00:26:55,230
1351I don't agree with you,
1352my dear Necla.
1353
1354310
135500:26:55,406 --> 00:26:57,280
1356On the contrary.
1357
1358311
135900:26:58,325 --> 00:27:01,242
1360Sometimes I receive
1361letters from my readers
1362
1363312
136400:27:01,704 --> 00:27:04,574
1365that prove to me
1366I'm on the right path.
1367
1368313
136900:27:05,458 --> 00:27:07,664
1370Even my efforts, as you say,
1371
1372314
137300:27:07,835 --> 00:27:10,160
1374feel more than worth it.
1375
1376315
137700:27:10,337 --> 00:27:13,338
1378- Take yesterday...
1379- Yes but sometimes on the Internet,
1380
1381316
138200:27:13,507 --> 00:27:16,544
1383some awful writers get praised
1384to high heaven.
1385
1386317
138700:27:17,594 --> 00:27:20,168
1388Everyone has their fans somehow.
1389
1390318
139100:27:21,473 --> 00:27:25,767
1392That's why I think one shouldn't
1393take such praise so seriously.
1394
1395319
139600:27:26,311 --> 00:27:29,681
1397I mean, that shouldn't be
1398your reference.
1399
1400320
140100:27:31,984 --> 00:27:35,318
1402Anyway, keep on writing.
1403Don't let me distract you.
1404
1405321
140600:27:36,112 --> 00:27:38,236
1407I'll just lie down here.
1408
1409322
141000:27:38,824 --> 00:27:40,367
1411In silence.
1412
1413323
141400:28:09,729 --> 00:28:11,853
1415The mud makes driving up here hard.
1416
1417324
141800:28:12,024 --> 00:28:14,146
1419Why don't you lay some gravel?
1420
1421325
142200:28:14,276 --> 00:28:17,230
1423The tourists like it this way,
1424it's more natural.
1425
1426326
142700:28:17,946 --> 00:28:22,240
1428I didn't say asphalt, I said gravel.
1429That's natural too.
1430
1431327
143200:28:22,409 --> 00:28:25,326
1433With gravel,
1434half the tourists wouldn't come.
1435
1436328
143700:28:25,495 --> 00:28:29,160
1438Very few clients in winter, in fact.
1439Wouldn't be worth it.
1440
1441329
144200:28:29,917 --> 00:28:32,455
1443Of course nobody comes with this mud.
1444
1445330
144600:28:32,919 --> 00:28:34,331
1447Don't want everyone here anyway.
1448
1449331
145000:28:34,505 --> 00:28:37,077
1451I just want those who value
1452a natural setting.
1453
1454332
145500:28:37,215 --> 00:28:38,923
1456Fancy a sprint?
1457
1458333
145900:28:39,092 --> 00:28:40,290
1460- Fine.
1461- Good.
1462
1463334
146400:28:40,469 --> 00:28:41,383
1465- Ready?
1466- Yes.
1467
1468335
146900:28:41,595 --> 00:28:43,054
1470We're off!
1471
1472336
147300:28:44,473 --> 00:28:46,264
1474Did you put on weight?
1475
1476337
147700:28:46,433 --> 00:28:47,892
1478- What?
1479- You put on weight?
1480
1481338
148200:28:48,060 --> 00:28:49,471
1483What weight, man?
1484
1485339
148600:28:49,644 --> 00:28:52,100
1487My belly's declared independence.
1488
1489340
149000:28:52,272 --> 00:28:55,937
1491- Be careful. Don't let yourself go.
1492- What if I did?
1493
1494341
149500:28:56,985 --> 00:29:00,651
1496I've buried my wife.
1497I'm all alone.
1498
1499342
150000:29:01,073 --> 00:29:04,987
1501It's you who should be worried.
1502With a young, beautiful wife.
1503
1504343
150500:29:05,369 --> 00:29:09,746
1506If you don't look out, they'll be
1507asking if Nihal's your daughter.
1508
1509344
151000:29:09,915 --> 00:29:13,699
1511Come on. I'm not that bad.
1512
1513345
151400:29:13,877 --> 00:29:17,460
1515What about that mass suicide
1516around your hairline then?
1517
1518346
151900:29:18,382 --> 00:29:19,841
1520It's no big deal, but...
1521
1522347
152300:29:20,509 --> 00:29:23,593
1524You know that village, Garip,
1525near your farm...
1526
1527348
152800:29:23,762 --> 00:29:25,506
1529Yes, but I've never been.
1530
1531349
153200:29:25,680 --> 00:29:27,341
1533Whatever...
1534
1535350
153600:29:27,808 --> 00:29:31,342
1537A girl from the public education
1538office wrote to me.
1539
1540351
154100:29:31,520 --> 00:29:34,520
1542I don't usually care much
1543for that kind of thing.
1544
1545352
154600:29:34,690 --> 00:29:37,263
1547But for some reason, I was touched.
1548
1549353
155000:29:37,443 --> 00:29:39,850
1551Maybe I'm just getting old.
1552
1553354
155400:29:40,028 --> 00:29:44,489
1555I wanted to ask you
1556whether I should take it seriously.
1557
1558355
155900:29:44,658 --> 00:29:46,366
1560What's she after? A donation?
1561
1562356
156300:29:46,535 --> 00:29:50,403
1564Nothing much, the main thing is...
1565
1566357
156700:29:50,664 --> 00:29:51,613
1568Come in, Fatma.
1569
1570358
157100:29:51,790 --> 00:29:55,954
1572I couldn't make out if she's sincere
1573or after something else.
1574
1575359
157600:29:56,127 --> 00:29:58,251
1577Being a good judge of character,
1578
1579360
158000:29:58,422 --> 00:30:01,542
1581you'll easily see
1582what's what from the letter.
1583
1584361
158500:30:01,675 --> 00:30:02,706
1586I wanted to ask you.
1587
1588362
158900:30:02,927 --> 00:30:06,377
1590- Where shall I put your tea?
1591- On the table's fine.
1592
1593363
159400:30:07,014 --> 00:30:09,172
1595- Where is the letter?
1596- On the computer.
1597
1598364
159900:30:09,349 --> 00:30:11,556
1600- Read it out then.
1601- Right, listen.
1602
1603365
160400:30:11,726 --> 00:30:12,473
1605Thanks, Fatma.
1606
1607366
160800:30:20,777 --> 00:30:25,190
1609Nihal loves charity like this.
1610Should we call her as well?
1611
1612367
161300:30:25,490 --> 00:30:27,897
1614Go ahead. If you like.
1615
1616368
161700:30:28,743 --> 00:30:30,653
1618- We should, shouldn't we?
1619- Yes.
1620
1621369
162200:30:31,746 --> 00:30:33,371
1623I don't know if she's free.
1624
1625370
162600:30:42,633 --> 00:30:43,961
1627Nihal?
1628
1629371
163000:30:44,510 --> 00:30:46,667
1631Suavi's here,
1632we're discussing something.
1633
1634372
163500:30:46,845 --> 00:30:50,131
1636I was wondering
1637if you're free to join us.
1638
1639373
164000:30:50,306 --> 00:30:52,513
1641We need your opinion.
1642
1643374
164400:30:53,476 --> 00:30:55,350
1645Yes, we're in my study.
1646
1647375
164800:30:55,520 --> 00:30:57,263
1649Alright, dear.
1650
1651376
165200:30:58,232 --> 00:30:59,856
1653- She's coming.
1654- Good.
1655
1656377
165700:31:08,742 --> 00:31:10,818
1658Mr Suavi, how are you?
1659
1660378
166100:31:10,994 --> 00:31:13,153
1662Fine, thanks, and you?
1663
1664379
166500:31:13,413 --> 00:31:14,611
1666Fine, thank you.
1667
1668380
166900:31:14,789 --> 00:31:17,411
1670It's been a long time.
1671Are you doing OK?
1672
1673381
167400:31:17,584 --> 00:31:19,411
1675I'm fine. No problems.
1676
1677382
167800:31:19,586 --> 00:31:21,543
1679I don't leave the farm anyway.
1680
1681383
168200:31:22,255 --> 00:31:24,332
1683What problems could there be?
1684
1685384
168600:31:25,050 --> 00:31:27,089
1687How are your activities doing?
1688
1689385
169000:31:27,553 --> 00:31:29,925
1691As usual. The same old routine.
1692
1693386
169400:31:30,097 --> 00:31:31,888
1695But tell me what's your secret
1696
1697387
169800:31:32,056 --> 00:31:35,307
1699for looking younger
1700and more beautiful every time?
1701
1702388
170300:31:35,852 --> 00:31:38,604
1704That's very kind of you.
1705Thanks very much.
1706
1707389
170800:31:38,980 --> 00:31:41,898
1709How is your daughter?
1710Does she come to visit?
1711
1712390
171300:31:42,066 --> 00:31:43,727
1714Well, you know...
1715
1716391
171700:31:43,860 --> 00:31:46,186
1718She came once when she graduated.
1719
1720392
172100:31:46,404 --> 00:31:48,397
1722And when we lost her mother.
1723
1724393
172500:31:48,573 --> 00:31:49,854
1726That was it really.
1727
1728394
172900:31:50,034 --> 00:31:52,025
1730- She's still in London?
1731- Yes.
1732
1733395
173400:31:52,202 --> 00:31:55,286
1735Why don't you join her?
1736Why stay here all alone?
1737
1738396
173900:31:55,455 --> 00:31:56,286
1740Me?
1741
1742397
174300:31:56,456 --> 00:31:58,330
1744Heaven forbid.
1745
1746398
174700:31:58,458 --> 00:32:02,586
1748I can't stand that English husband
1749saying "Oh lovely" to everything.
1750
1751399
175200:32:02,879 --> 00:32:05,585
1753Just don't talk like that.
1754
1755400
175600:32:05,757 --> 00:32:09,422
1757So, let me tell Nihal.
1758I was saying to Suavi
1759
1760401
176100:32:09,594 --> 00:32:11,587
1762I got a letter the other day.
1763
1764402
176500:32:11,764 --> 00:32:16,057
1766A young girl who teaches needlecraft
1767in a local village.
1768
1769403
177000:32:16,185 --> 00:32:18,889
1771In short, she's asking for help.
1772
1773404
177400:32:19,313 --> 00:32:22,681
1775I'm not sure how to respond,
1776so I thought I'd ask you two.
1777
1778405
177900:32:23,400 --> 00:32:25,143
1780What kind of help does she want?
1781
1782406
178300:32:26,737 --> 00:32:29,192
1784Actually, the letter is here.
1785Shall I read it?
1786
1787407
178800:32:29,948 --> 00:32:31,063
1789Sure. Go ahead.
1790
1791408
179200:32:34,953 --> 00:32:36,412
1793Alright then, I will.
1794
1795409
179600:32:43,044 --> 00:32:44,243
1797Let me see.
1798
1799410
180000:32:44,713 --> 00:32:46,089
1801Yes, here it is.
1802
1803411
180400:32:49,551 --> 00:32:50,962
1805"Dear Mr Aydin,
1806
1807412
180800:32:51,135 --> 00:32:53,378
1809I would like you to know that...
1810
1811413
181200:32:53,555 --> 00:32:56,259
1813I am a great admirer of you
1814and your articles.
1815
1816414
181700:32:56,433 --> 00:32:59,268
1818I'm always eager
1819to read your weekly column
1820
1821415
182200:32:59,436 --> 00:33:01,559
1823in our local paper
1824"Voice of the Steppe",
1825
1826416
182700:33:01,729 --> 00:33:06,356
1828impatient to benefit from your vast
1829experience and courageous ideas.
1830
1831417
183200:33:06,985 --> 00:33:10,603
1833We, the teachers
1834at the Technical School for Girls,
1835
1836418
183700:33:10,781 --> 00:33:14,315
1838are proud that our town
1839has such a valued citizen."
1840
1841419
184200:33:15,618 --> 00:33:18,240
1843Blah, blah, we can skip all this.
1844
1845420
184600:33:19,873 --> 00:33:21,035
1847Yes... let's continue from there.
1848
1849421
185000:33:21,207 --> 00:33:23,497
1851"We, a group of teachers,
1852
1853422
185400:33:23,668 --> 00:33:26,954
1855wanted to build
1856a small building in Garip,
1857
1858423
185900:33:27,089 --> 00:33:31,585
1860one of the area's poorest villages
1861to teach crafts and writing
1862
1863424
186400:33:31,760 --> 00:33:34,333
1865to the women of the village.
1866
1867425
186800:33:35,055 --> 00:33:38,305
1869The mukhtar helped
1870as much as he could.
1871
1872426
187300:33:38,558 --> 00:33:42,223
1874However, despite all our efforts,
1875our resources ran out
1876
1877427
187800:33:42,395 --> 00:33:44,269
1879with the work not finished.
1880
1881428
188200:33:44,439 --> 00:33:48,389
1883We applied for support to the
1884municipality, but we were rejected.
1885
1886429
188700:33:48,568 --> 00:33:52,186
1888We have been left helpless, all alone
1889in the middle of this steppe,
1890
1891430
189200:33:52,364 --> 00:33:54,902
1893with all our good intentions
1894and hopes.
1895
1896431
189700:33:55,450 --> 00:33:58,451
1898While we sat disheartened
1899seeking a solution,
1900
1901432
190200:33:58,620 --> 00:34:02,831
1903I suddenly remembered your article
1904"Flowers of the Steppes".
1905
1906433
190700:34:02,999 --> 00:34:05,076
1908It felt as if you were describing us.
1909
1910434
191100:34:05,251 --> 00:34:09,499
1912Me and my friends read
1913that article again in tears.
1914
1915435
191600:34:10,256 --> 00:34:12,961
1917Believe me, my intention
1918is not emotional blackmail.
1919
1920436
192100:34:13,135 --> 00:34:17,677
1922I want you to know
1923that I would never feel ashamed
1924
1925437
192600:34:17,847 --> 00:34:22,141
1927to bow in front of a good person
1928like you to beg for help
1929
1930438
193100:34:22,310 --> 00:34:26,604
1932for the unfortunate people
1933of these arid steppes
1934
1935439
193600:34:26,773 --> 00:34:29,395
1937where I am proud to be born.
1938
1939440
194000:34:29,567 --> 00:34:31,145
1941I'll be brief.
1942
1943441
194400:34:31,820 --> 00:34:36,316
1945Since we heard about your connections
1946with the wealthy people of the region
1947
1948442
194900:34:36,491 --> 00:34:38,200
1950and the administration,
1951
1952443
195300:34:38,744 --> 00:34:45,196
1954and we know you are well connected,
1955even as far away as Istanbul,
1956
1957444
195800:34:45,375 --> 00:34:47,700
1959we wanted to tell you
1960of our situation.
1961
1962445
196300:34:47,877 --> 00:34:51,247
1964We would like to thank you,
1965however you respond.
1966
1967446
196800:34:51,422 --> 00:34:53,167
1969Yours sincerely."
1970
1971447
197200:34:59,348 --> 00:35:00,889
1973So, well...
1974
1975448
197600:35:01,307 --> 00:35:02,885
1977That's it.
1978
1979449
198000:35:04,144 --> 00:35:05,603
1981I don't know.
1982
1983450
198400:35:06,146 --> 00:35:10,772
1985She appears to be a well-intentioned,
1986decent, intelligent girl.
1987
1988451
198900:35:10,942 --> 00:35:13,612
1990Clearly an idealist,
1991bold and courageous.
1992
1993452
199400:35:14,154 --> 00:35:16,479
1995Seems like she deserves
1996some support.
1997
1998453
199900:35:16,698 --> 00:35:18,192
2000What do you think?
2001
2002454
200300:35:27,792 --> 00:35:28,871
2004Nihal?
2005
2006455
200700:35:32,381 --> 00:35:33,874
2008Frankly...
2009
2010456
201100:35:35,800 --> 00:35:38,125
2012it didn't sound to me very...
2013
2014457
201500:35:38,303 --> 00:35:40,841
2016I get this every day from all over.
2017
2018458
201900:35:41,890 --> 00:35:42,886
2020OK.
2021
2022459
202300:35:43,766 --> 00:35:46,803
2024What exactly didn't
2025sound right to you?
2026
2027460
202800:35:47,062 --> 00:35:48,224
2029Well...
2030
2031461
203200:35:48,522 --> 00:35:52,769
2033Isn't it a bit of a luxury
2034to build a new place just for this?
2035
2036462
203700:35:53,569 --> 00:35:55,691
2038It's a tiny village after all.
2039
2040463
204100:35:55,862 --> 00:35:59,445
2042Normally the mukhtar
2043gives a space for these things.
2044
2045464
204600:35:59,616 --> 00:36:03,150
2047You decorate it a bit and you manage.
2048
2049465
205000:36:04,538 --> 00:36:07,906
2051So I felt it sounded a bit too much.
2052
2053466
205400:36:08,082 --> 00:36:11,083
2055Even the municipality
2056refused to help them.
2057
2058467
205900:36:11,252 --> 00:36:15,796
2060We'll have a hard time finding
2061common sense in municipal decisions.
2062
2063468
206400:36:20,178 --> 00:36:22,088
2065Well, I don't know.
2066
2067469
206800:36:23,098 --> 00:36:24,094
2069And you, Suavi?
2070
2071470
207200:36:24,974 --> 00:36:26,350
2073I really don't know.
2074
2075471
207600:36:27,393 --> 00:36:31,261
2077Don't you think you and I,
2078and a few other local worthies
2079
2080472
208100:36:31,440 --> 00:36:33,231
2082could get together?
2083
2084473
208500:36:33,400 --> 00:36:35,688
2086Dear Aydin,
2087do I really look like a worthy?
2088
2089474
209000:36:35,819 --> 00:36:39,816
2091My belly is my only worthy feature,
2092and it's now independent.
2093
2094475
209500:36:41,366 --> 00:36:42,231
2096However,
2097
2098476
209900:36:44,953 --> 00:36:47,408
2100I must say
2101you surprised me, Nihal.
2102
2103477
210400:36:48,081 --> 00:36:49,361
2105Why?
2106
2107478
210800:36:50,208 --> 00:36:51,583
2109Well...
2110
2111479
211200:36:52,126 --> 00:36:57,121
2113Because thanks to you this hotel has
2114been run like a charity for years.
2115
2116480
211700:36:57,882 --> 00:36:59,922
2118What are you trying to say?
2119
2120481
212100:37:00,093 --> 00:37:01,172
2122Well...
2123
2124482
212500:37:02,762 --> 00:37:04,636
2126When a chronic philanthropist,
2127
2128483
212900:37:04,806 --> 00:37:08,140
2130who has helped
2131almost every school in the area,
2132
2133484
213400:37:08,309 --> 00:37:12,521
2135opposes this idea so firmly,
2136I fail to understand.
2137
2138485
213900:37:12,772 --> 00:37:14,563
2140What is there to understand?
2141
2142486
214300:37:14,858 --> 00:37:16,934
2144It's a matter of urgency.
2145
2146487
214700:37:17,110 --> 00:37:21,060
2148There are primary schools
2149with leaky roofs and rotten windows.
2150
2151488
215200:37:21,239 --> 00:37:24,156
2153Little kids studying
2154with their gloves on.
2155
2156489
215700:37:24,326 --> 00:37:27,659
2158Isn't it more logical
2159to solve these problems first?
2160
2161490
216200:37:28,747 --> 00:37:32,579
2163We've been collecting donations
2164for this for a long time now.
2165
2166491
216700:37:32,917 --> 00:37:35,539
2168But it never attracted
2169your attention.
2170
2171492
217200:37:35,711 --> 00:37:39,211
2173So I don't understand
2174your sudden charity.
2175
2176493
217700:37:42,344 --> 00:37:45,428
2178Anyway, I'm expecting guests.
2179I have to go.
2180
2181494
218200:37:45,847 --> 00:37:50,260
2183Mr Suavi, could you come and see me
2184for a minute before you leave?
2185
2186495
218700:37:50,435 --> 00:37:51,811
2188Sure. I'll drop by.
2189
2190496
219100:37:51,936 --> 00:37:55,056
2192Then I won't say goodbye.
2193See you shortly.
2194
2195497
219600:38:11,998 --> 00:38:13,991
2197You know what?
2198
2199498
220000:38:15,626 --> 00:38:19,458
2201All this poverty and hardship
2202is like a natural disaster.
2203
2204499
220500:38:20,631 --> 00:38:23,039
2206In a sense, it's the will of God.
2207
2208500
220900:38:23,843 --> 00:38:26,168
2210You can't oppose destiny.
2211
2212501
221300:38:26,722 --> 00:38:30,422
2214But God also gave us intelligence
2215to fight such things.
2216
2217502
221800:38:31,225 --> 00:38:32,341
2219That's true.
2220
2221503
222200:38:33,395 --> 00:38:35,138
2223That's true, however...
2224
2225504
222600:38:36,690 --> 00:38:40,474
2227there are people
2228specially created for such tasks.
2229
2230505
223100:38:40,651 --> 00:38:43,439
2232You should leave
2233these tasks to them.
2234
2235506
223600:38:43,613 --> 00:38:46,400
2237You're a creative man.
2238You are an artist.
2239
2240507
224100:38:46,575 --> 00:38:49,113
2242Why bother yourself with such things?
2243
2244508
224500:38:49,994 --> 00:38:52,071
2246Stick to your own work.
2247
2248509
224900:38:57,878 --> 00:38:59,585
2250Mr Aydin, Hamdi is here.
2251
2252510
225300:38:59,713 --> 00:39:02,251
2254- Who's Hamdi?
2255- Hamdi hodja, the imam.
2256
2257511
225800:39:03,508 --> 00:39:05,300
2259Fine, I was leaving anyway.
2260
2261512
226200:39:05,468 --> 00:39:07,010
2263Stay a little bit more.
2264
2265513
226600:39:07,386 --> 00:39:09,463
2267I have loads of work to do.
2268
2269514
227000:39:09,931 --> 00:39:12,802
2271Loads of work to do on the farm.
2272
2273515
227400:39:12,975 --> 00:39:15,930
2275I'll show Suavi out.
2276Bring Hamdi hodja in here.
2277
2278516
227900:39:16,104 --> 00:39:16,934
2280Alright.
2281
2282517
228300:39:57,395 --> 00:39:58,854
2284Welcome, Hamdi hodja.
2285
2286518
228700:39:59,021 --> 00:40:00,895
2288Thank you, Mr Aydin.
2289
2290519
229100:40:02,233 --> 00:40:05,400
2292You could've kept your shoes on.
2293It's not that clean.
2294
2295520
229600:40:05,612 --> 00:40:09,479
2297No, Mr Aydin. My shoes got muddy.
2298It's better like this.
2299
2300521
230100:40:09,657 --> 00:40:12,064
2302- Some slippers then.
2303- No, I'm fine.
2304
2305522
230600:40:12,243 --> 00:40:15,944
2307Hold on.
2308The floor is very cold in here.
2309
2310523
231100:40:22,002 --> 00:40:26,333
2312Fatma, bring me a pair of slippers.
2313And some tea and cookies.
2314
2315524
231600:40:26,507 --> 00:40:27,587
2317OK.
2318
2319525
232000:40:29,844 --> 00:40:32,086
2321Take a seat, Hamdi hodja.
2322
2323526
232400:40:39,520 --> 00:40:41,976
2325Yes, Hamdi hodja. I'm listening.
2326
2327527
232800:40:42,148 --> 00:40:45,730
2329To tell you the truth,
2330I don't know where to begin.
2331
2332528
233300:40:45,902 --> 00:40:49,567
2334When you came the other day,
2335it was a bit...
2336
2337529
233800:40:49,739 --> 00:40:50,854
2339Sorry, just a minute.
2340
2341530
234200:40:51,032 --> 00:40:54,116
2343It's a bit stuffy in here.
2344If you don't mind...
2345
2346531
234700:40:54,702 --> 00:40:56,362
2348I'll open a window.
2349
2350532
235100:41:02,377 --> 00:41:03,491
2352Yes?
2353
2354533
235500:41:04,170 --> 00:41:06,874
2356Honestly, I don't know how to put it.
2357
2358534
235900:41:07,299 --> 00:41:10,549
2360It was embarrassing for us,
2361I'm sorry, but...
2362
2363535
236400:41:10,718 --> 00:41:12,758
2365we didn't mean badly, of course.
2366
2367536
236800:41:12,929 --> 00:41:17,258
2369The kid made a mistake because
2370he was upset by what happened.
2371
2372537
237300:41:17,433 --> 00:41:19,759
2374But he's just a kid, after all.
2375
2376538
237700:41:19,935 --> 00:41:21,430
2378Of course, he is.
2379
2380539
238100:41:21,604 --> 00:41:24,641
2382But have you asked him why he did it?
2383
2384540
238500:41:25,149 --> 00:41:28,066
2386After all, the incident
2387
2388541
238900:41:28,236 --> 00:41:31,688
2390could have had
2391quite serious consequences.
2392
2393542
239400:41:32,866 --> 00:41:34,858
2395Yes, of course, I asked him.
2396
2397543
239800:41:35,034 --> 00:41:36,445
2399And what did he say?
2400
2401544
240200:41:38,455 --> 00:41:40,780
2403Well, Mr Aydin...
2404
2405545
240600:41:40,957 --> 00:41:43,413
2407the kid was upset
2408by the debt collector,
2409
2410546
241100:41:43,584 --> 00:41:46,289
2412so he went and did
2413such a stupid thing.
2414
2415547
241600:41:46,463 --> 00:41:49,666
2417Especially seeing his father
2418get beaten up.
2419
2420548
242100:41:49,840 --> 00:41:51,465
2422Beaten up?
2423
2424549
242500:41:51,635 --> 00:41:54,884
2426When the debt collectors came,
2427
2428550
242900:41:55,305 --> 00:41:59,005
2430Ismail tried to stop them obviously.
2431
2432551
243300:41:59,183 --> 00:42:01,259
2434And the police were there.
2435
2436552
243700:42:01,561 --> 00:42:03,517
2438So things got out of hand.
2439
2440553
244100:42:04,105 --> 00:42:06,144
2442I see.
2443
2444554
244500:42:07,817 --> 00:42:11,482
2446So our car paid the price, right?
2447
2448555
244900:42:11,654 --> 00:42:14,857
2450More or less, Mr Aydin. I apologize.
2451
2452556
245300:42:15,074 --> 00:42:18,490
2454But now the boy
2455feels really bad about it.
2456
2457557
245800:42:18,661 --> 00:42:22,113
2459He wants to come over
2460and kiss your hand for forgiveness.
2461
2462558
246300:42:22,289 --> 00:42:23,998
2464No. No need for that.
2465
2466559
246700:42:24,166 --> 00:42:26,872
2468He regrets it. Really.
2469
2470560
247100:42:27,211 --> 00:42:31,588
2472But as I said the other day,
2473we always pay our debts.
2474
2475561
247600:42:31,757 --> 00:42:34,000
2477I actually have some money now.
2478
2479562
248000:42:34,176 --> 00:42:37,380
2481So I came to pay for the car window.
2482
2483563
248400:42:37,555 --> 00:42:39,382
2485How much was it?
2486
2487564
248800:42:39,557 --> 00:42:42,392
2489It doesn't matter.
2490
2491565
249200:42:43,102 --> 00:42:47,563
2493Sort it out with Hidayet.
2494I don't know much about it.
2495
2496566
249700:42:47,731 --> 00:42:50,484
2498I think it was 70 liras or something.
2499
2500567
250100:42:50,652 --> 00:42:53,024
2502But it's best you talk with Hidayet.
2503
2504568
250500:42:53,362 --> 00:42:54,773
250670 liras?
2507
2508569
250900:42:55,448 --> 00:42:58,651
251070 liras for just one window?
2511
2512570
251300:43:00,244 --> 00:43:01,525
2514That's right.
2515
2516571
251700:43:02,288 --> 00:43:05,538
2518And it is not the brand-name one.
2519If it had been...
2520
2521572
252200:43:06,084 --> 00:43:08,918
2523Hidayet can show you the bill.
2524
2525573
252600:43:09,963 --> 00:43:11,208
2527Well...
2528
2529574
253000:43:12,131 --> 00:43:14,005
2531I'm not sure if I have enough on me.
2532
2533575
253400:43:14,133 --> 00:43:17,253
2535Let me just ask Hidayet
2536how much it was.
2537
2538576
253900:43:19,180 --> 00:43:22,181
2540It's no big deal.
2541There's no rush.
2542
2543577
254400:43:22,350 --> 00:43:26,597
2545After all, it's just a window.
2546
2547578
254800:43:28,148 --> 00:43:29,393
2549You think so?
2550
2551579
255200:43:29,941 --> 00:43:33,061
2553In that case,
2554I'd better not pay in installments.
2555
2556580
255700:43:33,235 --> 00:43:35,905
2558I'll pay it all in one go, then.
2559
2560581
256100:43:36,030 --> 00:43:38,070
2562Just to prevent any confusion.
2563
2564582
256500:43:39,575 --> 00:43:40,405
2566Hello.
2567
2568583
256900:43:41,244 --> 00:43:42,240
2570You there?
2571
2572584
257300:43:42,870 --> 00:43:47,579
2574Nothing, I just wanted to ask
2575how much the window cost.
2576
2577585
257800:43:47,750 --> 00:43:50,075
2579I remember you saying 70 liras.
2580
2581586
258200:43:52,839 --> 00:43:54,084
2583Really?
2584
2585587
258600:43:54,590 --> 00:43:57,757
2587I got it wrong then.
2588OK, alright.
2589
2590588
259100:43:58,428 --> 00:44:00,966
2592Fine, no problem. Never mind.
2593
2594589
259500:44:01,931 --> 00:44:05,679
2596I was wrong. It's 170, not 70.
2597
2598590
259900:44:07,270 --> 00:44:08,812
2600170 liras?
2601
2602591
260300:44:09,898 --> 00:44:11,475
2604But how come?
2605
2606592
260700:44:12,108 --> 00:44:13,851
2608That's how much it cost.
2609
2610593
261100:44:15,653 --> 00:44:17,979
2612Hidayet can show you the bill.
2613
2614594
261500:44:18,781 --> 00:44:21,652
2616I forgot to ask
2617if he took a bill though.
2618
2619595
262000:44:21,867 --> 00:44:23,610
2621That's strange.
2622
2623596
262400:44:24,537 --> 00:44:26,446
2625It's just a window.
2626
2627597
262800:44:26,831 --> 00:44:27,744
2629Really strange.
2630
2631598
263200:44:27,916 --> 00:44:31,534
2633There must be some mistake, surely.
2634
2635599
263600:44:38,134 --> 00:44:40,803
2637What's this?
2638Are there no men's slippers?
2639
2640600
264100:44:40,970 --> 00:44:43,342
2642No, we don't use any at the hotel.
2643
2644601
264500:44:43,681 --> 00:44:45,259
2646Fatma had these at home.
2647
2648602
264900:44:45,432 --> 00:44:50,011
2650No worries, these will do.
2651As long as they keep the cold off.
2652
2653603
265400:44:50,646 --> 00:44:52,604
2655Where shall I put the tea?
2656
2657604
265800:44:54,609 --> 00:44:57,182
2659Here. Let me move this.
2660
2661605
266200:44:58,070 --> 00:45:01,024
2663Hamdi hodja, come here.
2664
2665606
266600:45:09,164 --> 00:45:10,493
2667Thank you.
2668
2669607
267000:45:26,349 --> 00:45:29,303
2671Now, Hamdi, listen...
2672
2673608
267400:45:30,519 --> 00:45:34,352
2675I've got various houses and shops
2676in town.
2677
2678609
267900:45:34,524 --> 00:45:36,148
2680Not just mine actually...
2681
2682610
268300:45:36,317 --> 00:45:39,353
2684They're my sister Necla's too.
2685
2686611
268700:45:39,529 --> 00:45:42,731
2688If I tried
2689to look after them all myself,
2690
2691612
269200:45:42,907 --> 00:45:47,118
2693I'd have no time to work
2694on my book and articles.
2695
2696613
269700:45:47,495 --> 00:45:48,989
2698See what I mean?
2699
2700614
270100:45:49,205 --> 00:45:54,709
2702So I let Hidayet and the lawyers
2703deal with the rent and lawsuits.
2704
2705615
270600:45:56,337 --> 00:45:58,875
2707I often don't even know
2708what they're doing.
2709
2710616
271100:45:59,090 --> 00:46:01,545
2712And if they tell me,
2713I tend to forget.
2714
2715617
271600:46:02,301 --> 00:46:05,468
2717The other day,
2718your younger or older brother...
2719
2720618
272100:46:05,680 --> 00:46:06,961
2722Older.
2723
2724619
272500:46:07,181 --> 00:46:09,588
2726He said some inappropriate things.
2727
2728620
272900:46:09,851 --> 00:46:12,306
2730But I insist...
2731
2732621
273300:46:12,437 --> 00:46:13,930
2734not to mention the debt collectors.
2735
2736622
273700:46:14,605 --> 00:46:18,437
2738I wasn't even aware
2739you were my tenants.
2740
2741623
274200:46:19,151 --> 00:46:23,896
2743When the rent is not paid, lawyers
2744do these things automatically.
2745
2746624
274700:46:24,824 --> 00:46:25,689
2748Understand?
2749
2750625
275100:46:26,201 --> 00:46:28,987
2752Of course, Mr Aydin. It's obvious.
2753
2754626
275500:46:29,120 --> 00:46:31,326
2756You have to do these things.
2757
2758627
275900:46:31,497 --> 00:46:34,498
2760You've been very patient with us.
2761
2762628
276300:46:34,667 --> 00:46:38,249
2764But, since Ismail came out of prison,
2765
2766629
276700:46:38,421 --> 00:46:40,746
2768he hasn't sorted himself out yet.
2769
2770630
277100:46:40,923 --> 00:46:42,750
2772Nobody gives him a job.
2773
2774631
277500:46:42,925 --> 00:46:46,010
2776I don't see why not, but they don't.
2777
2778632
277900:46:46,470 --> 00:46:50,420
2780That's why we need time
2781to get back on our feet.
2782
2783633
278400:46:50,891 --> 00:46:54,724
2785So, Mr Aydin,
2786if you could just step in
2787
2788634
278900:46:54,937 --> 00:46:57,891
2790to stop the eviction...
2791
2792635
279300:46:58,065 --> 00:47:01,434
2794We will sort something out
2795as soon as possible.
2796
2797636
279800:47:01,611 --> 00:47:03,604
2799We really don't want
2800to lose the house.
2801
2802637
280300:47:03,779 --> 00:47:07,065
2804I spent my entire childhood
2805in that house.
2806
2807638
280800:47:07,616 --> 00:47:09,656
2809So if you could give us more time...
2810
2811639
281200:47:09,786 --> 00:47:12,193
2813What do you expect me to say?
2814
2815640
281600:47:12,371 --> 00:47:14,364
2817I see your point but...
2818
2819641
282000:47:16,375 --> 00:47:18,083
2821you need to discuss it with Hidayet.
2822
2823642
282400:47:18,252 --> 00:47:20,826
2825I don't know anything about it.
2826
2827643
282800:47:22,632 --> 00:47:23,876
2829Did you talk to him?
2830
2831644
283200:47:24,258 --> 00:47:26,084
2833- No.
2834- Talk to Hidayet.
2835
2836645
283700:47:26,469 --> 00:47:27,797
2838I mean...
2839
2840646
284100:47:28,053 --> 00:47:31,754
2842There's Hidayet and the lawyers.
2843You don't need to come to me.
2844
2845647
284600:47:31,974 --> 00:47:34,263
2847They know more about it.
2848
2849648
285000:47:35,853 --> 00:47:38,391
2851Don't come to me again.
2852
2853649
285400:47:39,065 --> 00:47:42,185
2855I don't want to mislead you.
2856
2857650
285800:47:47,115 --> 00:47:50,318
2859In a country
2860with a 99% Muslim population,
2861
2862651
286300:47:50,451 --> 00:47:53,405
2864don't the people deserve men of God
2865
2866652
286700:47:54,080 --> 00:47:55,657
2868who are cultivated, neat,
2869
2870653
287100:47:55,873 --> 00:48:00,001
2872whose very presence is reassuring?
2873
2874654
287500:48:01,504 --> 00:48:04,671
2876The weekly sermon
2877prepared by our imams,
2878
2879655
288000:48:04,840 --> 00:48:08,624
2881from their reading,
2882
2883656
288400:48:08,803 --> 00:48:11,804
2885will be heard
2886with pleasure and admiration
2887
2888657
288900:48:11,973 --> 00:48:13,882
2890and will elevate the people.
2891
2892658
289300:48:14,308 --> 00:48:18,602
2894Islam is a religion
2895of civilization and high culture.
2896
2897659
289800:48:25,820 --> 00:48:26,685
2899How's that?
2900
2901660
290200:48:27,863 --> 00:48:29,026
2903Fine.
2904
2905661
290600:48:29,574 --> 00:48:31,530
2907It's not too harsh?
2908
2909662
291000:48:31,742 --> 00:48:32,692
2911No.
2912
2913663
291400:48:33,035 --> 00:48:35,705
2915Nothing that might be misunderstood?
2916
2917664
291800:48:35,871 --> 00:48:36,618
2919No.
2920
2921665
292200:48:37,373 --> 00:48:40,409
2923You don't say anything
2924about religion itself.
2925
2926666
292700:48:40,834 --> 00:48:44,784
2928You talk about the practices
2929of those who apply it.
2930
2931667
293200:48:45,131 --> 00:48:48,546
2933And I also say
2934Islam is a religion of high culture.
2935
2936668
293700:48:48,718 --> 00:48:50,093
2938Of course.
2939
2940669
294100:48:50,511 --> 00:48:53,002
2942I don't really care for these things.
2943
2944670
294500:48:56,142 --> 00:48:57,885
2946But you know it's delicate.
2947
2948671
294900:49:00,104 --> 00:49:04,054
2950But the guy annoys me so much,
2951I can't stop myself writing.
2952
2953672
295400:49:04,733 --> 00:49:08,019
2955So he managed to become
2956the subject of an article.
2957
2958673
295900:49:08,278 --> 00:49:12,822
2960With his shabbiness,
2961slyness, vagueness...
2962
2963674
296400:49:13,367 --> 00:49:14,565
2965You know...
2966
2967675
296800:49:17,621 --> 00:49:21,571
2969I once played an imam in a play
2970and got good reviews.
2971
2972676
297300:49:21,751 --> 00:49:25,700
2974Now when I see him,
2975I tend to think I wasn't that good.
2976
2977677
297800:49:25,880 --> 00:49:28,916
2979I missed so many details.
2980
2981678
298200:49:30,551 --> 00:49:32,045
2983Did you see that play?
2984
2985679
298600:49:33,178 --> 00:49:34,721
2987Sorry? Which play?
2988
2989680
299000:49:34,889 --> 00:49:36,928
2991The one where I played an imam.
2992
2993681
299400:49:37,099 --> 00:49:38,723
2995"Wounded Birds".
2996
2997682
299800:49:39,143 --> 00:49:40,174
2999Can't remember.
3000
3001683
300200:49:40,478 --> 00:49:44,226
3003He comes running out in the
3004first scene, bursting for the toilet.
3005
3006684
300700:49:46,358 --> 00:49:49,146
3008It must have been when I was abroad.
3009
3010685
301100:49:49,319 --> 00:49:52,357
3012He comes running on:
3013"Where's the loo?"
3014
3015686
301600:49:53,365 --> 00:49:56,402
3017- No. Was it a comedy?
3018- Yes.
3019
3020687
302100:49:57,954 --> 00:50:00,788
3022- And first...
3023- I don't remember.
3024
3025688
302600:50:05,669 --> 00:50:07,247
3027I want to ask you something.
3028
3029689
303000:50:09,548 --> 00:50:11,754
3031Not resisting evil...
3032
3033690
303400:50:12,676 --> 00:50:13,707
3035What does that mean to you?
3036
3037691
303800:50:16,514 --> 00:50:17,593
3039What?
3040
3041692
304200:50:18,307 --> 00:50:22,435
3043Not resisting evil, I said.
3044What do you think that means?
3045
3046693
304700:50:23,896 --> 00:50:25,438
3048Not resisting evil?
3049
3050694
305100:50:26,815 --> 00:50:28,524
3052How do you understand it?
3053
3054695
305500:50:29,026 --> 00:50:30,355
3056Well...
3057
3058696
305900:50:30,527 --> 00:50:34,276
3060One day, thieves attack you
3061and you don't resist.
3062
3063697
306400:50:34,448 --> 00:50:36,072
3065I suppose that's it.
3066
3067698
306800:50:36,241 --> 00:50:39,906
3069I don't want an example.
3070Give me a logical definition.
3071
3072699
307300:50:40,663 --> 00:50:42,656
3074I wonder if there is any logic in it.
3075
3076700
307700:50:42,832 --> 00:50:45,536
3078A logical definition
3079of not resisting evil.
3080
3081701
308200:50:46,335 --> 00:50:48,078
3083Not resisting evil is...
3084
3085702
308600:50:49,463 --> 00:50:52,168
3087to remain indifferent
3088to incidents defined as evil
3089
3090703
309100:50:52,591 --> 00:50:55,343
3092within an ethical framework.
3093
3094704
309500:50:55,511 --> 00:50:56,673
3096How's that?
3097
3098705
309900:50:58,139 --> 00:51:00,096
3100For instance, if we were to...
3101
3102706
310300:51:00,474 --> 00:51:03,144
3104make this idea of not resisting evil
3105
3106707
310700:51:03,602 --> 00:51:05,595
3108the basis of our behavior,
3109
3110708
311100:51:05,771 --> 00:51:08,096
3112what kind of life would we have?
3113
3114709
311500:51:08,274 --> 00:51:10,148
3116What kind of life?
3117
3118710
311900:51:11,444 --> 00:51:12,854
3120What would it be like?
3121
3122711
312300:51:13,028 --> 00:51:15,270
3124Thieves, murderers, psychos
3125would prosper.
3126
3127712
312800:51:15,447 --> 00:51:18,199
3129Chaos would reign everywhere.
3130
3131713
313200:51:19,452 --> 00:51:21,693
3133- What would be left, then?
3134- Left?
3135
3136714
313700:51:22,496 --> 00:51:26,790
3138Cripples and madhouses.
3139How should I know?
3140
3141715
314200:51:28,002 --> 00:51:29,959
3143Maybe you're right.
3144
3145716
314600:51:30,129 --> 00:51:33,296
3147But I couldn't take the easy way out
3148like you.
3149
3150717
315100:51:34,133 --> 00:51:35,675
3152What easy way out?
3153
3154718
315500:51:35,842 --> 00:51:39,259
3156Maybe you should think about it.
3157
3158719
315900:51:39,430 --> 00:51:41,755
3160You went a bit too fast.
3161
3162720
316300:51:41,933 --> 00:51:44,305
3164I didn't. It's simple.
3165
3166721
316700:51:44,477 --> 00:51:47,643
3168Someone does wrong,
3169you don't resist. That's it.
3170
3171722
317200:51:47,813 --> 00:51:49,058
3173What else is there?
3174
3175723
317600:51:50,108 --> 00:51:51,306
3177I still feel...
3178
3179724
318000:51:51,483 --> 00:51:54,900
3181we're fooling ourselves
3182when we're fighting evil.
3183
3184725
318500:51:55,071 --> 00:51:58,937
3186As if we didn't want to look
3187at every aspect, we hide some.
3188
3189726
319000:51:59,116 --> 00:52:00,445
3191Like what?
3192
3193727
319400:52:01,451 --> 00:52:03,942
3195Fatma, this honey is frozen.
3196You got another?
3197
3198728
319900:52:04,121 --> 00:52:07,455
3200- I'll check.
3201- If not, just put it in warm water.
3202
3203729
320400:52:07,624 --> 00:52:11,753
3205Instead of struggling against evil,
3206why not do the exact opposite?
3207
3208730
320900:52:12,129 --> 00:52:15,000
3210Say you don't want
3211a painting to be stolen.
3212
3213731
321400:52:15,174 --> 00:52:18,092
3215It's maybe better
3216to hand it to the thief.
3217
3218732
321900:52:18,260 --> 00:52:20,253
3220Maybe it's a better solution.
3221
3222733
322300:52:20,429 --> 00:52:22,587
3224Say I want to marry an heiress
3225
3226734
322700:52:22,806 --> 00:52:24,764
3228because her father is rich.
3229
3230735
323100:52:25,142 --> 00:52:30,481
3232To foil my sneaky plot, she should
3233throw herself in my arms. Is that it?
3234
3235736
323600:52:30,940 --> 00:52:33,940
3237But maybe he would be ashamed,
3238feel remorse
3239
3240737
324100:52:34,068 --> 00:52:35,895
3242and admit his fault.
3243
3244738
324500:52:36,070 --> 00:52:37,730
3246Shouldn't we allow for that?
3247
3248739
324900:52:37,905 --> 00:52:39,648
3250What a ridiculous idea!
3251
3252740
325300:52:39,824 --> 00:52:44,285
3254Should we allow mass murders
3255because some killers could regret it?
3256
3257741
325800:52:44,995 --> 00:52:47,950
3259Even soaps don't
3260produce such nonsense.
3261
3262742
326300:52:48,123 --> 00:52:51,159
3264Well, I don't care what you think.
3265I have my solution.
3266
3267743
326800:52:51,877 --> 00:52:56,586
3269I see no reason to resist
3270an evil act aimed at me personally.
3271
3272744
327300:52:57,300 --> 00:53:00,217
3274Does someone want to kill me?
3275Be my guest.
3276
3277745
327800:53:01,303 --> 00:53:04,589
3279Because, if I were to defend myself,
3280
3281746
328200:53:05,182 --> 00:53:07,969
3283that wouldn't make
3284the murderer a better person.
3285
3286747
328700:53:11,022 --> 00:53:12,978
3288But if you defend yourself,
3289you may not die.
3290
3291748
329200:53:13,148 --> 00:53:14,393
3293Isn't that worth it?
3294
3295749
329600:53:14,734 --> 00:53:16,441
3297Trust me, it isn't.
3298
3299750
330000:53:17,194 --> 00:53:20,029
3301Let's drop it.
3302I feel depressed already.
3303
3304751
330500:53:20,406 --> 00:53:21,569
3306What do you think, Nihal?
3307
3308752
330900:53:21,740 --> 00:53:24,492
3310To be honest...
3311I don't quite grasp it.
3312
3313753
331400:53:24,660 --> 00:53:27,198
3315Where does this need come from?
3316
3317754
331800:53:27,371 --> 00:53:29,328
3319Why do you feel like this?
3320
3321755
332200:53:29,498 --> 00:53:32,618
3323It's not a need, just an idea.
3324
3325756
332600:53:32,793 --> 00:53:35,035
3327She wants to help evil get done.
3328
3329757
333000:53:35,212 --> 00:53:38,663
3331Hold on... Is that how you want
3332to end evil in the world?
3333
3334758
333500:53:38,841 --> 00:53:41,546
3336Or do you want
3337to find peace that way?
3338
3339759
334000:53:41,718 --> 00:53:45,419
3341She wants to help the baddies
3342do bad more comfortably.
3343
3344760
334500:53:45,597 --> 00:53:49,132
3346I'm just saying we should
3347give evildoers a chance
3348
3349761
335000:53:49,309 --> 00:53:51,053
3351to feel regret.
3352
3353762
335400:53:51,228 --> 00:53:53,387
3355A chance for the bad guys, great!
3356
3357763
335800:53:53,898 --> 00:53:55,689
3359You pretend not to understand.
3360
3361764
336200:53:55,858 --> 00:53:57,649
3363That's how I understood it, sweetie.
3364
3365765
336600:53:57,818 --> 00:53:59,443
3367How did you manage that, sweetie?
3368
3369766
337000:53:59,570 --> 00:54:03,153
3371She's saying evildoers regret it
3372if you help them do it?
3373
3374767
337500:54:03,324 --> 00:54:05,446
3376- No...
3377- That's what I understand.
3378
3379768
338000:54:05,618 --> 00:54:07,694
3381How can you understand that?
3382
3383769
338400:54:07,869 --> 00:54:09,578
3385So how do you understand it?
3386
3387770
338800:54:09,746 --> 00:54:13,116
3389It is very clear what she's saying.
3390
3391771
339200:54:13,334 --> 00:54:18,672
3393If someone does me harm,
3394a thief or someone...
3395
3396772
339700:54:18,839 --> 00:54:21,543
3398I don't resist and by doing so,
3399
3400773
340100:54:21,717 --> 00:54:23,341
3402stir his conscience...
3403
3404774
340500:54:23,510 --> 00:54:26,927
3406Stop it. What's got into you two
3407this morning?
3408
3409775
341000:54:27,097 --> 00:54:29,968
3411What's this about helping
3412evildoers do evil?
3413
3414776
341500:54:30,142 --> 00:54:31,517
3416Who said that?
3417
3418777
341900:54:31,685 --> 00:54:34,390
3420Is that how you plan to end evil?
3421
3422778
342300:54:34,563 --> 00:54:36,520
3424You're trying to provoke us now.
3425
3426779
342700:54:36,690 --> 00:54:39,478
3428I'm just saying what I understood.
3429Am I wrong?
3430
3431780
343200:54:39,651 --> 00:54:42,023
3433It's easy to understand.
3434
3435781
343600:54:42,195 --> 00:54:44,901
3437She says if something bad
3438is done to us,
3439
3440782
344100:54:45,074 --> 00:54:50,578
3442by not resisting, the evildoer
3443may be sorry and give up.
3444
3445783
344600:54:50,745 --> 00:54:52,121
3447Is that possible?
3448
3449784
345000:54:52,289 --> 00:54:53,949
3451That's not the question.
3452
3453785
345400:54:54,124 --> 00:54:55,951
3455I'm just saying one could try.
3456
3457786
345800:54:56,126 --> 00:54:58,796
3459So the Jews should deport themselves.
3460
3461787
346200:54:58,962 --> 00:55:00,919
3463So that Hitler doesn't get tired.
3464
3465788
346600:55:01,674 --> 00:55:04,758
3467He'd say "Here they are,
3468no point gassing them"?
3469
3470789
347100:55:04,927 --> 00:55:07,631
3472- You joking?
3473- No. That's what I understand.
3474
3475790
347600:55:08,388 --> 00:55:11,508
3477Help evildoers do evil
3478so they stop doing evil.
3479
3480791
348100:55:12,226 --> 00:55:13,601
3482Never heard such nonsense before!
3483
3484792
348500:55:13,810 --> 00:55:14,807
3486I misunderstand
3487
3488793
348900:55:15,812 --> 00:55:18,600
3490or you aren't making yourself
3491clear enough.
3492
3493794
349400:55:19,317 --> 00:55:20,229
3495Mr Aydin,
3496
3497795
349800:55:21,110 --> 00:55:22,390
3499they're here again.
3500
3501796
350200:55:22,569 --> 00:55:23,945
3503- Who?
3504- Hamdi.
3505
3506797
350700:55:24,113 --> 00:55:27,149
3508- What Hamdi? Hamdi hodja?
3509- Yes.
3510
3511798
351200:55:27,324 --> 00:55:29,862
3513- He's here?
3514- Yes, he's upstairs.
3515
3516799
351700:55:30,035 --> 00:55:31,744
3518What for?
3519He already came the other day.
3520
3521800
352200:55:32,121 --> 00:55:34,078
3523I don't know, he won't say.
3524
3525801
352600:55:34,248 --> 00:55:35,956
3527He's acting all mysterious.
3528
3529802
353000:55:36,125 --> 00:55:37,535
3531Not him, not now.
3532
3533803
353400:55:37,709 --> 00:55:39,536
3535Did you tell him I'm here?
3536
3537804
353800:55:39,670 --> 00:55:41,663
3539Of course not. I said I'd see.
3540
3541805
354200:55:41,838 --> 00:55:44,875
3543If he wants to leave something,
3544you take it.
3545
3546806
354700:55:45,050 --> 00:55:48,086
3548He came yesterday too.
3549He didn't leave anything.
3550
3551807
355200:55:49,930 --> 00:55:51,508
3553- Yesterday, too?
3554- Yes.
3555
3556808
355700:55:51,682 --> 00:55:52,678
3558Why didn't you tell me?
3559
3560809
356100:55:53,308 --> 00:55:54,719
3562We talked about it. You were in bed.
3563
3564810
356500:55:54,893 --> 00:55:57,052
3566You had me say you weren't in.
3567
3568811
356900:55:59,356 --> 00:56:00,186
3570Really?
3571
3572812
357300:56:00,357 --> 00:56:02,682
3574- That boy is here too.
3575- What boy?
3576
3577813
357800:56:02,984 --> 00:56:04,562
3579The window one.
3580
3581814
358200:56:05,362 --> 00:56:08,861
3583- He was here yesterday, too.
3584- I begin to smell trouble.
3585
3586815
358700:56:09,241 --> 00:56:11,993
3588Why not speak to him?
3589They've come all that way.
3590
3591816
359200:56:12,369 --> 00:56:13,744
3593What's so frightening?
3594
3595817
359600:56:13,912 --> 00:56:15,323
3597Nothing. It's not that, my dear.
3598
3599818
360000:56:15,497 --> 00:56:18,866
3601But he's whiney, annoying,
3602never finishes a sentence.
3603
3604819
360500:56:19,043 --> 00:56:22,328
3606But they're here now.
3607We can't send them away.
3608
3609820
361000:56:24,506 --> 00:56:26,416
3611Alright. Let them in.
3612
3613821
361400:56:26,592 --> 00:56:28,667
3615Let's see what he's after.
3616
3617822
361800:56:29,553 --> 00:56:32,340
3619I'll do it your way
3620to see if I got you right.
3621
3622823
362300:56:32,514 --> 00:56:33,629
3624Hamdi's coming.
3625
3626824
362700:56:33,807 --> 00:56:35,847
3628I'll say yes to everything he wants.
3629
3630825
363100:56:35,976 --> 00:56:39,309
3632- But he has done no evil to you.
3633- Maybe he will.
3634
3635826
363600:56:39,480 --> 00:56:42,350
3637We don't know why he's here yet.
3638But I won't protest.
3639
3640827
364100:56:42,524 --> 00:56:44,601
3642Evil or good, let's see...
3643
3644828
364500:56:44,776 --> 00:56:46,485
3646- A knife in his pocket?
3647- Who knows?
3648
3649829
365000:56:50,449 --> 00:56:52,406
3651Come in, Hamdi hodja, welcome.
3652
3653830
365400:56:53,160 --> 00:56:55,401
3655Welcome, Mr Hamdi.
3656
3657831
365800:56:55,579 --> 00:56:56,574
3659Thank you.
3660
3661832
366200:56:56,788 --> 00:56:59,541
3663Sorry for disturbing you
3664during breakfast.
3665
3666833
366700:56:59,749 --> 00:57:02,039
3668You're not disturbing us at all.
3669
3670834
367100:57:02,210 --> 00:57:04,119
3672Would you like some breakfast?
3673
3674835
367500:57:04,296 --> 00:57:07,499
3676Thank you, madam. We're not hungry.
3677
3678836
367900:57:07,675 --> 00:57:11,174
3680Please have a seat.
3681Fatma, some tea for our guests.
3682
3683837
368400:57:12,054 --> 00:57:13,429
3685And cookies for the boy.
3686
3687838
368800:57:13,597 --> 00:57:15,221
3689The valley is muddy.
3690
3691839
369200:57:15,390 --> 00:57:17,549
3693I'm sorry, we're covered in mud.
3694
3695840
369600:57:18,309 --> 00:57:19,769
3697Why were you in the valley?
3698
3699841
370000:57:19,979 --> 00:57:22,600
3701- Which way did you take?
3702- We took the shortcut.
3703
3704842
370500:57:22,772 --> 00:57:25,939
3706I saw two figures over there.
3707Was that you?
3708
3709843
371000:57:26,109 --> 00:57:27,438
3711- Probably.
3712- Really.
3713
3714844
371500:57:28,696 --> 00:57:31,103
3716You walked all the way from town?
3717
3718845
371900:57:32,032 --> 00:57:34,024
3720Yes, we did. Why?
3721
3722846
372300:57:34,701 --> 00:57:37,655
3724It's quite a long way.
3725
3726847
372700:57:39,331 --> 00:57:40,612
3728Yes, it's far.
3729
3730848
373100:57:41,125 --> 00:57:42,500
3732It is. Isn't it?
3733
3734849
373500:57:44,920 --> 00:57:47,624
3736Did you walk the last time too?
3737
3738850
373900:57:48,132 --> 00:57:49,791
3740I mean yesterday.
3741
3742851
374300:57:49,967 --> 00:57:51,212
3744Yes.
3745
3746852
374700:57:52,010 --> 00:57:53,338
3748My goodness.
3749
3750853
375100:57:53,512 --> 00:57:55,505
3752Why didn't you say so?
3753
3754854
375500:57:56,431 --> 00:57:59,136
3756Hidayet could have given you
3757a lift back.
3758
3759855
376000:57:59,726 --> 00:58:01,636
3761I feel sorry now.
3762
3763856
376400:58:01,812 --> 00:58:03,686
3765No need to apologize.
3766
3767857
376800:58:03,855 --> 00:58:07,474
3769It's like exercise for us.
3770Don't worry.
3771
3772858
377300:58:09,444 --> 00:58:11,271
3774Aydin, show them a seat...
3775
3776859
377700:58:12,239 --> 00:58:14,527
3778Fatma, bring my tea over there.
3779
3780860
378100:58:14,825 --> 00:58:16,864
3782Please have a seat.
3783
3784861
378500:58:17,911 --> 00:58:19,322
3786You don't even have a moped?
3787
3788862
378900:58:19,914 --> 00:58:23,282
3790I'll get one when things
3791start looking up.
3792
3793863
379400:58:23,459 --> 00:58:25,700
3795- That would be great.
3796- God willing.
3797
3798864
379900:58:25,877 --> 00:58:29,247
3800Luckily the house
3801is next to the mosque.
3802
3803865
380400:58:29,548 --> 00:58:33,380
3805Five round trips a day
3806would have been hard.
3807
3808866
380900:58:33,552 --> 00:58:35,046
3810God bless you.
3811
3812867
381300:58:35,471 --> 00:58:36,585
3814Is he your son?
3815
3816868
381700:58:36,764 --> 00:58:38,637
3818- He looks like you.
3819- No.
3820
3821869
382200:58:38,807 --> 00:58:41,380
3823He's my nephew.
3824My brother's son.
3825
3826870
382700:58:42,435 --> 00:58:44,060
3828I don't have any children.
3829
3830871
383100:58:44,230 --> 00:58:47,848
3832Struggling to make ends meet,
3833I couldn't get married.
3834
3835872
383600:58:48,275 --> 00:58:49,899
3837My fate, I guess.
3838
3839873
384000:58:50,068 --> 00:58:52,476
3841You will eventually.
3842You're still young.
3843
3844874
384500:58:52,654 --> 00:58:55,228
3846But Ilyas is like a son to me.
3847
3848875
384900:58:55,407 --> 00:58:58,159
3850Of course.
3851Which class are you in, Ilyas?
3852
3853876
385400:58:59,995 --> 00:59:01,738
3855Speak up, son, which grade?
3856
3857877
385800:59:02,664 --> 00:59:03,779
3859Fifth.
3860
3861878
386200:59:06,001 --> 00:59:06,747
3863Mr Aydin...
3864
3865879
386600:59:07,961 --> 00:59:09,621
3867I'm off to the industrial zone.
3868
3869880
387000:59:09,796 --> 00:59:12,798
3871- What for?
3872- To get the car door fixed.
3873
3874881
387500:59:12,966 --> 00:59:14,875
3876What's so urgent about it?
3877
3878882
387900:59:15,052 --> 00:59:17,340
3880Nothing.
3881But the engine too is making a noise.
3882
3883883
388400:59:17,512 --> 00:59:21,213
3885- What noise?
3886- A kind of "zheeee".
3887
3888884
388900:59:21,391 --> 00:59:25,436
3890Could be the cylinders.
3891I don't want to ruin the engine.
3892
3893885
389400:59:27,690 --> 00:59:29,231
3895Alright, go.
3896
3897886
389800:59:43,538 --> 00:59:45,329
3899Mr Aydin, as I said before...
3900
3901887
390200:59:45,540 --> 00:59:49,075
3903after that incident,
3904the boy felt terribly sorry.
3905
3906888
390700:59:49,252 --> 00:59:51,826
3908- Which incident?
3909- That stone he threw.
3910
3911889
391200:59:52,006 --> 00:59:53,749
3913That's over and done with.
3914
3915890
391600:59:53,924 --> 00:59:56,925
3917I mean... the poor boy feels so bad,
3918
3919891
392000:59:57,094 --> 01:00:00,677
3921he's been all upset
3922and worried ever since.
3923
3924892
392501:00:02,182 --> 01:00:05,053
3926Now, Mr Aydin,
3927apologizing is not easy.
3928
3929893
393001:00:05,226 --> 01:00:08,477
3931As for repentance,
3932it's a matter of maturity.
3933
3934894
393501:00:08,647 --> 01:00:11,316
3936But while there's still resentment,
3937
3938895
393901:00:11,483 --> 01:00:14,056
3940one can't feel truly at peace.
3941
3942896
394301:00:14,236 --> 01:00:16,643
3944Our Prophet said,
3945
3946897
394701:00:16,822 --> 01:00:19,313
3948"Repentance is penitence."
3949
3950898
395101:00:19,491 --> 01:00:24,319
3952If a person convinces you
3953that they're really sorry,
3954
3955899
395601:00:24,579 --> 01:00:29,075
3957then we have no choice
3958except to forgive them.
3959
3960900
396101:00:29,251 --> 01:00:30,744
3962That's how it is.
3963
3964901
396501:00:30,919 --> 01:00:34,833
3966And our Ilyas is such a smart
3967and golden-hearted boy
3968
3969902
397001:00:35,007 --> 01:00:37,961
3971that young as he is, he listened to me.
3972
3973903
397401:00:38,135 --> 01:00:40,507
3975He thought about it and agreed.
3976
3977904
397801:00:40,679 --> 01:00:43,348
3979That's why he wanted to come today
3980
3981905
398201:00:43,515 --> 01:00:45,472
3983to kiss your hand.
3984
3985906
398601:00:45,643 --> 01:00:47,968
3987I said, "That would be
3988the right thing, my boy."
3989
3990907
399101:00:48,145 --> 01:00:53,685
3992"You'll see, show regret and
3993Mr Aydin will surely forgive you."
3994
3995908
399601:00:53,858 --> 01:00:54,855
3997Right?
3998
3999909
400001:00:55,026 --> 01:00:58,645
4001It's really not necessary.
4002It doesn't matter at all.
4003
4004910
400501:00:58,822 --> 01:01:01,693
4006Of course it's necessary.
4007
4008911
400901:01:01,866 --> 01:01:06,279
4010Otherwise he'll get away
4011with what he's done.
4012
4013912
401401:01:07,247 --> 01:01:08,955
4015That's the biggest danger.
4016
4017913
401801:01:09,124 --> 01:01:11,580
4019Ilyas? Isn't that right, my dear?
4020
4021914
402201:01:12,836 --> 01:01:15,374
4023I don't like getting my hand kissed.
4024
4025915
402601:01:15,547 --> 01:01:17,374
4027My father never allowed it either.
4028
4029916
403001:01:17,507 --> 01:01:20,757
4031We'd struggle to kiss his hand.
4032Wouldn't we, Necla?
4033
4034917
403501:01:20,927 --> 01:01:23,383
4036No. He can't find real peace then.
4037
4038918
403901:01:23,555 --> 01:01:25,179
4040Isn't that so, dear?
4041
4042919
404301:01:25,349 --> 01:01:28,433
4044Come on now, son,
4045kiss Mr Aydin's hand.
4046
4047920
404801:01:37,319 --> 01:01:38,315
4049Ilyas?
4050
4051921
405201:01:38,611 --> 01:01:42,906
4053Didn't we say we'd go and do this
4054without telling your dad?
4055
4056922
405701:01:43,074 --> 01:01:45,826
4058Don't embarrass me
4059in front of everyone.
4060
4061923
406201:01:45,994 --> 01:01:49,743
4063Come on, son. Kiss Mr Aydin's hand.
4064
4065924
406601:01:49,914 --> 01:01:51,659
4067Fine, then.
4068
4069925
407001:02:02,803 --> 01:02:05,294
4071Ilyas, come on.
4072Mr Aydin is waiting.
4073
4074926
407501:03:10,870 --> 01:03:13,077
4076Don't pull, keep it loose.
4077
4078927
407901:03:29,055 --> 01:03:30,964
4080Pull now.
4081
4082928
408301:03:35,979 --> 01:03:37,390
4084Let it rest a bit.
4085
4086929
408701:03:51,661 --> 01:03:53,369
4088Don't get too close.
4089
4090930
409101:04:04,841 --> 01:04:06,086
4092Wasabi.
4093
4094931
409501:04:06,426 --> 01:04:09,546
4096Oh my God. Brings tears
4097to your eyes, doesn't it?
4098
4099932
410001:04:09,721 --> 01:04:13,386
4101In Japan also, hot is beautiful.
4102
4103933
410401:04:13,558 --> 01:04:15,266
4105You don't eat that in Japan.
4106
4107934
410801:04:15,435 --> 01:04:19,729
4109When I was a child, I didn't like it.
4110
4111935
411201:04:21,983 --> 01:04:24,605
4113But just now, I love wasabi.
4114
4115936
411601:05:58,747 --> 01:06:00,574
4117Oh, it's freezing.
4118
4119937
412001:06:01,082 --> 01:06:03,324
4121I'm chilled to the bone.
4122
4123938
412401:06:08,339 --> 01:06:09,964
4125What are you doing?
4126
4127939
412801:06:10,758 --> 01:06:12,003
4129Not much.
4130
4131940
413201:06:15,805 --> 01:06:17,430
4133Where's Aydin?
4134
4135941
413601:06:19,225 --> 01:06:20,637
4137No idea.
4138
4139942
414001:06:21,019 --> 01:06:23,936
4141Must have gone into town.
4142He's not in his room?
4143
4144943
414501:06:24,063 --> 01:06:25,308
4146No, he isn't.
4147
4148944
414901:06:48,254 --> 01:06:51,042
4150I'll make more coffee.
4151Want some?
4152
4153945
415401:06:53,426 --> 01:06:55,253
4155Coffee, I said, want some?
4156
4157946
415801:06:57,013 --> 01:06:59,006
4159Yes, I'll have one.
4160
4161947
416201:07:00,141 --> 01:07:03,641
4163I don't know what to do
4164with the new maid, Nihal.
4165
4166948
416701:07:03,811 --> 01:07:06,433
4168She put glasses I love
4169in the dishwasher.
4170
4171949
417201:07:06,606 --> 01:07:07,982
4173Two got smashed.
4174
4175950
417601:07:08,149 --> 01:07:09,477
4177I know, she told me.
4178
4179951
418001:07:09,776 --> 01:07:14,652
4181They're obviously too thin
4182for the dishwasher. They broke.
4183
4184952
418501:07:14,947 --> 01:07:18,198
4186I'm thinking of taking it out
4187of her wages to teach her.
4188
4189953
419001:07:18,368 --> 01:07:20,609
4191That's a bit much. Forget it.
4192
4193954
419401:07:20,787 --> 01:07:25,116
4195I'm not exaggerating.
4196There are things you love and value.
4197
4198955
419901:07:25,583 --> 01:07:28,952
4200I bought them in Istanbul.
4201You can't get them anymore.
4202
4203956
420401:07:29,129 --> 01:07:32,794
4205I know, but they're just glasses.
4206
4207957
420801:07:35,302 --> 01:07:37,875
4209Maybe you're right. I don't know.
4210
4211958
421201:07:44,644 --> 01:07:46,850
4213No, maybe you're right.
4214
4215959
421601:07:48,731 --> 01:07:52,563
4217I'm aware I'm a bit nervy lately.
4218
4219960
422001:07:55,906 --> 01:07:57,316
4221It's because I worry too much.
4222
4223961
422401:07:58,241 --> 01:08:00,068
4225Worry about what?
4226
4227962
422801:08:00,368 --> 01:08:03,037
4229There's so much going around
4230in my head.
4231
4232963
423301:08:05,207 --> 01:08:08,041
4234My ex has become a real alcoholic.
4235
4236964
423701:08:08,543 --> 01:08:10,701
4238- Who? Necdet?
4239- Yes.
4240
4241965
424201:08:11,045 --> 01:08:13,797
4243But he always drank a lot, didn't he?
4244
4245966
424601:08:14,299 --> 01:08:16,090
4247He did indeed, but...
4248
4249967
425001:08:17,094 --> 01:08:20,426
4251he's been drinking much more
4252since we separated.
4253
4254968
425501:08:21,139 --> 01:08:23,511
4256He starts the minute he gets up.
4257
4258969
425901:08:26,478 --> 01:08:28,885
4260But there's nothing
4261you can do about that.
4262
4263970
426401:08:29,397 --> 01:08:30,773
4265I know...
4266
4267971
426801:08:30,940 --> 01:08:32,684
4269but sometimes...
4270
4271972
427201:08:33,484 --> 01:08:37,399
4273I can't help thinking
4274we're worse off after splitting up.
4275
4276973
427701:08:37,905 --> 01:08:41,773
4278Him over there in that state,
4279me here miserable.
4280
4281974
428201:08:41,952 --> 01:08:44,822
4283- Is that what you really think?
4284- Well...
4285
4286975
428701:08:47,541 --> 01:08:51,289
4288Maybe I'm just trying to figure out
4289where I went wrong.
4290
4291976
429201:08:51,753 --> 01:08:53,627
4293What I did that made us
4294end up like this.
4295
4296977
429701:08:53,797 --> 01:08:55,836
4298But if you've still found nothing
4299
4300978
430101:08:56,258 --> 01:08:58,831
4302years later,
4303maybe it's not your fault at all.
4304
4305979
430601:08:59,677 --> 01:09:01,006
4307Don't you agree?
4308
4309980
431001:09:01,346 --> 01:09:03,173
4311You want me to join the herd
4312
4313981
431401:09:03,347 --> 01:09:07,048
4315that believes
4316all badness comes from others?
4317
4318982
431901:09:07,226 --> 01:09:07,973
4320No.
4321
4322983
432301:09:08,227 --> 01:09:11,312
4324But it still doesn't have to be
4325"your" mistake.
4326
4327984
432801:09:11,481 --> 01:09:12,975
4329That's what I'm saying.
4330
4331985
433201:09:13,191 --> 01:09:15,978
4333Why do you never want
4334to think like that?
4335
4336986
433701:09:16,360 --> 01:09:19,231
4338Because I don't see any good in it.
4339
4340987
434101:09:19,655 --> 01:09:24,447
4342A sensible person should only be
4343interested in her own share of guilt.
4344
4345988
434601:09:24,619 --> 01:09:28,699
4347I see no harm in some self-deception
4348to protect yourself.
4349
4350989
435101:09:28,873 --> 01:09:30,913
4352But, well...
4353
4354990
435501:09:32,168 --> 01:09:34,375
4356Where do you think you're wrong?
4357
4358991
435901:09:34,545 --> 01:09:36,585
4360I don't know but...
4361
4362992
436301:09:37,340 --> 01:09:39,463
4364I'm just saying it as an example...
4365
4366993
436701:09:39,926 --> 01:09:45,798
4368If I'd overlooked all the evil stuff
4369Necdet did to me,
4370
4371994
437201:09:48,851 --> 01:09:51,058
4373if I hadn't resisted,
4374
4375995
437601:09:52,230 --> 01:09:54,637
4377if I hadn't divorced him, say.
4378
4379996
438001:09:57,526 --> 01:10:01,441
4381If I could have made him
4382face his own evil side.
4383
4384997
438501:10:01,989 --> 01:10:03,234
4386I don't know.
4387
4388998
438901:10:03,866 --> 01:10:08,160
4390I wonder what would've happened
4391if I had acted differently.
4392
4393999
439401:10:08,329 --> 01:10:12,908
4395You mean, if you hadn't resisted
4396all the bad things he did,
4397
43981000
439901:10:13,084 --> 01:10:15,753
4400he would've finally felt ashamed?
4401
44021001
440301:10:16,087 --> 01:10:17,083
4404Yes.
4405
44061002
440701:10:17,463 --> 01:10:20,666
4408Yes. Exactly. You put it well.
4409
44101003
441101:10:22,510 --> 01:10:25,844
4412I know it sounds absurd,
4413but it isn't, believe me.
4414
44151004
441601:10:25,972 --> 01:10:30,135
4417Sorry, Necla, but I find it
4418hard to believe.
4419
44201005
442101:10:30,352 --> 01:10:33,851
4422People don't change that much
4423after a certain age.
4424
44251006
442601:10:34,022 --> 01:10:38,233
4427On the contrary,
4428all their bad habits get even worse.
4429
44301007
443101:10:38,943 --> 01:10:41,613
4432So remaining silent
4433in the face of evil
4434
44351008
443601:10:41,821 --> 01:10:46,696
4437does nothing but make the other
4438feel even more justified.
4439
44401009
444101:10:47,202 --> 01:10:49,324
4442I think he regrets it now, too.
4443
44441010
444501:10:50,914 --> 01:10:52,538
4446That's why I say this.
4447
44481011
444901:10:52,707 --> 01:10:54,415
4450I feel it.
4451
44521012
445301:10:55,877 --> 01:10:59,708
4454If he could find an excuse,
4455he'd come here right away.
4456
44571013
445801:10:59,881 --> 01:11:04,341
4459If I were living somewhere else,
4460he'd definitely do that.
4461
44621014
446301:11:06,554 --> 01:11:08,593
4464But after all that happened,
4465
44661015
446701:11:09,932 --> 01:11:12,257
4468he is a bit scared of Aydin now.
4469
44701016
447101:11:15,772 --> 01:11:18,393
4472But you know
4473what I sometimes feel like?
4474
44751017
447601:11:22,194 --> 01:11:23,939
4477Going and asking him
4478for forgiveness.
4479
44801018
448101:11:25,657 --> 01:11:26,819
4482Necdet?
4483
44841019
448501:11:27,992 --> 01:11:29,023
4486Yes.
4487
44881020
448901:11:31,746 --> 01:11:33,537
4490But you did nothing wrong.
4491
44921021
449301:11:33,706 --> 01:11:35,165
4494Precisely.
4495
44961022
449701:11:35,625 --> 01:11:38,199
4498In fact, that's the beauty of it.
4499
45001023
450101:11:38,878 --> 01:11:41,167
4502Making the other really ashamed.
4503
45041024
450501:11:41,923 --> 01:11:45,126
4506And in this way,
4507maybe bringing out the good in him.
4508
45091025
451001:11:51,015 --> 01:11:54,965
4511Necla, have you been watching
4512too many soap operas recently?
4513
45141026
451501:11:56,604 --> 01:11:57,884
4516What do you mean?
4517
45181027
451901:11:58,397 --> 01:12:00,355
4520Such things only happen there.
4521
45221028
452301:12:02,860 --> 01:12:04,937
4524There's nothing to say.
4525
45261029
452701:12:05,446 --> 01:12:06,822
4528It's your decision.
4529
45301030
453101:12:07,198 --> 01:12:09,321
4532I think it's utter nonsense,
4533
45341031
453501:12:09,492 --> 01:12:14,035
4536but if that's what you want to do
4537nobody is going to stop you.
4538
45391032
454001:12:14,497 --> 01:12:16,039
4541You can do what you like.
4542
45431033
454401:12:17,417 --> 01:12:20,620
4545But then, you're the one
4546who has to face the consequences.
4547
45481034
454901:12:21,129 --> 01:12:22,753
4550Keep that in mind, too.
4551
45521035
455301:12:23,757 --> 01:12:25,002
4554That's how I see it.
4555
45561036
455701:12:39,814 --> 01:12:43,349
4558Those petty,
4559multiple-meaning, sarcastic words,
4560
45611037
456201:12:45,027 --> 01:12:47,945
4563and those little,
4564cynical lip movements.
4565
45661038
456701:12:48,948 --> 01:12:52,234
4568I realize now how sick I am of it,
4569how much I hate it.
4570
45711039
457201:12:53,620 --> 01:12:55,945
4573Necla, you're going too far. Please.
4574
45751040
457601:12:56,122 --> 01:12:58,161
4577The real reason
4578I'd apologize to Necdet
4579
45801041
458101:12:58,332 --> 01:13:01,749
4582is maybe to get away
4583from all of you and all of this.
4584
45851042
458601:13:01,919 --> 01:13:03,876
4587It's pretty clear now.
4588
45891043
459001:13:05,214 --> 01:13:08,334
4591Nobody is going to stop me?
4592Of course not.
4593
45941044
459501:13:08,926 --> 01:13:11,334
4596I don't need
4597anybody's permission for that.
4598
45991045
460001:13:11,929 --> 01:13:14,254
4601This is my father's house too.
4602
46031046
460401:13:14,432 --> 01:13:16,639
4605I'll stay or go as I please.
4606
46071047
460801:13:19,062 --> 01:13:20,224
4609Besides...
4610
46111048
461201:13:20,855 --> 01:13:25,433
4613I've already paid the price
4614for telling the truth to your face.
4615
46161049
461701:13:26,777 --> 01:13:29,020
4618A price none of you has paid.
4619
46201050
462101:13:41,792 --> 01:13:42,990
4622Isn't that
4623
46241051
462501:13:43,169 --> 01:13:44,083
4626Omar Sharif?
4627
46281052
462901:13:44,253 --> 01:13:45,451
4630What?
4631
46321053
463301:13:47,048 --> 01:13:48,791
4634The photo. It's Omar Sharif?
4635
46361054
463701:13:48,967 --> 01:13:51,801
4638Yes. They shot a movie here.
4639
46401055
464101:13:51,969 --> 01:13:53,084
4642At this hotel?
4643
46441056
464501:13:53,263 --> 01:13:55,089
4646No, I mean in this area.
4647
46481057
464901:13:55,389 --> 01:13:57,429
4650He's such a humble man.
4651
46521058
465301:13:57,600 --> 01:13:59,722
4654He'd take a picture with anybody.
4655
46561059
465701:13:59,936 --> 01:14:01,181
4658- Really?
4659- Yes.
4660
46611060
466201:14:01,354 --> 01:14:03,845
4663You don't expect that of a big star.
4664
46651061
466601:14:04,024 --> 01:14:05,269
4667But he's not like that.
4668
46691062
467001:14:05,441 --> 01:14:07,350
4671What film was it?
4672
46731063
467401:14:07,985 --> 01:14:10,821
4675I can't remember.
4676I don't want to mislead you.
4677
46781064
467901:14:11,322 --> 01:14:12,603
4680Hello.
4681
46821065
468301:14:14,074 --> 01:14:18,025
4684What was the movie
4685Omar Sharif shot here?
4686
46871066
468801:14:18,454 --> 01:14:20,861
4689- "Monsieur Ibrahim".
4690- That's it.
4691
46921067
469301:14:21,040 --> 01:14:24,622
4694I've heard about it.
4695Where exactly did they shoot it?
4696
46971068
469801:14:25,294 --> 01:14:27,749
4699Around here.
4700In Ishtar and other places.
4701
47021069
470301:14:27,880 --> 01:14:29,339
4704- Ishtar?
4705- Yes.
4706
47071070
470801:14:29,507 --> 01:14:30,882
4709Interesting.
4710
47111071
471201:14:31,008 --> 01:14:33,001
4713Let's see where it is.
4714
47151072
471601:14:36,430 --> 01:14:37,841
4717Where is everybody?
4718
47191073
472001:14:39,225 --> 01:14:43,305
4721You mean Mrs Nihal and Necla?
4722They were here a minute ago.
4723
47241074
472501:14:44,272 --> 01:14:45,470
4726Doing what?
4727
47281075
472901:14:45,607 --> 01:14:47,017
4730Talking.
4731
47321076
473301:14:47,775 --> 01:14:49,649
4734Here, in the lobby.
4735
47361077
473701:14:49,777 --> 01:14:50,524
4738Really?
4739
47401078
474101:14:50,653 --> 01:14:53,571
4742I went out and when I came back,
4743they'd left.
4744
47451079
474601:14:54,365 --> 01:14:56,025
4747Were they talking normally?
4748
47491080
475001:14:56,992 --> 01:14:58,985
4751What do you mean "normally"?
4752
47531081
475401:15:01,330 --> 01:15:02,575
4755Whatever.
4756
47571082
475801:15:02,748 --> 01:15:05,832
4759- Would you like some tea?
4760- Please.
4761
47621083
476301:15:06,002 --> 01:15:07,793
4764Could you make us some tea?
4765
47661084
476701:15:12,842 --> 01:15:15,547
4768Ishtar is very near.
4769Right opposite Akköy.
4770
47711085
477201:15:15,719 --> 01:15:18,970
4773No, I found it.
4774It's 20 kilometers away.
4775
47761086
477701:15:19,557 --> 01:15:22,095
4778Well done, you know better than us.
4779
47801087
478101:15:23,478 --> 01:15:24,806
4782No, I don't.
4783
47841088
478501:15:26,522 --> 01:15:28,065
4786What do you do?
4787
47881089
478901:15:28,232 --> 01:15:30,853
4790I mean what's your job?
4791Are you a guide?
4792
47931090
479401:15:31,027 --> 01:15:33,352
4795No, I'm not.
4796
47971091
479801:15:34,239 --> 01:15:35,519
4799I explore.
4800
48011092
480201:15:36,532 --> 01:15:38,656
4803Isn't a motorbike hard in winter?
4804
48051093
480601:15:38,784 --> 01:15:41,322
4807The harder it is
4808the better we like it.
4809
48101094
481101:15:41,912 --> 01:15:43,371
4812Who's "we"?
4813
48141095
481501:15:44,249 --> 01:15:45,280
4816Motocross bikers.
4817
48181096
481901:15:45,458 --> 01:15:46,916
4820I see.
4821
48221097
482301:15:50,880 --> 01:15:53,632
4824I did something like that
4825in my student days.
4826
48271098
482801:15:53,799 --> 01:15:54,796
4829Really?
4830
48311099
483201:15:54,967 --> 01:15:57,458
4833Hitchhiked across Europe
4834with friends.
4835
48361100
483701:15:57,636 --> 01:16:01,848
4838When the going got tough
4839we hopped on a train.
4840
48411101
484201:16:02,767 --> 01:16:04,925
4843Those were the days.
4844
48451102
484601:16:07,438 --> 01:16:09,514
4847Sleeping wherever we ended up.
4848
48491103
485001:16:10,066 --> 01:16:13,269
4851The world was our oyster.
4852
48531104
485401:16:14,403 --> 01:16:16,396
4855It felt like life would never end.
4856
48571105
485801:16:18,991 --> 01:16:20,984
4859Full of the energy of youth.
4860
48611106
486201:16:21,160 --> 01:16:23,200
4863I don't care much for hitchhiking.
4864
48651107
486601:16:24,080 --> 01:16:26,202
4867I need to be more self-sufficient.
4868
48691108
487001:16:26,374 --> 01:16:29,577
4871I should always have the gear
4872to get by.
4873
48741109
487501:16:30,253 --> 01:16:32,578
4876That's why a bike suits me better.
4877
48781110
487901:16:33,672 --> 01:16:36,210
4880So you check into a hotel
4881for the night?
4882
48831111
488401:16:36,384 --> 01:16:40,428
4885I have a tent and stuff
4886but I didn't want to pitch it here.
4887
48881112
488901:16:41,806 --> 01:16:43,882
4890This place is a bit like a cave
4891
48921113
489301:16:44,058 --> 01:16:45,885
4894and natural like a tent.
4895
48961114
489701:16:46,852 --> 01:16:49,260
4898And I also had some stuff to write.
4899
49001115
490101:16:49,438 --> 01:16:50,980
4902Really? What are you writing?
4903
49041116
490501:16:51,148 --> 01:16:52,607
4906My experiences.
4907
49081117
490901:16:54,067 --> 01:16:55,527
4910Like a travel journal?
4911
49121118
491301:16:55,695 --> 01:16:58,648
4914There are travel notes as well.
4915
49161119
491701:16:59,156 --> 01:17:00,699
4918Let's call them essays.
4919
49201120
492101:17:01,742 --> 01:17:03,569
4922Soon to be published as a book.
4923
49241121
492501:17:03,786 --> 01:17:05,660
4926Really? That's good.
4927
49281122
492901:17:08,082 --> 01:17:09,706
4930I'm writing a book, too.
4931
49321123
493301:17:10,210 --> 01:17:11,584
4934Really?
4935
49361124
493701:17:11,794 --> 01:17:14,711
4938It will be a serious, thick book.
4939
49401125
494101:17:17,800 --> 01:17:19,923
4942History of Turkish Theatre.
4943
49441126
494501:17:21,470 --> 01:17:23,961
4946There is no serious study
4947on the topic.
4948
49491127
495001:17:24,098 --> 01:17:25,130
4951Unfortunately.
4952
49531128
495401:17:25,349 --> 01:17:28,267
4955So I'm doing research.
4956There's loads to read.
4957
49581129
495901:17:28,477 --> 01:17:31,051
4960Old documents, articles,
4961books and so on.
4962
49631130
496401:17:31,230 --> 01:17:34,599
4965I've nearly finished, all I have
4966to do now is start writing.
4967
49681131
496901:17:36,068 --> 01:17:39,686
4970- "Getting started is half the job".
4971- That's true.
4972
49731132
497401:17:41,615 --> 01:17:45,032
4975- You used to be an actor, I believe.
4976- That's right.
4977
49781133
497901:17:45,202 --> 01:17:46,827
4980That explains your topic.
4981
49821134
498301:17:46,995 --> 01:17:48,159
4984Yes, that's right.
4985
49861135
498701:17:48,330 --> 01:17:50,738
4988I prefer the term 'thespiar though.
4989
49901136
499101:17:51,083 --> 01:17:54,250
4992Acting has fallen from grace
4993a little lately.
4994
49951137
499601:17:54,962 --> 01:17:57,251
4997I was on stage for 25 years.
4998
49991138
500001:17:58,007 --> 01:18:01,541
5001And I am proud to say
5002I never did any soap operas.
5003
50041139
500501:18:02,219 --> 01:18:04,924
5006Despite some very attractive offers.
5007
50081140
500901:18:08,101 --> 01:18:10,721
5010I remember something
5011Omar Sharif told me.
5012
50131141
501401:18:10,895 --> 01:18:13,895
5015When we met,
5016he learned I was an actor.
5017
50181142
501901:18:14,065 --> 01:18:16,436
5020He gave me this look and said,
5021
50221143
502301:18:17,443 --> 01:18:20,609
5024"Acting is all about honesty."
5025
50261144
502701:18:21,739 --> 01:18:23,697
5028It really is.
5029
50301145
503101:18:25,493 --> 01:18:26,655
5032Awesome.
5033
50341146
503501:18:30,706 --> 01:18:33,078
5036- By the way, we got a horse.
5037- Really?
5038
50391147
504001:18:33,250 --> 01:18:34,661
5041Can I ride it now?
5042
50431148
504401:18:34,836 --> 01:18:36,627
5045Not yet. It has to settle in
5046a few days.
5047
50481149
504901:18:36,795 --> 01:18:39,252
5050How long will you be staying?
5051
50521150
505301:18:39,423 --> 01:18:40,751
5054- Here?
5055- Yes.
5056
50571151
505801:18:41,174 --> 01:18:42,373
5059Don't know.
5060
50611152
506201:18:42,551 --> 01:18:44,129
5063I haven't decided yet.
5064
50651153
506601:18:44,846 --> 01:18:46,470
5067I live from day to day.
5068
50691154
507001:18:46,639 --> 01:18:49,308
5071I don't plan ahead much.
5072
50731155
507401:18:50,184 --> 01:18:53,019
5075Otherwise it's not
5076a real journey anymore.
5077
50781156
507901:18:53,187 --> 01:18:55,856
5080You lose the sense of adventure.
5081
50821157
508301:18:56,440 --> 01:18:57,851
5084How can I put it?
5085
50861158
508701:18:59,276 --> 01:19:04,069
5088The way a well-planned life
5089doesn't feel like a real life.
5090
50911159
509201:19:04,197 --> 01:19:05,692
5093As the saying goes,
5094
50951160
509601:19:05,866 --> 01:19:09,365
5097life passes by
5098while we're busy making plans.
5099
51001161
510101:19:11,163 --> 01:19:12,954
5102True. Very true.
5103
51041162
510501:19:54,039 --> 01:19:56,994
5106Weren't you going to the market
5107with Fatma?
5108
51091163
511001:20:00,921 --> 01:20:04,041
5111I told Fatma to go.
5112I didn't feel like it.
5113
51141164
511501:20:09,346 --> 01:20:12,217
5116Have you finished
5117the book I lent you?
5118
51191165
512001:20:14,184 --> 01:20:15,809
5121A while ago.
5122
51231166
512401:20:16,687 --> 01:20:17,801
5125So?
5126
51271167
512801:20:19,189 --> 01:20:20,518
5129What did you think?
5130
51311168
513201:20:21,066 --> 01:20:22,858
5133Worth translating?
5134
51351169
513601:20:24,320 --> 01:20:27,321
5137No, I don't think
5138it's worth the bother.
5139
51401170
514101:20:39,501 --> 01:20:42,419
5142If I'm not interrupting,
5143can I ask you something?
5144
51451171
514601:20:42,587 --> 01:20:48,093
5147Of course. But please,
5148nothing about not resisting evil, OK?
5149
51501172
515101:20:50,137 --> 01:20:51,963
5152I found a good source.
5153
51541173
515501:20:52,139 --> 01:20:55,056
5156I should finish this
5157and send it quick.
5158
51591174
516001:20:56,685 --> 01:21:00,054
5161Judging from your excitement,
5162you struck gold.
5163
51641175
516501:21:00,230 --> 01:21:01,773
5166Not really.
5167
51681176
516901:21:02,233 --> 01:21:06,183
5170It's a sequel to my previous article.
5171It aroused lots of interest.
5172
51731177
517401:21:06,821 --> 01:21:08,648
5175- Really?
5176- Yes.
5177
51781178
517901:21:09,531 --> 01:21:11,109
5180So Vehbi said.
5181
51821179
518301:21:11,950 --> 01:21:14,905
5184He said the paper got
5185abusive phone calls.
5186
51871180
518801:21:18,541 --> 01:21:20,996
5189You know Vehbi.
5190
51911181
519201:21:21,627 --> 01:21:23,749
5193He loves to exaggerate reactions
5194
51951182
519601:21:23,921 --> 01:21:26,921
5197to make his paper look influential.
5198
51991183
520001:21:27,758 --> 01:21:29,999
5201The article wasn't provocative.
5202
52031184
520401:21:32,137 --> 01:21:33,797
5205I agree, but...
5206
52071185
520801:21:34,640 --> 01:21:36,680
5209I'm not so sure.
5210
52111186
521201:21:38,519 --> 01:21:41,555
5213Why do you get involved
5214in such things in the first place?
5215
52161187
521701:21:42,773 --> 01:21:45,524
5218You're an actor.
5219Write what you know about.
5220
52211188
522201:21:46,276 --> 01:21:49,610
5223But dear Necla, often
5224you don't choose what you write.
5225
52261189
522701:21:49,780 --> 01:21:51,572
5228In a sense,
5229the subject chooses you.
5230
52311190
523201:21:51,740 --> 01:21:56,698
5233Of course everyone has the right to
5234talk or write about what they like.
5235
52361191
523701:21:57,163 --> 01:22:01,374
5238But you have to accept that
5239the product will match its maker.
5240
52411192
524201:22:01,542 --> 01:22:02,573
5243Meaning?
5244
52451193
524601:22:02,752 --> 01:22:06,584
5247I mean there will be a big difference
5248between the views
5249
52501194
525101:22:06,755 --> 01:22:08,499
5252of a lifelong expert
5253
52541195
525501:22:08,674 --> 01:22:10,168
5256and an amateur's.
5257
52581196
525901:22:10,343 --> 01:22:14,043
5260But can't an outsider
5261sometimes see things more clearly?
5262
52631197
526401:22:14,471 --> 01:22:16,131
5265Frankly, not in this case.
5266
52671198
526801:22:17,432 --> 01:22:18,677
5269Which case?
5270
52711199
527201:22:18,851 --> 01:22:21,424
5273Let me put it like this.
5274The other day...
5275
52761200
527701:22:21,603 --> 01:22:24,141
5278I carefully read that article
5279you gave me.
5280
52811201
528201:22:24,314 --> 01:22:27,268
5283Then I couldn't stop
5284and read some others.
5285
52861202
528701:22:27,651 --> 01:22:28,647
5288And?
5289
52901203
529101:22:29,612 --> 01:22:32,945
5292I probably hadn't paid
5293enough attention before...
5294
52951204
529601:22:33,657 --> 01:22:35,317
5297but they felt quite different
5298this time.
5299
53001205
530101:22:36,034 --> 01:22:37,612
5302Different in what sense?
5303
53041206
530501:22:38,537 --> 01:22:39,617
5306I don't know.
5307
53081207
530901:22:41,707 --> 01:22:42,869
5310Has Nihal read them?
5311
53121208
531301:22:43,834 --> 01:22:45,210
5314No, I don't think so.
5315
53161209
531701:22:45,377 --> 01:22:47,750
5318She doesn't care much
5319for my articles.
5320
53211210
532201:22:48,214 --> 01:22:50,586
5323Shouldn't a wife read
5324what her husband writes?
5325
53261211
532701:22:51,759 --> 01:22:53,585
5328I don't know. Should she?
5329
53301212
533101:22:54,636 --> 01:22:56,545
5332Maybe she reads them in secret.
5333
53341213
533501:22:56,722 --> 01:22:57,884
5336I believe she does.
5337
53381214
533901:23:00,142 --> 01:23:03,427
5340She's an expert at criticizing
5341by remaining silent.
5342
53431215
534401:23:03,646 --> 01:23:07,096
5345I don't believe she'd be
5346objective enough anyway.
5347
53481216
534901:23:07,274 --> 01:23:08,436
5350Whatever.
5351
53521217
535301:23:09,609 --> 01:23:11,649
5354- So?
5355- Well, honestly,
5356
53571218
535801:23:12,279 --> 01:23:14,567
5359I probably couldn't be so daring.
5360
53611219
536201:23:14,740 --> 01:23:16,068
5363About what?
5364
53651220
536601:23:17,159 --> 01:23:18,439
5367I mean...
5368
53691221
537001:23:19,036 --> 01:23:23,496
5371Pontificating in a column
5372on matters I don't know much about.
5373
53741222
537501:23:23,833 --> 01:23:25,410
5376Pontificating?
5377
53781223
537901:23:27,043 --> 01:23:29,749
5380I see you found my articles
5381worse than I thought.
5382
53831224
538401:23:29,922 --> 01:23:33,337
5385No. I'm not saying they're bad...
5386
53871225
538801:23:34,260 --> 01:23:36,133
5389It's something else.
5390
53911226
539201:23:36,304 --> 01:23:37,549
5393Something else?
5394
53951227
539601:23:37,721 --> 01:23:39,714
5397Like what?
5398
53991228
540001:23:40,516 --> 01:23:42,425
5401I mean, they're like...
5402
54031229
540401:23:43,977 --> 01:23:46,433
5405Mediocre? Bloodless?
5406
54071230
540801:23:46,605 --> 01:23:48,432
5409I can't find the right term.
5410
54111231
541201:23:48,607 --> 01:23:50,018
5413Harmless.
5414
54151232
541601:23:50,943 --> 01:23:52,900
5417Is that what you mean?
5418
54191233
542001:23:53,362 --> 01:23:55,188
5421I don't know. Maybe.
5422
54231234
542401:23:58,659 --> 01:24:00,984
5425Your words are sweeter
5426than honey today.
5427
54281235
542901:24:01,746 --> 01:24:03,903
5430I'm trying to be realistic.
5431
54321236
543301:24:04,332 --> 01:24:06,323
5434Well, bravo, what else can I say?
5435
54361237
543701:24:07,084 --> 01:24:09,575
5438If you want,
5439I can stop being realistic.
5440
54411238
544201:24:12,756 --> 01:24:16,042
5443Too late.
5444The genie is out of the bottle.
5445
54461239
544701:24:17,469 --> 01:24:19,545
5448Well, if you ask for opinions
5449
54501240
545101:24:19,722 --> 01:24:22,213
5452you have to face the consequences.
5453
54541241
545501:24:22,391 --> 01:24:24,882
5456What can I say? That's true.
5457
54581242
545901:24:32,526 --> 01:24:34,815
5460In the old days, we admired you.
5461
54621243
546301:24:38,156 --> 01:24:39,948
5464We thought
5465
54661244
546701:24:40,117 --> 01:24:43,367
5468you'd do great things,
5469become quite famous even.
5470
54711245
547201:24:45,497 --> 01:24:47,241
5473But it didn't happen.
5474
54751246
547601:24:50,085 --> 01:24:52,374
5477The elephant gave birth to a mouse.
5478
54791247
548001:24:54,715 --> 01:24:57,004
5481Sorry to disappoint you.
5482
54831248
548401:24:57,176 --> 01:24:59,583
5485That's obviously not your fault.
5486
54871249
548801:25:01,138 --> 01:25:03,464
5489It's us who set the bar so high.
5490
54911250
549201:25:03,640 --> 01:25:06,595
5493So I should feel comforted.
5494
54951251
549601:25:08,312 --> 01:25:10,719
5497What about
5498"Flowers of the Steppes"?
5499
55001252
550101:25:11,357 --> 01:25:12,387
5502What did you think of it?
5503
55041253
550501:25:12,566 --> 01:25:14,357
5506To be honest,
5507
55081254
550901:25:14,526 --> 01:25:18,311
5510that's the article that actually
5511made me think like this.
5512
55131255
551401:25:21,450 --> 01:25:22,860
5515Really? In what way?
5516
55171256
551801:25:23,411 --> 01:25:26,826
5519How can I put it?
5520This soppy romanticism.
5521
55221257
552301:25:26,997 --> 01:25:31,160
5524This naïve, unconvincing self-belief.
5525
55261258
552701:25:31,835 --> 01:25:33,330
5528Takes no risks, for one thing.
5529
55301259
553101:25:34,505 --> 01:25:36,498
5532It looks like the writer
5533
55341260
553501:25:37,215 --> 01:25:40,549
5536adopts positive values
5537accepted by all,
5538
55391261
554001:25:40,719 --> 01:25:42,677
5541just to endear himself.
5542
55431262
554401:25:43,513 --> 01:25:45,756
5545Sometimes the disguise of lyricism
5546
55471263
554801:25:45,932 --> 01:25:49,349
5549makes it stink of sentimentality.
5550
55511264
555201:25:51,313 --> 01:25:53,769
5553You really are annoyed.
5554
55551265
555601:25:53,941 --> 01:25:56,230
5557I must confess
5558I don't like this style much.
5559
55601266
556101:25:56,735 --> 01:26:00,234
5562If what you say is true,
5563I should just quit writing.
5564
55651267
556601:26:01,282 --> 01:26:04,152
5567No, dear.
5568This is just my point of view.
5569
55701268
557101:26:04,326 --> 01:26:07,909
5572Luckily not everybody
5573thinks like you.
5574
55751269
557601:26:08,789 --> 01:26:10,449
5577Naturally.
5578
55791270
558001:26:14,044 --> 01:26:15,455
5581Who are they?
5582
55831271
558401:26:17,172 --> 01:26:18,880
5585I see you're curious.
5586
55871272
558801:26:19,299 --> 01:26:21,873
5589No. It's just because
5590you mentioned it.
5591
55921273
559301:26:23,554 --> 01:26:26,673
5594- I haven't offended you, have I?
5595- Not at all.
5596
55971274
559801:26:27,599 --> 01:26:28,927
5599Are you sure?
5600
56011275
560201:26:33,022 --> 01:26:34,397
5603Maybe a little.
5604
56051276
560601:26:35,315 --> 01:26:39,183
5607A writer can be very sensitive
5608regarding his work.
5609
56101277
561101:26:39,736 --> 01:26:41,895
5612But don't worry, I can handle it.
5613
56141278
561501:26:42,072 --> 01:26:46,366
5616But dear, you're not coming up with
5617coherent, constructive criticism.
5618
56191279
562001:26:46,535 --> 01:26:49,987
5621Like your remarks
5622are always hiding something.
5623
56241280
562501:26:50,163 --> 01:26:51,788
5626That's what's annoying.
5627
56281281
562901:26:51,957 --> 01:26:57,296
5630So I get to thinking
5631it's me you hate, not the articles.
5632
56331282
563401:26:57,463 --> 01:26:58,411
5635That's absurd.
5636
56371283
563801:26:58,589 --> 01:27:00,213
5639But that's the case.
5640
56411284
564201:27:00,508 --> 01:27:02,796
5643And of course,
5644we've become very different now.
5645
56461285
564701:27:03,260 --> 01:27:04,635
5648We must accept that.
5649
56501286
565101:27:04,803 --> 01:27:07,674
5652We see things,
5653life itself, quite differently.
5654
56551287
565601:27:08,306 --> 01:27:11,343
5657That's probably natural.
5658
56591288
566001:27:11,518 --> 01:27:15,219
5661The older you get,
5662the more particular, rigid you get.
5663
56641289
566501:27:16,148 --> 01:27:19,731
5666After a while, it seems normal
5667you don't like them.
5668
56691290
567001:27:20,736 --> 01:27:22,693
5671That's maybe how it should be.
5672
56731291
567401:27:22,863 --> 01:27:26,991
5675In fact, this might even be something
5676I should be pleased about.
5677
56781292
567901:27:27,159 --> 01:27:27,989
5680You see?
5681
56821293
568301:27:28,243 --> 01:27:29,654
5684Anyway...
5685
56861294
568701:27:29,829 --> 01:27:32,663
5688I don't want to go into it
5689any further.
5690
56911295
569201:27:36,585 --> 01:27:40,879
5693It's incredible how you always
5694float to the surface like olive oil.
5695
56961296
569701:27:41,590 --> 01:27:44,460
5698You find a way
5699to justify yourself, as usual.
5700
57011297
570201:27:44,635 --> 01:27:47,007
5703Necla, please, can we drop it?
5704
57051298
570601:27:47,179 --> 01:27:50,299
5707You wanted to ask me something
5708when you came in.
5709
57101299
571101:27:50,766 --> 01:27:51,761
5712It's done.
5713
57141300
571501:27:51,933 --> 01:27:54,305
5716No. What were you going to ask?
5717
57181301
571901:27:55,478 --> 01:27:59,062
5720The subject of the article
5721you've just sent.
5722
57231302
572401:27:59,232 --> 01:28:00,976
5725No, it wasn't that.
5726
57271303
572801:28:01,569 --> 01:28:03,110
5729Yes, that's what it was.
5730
57311304
573201:28:03,278 --> 01:28:07,987
5733OK. Religion, morals, this and that.
5734Nothing of your interest.
5735
57361305
573701:28:08,158 --> 01:28:09,818
5738Now I see.
5739
57401306
574101:28:10,577 --> 01:28:14,195
5742You found a victim
5743and you're making the most of it.
5744
57451307
574601:28:14,373 --> 01:28:16,080
5747Stop harassing the poor man.
5748
57491308
575001:28:16,249 --> 01:28:17,874
5751Necla, I'm losing my temper.
5752
57531309
575401:28:18,085 --> 01:28:19,460
5755What does it have to do with it?
5756
57571310
575801:28:19,628 --> 01:28:23,329
5759I should ask what religion, faith,
5760spirituality have to do with you.
5761
57621311
576301:28:23,924 --> 01:28:26,498
5764Have you ever set foot in a mosque?
5765
57661312
576701:28:26,676 --> 01:28:29,048
5768Have you ever prayed
5769so that you can talk about it?
5770
57711313
577201:28:29,221 --> 01:28:32,257
5773Do I have to go to a mosque
5774to write about religion?
5775
57761314
577701:28:32,432 --> 01:28:33,511
5778How absurd is that?
5779
57801315
578101:28:33,684 --> 01:28:37,218
5782You keep saying the imam's
5783feet stink. What's it to you?
5784
57851316
578601:28:37,812 --> 01:28:41,016
5787The man walked 10 km in this cold.
5788
57891317
579001:28:41,191 --> 01:28:44,192
5791And he had to enter the room
5792with those feet.
5793
57941318
579501:28:44,652 --> 01:28:46,859
5796What exactly are you trying to say?
5797
57981319
579901:28:47,031 --> 01:28:49,569
5800You know damn well what I'm saying.
5801
58021320
580301:28:50,159 --> 01:28:51,486
5804No, I don't.
5805
58061321
580701:28:51,660 --> 01:28:52,905
5808Then let me explain.
5809
58101322
581101:28:53,078 --> 01:28:56,412
5812I find it insincere
5813to talk about spirituality
5814
58151323
581601:28:56,581 --> 01:28:59,417
5817when you haven't shed
5818a single tear on your parents' grave
5819
58201324
582101:28:59,584 --> 01:29:01,660
5822and never even visited them.
5823
58241325
582501:29:01,837 --> 01:29:04,873
5826There are ways of crying
5827you don't know, Mrs Necla.
5828
58291326
583001:29:06,800 --> 01:29:09,338
5831Fine, alright. Go on then.
5832
58331327
583401:29:11,387 --> 01:29:15,053
5835I wish my threshold of self-deception
5836was as low as yours.
5837
58381328
583901:29:16,643 --> 01:29:19,893
5840Then I could easily find
5841things worth doing
5842
58431329
584401:29:20,064 --> 01:29:22,732
5845and escape this boredom perhaps.
5846
58471330
584801:29:24,735 --> 01:29:26,312
5849I don't understand
5850
58511331
585201:29:26,486 --> 01:29:29,772
5853how you don't get fed up
5854harping on like that.
5855
58561332
585701:29:31,283 --> 01:29:34,782
5858Applying yourself, being persistent
5859
58601333
586101:29:34,953 --> 01:29:39,865
5862is a precondition to penetrating
5863deeper and creating new things.
5864
58651334
586601:29:40,333 --> 01:29:42,955
5867Second, what boredom
5868are you talking about?
5869
58701335
587101:29:44,338 --> 01:29:47,956
5872I've never had a spare second
5873to feel bored.
5874
58751336
587601:29:49,301 --> 01:29:53,381
5877And in the present circumstances,
5878I believe boredom is quite a luxury.
5879
58801337
588101:29:53,555 --> 01:29:56,592
5882So it wasn't a luxury in the past
5883and now it is?
5884
58851338
588601:29:56,767 --> 01:30:01,643
5887Fine, I'll put it like this.
5888Boredom is always a luxury. Happy?
5889
58901339
589101:30:03,524 --> 01:30:07,437
5892We are so different,
5893we have such opposite souls.
5894
58951340
589601:30:07,611 --> 01:30:10,149
5897It's hard to believe we're related.
5898
58991341
590001:30:10,572 --> 01:30:13,738
5901That's normal.
5902Siblings are never alike.
5903
59041342
590501:30:13,909 --> 01:30:17,075
5906If one is hardworking,
5907the other is lazy. One is clever,
5908
59091343
591001:30:17,246 --> 01:30:19,997
5911the other is a fool. One is sociable,
5912the other introverted.
5913
59141344
591501:30:20,165 --> 01:30:21,540
5916That's just how it is.
5917
59181345
591901:30:21,709 --> 01:30:23,950
5920- So?
5921- So it's normal.
5922
59231346
592401:30:25,379 --> 01:30:26,659
5925I can't believe
5926
59271347
592801:30:26,838 --> 01:30:30,622
5929how I left a place like Istanbul
5930
59311348
593201:30:31,759 --> 01:30:35,508
5933and agreed to come and live with you.
5934
59351349
593601:30:36,932 --> 01:30:39,968
5937My soul's withering here.
5938
59391350
594001:30:40,602 --> 01:30:43,805
5941I feel at home
5942wherever my room and my books are.
5943
59441351
594501:30:43,981 --> 01:30:45,854
5946I feel no need for another place.
5947
59481352
594901:30:46,024 --> 01:30:50,686
5950You must be able to create a world
5951for yourself, find an occupation.
5952
59531353
595401:30:51,488 --> 01:30:55,320
5955You're bored
5956because you sit around doing nothing.
5957
59581354
595901:30:55,492 --> 01:30:56,820
5960You've really let yourself go.
5961
59621355
596301:30:56,994 --> 01:30:58,951
5964You used to do translations.
5965
59661356
596701:30:59,120 --> 01:31:00,663
5968You stopped even that.
5969
59701357
597101:31:00,831 --> 01:31:02,206
5972Of course you're bored.
5973
59741358
597501:31:02,374 --> 01:31:04,165
5976We must work, have a passion.
5977
59781359
597901:31:05,043 --> 01:31:09,123
5980You know what they say, an idle life
5981is far from honor and honesty.
5982
59831360
598401:31:11,716 --> 01:31:14,504
5985It depends on how
5986you define "working".
5987
59881361
598901:31:14,677 --> 01:31:18,461
5990It doesn't mean
5991running around pointlessly.
5992
59931362
599401:31:18,640 --> 01:31:20,716
5995So what does it mean?
5996
59971363
599801:31:21,477 --> 01:31:24,928
5999People who think a lot are actually
6000more active than the others.
6001
60021364
600301:31:25,105 --> 01:31:26,434
6004Even if they don't do anything.
6005
60061365
600701:31:26,606 --> 01:31:29,975
6008So you mean you're busy thinking.
6009
60101366
601101:31:31,903 --> 01:31:34,145
6012Maybe I don't know what to do.
6013
60141367
601501:31:34,322 --> 01:31:37,323
6016I've no passion
6017to give me direction.
6018
60191368
602001:31:37,909 --> 01:31:39,902
6021But then, what do you do?
6022
60231369
602401:31:40,078 --> 01:31:45,120
6025You waste your best years with things
6026that are irrelevant to you.
6027
60281370
602901:31:46,209 --> 01:31:49,329
6030Are you not tired of tinkering
6031uselessly, like an alchemist?
6032
60331371
603401:31:53,925 --> 01:31:56,463
6035Seeing you like this
6036depresses me.
6037
60381372
603901:31:56,970 --> 01:31:59,426
6040Necla, what are you raving about,
6041for God's sake?
6042
60431373
604401:31:59,890 --> 01:32:01,930
6045You having a bad night or what?
6046
60471374
604801:32:02,058 --> 01:32:04,680
6049The more I try to humor you,
6050the harsher you get.
6051
60521375
605301:32:04,853 --> 01:32:07,141
6054- Calm down.
6055- Come on, please.
6056
60571376
605801:32:07,272 --> 01:32:10,606
6059I'm not surprised you got divorced
6060after all these years.
6061
60621377
606301:32:10,775 --> 01:32:14,476
6064No man would put up with
6065this sharp tongue of yours.
6066
60671378
606801:32:16,865 --> 01:32:19,071
6069It takes one to know one, so true.
6070
60711379
607201:32:19,242 --> 01:32:20,238
6073What do you mean?
6074
60751380
607601:32:21,661 --> 01:32:24,117
6077- Well...
6078- Who are we talking about?
6079
60801381
608101:32:24,706 --> 01:32:27,873
6082Your other half.
6083You're becoming both the same.
6084
60851382
608601:32:28,043 --> 01:32:30,712
6087You have to get at Nihal too, right?
6088
60891383
609001:32:31,713 --> 01:32:35,212
6091I know what you two think of me.
6092But I don't care.
6093
60941384
609501:32:35,383 --> 01:32:38,468
6096These are my own thoughts,
6097nothing to do with Nihal.
6098
60991385
610001:32:38,637 --> 01:32:41,922
6101She walks around
6102like she was a guardian angel,
6103
61041386
610501:32:42,098 --> 01:32:44,305
6106but in reality, she doesn't do shit.
6107
61081387
610901:32:44,475 --> 01:32:47,726
6110Glaring at people
6111with that contemptuous look.
6112
61131388
611401:32:47,896 --> 01:32:50,018
6115Are we now guilty
6116because you do nothing?
6117
61181389
611901:32:50,231 --> 01:32:53,482
6120Do something. Nobody's stopping you.
6121
61221390
612301:32:55,445 --> 01:32:59,110
6124Charity's now what they call
6125showing off in this house.
6126
61271391
612801:33:00,450 --> 01:33:04,614
6129The salvation ritual of a woman
6130who's never earned her living.
6131
61321392
613301:33:04,788 --> 01:33:06,246
6134God knows what salvation.
6135
61361393
613701:33:06,414 --> 01:33:08,621
6138What do you want her to do?
6139
61401394
614101:33:08,791 --> 01:33:12,291
6142Philanthropy isn't tossing
6143a bone to a hungry dog.
6144
61451395
614601:33:12,963 --> 01:33:15,667
6147It's sharing it
6148when you're just as hungry.
6149
61501396
615101:33:16,257 --> 01:33:20,718
6152Everybody does what he can,
6153how he can. What's wrong with that?
6154
61551397
615601:33:20,887 --> 01:33:24,338
6157Ask yourself what you get
6158from this kind of work.
6159
61601398
616101:33:24,516 --> 01:33:27,054
6162You're not listening.
6163What's that got to do with it?
6164
61651399
616601:33:27,227 --> 01:33:31,936
6167Others found what you're digging for
6168in that hole years ago.
6169
61701400
617101:33:32,107 --> 01:33:35,061
6172Stop flogging a dead horse.
6173
61741401
617501:33:35,235 --> 01:33:38,236
6176It's a waste of time.
6177Nothing new will come of it.
6178
61791402
618001:33:39,031 --> 01:33:41,865
6181So you tell me then.
6182What is "new"?
6183
61841403
618501:33:42,033 --> 01:33:44,489
6186You are the man of ideas, not me.
6187
61881404
618901:33:44,661 --> 01:33:45,859
6190I can't teach you.
6191
61921405
619301:33:46,037 --> 01:33:49,287
6194I'm interested in the universal,
6195even if it might not seem new.
6196
61971406
619801:33:49,457 --> 01:33:50,323
6199For God's sake, Aydin.
6200
62011407
620201:33:50,500 --> 01:33:53,371
6203Be realistic for once. Please.
6204
62051408
620601:33:53,837 --> 01:33:55,628
6207Just this once.
6208
62091409
621001:33:56,130 --> 01:33:58,004
6211Look who's talking about realism.
6212
62131410
621401:33:58,174 --> 01:34:01,128
6215Dealing with art, struggling
6216for people's spiritual development
6217
62181411
621901:34:01,303 --> 01:34:03,260
6220is alchemy, you say?
6221
62221412
622301:34:03,430 --> 01:34:05,422
6224No, dear, what I'm saying is this.
6225
62261413
622701:34:05,598 --> 01:34:09,513
6228If all you thinkers thought
6229about solving the big problems,
6230
62311414
623201:34:09,685 --> 01:34:14,312
6233all this trivia you fuss about now
6234would solve itself in the process.
6235
62361415
623701:34:14,858 --> 01:34:17,563
6238If you go up in a balloon
6239to see a town,
6240
62411416
624201:34:17,736 --> 01:34:20,653
6243you'll incidentally see the trees,
6244rivers and meadows too.
6245
62461417
624701:34:21,072 --> 01:34:24,026
6248But no, you focus on one tiny spot.
6249
62501418
625101:34:24,200 --> 01:34:26,110
6252Lazy, cowardly, conservative.
6253
62541419
625501:34:26,411 --> 01:34:30,112
6256We're in an endless cycle again.
6257
62581420
625901:34:30,331 --> 01:34:33,451
6260We don't have to agree.
6261Why do we keep arguing?
6262
62631421
626401:34:33,626 --> 01:34:35,536
6265You know what your problem is?
6266
62671422
626801:34:35,712 --> 01:34:39,924
6269In order not to suffer,
6270you prefer to fool yourself.
6271
62721423
627301:34:40,092 --> 01:34:42,083
6274Yes, that's it.
6275
62761424
627701:34:42,552 --> 01:34:46,799
6278But one has to have the courage
6279to face the truth.
6280
62811425
628201:34:46,974 --> 01:34:49,678
6283If you're looking
6284for something more real,
6285
62861426
628701:34:49,851 --> 01:34:54,928
6288you'll have to be destructive
6289when necessary, dear Aydin.
6290
62911427
629201:34:55,440 --> 01:35:00,944
6293But since you're an actor, you forgot
6294about being real, being yourself.
6295
62961428
629701:35:02,655 --> 01:35:06,523
6298You jump from one personality
6299to another, just like a grasshopper.
6300
63011429
630201:35:06,827 --> 01:35:10,076
6303But there's something called
6304living with yourself.
6305
63061430
630701:35:10,246 --> 01:35:13,663
6308So, you want me to be realistic?
6309Alright, listen, then.
6310
63111431
631201:35:13,833 --> 01:35:17,878
6313You're a person sentenced
6314to Ioneliness and boredom for life.
6315
63161432
631701:35:18,046 --> 01:35:20,797
6318Because you're a coward,
6319because you're lazy.
6320
63211433
632201:35:21,133 --> 01:35:22,413
6323- Me?
6324- Yes.
6325
63261434
632701:35:22,592 --> 01:35:26,211
6328You're used to living like a parasite
6329expecting everyone to help you.
6330
63311435
633201:35:26,638 --> 01:35:30,220
6333You act as if the whole world
6334owes you something.
6335
63361436
633701:35:30,392 --> 01:35:32,349
6338- Easy, calm down.
6339- I'm calm.
6340
63411437
634201:35:32,518 --> 01:35:36,184
6343Whatever you do, whatever you say,
6344
63451438
634601:35:36,356 --> 01:35:38,064
6347you expect indulgence.
6348
63491439
635001:35:38,232 --> 01:35:41,732
6351- You think that's possible?
6352- That's certainly not what I want.
6353
63541440
635501:35:42,320 --> 01:35:44,562
6356Where do you get such ideas?
6357
63581441
635901:35:44,947 --> 01:35:48,731
6360You're not realistic yourself
6361without being aware of it.
6362
63631442
636401:35:48,910 --> 01:35:50,405
6365- Me?
6366- Yes.
6367
63681443
636901:35:50,996 --> 01:35:52,371
6370Wonderful.
6371
63721444
637301:35:52,956 --> 01:35:56,372
6374I swear, every time
6375you come through that door,
6376
63771445
637801:35:56,543 --> 01:36:00,790
6379I find myself praying
6380you won't say something irritating.
6381
63821446
638301:36:01,797 --> 01:36:04,371
6384While you sit silently behind me,
6385
63861447
638701:36:04,551 --> 01:36:08,596
6388I feel your gaze on my back, seeking
6389trouble, just to escape boredom.
6390
63911448
639201:36:09,139 --> 01:36:10,763
6393My back goes numb.
6394
63951449
639601:36:12,142 --> 01:36:13,635
6397I've got unsuspected powers.
6398
63991450
640001:36:13,810 --> 01:36:18,306
6401It's as if somebody is rubbing
6402his calloused hand on my back.
6403
64041451
640501:36:18,857 --> 01:36:21,526
6406I feel cold inside, I can't write.
6407
64081452
640901:36:21,692 --> 01:36:23,769
6410Aydin, what are you saying?
6411
64121453
641301:36:23,987 --> 01:36:26,691
6414Do you always have to be
6415that irritating?
6416
64171454
641801:36:28,241 --> 01:36:29,189
6419You're angry.
6420
64211455
642201:36:29,367 --> 01:36:31,609
6423Look, this drives everybody away.
6424
64251456
642601:36:31,786 --> 01:36:35,831
6427No husband, no friend, nobody.
6428You're left all alone.
6429
64301457
643101:36:37,167 --> 01:36:38,709
6432Am I wrong?
6433
64341458
643501:36:39,961 --> 01:36:43,295
6436Is that realistic enough,
6437or shall I continue?
6438
64391459
644001:36:43,465 --> 01:36:47,296
6441Yes, that was a very
6442personal realism. You're right.
6443
64441460
644501:36:48,553 --> 01:36:50,711
6446Thinking more important than action.
6447
64481461
644901:36:53,266 --> 01:36:54,760
6450There we go.
6451
64521462
645301:36:55,227 --> 01:36:57,931
6454The age-old excuse
6455of cowards and slackers.
6456
64571463
645801:36:58,104 --> 01:37:00,013
6459Are you counting on that?
6460
64611464
646201:37:01,816 --> 01:37:04,058
6463Marvelous tirade.
6464
64651465
646601:38:14,097 --> 01:38:15,840
6467- Hi.
6468- Hello.
6469
64701466
647101:38:16,015 --> 01:38:17,973
6472- How are you?
6473- I'm alright, thanks. How are you?
6474
64751467
647601:38:18,142 --> 01:38:19,803
6477I'm fine, thank you.
6478
64791468
648001:38:20,686 --> 01:38:23,059
6481I want to check out. Just now.
6482
64831469
648401:38:23,231 --> 01:38:24,642
6485Oh, really?
6486
64871470
648801:38:24,816 --> 01:38:30,770
6489Because we want to leave
6490tomorrow morning so early.
6491
64921471
649301:38:31,573 --> 01:38:33,364
6494You're leaving already.
6495
64961472
649701:38:33,824 --> 01:38:37,158
6498- I see. So soon?
6499- Well, sorry.
6500
65011473
650201:38:37,329 --> 01:38:40,613
6503- We're going to miss you.
6504- Thank you.
6505
65061474
650701:38:40,790 --> 01:38:43,363
6508- Did you enjoy your stay here?
6509- Yes, of course.
6510
65111475
651201:38:43,501 --> 01:38:44,959
6513Did you have a nice time?
6514
65151476
651601:38:45,128 --> 01:38:48,461
6517Yes. I'm so... I'm very happy
6518to stay here.
6519
65201477
652101:38:48,632 --> 01:38:50,209
6522It's a very nice room.
6523
65241478
652501:38:50,383 --> 01:38:52,376
6526Good, good. I'm glad.
6527
65281479
652901:39:57,199 --> 01:39:58,860
6530- How are you, man?
6531- Hey, how are you?
6532
65331480
653401:39:59,034 --> 01:40:00,660
6535I didn't know you were coming.
6536
65371481
653801:40:01,287 --> 01:40:02,746
6539I invited Mr Suavi.
6540
65411482
654201:40:02,914 --> 01:40:04,906
6543So I figured.
6544
65451483
654601:40:05,750 --> 01:40:07,458
6547Is there a celebration?
6548
65491484
655001:40:08,211 --> 01:40:10,880
6551No, we're just having a meeting.
6552
65531485
655401:40:11,047 --> 01:40:12,707
6555- A meeting?
6556- Yes.
6557
65581486
655901:40:14,008 --> 01:40:17,128
6560What's the mystery?
6561Is it an army council meeting?
6562
65631487
656401:40:17,428 --> 01:40:19,386
6565Didn't I tell you? I did.
6566
65671488
656801:40:19,764 --> 01:40:21,092
6569When?
6570
65711489
657201:40:22,808 --> 01:40:25,560
6573I don't know, but I did.
6574You said "hmm" or something.
6575
65761490
657701:40:25,687 --> 01:40:28,225
6578It was odd
6579that you weren't interested.
6580
65811491
658201:40:28,606 --> 01:40:31,642
6583I said "hmm"? I don't remember.
6584
65851492
658601:40:32,651 --> 01:40:35,855
6587Never mind. It's nothing to do
6588with you anyway.
6589
65901493
659101:40:36,030 --> 01:40:37,608
6592As if you didn't know.
6593
65941494
659501:40:43,329 --> 01:40:44,740
6596- Nihal.
6597- Yes?
6598
65991495
660001:40:44,914 --> 01:40:46,706
6601Where exactly did you tell me?
6602
66031496
660401:40:46,875 --> 01:40:48,249
6605I don't remember.
6606
66071497
660801:40:50,420 --> 01:40:53,337
6609You heard,
6610it's none of your business!
6611
66121498
661301:40:56,259 --> 01:40:58,298
6614Shall I take your coat, Mr Aydin?
6615
66161499
661701:41:01,097 --> 01:41:02,176
6618Where's Necla?
6619
66201500
662101:41:02,390 --> 01:41:04,264
6622In her room.
6623
66241501
662501:41:05,059 --> 01:41:06,339
6626Why? Is she upset?
6627
66281502
662901:41:06,561 --> 01:41:09,099
6630No. Do you want me to go and see?
6631
66321503
663301:41:09,272 --> 01:41:10,814
6634No. Did she come down today?
6635
66361504
663701:41:10,982 --> 01:41:12,856
6638Probably.
6639
66401505
664101:41:13,026 --> 01:41:15,101
6642In what sense you ask?
6643
66441506
664501:41:16,112 --> 01:41:17,820
6646Nothing. Off you go.
6647
66481507
664901:41:21,701 --> 01:41:22,816
6650So?
6651
66521508
665301:41:23,286 --> 01:41:25,611
6654I thought you never went out.
6655
66561509
665701:41:25,788 --> 01:41:27,283
6658I don't really.
6659
66601510
666101:41:27,456 --> 01:41:30,956
6662Nihal called me,
6663I couldn't say no.
6664
66651511
666601:41:36,340 --> 01:41:37,621
6667Listen...
6668
66691512
667001:41:37,842 --> 01:41:40,000
6671Don't let them fleece you.
6672
66731513
667401:41:40,178 --> 01:41:42,716
6675They're insatiable.
6676And you can't say no.
6677
66781514
667901:41:42,847 --> 01:41:45,634
6680Look at me.
6681Do I look that gullible?
6682
66831515
668401:41:46,059 --> 01:41:48,514
6685I'm just warning you.
6686You're an old friend.
6687
66881516
668901:41:48,686 --> 01:41:51,438
6690Don't regret it later
6691and take it out on me.
6692
66931517
669401:41:51,606 --> 01:41:53,681
6695Fatma, could you get me a coffee?
6696
66971518
669801:41:53,858 --> 01:41:55,767
6699I'll have a coffee and leave.
6700
67011519
670201:41:55,944 --> 01:41:59,988
6703- Why do you have to go? Stay.
6704- No, I don't fancy it.
6705
67061520
670701:42:00,489 --> 01:42:03,609
6708- Why don't you stay for a while?
6709- No thanks.
6710
67111521
671201:42:18,800 --> 01:42:21,171
6713- Welcome, Levent.
6714- Hello, everyone.
6715
67161522
671701:42:21,344 --> 01:42:23,003
6718- How are you?
6719- Fine.
6720
67211523
672201:42:23,179 --> 01:42:24,210
6723Give me your coat.
6724
67251524
672601:42:24,388 --> 01:42:28,089
6727Teacher, where were you?
6728I was about to leave.
6729
67301525
673101:42:28,268 --> 01:42:31,968
6732At the army office.
6733The commandant's wife was there.
6734
67351526
673601:42:32,147 --> 01:42:32,892
6737So?
6738
67391527
674001:42:33,022 --> 01:42:35,513
6741People are nice
6742to their wives in public.
6743
67441528
674501:42:35,692 --> 01:42:37,933
6746But given the chance,
6747
67481529
674901:42:38,110 --> 01:42:42,440
6750they'd stuff them in bags
6751and throw them in the water.
6752
67531530
675401:42:45,034 --> 01:42:47,276
6755Hello. I'm Aydin, Nihal's husband.
6756
67571531
675801:42:47,453 --> 01:42:51,285
6759Are you? Nice to meet you.
6760I'm Levent, the teacher.
6761
67621532
676301:42:51,458 --> 01:42:53,533
6764- I guessed so.
6765- Really? How?
6766
67671533
676801:42:53,709 --> 01:42:56,415
6769You come often.
6770I've heard about you.
6771
67721534
677301:42:56,587 --> 01:42:59,160
6774I'm not sure what you're doing...
6775
67761535
677701:42:59,632 --> 01:43:02,751
6778Mrs Nihal could explain it better,
6779
67801536
678101:43:02,927 --> 01:43:09,297
6782but we're collecting donations
6783to renovate disadvantaged schools.
6784
67851537
678601:43:09,476 --> 01:43:12,891
6787Since Mrs Nihal joined,
6788we've made a lot of progress.
6789
67901538
679101:43:13,062 --> 01:43:15,767
6792- That's nice. Bravo.
6793- Thank you.
6794
67951539
679601:43:15,940 --> 01:43:18,063
6797Friends, why don't you sit down?
6798
67991540
680001:43:18,234 --> 01:43:19,432
6801Please.
6802
68031541
680401:43:24,657 --> 01:43:27,362
6805Levent, what would you like to drink?
6806
68071542
680801:43:27,535 --> 01:43:32,031
6809Some of your famous
6810coffee liquor, please.
6811
68121543
681301:43:32,206 --> 01:43:34,531
6814Of course. Anyone else?
6815
68161544
681701:43:35,167 --> 01:43:36,283
6818Mr Suavi?
6819
68201545
682101:43:36,460 --> 01:43:38,583
6822Me too, but later.
6823
68241546
682501:43:41,465 --> 01:43:44,336
6826I'll have a tea, Nihal. Thanks.
6827
68281547
682901:43:52,226 --> 01:43:53,637
6830Listen, Bülent.
6831
68321548
683301:43:53,811 --> 01:43:56,219
6834How many local primary schools
6835are there?
6836
68371549
683801:43:56,397 --> 01:43:58,473
6839Levent, not Bülent.
6840
68411550
684201:44:00,776 --> 01:44:03,232
6843There are three in the center.
6844
68451551
684601:44:03,404 --> 01:44:05,064
6847And how many pupils?
6848
68491552
685001:44:05,239 --> 01:44:08,075
6851Well, we have 75...
6852
68531553
685401:44:08,576 --> 01:44:11,150
6855plus 150 there.
6856250-300 in all. Why?
6857
68581554
685901:44:11,328 --> 01:44:14,745
6860That's not many.
6861I thought there would be more.
6862
68631555
686401:44:15,082 --> 01:44:16,956
6865Look, it's snowing!
6866
68671556
686801:44:19,461 --> 01:44:22,747
6869If it goes on, it'll be difficult
6870to drive up the slope.
6871
68721557
687301:44:22,924 --> 01:44:23,919
6874Aydin...
6875
68761558
687701:44:25,426 --> 01:44:29,091
6878Can you come? There's a problem
6879with a light in the kitchen.
6880
68811559
688201:44:29,972 --> 01:44:31,431
6883Coming.
6884
68851560
688601:44:41,442 --> 01:44:44,277
6887Which one is it? This one?
6888
68891561
689001:44:45,029 --> 01:44:48,196
6891Sorry, that was just an excuse
6892to bring you here.
6893
68941562
689501:44:50,117 --> 01:44:52,324
6896Now, don't take it badly but...
6897
68981563
689901:44:52,495 --> 01:44:55,745
6900I must say this is a private meeting.
6901
69021564
690301:44:56,999 --> 01:44:58,078
6904So?
6905
69061565
690701:44:58,876 --> 01:45:03,004
6908In this meeting,
6909we'll try to finalize
6910
69111566
691201:45:03,464 --> 01:45:06,667
6913months of effort.
6914
69151567
691601:45:08,219 --> 01:45:09,298
6917So?
6918
69191568
692001:45:11,305 --> 01:45:13,132
6921I'll have to ask you
6922to leave us alone.
6923
69241569
692501:45:14,475 --> 01:45:16,218
6926Discuss whatever you like.
6927
69281570
692901:45:16,811 --> 01:45:18,768
6930Are you hiding something from me?
6931
69321571
693301:45:18,938 --> 01:45:21,144
6934It's not a matter of secrecy.
6935
69361572
693701:45:22,858 --> 01:45:26,192
6938But Nihal, don't you think
6939you're being a bit impolite?
6940
69411573
694201:45:26,362 --> 01:45:28,070
6943Why "impolite"?
6944
69451574
694601:45:28,239 --> 01:45:31,525
6947All I'm saying is
6948that this is a private meeting.
6949
69501575
695101:45:31,700 --> 01:45:34,274
6952Nobody in this country
6953would believe it.
6954
69551576
695601:45:34,453 --> 01:45:36,659
6957Men everywhere
6958but the husband banned.
6959
69601577
696101:45:36,831 --> 01:45:38,490
6962Don't be ridiculous.
6963
69641578
696501:45:38,666 --> 01:45:42,366
6966There are women inside.
6967And some more will come.
6968
69691579
697001:45:42,545 --> 01:45:46,245
6971But with you around,
6972things get complicated, that's all.
6973
69741580
697501:45:46,424 --> 01:45:48,499
6976You stick your nose into everything.
6977
69781581
697901:45:49,427 --> 01:45:52,713
6980Just let us do things our own way.
6981
69821582
698301:45:53,723 --> 01:45:57,850
6984If I organized a meeting like this
6985and you came in,
6986
69871583
698801:45:58,019 --> 01:46:01,138
6989I'd never treat you like this.
6990
69911584
699201:46:02,273 --> 01:46:04,349
6993I really don't get it.
6994
69951585
699601:46:04,900 --> 01:46:07,024
6997It's beyond my understanding.
6998
69991586
700001:46:07,194 --> 01:46:09,187
7001We've been working for a year now.
7002
70031587
700401:46:09,363 --> 01:46:13,907
7005You never showed the slightest
7006interest and you show up at the end.
7007
70081588
700901:46:14,076 --> 01:46:16,152
7010I'm the one who doesn't get
7011what you're after.
7012
70131589
701401:46:16,329 --> 01:46:17,822
7015I'm not after anything.
7016
70171590
701801:46:29,175 --> 01:46:32,211
7019I'd have soon got it and left anyway.
7020
70211591
702201:46:33,429 --> 01:46:36,596
7023What makes me angry is your nerve
7024
70251592
702601:46:37,141 --> 01:46:38,968
7027to actually tell me this.
7028
70291593
703001:46:39,185 --> 01:46:41,592
7031I didn't say it in front of people.
7032
70331594
703401:46:41,771 --> 01:46:45,305
7035I asked you to come here
7036and I'm asking you nicely.
7037
70381595
703901:46:46,108 --> 01:46:47,389
7040What else can I do?
7041
70421596
704301:46:47,568 --> 01:46:49,027
7044I don't know.
7045
70461597
704701:46:49,612 --> 01:46:52,862
7048But I know very well that I'd never
7049do such a thing to you.
7050
70511598
705201:46:53,532 --> 01:46:55,240
7053That's for sure.
7054
70551599
705601:46:56,661 --> 01:46:59,116
7057Playing the old scenes over again.
7058
70591600
706001:46:59,622 --> 01:47:01,910
7061I can't stand it.
7062
70631601
706401:47:04,210 --> 01:47:05,668
7065Alright, then.
7066
70671602
706801:47:06,170 --> 01:47:07,795
7069Have it your way.
7070
70711603
707201:47:08,255 --> 01:47:10,663
7073I'll leave, you can stay.
7074
70751604
707601:48:14,072 --> 01:48:15,565
7077What's up?
7078
70791605
708001:48:18,784 --> 01:48:21,240
7081- I'm leaving.
7082- So soon?
7083
70841606
708501:48:21,412 --> 01:48:23,618
7086When you've got to go,
7087you've got to go.
7088
70891607
709001:48:23,789 --> 01:48:26,541
7091There might be black ice.
7092Could be dangerous.
7093
70941608
709501:48:26,709 --> 01:48:28,452
7096I don't mind.
7097
70981609
709901:48:28,920 --> 01:48:30,544
7100We love danger.
7101
71021610
710301:48:31,506 --> 01:48:32,751
7104Awesome.
7105
71061611
710701:48:33,799 --> 01:48:36,716
7108- So where are you heading?
7109- We'll see.
7110
71111612
711201:48:37,428 --> 01:48:39,255
7113Wherever the road takes me.
7114
71151613
711601:48:40,389 --> 01:48:42,014
7117Was Hidayet downstairs?
7118
71191614
712001:48:42,808 --> 01:48:45,928
7121- Yes, I checked out with him.
7122- No, that's not what I meant.
7123
71241615
712501:48:46,729 --> 01:48:49,302
7126Do you need anything?
7127Food for the road?
7128
71291616
713001:48:49,524 --> 01:48:50,851
7131No, thank you.
7132
71331617
713401:48:53,110 --> 01:48:54,391
7135Anyway...
7136
71371618
713801:48:55,071 --> 01:48:56,233
7139Fine.
7140
71411619
714201:48:58,908 --> 01:49:01,944
7143- Have a safe journey.
7144- Thank you.
7145
71461620
714701:49:02,119 --> 01:49:03,199
7148Don't forget us.
7149
71501621
715101:49:26,351 --> 01:49:28,677
7152Nihal, am I disturbing you?
7153
71541622
715501:49:30,981 --> 01:49:32,689
7156Don't hide it, I won't look.
7157
71581623
715901:49:32,858 --> 01:49:34,851
7160I just wanted to ask something.
7161
71621624
716301:49:35,027 --> 01:49:36,023
7164Then ask, Aydin.
7165
71661625
716701:49:38,947 --> 01:49:41,652
7168I heard you raised funds last night.
7169
71701626
717101:49:42,743 --> 01:49:44,071
7172Is that true?
7173
71741627
717501:49:44,245 --> 01:49:46,913
7176Yes, we did. So what?
7177
71781628
717901:49:47,915 --> 01:49:49,872
7180Why didn't you tell me?
7181
71821629
718301:49:50,543 --> 01:49:51,870
7184Did I have to?
7185
71861630
718701:49:55,756 --> 01:49:59,125
7188You didn't have to,
7189but I'd have appreciated it.
7190
71911631
719201:49:59,302 --> 01:50:02,386
7193I might have wanted
7194to make a significant contribution.
7195
71961632
719701:50:02,721 --> 01:50:05,212
7198I don't think it's a good idea.
7199
72001633
720101:50:06,768 --> 01:50:08,806
7202We're doing fine on our own.
7203
72041634
720501:50:08,978 --> 01:50:10,389
7206We don't need you, thanks.
7207
72081635
720901:50:10,562 --> 01:50:12,271
7210Come on.
7211
72121636
721301:50:13,315 --> 01:50:15,273
7214One always needs more.
7215
72161637
721701:50:16,193 --> 01:50:18,352
7218After all, I'm a wealthy man.
7219
72201638
722101:50:18,821 --> 01:50:22,237
7222What's more natural
7223than helping an educational project?
7224
72251639
722601:50:23,158 --> 01:50:25,317
7227But nobody expects
7228anything from you.
7229
72301640
723101:50:25,495 --> 01:50:28,531
7232From you neither, darling.
7233
72341641
723501:50:28,705 --> 01:50:32,620
7236Yet you created a huge committee
7237in our house without me knowing.
7238
72391642
724001:50:32,793 --> 01:50:33,706
7241Didn't you?
7242
72431643
724401:50:34,128 --> 01:50:35,955
7245Listen to me, Aydin, please.
7246
72471644
724801:50:36,797 --> 01:50:38,754
7249We've lived in peace
7250for two years,
7251
72521645
725301:50:38,924 --> 01:50:41,166
7254each to his own affairs.
7255
72561646
725701:50:41,343 --> 01:50:42,967
7258What's suddenly changed?
7259
72601647
726101:50:44,638 --> 01:50:48,885
7262Yesterday your aim was
7263to humiliate me and the guests.
7264
72651648
726601:50:49,351 --> 01:50:51,807
7267- Think I didn't notice?
7268- Me?
7269
72701649
727101:50:51,979 --> 01:50:53,474
7272Never even crossed my mind.
7273
72741650
727501:50:53,647 --> 01:50:55,142
7276Come on, for God's sake.
7277
72781651
727901:50:55,316 --> 01:50:57,888
7280I was so angry,
7281I couldn't sleep last night.
7282
72831652
728401:50:59,278 --> 01:51:03,406
7285If we start fighting and quarreling
7286again like we used to,
7287
72881653
728901:51:03,573 --> 01:51:05,899
7290then it's clear I can't stay here.
7291
72921654
729301:51:21,717 --> 01:51:24,837
7294- Is that a threat?
7295- Why would I threaten you?
7296
72971655
729801:51:25,554 --> 01:51:27,345
7299I'm just saying what could happen.
7300
73011656
730201:51:30,226 --> 01:51:32,182
7303OK, say you left.
7304
73051657
730601:51:32,687 --> 01:51:34,014
7307Where would you go?
7308
73091658
731001:51:34,188 --> 01:51:36,643
7311Wherever I could. I don't know.
7312
73131659
731401:51:36,815 --> 01:51:37,978
7315I'd go to Istanbul.
7316
73171660
731801:51:38,150 --> 01:51:40,937
7319Find a job and work.
7320
73211661
732201:51:46,283 --> 01:51:47,991
7323Nihal, my darling.
7324
73251662
732601:51:49,912 --> 01:51:53,826
7327You haven't got tired of banging
7328the same old drum for years.
7329
73301663
733101:51:55,126 --> 01:51:57,498
7332As if I'm keeping you here by force.
7333
73341664
733501:51:59,964 --> 01:52:02,633
7336I've never stopped you, have I?
7337
73381665
733901:52:03,134 --> 01:52:07,001
7340Go whenever you like.
7341Maybe you should. Try it.
7342
73431666
734401:52:07,513 --> 01:52:09,635
7345Find a job, with the minimum wage.
7346
73471667
734801:52:10,307 --> 01:52:12,134
7349From 8 to 6.
7350
73511668
735201:52:12,935 --> 01:52:16,885
7353After work, you can go on saving
7354the world, if you have energy left.
7355
73561669
735701:52:17,398 --> 01:52:19,022
7358I'll do it if necessary.
7359
73601670
736101:52:20,359 --> 01:52:22,600
7362Much better than wasting my life
7363
73641671
736501:52:22,778 --> 01:52:25,447
7366living like a parasite
7367with an arrogant man like you.
7368
73691672
737001:52:26,866 --> 01:52:29,617
7371Thanks to you,
7372I'm drifting in vain here.
7373
73741673
737501:52:30,244 --> 01:52:33,447
7376I'm sponging off you.
7377I spend your money.
7378
73791674
738001:52:33,622 --> 01:52:37,786
7381But I pay for it with my freedom
7382and my useless loyalty.
7383
73841675
738501:52:38,419 --> 01:52:42,630
7386Do you know how donating even a
7387little of someone else's money feels?
7388
73891676
739001:52:42,798 --> 01:52:43,793
7391No, I don't.
7392
73931677
739401:52:44,717 --> 01:52:45,747
7395And why?
7396
73971678
739801:52:45,926 --> 01:52:49,425
7399Because I've worked like a dog
7400all my life not to know.
7401
74021679
740301:52:51,223 --> 01:52:53,892
7404I couldn't enjoy
7405my childhood or youth.
7406
74071680
740801:52:58,272 --> 01:53:01,225
7409Too much of an easy life,
7410that's your trouble.
7411
74121681
741301:53:02,651 --> 01:53:05,189
7414You have no idea
7415what gratitude means.
7416
74171682
741801:53:18,834 --> 01:53:20,874
7419Besides, I'm asking you...
7420
74211683
742201:53:21,420 --> 01:53:26,295
7423Stop these secret meetings
7424and gatherings at my house.
7425
74261684
742701:53:27,551 --> 01:53:30,718
7428I only allow close acquaintances
7429into my house.
7430
74311685
743201:53:32,097 --> 01:53:36,510
7433If that lot want to do charity work,
7434they should find somewhere else.
7435
74361686
743701:53:38,145 --> 01:53:42,225
7438Nobody can come here yelling away
7439in the middle of the night.
7440
74411687
744201:53:42,399 --> 01:53:44,060
7443I won't allow it.
7444
74451688
744601:53:48,364 --> 01:53:51,364
7447And that bum of a teacher
7448doesn't give a damn.
7449
74501689
745101:53:51,783 --> 01:53:54,357
7452The school needs this or that.
7453
74541690
745501:53:55,453 --> 01:54:00,282
7456His real aim is to trap
7457bored neurotics like you.
7458
74591691
746001:54:48,090 --> 01:54:50,248
7461Why don't you understand me, Nihal?
7462
74631692
746401:54:53,721 --> 01:54:55,678
7465Why are you being unfair?
7466
74671693
746801:54:57,558 --> 01:55:01,555
7469I swear my only intention
7470when I showed up
7471
74721694
747301:55:02,479 --> 01:55:04,685
7474was to help you, support you.
7475
74761695
747701:55:04,857 --> 01:55:07,893
7478Please leave me alone, Aydin.
7479I'm begging you.
7480
74811696
748201:55:08,402 --> 01:55:12,067
7483Let's stay away from each other
7484for a while. You go or me.
7485
74861697
748701:55:12,239 --> 01:55:14,362
7488Or let's break up, I don't know.
7489
74901698
749101:55:16,118 --> 01:55:18,193
7492OK, why all the shouting?
7493
74941699
749501:55:19,746 --> 01:55:21,538
7496I'm going anyway.
7497
74981700
749901:55:22,541 --> 01:55:24,664
7500I made this decision some time ago.
7501
75021701
750301:55:26,294 --> 01:55:28,122
7504I'm off to Istanbul for a while.
7505
75061702
750701:55:29,673 --> 01:55:32,343
7508I have things to do for my book, too.
7509
75101703
751101:55:33,052 --> 01:55:36,136
7512But I have doubts
7513about your donations campaign.
7514
75151704
751601:55:37,097 --> 01:55:38,722
7517I find it very important.
7518
75191705
752001:55:38,890 --> 01:55:40,599
7521I can't leave before sorting it out.
7522
75231706
752401:55:41,518 --> 01:55:43,843
7525So please, let's just sit.
7526
75271707
752801:55:44,479 --> 01:55:47,231
7529And talk calmly
7530like two civilized people, OK?
7531
75321708
753301:55:47,733 --> 01:55:49,275
7534Come on, please.
7535
75361709
753701:56:02,748 --> 01:56:05,915
7538Nihal, I'm asking you kindly.
7539Come and sit here.
7540
75411710
754201:56:08,420 --> 01:56:09,618
7543Come on.
7544
75451711
754601:56:18,180 --> 01:56:19,508
7547Nihal, will you come over here?
7548
75491712
755001:57:03,683 --> 01:57:06,305
7551Nihal, darling...
7552
75531713
755401:57:09,105 --> 01:57:12,391
7555It's obvious you started
7556such an organization
7557
75581714
755901:57:12,568 --> 01:57:15,141
7560because of your love of people
7561
75621715
756301:57:15,821 --> 01:57:18,525
7564and your conscientiousness.
7565
75661716
756701:57:18,699 --> 01:57:20,822
7568I'm not looking for a conspiracy.
7569
75701717
757101:57:20,992 --> 01:57:23,697
7572In fact, I will support you
7573all the way.
7574
75751718
757601:57:25,581 --> 01:57:29,910
7577Although I respect your intelligence
7578and your feelings,
7579
75801719
758101:57:30,085 --> 01:57:32,043
7582especially your feelings,
7583
75841720
758501:57:33,338 --> 01:57:37,586
7586I can't allow such a tricky business
7587which could cause us
7588
75891721
759001:57:37,759 --> 01:57:41,259
7591big problems we can't predict now
7592
75931722
759401:57:41,429 --> 01:57:45,593
7595to be ruined at the hands of you
7596and those rascals.
7597
75981723
759901:57:47,269 --> 01:57:49,262
7600However pure your intentions.
7601
76021724
760301:57:50,064 --> 01:57:54,441
7604Remember "The road to hell
7605is paved with good intentions."
7606
76071725
760801:57:56,862 --> 01:57:59,269
7609For a start, you've no experience.
7610
76111726
761201:57:59,990 --> 01:58:01,650
7613You know nothing of life.
7614
76151727
761601:58:01,825 --> 01:58:03,617
7617You're too impetuous.
7618
76191728
762001:58:03,786 --> 01:58:05,742
7621You are easily deceived.
7622
76231729
762401:58:06,288 --> 01:58:08,530
7625You trust people instantly.
7626
76271730
762801:58:09,875 --> 01:58:13,290
7629You've gathered all these
7630strange assistants around you.
7631
76321731
763301:58:14,254 --> 01:58:16,543
7634This is very dangerous business,
7635Nihal.
7636
76371732
763801:58:17,382 --> 01:58:20,502
7639To tell you the truth,
7640
76411733
764201:58:21,178 --> 01:58:25,389
7643under these conditions, any efforts
7644will lead to two bad outcomes.
7645
76461734
764701:58:25,932 --> 01:58:30,559
7648First, nothing gets done
7649for the schools.
7650
76511735
765201:58:30,729 --> 01:58:35,106
7653Second, you'll lose a fortune
7654because of all the shoddy work.
7655
76561736
765701:58:35,275 --> 01:58:37,018
7658And your name will be stained.
7659
76601737
766101:58:37,194 --> 01:58:39,946
7662One can say the money
7663doesn't matter. I can cover it.
7664
76651738
766601:58:40,113 --> 01:58:43,068
7667But what about your name, our name?
7668
76691739
767001:58:43,617 --> 01:58:46,025
7671Once things get out of hand,
7672
76731740
767401:58:46,202 --> 01:58:49,322
7675you can't imagine all the gossip.
7676
76771741
767801:58:49,497 --> 01:58:53,330
7679They'll all accuse us
7680of embezzling the donations.
7681
76821742
768301:58:53,502 --> 01:58:55,541
7684And you'll suddenly be all alone.
7685
76861743
768701:58:55,712 --> 01:58:57,207
7688They'll all vanish.
7689
76901744
769101:58:57,381 --> 01:58:58,709
7692And we'll get blamed.
7693
76941745
769501:58:58,882 --> 01:59:00,922
7696Just get to the point.
7697
76981746
769901:59:02,052 --> 01:59:03,463
7700My point is this.
7701
77021747
770301:59:03,636 --> 01:59:06,093
7704I was glad
7705you were collecting donations.
7706
77071748
770801:59:06,264 --> 01:59:08,590
7709But to be honest, I was worried too.
7710
77111749
771201:59:09,225 --> 01:59:12,844
7713You need more than enthusiasm
7714in this kind of affair.
7715
77161750
771701:59:13,813 --> 01:59:16,649
7718So I felt the urge to step in,
7719
77201751
772101:59:16,816 --> 01:59:20,067
7722so we don't have problems
7723in the future.
7724
77251752
772601:59:20,486 --> 01:59:22,859
7727- The urge?
7728- Yes.
7729
77301753
773101:59:23,865 --> 01:59:28,657
7732Otherwise, I'd have gone to Istanbul.
7733But I can't until I sort this out.
7734
77351754
773601:59:29,204 --> 01:59:32,537
7737This is a risky business, Nihal.
7738It's not a game.
7739
77401755
774101:59:33,333 --> 01:59:36,832
7742There have been
7743all these fraud cases recently
7744
77451756
774601:59:37,420 --> 01:59:39,958
7747and all the new laws.
7748Do you know them?
7749
77501757
775101:59:40,173 --> 01:59:42,462
7752Get to the point.
7753What do you want?
7754
77551758
775601:59:42,967 --> 01:59:46,503
7757I want to see
7758all the donations and expenditures.
7759
77601759
776101:59:47,889 --> 01:59:52,018
7762And the list of your helpers.
7763
77641760
776501:59:52,186 --> 01:59:56,515
7766I am sure they're trustworthy,
7767but better safe than sorry.
7768
77691761
777001:59:57,107 --> 01:59:59,099
7771Are you serious?
7772
77731762
777401:59:59,276 --> 02:00:03,274
7775Nihal, let's be reasonable, please.
7776
77771763
777802:00:03,446 --> 02:00:06,780
7779Don't you trust my experience,
7780and my honesty?
7781
77821764
778302:00:09,119 --> 02:00:11,408
7784I'm still not sure what you're after.
7785
77861765
778702:00:11,746 --> 02:00:14,118
7788What could I be after?
7789
77901766
779102:00:14,666 --> 02:00:16,789
7792What could I possibly be after?
7793
77941767
779502:00:17,961 --> 02:00:21,295
7796I'm just trying to prevent
7797any problems for my family.
7798
77991768
780002:00:21,464 --> 02:00:23,089
7801I have the right, don't I?
7802
78031769
780402:00:27,429 --> 02:00:28,460
7805Now...
7806
78071770
780802:00:31,641 --> 02:00:34,892
7809Let me see the donations
7810and your expenses.
7811
78121771
781302:00:35,062 --> 02:00:38,182
7814It'll take me a minute
7815to spot any problems.
7816
78171772
781802:00:38,940 --> 02:00:41,645
7819I just want to see your situation.
7820
78211773
782202:00:41,818 --> 02:00:44,938
7823I have nothing to hide.
7824Anyone can look.
7825
78261774
782702:00:45,114 --> 02:00:46,857
7828There they are, take a look.
7829
78301775
783102:00:51,452 --> 02:00:52,912
7832These?
7833
78341776
783502:01:12,224 --> 02:01:15,593
7836I'm sorry but I don't understand
7837any of this.
7838
78391777
784002:01:16,352 --> 02:01:19,140
7841Don't you have a table
7842showing donations?
7843
78441778
784502:01:19,480 --> 02:01:21,806
7846We have the signed documents.
7847
78481779
784902:01:25,445 --> 02:01:28,232
7850Nihal, dearest...
7851
78521780
785302:01:28,990 --> 02:01:31,826
7854It's obvious you haven't a clue.
7855
78561781
785702:01:31,993 --> 02:01:34,484
7858How is that possible?
7859
78601782
786102:01:35,580 --> 02:01:40,123
7862How come you don't have a chart
7863showing everything at once?
7864
78651783
786602:01:44,506 --> 02:01:48,669
7867You should also have a copy
7868of the receipts for donations.
7869
78701784
787102:01:48,843 --> 02:01:50,041
7872Do you have them?
7873
78741785
787502:01:50,637 --> 02:01:51,633
7876No.
7877
78781786
787902:01:53,264 --> 02:01:57,428
7880For money or goods in kind,
7881
78821787
788302:01:57,602 --> 02:02:01,185
7884you have to prepare
7885an invoice or receipt.
7886
78871788
788802:02:01,356 --> 02:02:03,147
7889Have they been issued?
7890
78911789
789202:02:03,316 --> 02:02:04,858
7893I don't think so.
7894
78951790
789602:02:05,944 --> 02:02:07,652
7897But all this is very important.
7898
78991791
790002:02:08,196 --> 02:02:09,477
7901Very important.
7902
79031792
790402:02:10,991 --> 02:02:15,569
7905What if they want to deduct
7906the donation from taxes?
7907
79081793
790902:02:17,748 --> 02:02:20,239
7910Or if they try to dodge taxes?
7911
79121794
791302:02:20,416 --> 02:02:23,334
7914You'd get blamed and end up in jail.
7915
79161795
791702:02:23,504 --> 02:02:29,043
7918Sorry but these are
7919very important details.
7920
79211796
792202:02:30,093 --> 02:02:34,304
7923Another thing. Receipts should be
7924numbered and listed separately.
7925
79261797
792702:02:34,472 --> 02:02:35,967
7928Has that been done?
7929
79301798
793102:02:36,391 --> 02:02:37,720
7932I don't think so.
7933
79341799
793502:02:38,852 --> 02:02:42,055
7936Never mind. I'll start doing that,
7937to save you worrying.
7938
79391800
794002:02:43,648 --> 02:02:44,846
7941Yes, do so.
7942
79431801
794402:02:45,358 --> 02:02:46,603
7945Do as you wish.
7946
79471802
794802:02:49,279 --> 02:02:50,441
7949Alright.
7950
79511803
795202:02:51,739 --> 02:02:54,147
7953Then let's do it like this.
7954
79551804
795602:02:55,202 --> 02:03:00,540
7957Let me take this pile of books
7958and papers to my study.
7959
79601805
796102:03:00,707 --> 02:03:04,835
7962I have some software,
7963I'll run them through.
7964
79651806
796602:03:05,294 --> 02:03:09,375
7967I'll let you know my thoughts
7968once I've had a good look. OK?
7969
79701807
797102:03:12,678 --> 02:03:14,171
7972Is this part of it, too?
7973
79741808
797502:03:17,223 --> 02:03:18,303
7976Alright.
7977
79781809
797902:03:20,686 --> 02:03:24,268
7980Are you sure that's it?
7981If there's more, let me take it.
7982
79831810
798402:03:24,981 --> 02:03:25,930
7985Take them.
7986
79871811
798802:03:28,235 --> 02:03:30,310
7989Take them all. Don't leave anything.
7990
79911812
799202:03:30,820 --> 02:03:34,486
7993That was all I had left in life.
7994You can have them too.
7995
79961813
799702:03:35,492 --> 02:03:37,283
7998Take everything I have.
7999
80001814
800102:03:38,036 --> 02:03:41,203
8002Dear Nihal,
8003why are you talking like that?
8004
80051815
800602:03:41,372 --> 02:03:42,404
8007Take them all.
8008
80091816
801002:03:44,209 --> 02:03:46,581
8011Take them, they can all be yours.
8012
80131817
801402:03:47,044 --> 02:03:48,670
8015Take these too.
8016
80171818
801802:03:51,633 --> 02:03:52,415
8019Here.
8020
80211819
802202:03:52,592 --> 02:03:54,881
8023- Take them.
8024- What are you doing?
8025
80261820
802702:04:18,242 --> 02:04:20,948
8028Oh, my dear Nihal.
8029
80301821
803102:04:23,331 --> 02:04:26,036
8032You're acting like a child.
8033
80341822
803502:04:26,543 --> 02:04:28,084
8036What can I say?
8037
80381823
803902:04:29,003 --> 02:04:31,838
8040When you understand
8041how important this is,
8042
80431824
804402:04:32,006 --> 02:04:34,249
8045you'll come and thank me.
8046
80471825
804802:04:35,844 --> 02:04:37,386
8049Wait and see.
8050
80511826
805202:05:29,481 --> 02:05:31,307
8053Nihal, listen.
8054
80551827
805602:05:32,275 --> 02:05:34,980
8057Here are all your documents back.
8058
80591828
806002:05:35,821 --> 02:05:37,896
8061I didn't look at them much.
8062
80631829
806402:05:38,823 --> 02:05:40,946
8065Because I've changed my mind.
8066
80671830
806802:05:41,910 --> 02:05:45,196
8069I'm not going to get involved,
8070stick my nose in.
8071
80721831
807302:05:48,250 --> 02:05:51,167
8074To tell the truth,
8075I felt a little bit lazy.
8076
80771832
807802:05:51,378 --> 02:05:55,327
8079I have enough work already.
8080So, you do whatever suits you.
8081
80821833
808302:05:58,844 --> 02:06:02,888
8084In the meantime, I'm leaving
8085tomorrow. I've decided to go.
8086
80871834
808802:06:03,932 --> 02:06:06,054
8089At least till the end of winter.
8090
80911835
809202:06:06,559 --> 02:06:10,094
8093The hotel's never too busy in winter.
8094Hidayet is here.
8095
80961836
809702:06:11,231 --> 02:06:13,140
8098Tomorrow I'm going to Istanbul.
8099
81001837
810102:06:20,865 --> 02:06:22,574
8102Nihal, cut it out, for God's sake!
8103
81041838
810502:06:23,576 --> 02:06:25,782
8106I said I'm leaving,
8107what more do you want?
8108
81091839
811002:06:28,414 --> 02:06:31,166
8111Your altruism
8112brings tears to my eyes.
8113
81141840
811502:06:56,317 --> 02:06:57,860
8116Do you remember?
8117
81181841
811902:06:59,696 --> 02:07:01,569
8120You once told me
8121
81221842
812302:07:02,031 --> 02:07:05,567
8124that if I could change
8125some of my behavior,
8126
81271843
812802:07:07,078 --> 02:07:09,237
8129you would forgive me completely.
8130
81311844
813202:07:09,372 --> 02:07:10,652
8133Remember?
8134
81351845
813602:07:12,709 --> 02:07:14,251
8137Which means...
8138
81391846
814002:07:16,171 --> 02:07:18,163
8141for you I'm guilty of something.
8142
81431847
814402:07:22,427 --> 02:07:24,051
8145Therefore,
8146
81471848
814802:07:25,763 --> 02:07:29,678
8149calmly and briefly,
8150
81511849
815202:07:30,435 --> 02:07:33,222
8153in terms I can understand,
8154
81551850
815602:07:33,354 --> 02:07:35,394
8157I ask you to tell me
8158
81591851
816002:07:35,564 --> 02:07:37,225
8161what I'm guilty of.
8162
81631852
816402:07:46,493 --> 02:07:49,066
8165I'm too tired, I can't talk now.
8166
81671853
816802:07:49,621 --> 02:07:51,080
8169Later maybe.
8170
81711854
817202:07:54,333 --> 02:07:56,373
8173What kind of guilt is that?
8174
81751855
817602:07:58,629 --> 02:08:00,124
8177What have I done to you?
8178
81791856
818002:08:02,341 --> 02:08:05,925
8181Is that you're young, beautiful
8182and would like to live your life?
8183
81841857
818502:08:06,429 --> 02:08:10,130
8186I'm much older than you
8187and you hate me for that?
8188
81891858
819002:08:11,184 --> 02:08:12,262
8191Is that my guilt?
8192
81931859
819402:08:15,063 --> 02:08:17,518
8195I didn't force you to marry me.
8196
81971860
819802:08:19,775 --> 02:08:21,982
8199I never restricted your freedom.
8200
82011861
820202:08:23,196 --> 02:08:27,110
8203You live as you wish, independently,
8204in your part of the house.
8205
82061862
820702:08:28,576 --> 02:08:32,028
8208You have even set up
8209a huge committee here.
8210
82111863
821202:08:34,624 --> 02:08:37,293
8213If you want even more freedom,
8214it's yours.
8215
82161864
821702:08:37,460 --> 02:08:39,120
8218No one's stopping you.
8219
82201865
822102:08:39,837 --> 02:08:40,916
8222I mean it.
8223
82241866
822502:08:42,507 --> 02:08:45,674
8226If you want a divorce,
8227I won't stop you either.
8228
82291867
823002:08:59,315 --> 02:09:01,225
8231I don't want anything like that.
8232
82331868
823402:09:03,194 --> 02:09:05,650
8235Of course, I wanted to marry you.
8236
82371869
823802:09:08,116 --> 02:09:10,986
8239It's not that I'm young,
8240and you're old,
8241
82421870
824302:09:11,160 --> 02:09:14,280
8244or I could love someone else
8245if I was free.
8246
82471871
824802:09:16,875 --> 02:09:20,243
8249I always felt
8250I'm older than you anyway.
8251
82521872
825302:09:23,631 --> 02:09:25,956
8254But you're an unbearable man.
8255
82561873
825702:09:27,134 --> 02:09:30,219
8258You are selfish, spiteful, cynical.
8259
82601874
826102:09:31,806 --> 02:09:33,264
8262That's what you're guilty of.
8263
82641875
826502:09:37,520 --> 02:09:40,853
8266Possible.
8267Maybe I'm like that, I don't know.
8268
82691876
827002:09:42,024 --> 02:09:46,568
8271At least I can admit my mistakes
8272from time to time.
8273
82741877
827502:09:47,989 --> 02:09:51,572
8276But I've never once seen you
8277take the blame for anything.
8278
82791878
828002:09:51,743 --> 02:09:52,656
8281Am I wrong?
8282
82831879
828402:09:52,827 --> 02:09:55,697
8285If you intend to nag all night,
8286I should let you know,
8287
82881880
828902:09:55,872 --> 02:09:58,789
8290I don't have the strength
8291to answer back anymore.
8292
82931881
829402:09:58,958 --> 02:10:01,165
8295I don't want to nag at all.
8296
82971882
829802:10:01,877 --> 02:10:04,001
8299But I have to ask again.
8300
83011883
830202:10:04,172 --> 02:10:06,413
8303I need to know.
8304
83051884
830602:10:07,550 --> 02:10:09,341
8307What am I guilty of?
8308
83091885
831002:10:11,638 --> 02:10:13,511
8311What kind of guilt is it?
8312
83131886
831402:10:14,266 --> 02:10:16,009
8315What have I done to you?
8316
83171887
831802:10:18,394 --> 02:10:19,592
8319True.
8320
83211888
832202:10:22,273 --> 02:10:24,681
8323You're actually a well-educated,
8324
83251889
832602:10:25,360 --> 02:10:26,522
8327honest,
8328
83291890
833002:10:27,070 --> 02:10:29,525
8331fair and conscientious man.
8332
83331891
833402:10:30,448 --> 02:10:34,315
8335Generally you are like that.
8336I won't deny it.
8337
83381892
833902:10:36,370 --> 02:10:39,621
8340But you sometimes use these virtues
8341to suffocate people,
8342
83431893
834402:10:39,833 --> 02:10:42,834
8345to crush and humiliate them.
8346
83471894
834802:10:44,920 --> 02:10:48,539
8349Your high principles make you
8350hate the whole world.
8351
83521895
835302:10:50,051 --> 02:10:52,044
8354You hate believers,
8355
83561896
835702:10:52,220 --> 02:10:56,680
8358because for you, believing is a sign
8359of underdevelopment and ignorance.
8360
83611897
836202:10:57,558 --> 02:11:02,434
8363But you also hate non-believers
8364for their lack of faith or ideals.
8365
83661898
836702:11:04,482 --> 02:11:06,356
8368You dislike the old
8369
83701899
837102:11:06,859 --> 02:11:10,394
8372for being conservative bigots
8373and not thinking freely.
8374
83751900
837602:11:11,447 --> 02:11:14,199
8377And you dislike the young
8378for thinking freely
8379
83801901
838102:11:14,992 --> 02:11:17,530
8382and abandoning the traditions.
8383
83841902
838502:11:19,121 --> 02:11:22,905
8386You defend the virtues of community.
8387
83881903
838902:11:24,544 --> 02:11:29,371
8390But you suspect everyone
8391of being a thief or a bandit,
8392
83931904
839402:11:29,632 --> 02:11:31,459
8395so you hate the people, too.
8396
83971905
839802:11:33,094 --> 02:11:35,134
8399You hate practically everybody.
8400
84011906
840202:11:37,223 --> 02:11:38,634
8403Just once,
8404
84051907
840602:11:39,725 --> 02:11:43,557
8407I'd like you to defend something
8408that might cost you
8409
84101908
841102:11:43,730 --> 02:11:48,190
8412and have feelings
8413that don't benefit yourself.
8414
84151909
841602:11:51,612 --> 02:11:53,155
8417But that's not possible.
8418
84191910
842002:12:02,748 --> 02:12:06,164
8421In the past, you stopped us
8422splitting up, using various methods.
8423
84241911
842502:12:09,464 --> 02:12:11,752
8426Well, maybe it worked both ways.
8427
84281912
842902:12:13,218 --> 02:12:15,127
8430I was too young to leave.
8431
84321913
843302:12:17,054 --> 02:12:19,427
8434I didn't have the courage
8435or the money.
8436
84371914
843802:12:20,349 --> 02:12:22,638
8439Or anywhere better to go.
8440
84411915
844202:12:25,563 --> 02:12:28,564
8443But didn't you feel any remorse
8444
84451916
844602:12:28,733 --> 02:12:32,184
8447seeing a young, healthy,
8448proud, lively woman
8449
84501917
845102:12:32,737 --> 02:12:34,563
8452wither away
8453
84541918
845502:12:34,989 --> 02:12:39,449
8456in emptiness, boredom and fear?
8457
84581919
845902:12:41,996 --> 02:12:44,155
8460I felt fear in our first years.
8461
84621920
846302:12:45,458 --> 02:12:47,616
8464Now I feel ashamed.
8465
84661921
846702:12:52,131 --> 02:12:54,419
8468My best years have been wasted.
8469
84701922
847102:12:55,217 --> 02:12:58,882
8472I shed all my good qualities
8473to struggle with you.
8474
84751923
847602:13:01,015 --> 02:13:05,012
8477I've become tough,
8478coarse, timid and suspicious.
8479
84801924
848102:13:09,565 --> 02:13:11,522
8482What else can I say?
8483
84841925
848502:13:14,403 --> 02:13:17,689
8486I'm not even sure
8487I could express anything.
8488
84891926
849002:13:23,871 --> 02:13:26,788
8491But our paths have now parted
8492even if it's under one roof.
8493
84941927
849502:13:28,042 --> 02:13:29,951
8496We should each go our own way.
8497
84981928
849902:13:38,970 --> 02:13:42,137
8500We could've had a better life.
8501
85021929
850302:13:45,059 --> 02:13:46,850
8504But it's too late now.
8505
85061930
850702:13:51,190 --> 02:13:53,230
8508You wouldn't know, but...
8509
85101931
851102:13:53,401 --> 02:13:57,862
8512people like me who grew up in
8513villages with not even electricity,
8514
85151932
851602:13:59,574 --> 02:14:02,408
8517understand the joy and pleasure
8518
85191933
852002:14:02,952 --> 02:14:06,285
8521of being in a small,
8522warm, cosy room like this,
8523
85241934
852502:14:06,664 --> 02:14:08,206
8526listening to my wife's voice,
8527
85281935
852902:14:08,374 --> 02:14:12,917
8530even if she is screaming
8531in my face how bad I am.
8532
85331936
853402:14:18,467 --> 02:14:20,840
8535Our youth was very dull, Nihal.
8536
85371937
853802:14:22,680 --> 02:14:25,171
8539We didn't know how to be happy.
8540
85411938
854202:14:26,100 --> 02:14:28,638
8543So we may not know
8544how to make others happy.
8545
85461939
854702:14:31,439 --> 02:14:33,063
8548But as I said,
8549
85501940
855102:14:33,566 --> 02:14:35,558
8552we had no bad intentions.
8553
85541941
855502:14:37,194 --> 02:14:41,488
8556We set out with good intentions,
8557pure, innocent dreams.
8558
85591942
856002:14:43,492 --> 02:14:45,532
8561We wanted a better life and society.
8562
85631943
856402:14:45,703 --> 02:14:47,661
8565Sorry, but I don't believe you.
8566
85671944
856802:14:48,248 --> 02:14:50,868
8569I've heard it all before.
8570You're not on stage anymore.
8571
85721945
857302:14:52,334 --> 02:14:54,659
8574We all start with good intentions.
8575
85761946
857702:14:55,088 --> 02:14:59,714
8578But as you said, the road to hell
8579is paved with good intentions.
8580
85811947
858202:15:00,051 --> 02:15:02,339
8583So all this means nothing.
8584
85851948
858602:15:02,512 --> 02:15:05,429
8587All these fine words
8588sound ridiculous to me now.
8589
85901949
859102:15:06,808 --> 02:15:09,215
8592When you start talking like this,
8593
85941950
859502:15:09,394 --> 02:15:14,435
8596I feel like you're pulling
8597trick number two to get your way.
8598
85991951
860002:15:16,192 --> 02:15:20,106
8601Yet I've never understood
8602what you really want from me.
8603
86041952
860502:15:20,863 --> 02:15:22,523
8606Even so,
8607
86081953
860902:15:23,074 --> 02:15:25,149
8610I'll ask you one more time.
8611
86121954
861302:15:26,744 --> 02:15:28,784
8614Whatever you call my activity,
8615
86161955
861702:15:28,954 --> 02:15:32,205
8618self-deception or feminine logic,
8619
86201956
862102:15:33,126 --> 02:15:35,000
8622leave me alone.
8623
86241957
862502:15:36,087 --> 02:15:39,041
8626Because this is my only consolation.
8627
86281958
862902:15:43,886 --> 02:15:46,459
8630I spent my entire youth
8631fighting with you.
8632
86331959
863402:15:47,265 --> 02:15:51,890
8635Now, thanks to this work,
8636I believe in myself again.
8637
86381960
863902:15:52,937 --> 02:15:56,222
8640I have found a meaning
8641to my dull life here.
8642
86431961
864402:15:56,733 --> 02:15:59,519
8645A purpose that makes me feel proud.
8646
86471962
864802:16:01,445 --> 02:16:03,569
8649So, at least allow me that.
8650
86511963
865202:16:06,576 --> 02:16:08,069
8653Nihal, darling.
8654
86551964
865602:16:09,453 --> 02:16:11,909
8657You're a good-hearted,
8658
86591965
866002:16:12,081 --> 02:16:15,331
8661smart, rational, sensible woman.
8662
86631966
866402:16:16,627 --> 02:16:19,831
8665Everything you say and do
8666is very reasonable.
8667
86681967
866902:16:20,005 --> 02:16:21,583
8670It really is.
8671
86721968
867302:16:23,675 --> 02:16:24,707
8674But...
8675
86761969
867702:16:25,803 --> 02:16:29,137
8678not seeing a man for what he is,
8679idolizing him like a god,
8680
86811970
868202:16:29,599 --> 02:16:32,304
8683and then being mad at him,
8684
86851971
868602:16:32,434 --> 02:16:34,842
8687because he's not a god.
8688
86891972
869002:16:36,606 --> 02:16:38,349
8691Do you think that's fair?
8692
86931973
869402:16:46,073 --> 02:16:51,316
8695I wish I were the successful,
8696charismatic actor you dreamed of.
8697
86981974
869902:16:52,413 --> 02:16:53,907
8700But I am not.
8701
87021975
870302:16:55,541 --> 02:16:57,201
8704I'm a simple man.
8705
87061976
870702:16:59,503 --> 02:17:02,457
8708And what's worse,
8709I'd like to stay that way.
8710
87111977
871202:17:06,344 --> 02:17:08,003
8713Anyway...
8714
87151978
871602:17:08,179 --> 02:17:10,088
8717I'm leaving in the morning.
8718
87191979
872002:17:10,765 --> 02:17:13,433
8721Don't worry, I won't be back
8722before spring.
8723
87241980
872502:17:15,394 --> 02:17:16,853
8726But give me that list,
8727
87281981
872902:17:18,522 --> 02:17:21,393
8730so I can make a small donation.
8731
87321982
873302:17:22,026 --> 02:17:25,311
8734Do as you please. I don't care.
8735
87361983
873702:17:26,113 --> 02:17:28,818
8738The list is there,
8739write what you want.
8740
87411984
874202:18:06,863 --> 02:18:09,068
8743I signed it an anonymous donor.
8744
87451985
874602:18:13,994 --> 02:18:15,737
8747And left the money here.
8748
87491986
875002:18:16,706 --> 02:18:17,904
8751Alright?
8752
87531987
875402:18:23,462 --> 02:18:25,953
8755I hope things turn out
8756as you'd like.
8757
87581988
875902:18:27,967 --> 02:18:30,007
8760Do as you want.
8761
87621989
876302:18:31,721 --> 02:18:34,971
8764And don't forget I'm there
8765if you need any help.
8766
87671990
876802:18:38,603 --> 02:18:41,473
8769But beware of that teacher.
8770
87711991
877202:18:42,189 --> 02:18:45,440
8773He looked like the sneaky,
8774scheming type to me.
8775
87761992
877702:18:45,609 --> 02:18:47,982
8778I can smell his kind a mile away.
8779
87801993
878102:18:49,363 --> 02:18:52,150
8782I suggest you work with people
8783
87841994
878502:18:52,366 --> 02:18:56,031
8786who are conscientious, principled
8787and have moral sense.
8788
87891995
879002:18:57,371 --> 02:18:59,862
8791One day, you'll understand better.
8792
87931996
879402:19:03,544 --> 02:19:05,252
8795Conscience. Morals.
8796
87971997
879802:19:06,213 --> 02:19:08,420
8799Ideals, principles.
8800
88011998
880202:19:08,591 --> 02:19:10,547
8803The purpose of life.
8804
88051999
880602:19:11,094 --> 02:19:13,585
8807You're always saying these words.
8808
88092000
881002:19:15,222 --> 02:19:18,508
8811The words you always use
8812to humiliate, hurt,
8813
88142001
881502:19:18,684 --> 02:19:20,926
8816or denigrate someone.
8817
88182002
881902:19:22,897 --> 02:19:24,355
8820But if you ask me...
8821
88222003
882302:19:24,732 --> 02:19:28,397
8824if someone uses these words
8825this much,
8826
88272004
882802:19:29,486 --> 02:19:31,146
8829he's the one to suspect.
8830
88312005
883202:19:50,216 --> 02:19:51,923
8833Anyway, I'm tired.
8834
88352006
883602:19:53,219 --> 02:19:55,840
8837I'd like to sleep,
8838if you don't mind.
8839
88402007
884102:20:12,446 --> 02:20:13,726
8842Necla?
8843
88442008
884502:22:01,763 --> 02:22:02,843
8846Go on.
8847
88482009
884902:23:13,585 --> 02:23:16,290
8850Should we check again
8851before we set off?
8852
88532010
885402:23:17,590 --> 02:23:18,752
8855I called already.
8856
88572011
885802:23:18,924 --> 02:23:21,593
8859No flights,
8860but the trains are running.
8861
88622012
886302:23:22,302 --> 02:23:23,500
8864Are you sure?
8865
88662013
886702:23:23,679 --> 02:23:25,636
8868I just called them.
8869
88702014
887102:23:25,806 --> 02:23:27,882
8872The train is running.
8873
88742015
887502:23:28,058 --> 02:23:29,682
8876Don't worry.
8877
88782016
887902:23:31,728 --> 02:23:33,009
8880Fine.
8881
88822017
888302:23:34,106 --> 02:23:35,766
8884Let's get going then.
8885
88862018
888702:24:37,878 --> 02:24:39,372
8888Hello.
8889
88902019
889102:24:41,715 --> 02:24:45,629
8892The Istanbul train is running,
8893isn't it?
8894
88952020
889602:24:45,844 --> 02:24:47,801
8897No problem. It's on its way.
8898
88992021
890002:24:47,972 --> 02:24:49,299
8901Any delay?
8902
89032022
890402:24:49,473 --> 02:24:51,631
8905Of course, half an hour or an hour.
8906
89072023
890802:24:51,808 --> 02:24:54,346
8909- Half an hour, an hour.
8910- That's it.
8911
89122024
891302:24:54,519 --> 02:24:57,604
8914- But it's definitely coming, right?
8915- Probably.
8916
89172025
891802:24:57,773 --> 02:24:59,682
8919OK, thank you.
8920
89212026
892202:25:14,414 --> 02:25:18,163
8923- It's coming, but there's a delay...
8924- I heard him.
8925
89262027
892702:25:21,338 --> 02:25:23,081
8928Your luggage is there.
8929
89302028
893102:25:25,175 --> 02:25:27,749
8932I'll go back to the hotel
8933if you like.
8934
89352029
893602:25:28,136 --> 02:25:30,343
8937They might need me there now.
8938
89392030
894002:25:31,139 --> 02:25:33,179
8941- Should I go or stay?
8942- What?
8943
89442031
894502:25:33,350 --> 02:25:35,924
8946They might need me at the hotel.
8947
89482032
894902:25:36,102 --> 02:25:38,261
8950Should I go or wait here?
8951
89522033
895302:25:39,565 --> 02:25:40,893
8954Wait.
8955
89562034
895702:26:01,670 --> 02:26:04,208
8958My friend, could you move over a bit?
8959
89602035
896102:26:06,049 --> 02:26:07,425
8962It's cold by the door.
8963
89642036
896502:26:07,593 --> 02:26:10,677
8966We're together.
8967You know, if you shift a bit.
8968
89692037
897002:26:10,846 --> 02:26:12,885
8971There's a draft, I said. Sit here.
8972
89732038
897402:27:27,965 --> 02:27:30,123
8975How's the road to Suavi's?
8976
89772039
897802:27:30,675 --> 02:27:32,549
8979- Mr Suavi's farm?
8980- Yes.
8981
89822040
898302:27:32,719 --> 02:27:34,712
8984It's a long way.
8985
89862041
898702:27:34,889 --> 02:27:36,263
8988That's not my question.
8989
89902042
899102:27:36,431 --> 02:27:37,974
8992Can the car make it?
8993
89942043
899502:27:38,141 --> 02:27:40,264
8996No, it wouldn't.
8997
89982044
899902:27:40,436 --> 02:27:43,638
9000The village road's impossible
9001in this snow.
9002
90032045
900402:27:44,314 --> 02:27:46,603
9005Good, then we're going there.
9006
90072046
900802:28:05,836 --> 02:28:08,208
9009Hey, what a surprise!
9010
90112047
901202:28:08,380 --> 02:28:11,630
9013We were passing
9014and decided to return your visit.
9015
90162048
901702:28:11,800 --> 02:28:14,671
9018Of course. Come in.
9019It's warm inside.
9020
90212049
902202:28:16,679 --> 02:28:18,222
9023Come in.
9024
90252050
902602:28:18,348 --> 02:28:20,008
9027- Thanks.
9028- This way.
9029
90302051
903102:28:20,183 --> 02:28:22,425
9032- Sit down, get warmed up.
9033- Thanks.
9034
90352052
903602:28:22,602 --> 02:28:24,429
9037I was expecting Levent.
9038
90392053
904002:28:24,605 --> 02:28:26,396
9041So I thought it was him.
9042
90432054
904402:28:26,565 --> 02:28:29,685
9045But with Levent, you never know
9046
90472055
904802:28:29,818 --> 02:28:31,360
9049whether he'll come.
9050
90512056
905202:28:32,487 --> 02:28:35,025
9053We meet every Saturday afternoon.
9054
90552057
905602:28:35,199 --> 02:28:36,990
9057To go hunting
9058the morning after.
9059
90602058
906102:28:38,410 --> 02:28:42,822
9062You know. Two bachelors. We lean
9063on each other like walking sticks.
9064
90652059
906602:28:43,916 --> 02:28:46,407
9067Suavi, can I stretch my leg out?
9068
90692060
907002:28:46,584 --> 02:28:48,493
9071- Go ahead.
9072- I got cramp.
9073
90742061
907502:28:48,670 --> 02:28:50,793
9076Put it up higher. That's it.
9077
90782062
907902:28:51,882 --> 02:28:53,257
9080How nice.
9081
90822063
908302:28:54,134 --> 02:28:55,794
9084Nice and warm.
9085
90862064
908702:28:55,969 --> 02:28:57,463
9088Comfy couches.
9089
90902065
909102:28:57,638 --> 02:28:59,297
9092You must be cold.
9093
90942066
909502:28:59,639 --> 02:29:01,679
9096Wait, I've got just the thing.
9097
90982067
909902:29:01,850 --> 02:29:05,432
9100One sip of this,
9101and the cold will disappear.
9102
91032068
910402:29:06,062 --> 02:29:08,387
9105Let's see if you like it.
9106
91072069
910802:29:10,275 --> 02:29:12,944
9109We take this with us
9110when we go hunting.
9111
91122070
911302:29:13,111 --> 02:29:15,069
9114We put some in our flasks.
9115
91162071
911702:29:16,907 --> 02:29:19,658
9118It's freezing cold out there.
9119
91202072
912102:29:20,160 --> 02:29:21,868
9122The teacher is young.
9123
91242073
912502:29:22,412 --> 02:29:23,741
9126Sturdy as an ox.
9127
91282074
912902:29:23,913 --> 02:29:26,583
9130But I need this in my engine
9131to keep up.
9132
91332075
913402:29:26,750 --> 02:29:29,704
9135I better not. I'm not used to it.
9136
91372076
913802:29:29,878 --> 02:29:31,538
9139If you've some herb tea...
9140
91412077
914202:29:31,713 --> 02:29:35,793
9143You can drink that at home.
9144Here, you do what I tell you.
9145
91462078
914702:29:35,967 --> 02:29:38,458
9148Well, fine then. Thanks.
9149
91502079
915102:29:39,679 --> 02:29:43,297
9152This is how I spoil myself.
9153What else is there?
9154
91552080
915602:29:43,475 --> 02:29:46,144
9157We deserve it at our age.
9158
91592081
916002:29:47,354 --> 02:29:49,062
9161I feel warmer now.
9162
91632082
916402:29:51,608 --> 02:29:52,603
9165Thank you.
9166
91672083
916802:29:52,776 --> 02:29:54,519
9169The stove is burning nicely.
9170
91712084
917202:29:55,612 --> 02:29:57,901
9173I don't heat the whole house now.
9174
91752085
917602:29:58,073 --> 02:30:00,694
9177After my wife died
9178I closed off the rooms.
9179
91802086
918102:30:00,867 --> 02:30:02,326
9182I use them as storage.
9183
91842087
918502:30:02,494 --> 02:30:04,286
9186And I set up this stove here.
9187
91882088
918902:30:04,454 --> 02:30:07,289
9190It's like a shelter.
9191I curl up here.
9192
91932089
919402:30:07,458 --> 02:30:09,366
9195And it helps me save a bit.
9196
91972090
919802:30:11,044 --> 02:30:13,879
9199By the way,
9200what did you do about the letter?
9201
92022091
920302:30:14,047 --> 02:30:15,245
9204What letter?
9205
92062092
920702:30:15,424 --> 02:30:18,092
9208The one you read to Nihal and me.
9209
92102093
921102:30:18,259 --> 02:30:20,965
9212Garip, the girl, help, and all that.
9213
92142094
921502:30:22,138 --> 02:30:23,798
9216I didn't do anything.
9217
92182095
921902:30:26,601 --> 02:30:28,559
9220Teacher! You made it.
9221
92222096
922302:30:29,646 --> 02:30:31,520
9224Indeed.
9225Mr Aydin, nice to see you.
9226
92272097
922802:30:31,690 --> 02:30:33,019
9229Thank you, Levent.
9230
92312098
923202:30:33,191 --> 02:30:35,729
9233- Don't get up.
9234- My foot's gone numb.
9235
92362099
923702:30:35,902 --> 02:30:38,987
9238If it's only numbness,
9239you'll be fine.
9240
92412100
924202:30:39,114 --> 02:30:39,861
9243Hello.
9244
92452101
924602:30:40,031 --> 02:30:41,526
9247We had business nearby,
9248
92492102
925002:30:41,700 --> 02:30:42,945
9251so we popped in.
9252
92532103
925402:30:43,117 --> 02:30:43,983
9255Good idea!
9256
92572104
925802:30:44,161 --> 02:30:45,571
9259How bad are the roads?
9260
92612105
926202:30:45,745 --> 02:30:48,615
9263Terrible. I had a hard time
9264getting here.
9265
92662106
926702:30:48,790 --> 02:30:51,245
9268Mr Aydin, I'll be outside
9269if you need me.
9270
92712107
927202:30:51,418 --> 02:30:52,497
9273Alright.
9274
92752108
927602:30:53,962 --> 02:30:56,038
9277- Hidayet.
9278- Yes, Mr Aydin.
9279
92802109
928102:30:56,214 --> 02:30:57,376
9282Listen.
9283
92842110
928502:30:58,842 --> 02:30:59,873
9286Sorry.
9287
92882111
928902:31:03,221 --> 02:31:04,336
9290Listen.
9291
92922112
929302:31:04,806 --> 02:31:08,091
9294Don't tell anyone at home I'm here.
9295
92962113
929702:31:08,268 --> 02:31:10,225
9298Of course I won't.
9299
93002114
930102:31:10,896 --> 02:31:12,723
9302So what should I tell them?
9303
93042115
930502:31:12,897 --> 02:31:14,273
9306Nothing.
9307
93082116
930902:31:14,441 --> 02:31:17,358
9310No, I mean if they call.
9311
93122117
931302:31:18,528 --> 02:31:23,024
9314Make something up.
9315Nobody should know I didn't leave.
9316
93172118
931802:31:23,200 --> 02:31:25,441
9319- Alright.
9320- Be careful.
9321
93222119
932302:31:29,581 --> 02:31:33,578
9324At your house, I thought,
9325"Finally someone worth talking to".
9326
93272120
932802:31:33,752 --> 02:31:35,411
9329But then you disappeared.
9330
93312121
933202:31:35,587 --> 02:31:38,956
9333Thank you. Something came up.
9334
93352122
933602:31:39,966 --> 02:31:41,211
9337I couldn't stay.
9338
93392123
934002:31:41,385 --> 02:31:42,962
9341Today's my lucky day.
9342
93432124
934402:31:43,303 --> 02:31:45,094
9345- Here you go.
9346- Thanks.
9347
93482125
934902:31:45,263 --> 02:31:47,754
9350Drink up,
9351it makes you think clearly.
9352
93532126
935402:31:57,651 --> 02:32:00,402
9355Hi. What are you up to?
9356
93572127
935802:32:04,615 --> 02:32:06,110
9359Now listen.
9360
93612128
936202:32:07,369 --> 02:32:10,453
9363Don't say anything
9364to Mrs Nihal or anyone.
9365
93662129
936702:32:10,622 --> 02:32:14,571
9368You know Suavi. We're at his farm.
9369
93702130
937102:32:17,546 --> 02:32:18,826
9372He didn't go.
9373
93742131
937502:32:19,965 --> 02:32:21,542
9376He changed his mind.
9377
93782132
937902:32:23,677 --> 02:32:26,511
9380How should I know?
9381How can I ask him?
9382
93832133
938402:32:28,765 --> 02:32:31,850
9385Stop talking nonsense.
9386Why would I lie to you?
9387
93882134
938902:32:32,643 --> 02:32:33,972
9390What did you say?
9391
93922135
939302:32:34,729 --> 02:32:36,437
9394Fatma, don't start again.
9395
93962136
939702:32:36,606 --> 02:32:39,809
9398It's freezing. What on earth
9399could I be doing? Are you mad?
9400
94012137
940202:32:39,985 --> 02:32:41,527
9403For God's sake.
9404
94052138
940602:32:41,695 --> 02:32:42,893
9407When I was a kid,
9408
94092139
941002:32:43,697 --> 02:32:46,532
9411I used to play in the garden here.
9412
94132140
941402:32:47,617 --> 02:32:52,694
9415It felt life would go on like that
9416forever, with my mom and dad.
9417
94182141
941902:32:54,082 --> 02:32:55,625
9420Where is all that now?
9421
94222142
942302:32:56,959 --> 02:33:02,085
9424Sometimes I wonder what happened.
9425When did the house become so empty?
9426
94272143
942802:33:03,174 --> 02:33:07,801
9429When did that mother's
9430little boy end up
9431
94322144
943302:33:08,221 --> 02:33:11,921
9434a drunk, Ionely old man?
9435
94362145
943702:33:13,935 --> 02:33:15,513
9438I got married.
9439
94402146
944102:33:15,687 --> 02:33:17,146
9442Had a child.
9443
94442147
944502:33:18,607 --> 02:33:19,934
9446Where are they?
9447
94482148
944902:33:21,317 --> 02:33:24,484
9450Wife in the grave,
9451daughter miles away...
9452
94532149
945402:33:26,948 --> 02:33:28,691
9455What I'm saying is,
9456
94572150
945802:33:29,243 --> 02:33:32,741
9459since there are certain things
9460you can't change,
9461
94622151
946302:33:33,746 --> 02:33:36,782
9464you have to be a bit flexible.
9465
94662152
946702:33:37,542 --> 02:33:39,369
9468Don't judge people so much.
9469
94702153
947102:33:40,670 --> 02:33:42,793
9472Accept things as they are.
9473
94742154
947502:33:46,635 --> 02:33:48,378
9476Is it a bit hot in here?
9477
94782155
947902:33:49,345 --> 02:33:51,422
9480Should we open a window?
9481
94822156
948302:33:52,390 --> 02:33:54,264
9484Of course, go ahead.
9485
94862157
948702:33:57,145 --> 02:33:59,184
9488Should we move to that side too?
9489
94902158
949102:33:59,314 --> 02:34:00,476
9492Alright.
9493
94942159
949502:34:00,648 --> 02:34:03,649
9496- You go, I'll get something.
9497- OK.
9498
94992160
950002:34:12,828 --> 02:34:15,200
9501It's hot and I had a drink.
9502
95032161
950402:34:15,371 --> 02:34:16,996
9505I'm feeling a bit drowsy.
9506
95072162
950802:34:17,331 --> 02:34:19,455
9509It would've been better not to.
9510
95112163
951202:34:20,043 --> 02:34:21,502
9513But it's too late now.
9514
95152164
951602:34:36,184 --> 02:34:38,509
9517So, Levent, how old are you?
9518
95192165
952002:34:39,563 --> 02:34:40,642
952135.
9522
95232166
952402:34:40,814 --> 02:34:43,269
9525- Really? You don't look it.
9526- Well, I am.
9527
95282167
952902:34:44,568 --> 02:34:45,813
9530Family?
9531
95322168
953302:34:46,611 --> 02:34:48,983
9534Back in my hometown, in Yozgat.
9535
95362169
953702:34:49,573 --> 02:34:51,232
9538My older sister and mother.
9539
95402170
954102:34:52,075 --> 02:34:54,114
9542Ever thought of getting married?
9543
95442171
954502:34:54,285 --> 02:34:55,281
9546Well...
9547
95482172
954902:34:55,453 --> 02:34:57,861
9550It's fate. Didn't happen.
9551
95522173
955302:34:58,039 --> 02:34:59,913
9554I haven't met the right one.
9555
95562174
955702:35:00,709 --> 02:35:05,003
9558And I don't have enough money.
9559So I'm in no rush.
9560
95612175
956202:35:05,212 --> 02:35:07,086
9563But in a place like this,
9564
95652176
956602:35:07,591 --> 02:35:09,250
9567your salary would do.
9568
95692177
957002:35:09,426 --> 02:35:11,465
9571It would, Mr Aydin.
9572
95732178
957402:35:11,845 --> 02:35:15,012
9575But I send half to my mother.
9576
95772179
957802:35:15,181 --> 02:35:17,388
9579She's saving up for my sister.
9580
95812180
958202:35:17,517 --> 02:35:20,518
9583Let her get married.
9584She's first in line.
9585
95862181
958702:35:20,645 --> 02:35:22,803
9588Then me. I'm in no rush.
9589
95902182
959102:35:24,232 --> 02:35:26,189
9592How long have you been here?
9593
95942183
959502:35:27,193 --> 02:35:29,518
9596This is my fourth year.
9597
95982184
959902:35:30,614 --> 02:35:31,693
9600Planning to stay?
9601
96022185
960302:35:34,200 --> 02:35:37,404
9604I could leave
9605but you get used to a place.
9606
96072186
960802:35:38,371 --> 02:35:41,705
9609And there are the things
9610we do with Mrs Nihal.
9611
96122187
961302:35:41,875 --> 02:35:43,583
9614I want to finish them.
9615
96162188
961702:35:43,752 --> 02:35:45,827
9618That's no problem.
9619
96202189
962102:35:47,464 --> 02:35:51,046
9622There are always people
9623for that kind of thing.
9624
96252190
962602:35:52,844 --> 02:35:54,920
9627You're right. There are.
9628
96292191
963002:35:57,349 --> 02:36:00,468
9631I had a stammer when I was a child.
9632
96332192
963402:36:00,852 --> 02:36:02,346
9635- Really?
9636- Yes.
9637
96382193
963902:36:03,313 --> 02:36:06,018
9640I spent my entire childhood
9641in silence.
9642
96432194
964402:36:06,399 --> 02:36:09,649
9645If I talk too much now, that's why.
9646
96472195
964802:36:12,572 --> 02:36:14,779
9649So, sorry if I talk too much.
9650
96512196
965202:36:15,199 --> 02:36:16,230
9653Warn me if I do.
9654
96552197
965602:36:16,409 --> 02:36:18,900
9657Speak as much as you like.
9658
96592198
966002:36:19,037 --> 02:36:21,444
9661You deserve it, my friend.
9662
96632199
966402:36:22,415 --> 02:36:25,748
9665I prefer listening anyway.
9666
96672200
966802:36:26,294 --> 02:36:27,788
9669Well, I warned you.
9670
96712201
967202:36:28,379 --> 02:36:29,624
9673Roast chestnuts.
9674
96752202
967602:36:30,340 --> 02:36:32,297
9677A sin not to eat one.
9678
96792203
968002:36:32,466 --> 02:36:34,424
9681The chestnut-man is here,
9682gentlemen.
9683
96842204
968502:36:35,387 --> 02:36:37,794
9686He's brought us split chestnuts.
9687
96882205
968902:37:53,840 --> 02:37:54,835
9690Yes?
9691
96922206
969302:37:56,134 --> 02:37:57,414
9694Hello.
9695
96962207
969702:37:57,594 --> 02:37:59,586
9698Sorry to disturb you.
9699
97002208
970102:37:59,762 --> 02:38:01,839
9702I'm here to see Hamdi hodja.
9703
97042209
970502:38:02,015 --> 02:38:03,425
9706Is he in?
9707
97082210
970902:38:04,476 --> 02:38:05,555
9710Just a minute.
9711
97122211
971302:38:18,782 --> 02:38:19,980
9714Mrs Nihal?
9715
97162212
971702:38:21,492 --> 02:38:23,615
9718- Welcome.
9719- Thank you.
9720
97212213
972202:38:23,995 --> 02:38:27,280
9723I'm sorry. I was inside,
9724I couldn't... you know...
9725
97262214
972702:38:27,457 --> 02:38:28,619
9728How can I help you?
9729
97302215
973102:38:28,792 --> 02:38:32,457
9732I should apologize
9733for disturbing you so late.
9734
97352216
973602:38:32,628 --> 02:38:35,630
9737No, not at all. Please.
9738
97392217
974002:38:36,800 --> 02:38:38,709
9741Is this a convenient time?
9742
97432218
974402:38:38,884 --> 02:38:40,794
9745Sure, of course. Come in.
9746
97472219
974802:38:40,970 --> 02:38:42,299
9749Please, come in.
9750
97512220
975202:38:42,472 --> 02:38:44,511
9753Don't stand in the cold.
9754
97552221
975602:38:44,682 --> 02:38:45,845
9757Thank you.
9758
97592222
976002:38:47,268 --> 02:38:49,178
9761Come and sit by the stove.
9762
97632223
976402:38:49,353 --> 02:38:50,931
9765Don't worry, I'm fine here.
9766
97672224
976802:38:51,106 --> 02:38:53,679
9769It's cold there.
9770Come in with your shoes.
9771
97722225
977302:38:53,858 --> 02:38:56,479
9774Thanks, I won't stay long.
9775I'll sit here.
9776
97772226
977802:38:57,528 --> 02:38:59,071
9779Well then...
9780
97812227
978202:39:12,210 --> 02:39:14,368
9783How are you? Hope nothing's wrong.
9784
97852228
978602:39:14,838 --> 02:39:18,704
9787Don't get me wrong.
9788To see you here, alone...
9789
97902229
979102:39:18,883 --> 02:39:23,177
9792I was wondering how Ilyas was.
9793He worried us a lot the other day.
9794
97952230
979602:39:23,346 --> 02:39:26,347
9797Actually we heard, but I still wanted
9798to come for a visit.
9799
98002231
980102:39:26,891 --> 02:39:29,298
9802Ilyas is much better now.
9803
98042232
980502:39:29,477 --> 02:39:32,929
9806Thank God, he's fine now.
9807His fever dropped, too.
9808
98092233
981002:39:33,105 --> 02:39:37,317
9811That worried us but since yesterday,
9812he's opened his eyes.
9813
98142234
981502:39:38,027 --> 02:39:42,072
9816The only thing, he couldn't go
9817to school and he gets bored at home.
9818
98192235
982002:39:42,240 --> 02:39:43,948
9821Otherwise, he's fine.
9822
98232236
982402:39:44,325 --> 02:39:45,819
9825It's not easy.
9826
98272237
982802:39:46,660 --> 02:39:50,362
9829I was worried when I heard
9830it was pneumonia.
9831
98322238
983302:39:50,915 --> 02:39:52,954
9834But his mother has taken
9835good care of him.
9836
98372239
983802:39:53,125 --> 02:39:58,084
9839And he took his medicine
9840and got better. Good boy.
9841
98422240
984302:39:58,714 --> 02:40:00,257
9844You're right.
9845
98462241
984702:40:00,966 --> 02:40:02,082
9848Thank you.
9849
98502242
985102:40:05,180 --> 02:40:06,590
9852Mr Aydin isn't with you?
9853
98542243
985502:40:08,391 --> 02:40:09,672
9856No, I came alone.
9857
98582244
985902:40:10,852 --> 02:40:13,308
9860Really? Welcome, again.
9861
98622245
986302:40:15,356 --> 02:40:17,811
9864You must be cold,
9865it's freezing outside.
9866
98672246
986802:40:18,025 --> 02:40:20,184
9869Let's have some tea. Sevda!
9870
98712247
987202:40:20,653 --> 02:40:22,610
9873I'll go to the kitchen.
9874
98752248
987602:40:22,780 --> 02:40:25,615
9877- Don't bother.
9878- No, my pleasure.
9879
98802249
988102:40:41,424 --> 02:40:42,622
9882Are you studying?
9883
98842250
988502:40:46,763 --> 02:40:47,877
9886Huh?
9887
98882251
988902:40:48,973 --> 02:40:49,969
9890Yes.
9891
98922252
989302:40:53,644 --> 02:40:56,314
9894- Which subject?
9895- Math.
9896
98972253
989802:40:57,565 --> 02:40:58,763
9899Do you like math?
9900
99012254
990202:40:59,066 --> 02:40:59,980
9903Yes.
9904
99052255
990602:41:00,150 --> 02:41:02,393
9907What will you become then?
9908An engineer?
9909
99102256
991102:41:03,196 --> 02:41:04,358
9912No.
9913
99142257
991502:41:05,865 --> 02:41:07,490
9916What then?
9917
99182258
991902:41:07,658 --> 02:41:08,738
9920A policeman.
9921
99222259
992302:41:09,660 --> 02:41:10,941
9924Why's that?
9925
99262260
992702:41:22,882 --> 02:41:24,257
9928Good evening, madam.
9929
99302261
993102:41:24,425 --> 02:41:26,714
9932Good evening. And who are you?
9933
99342262
993502:41:28,387 --> 02:41:31,507
9936Mother, Mrs Nihal
9937is our landlord's wife.
9938
99392263
994002:41:33,934 --> 02:41:35,560
9941Did she bring the TV back?
9942
99432264
994402:41:35,728 --> 02:41:38,729
9945No, mother.
9946That's a different matter.
9947
99482265
994902:41:39,232 --> 02:41:40,263
9950Come, mother.
9951
99522266
995302:41:41,025 --> 02:41:43,481
9954I want my TV back.
9955I watched the Imam.
9956
99572267
995802:41:43,653 --> 02:41:46,191
9959Mrs Nihal is here for something else.
9960
99612268
996202:41:46,363 --> 02:41:48,237
9963To wish Ilyas a speedy recovery.
9964
99652269
996602:41:48,407 --> 02:41:49,570
9967- Sore knees?
9968- Aching.
9969
99702270
997102:41:50,284 --> 02:41:52,692
9972- Let's cover them.
9973- No, I don't want to.
9974
99752271
997602:41:52,912 --> 02:41:53,693
9977Alright.
9978
99792272
998002:41:53,871 --> 02:41:56,493
9981You don't take me to the doctor.
9982
99832273
998402:41:57,041 --> 02:42:00,410
9985Mother, you're disgracing us
9986in front of Mrs Nihal.
9987
99882274
998902:42:00,586 --> 02:42:02,959
9990- You refused to go, remember?
9991- Too crowded.
9992
99932275
999402:42:03,130 --> 02:42:06,464
9995They can't look after me there.
9996I need a private doctor.
9997
99982276
999902:42:06,634 --> 02:42:08,009
10000But please...
10001
100022277
1000302:42:08,761 --> 02:42:11,216
10004I said to go to a private doctor too.
10005
100062278
1000702:42:11,389 --> 02:42:13,548
10008You refused to go to our Samet.
10009
100102279
1001102:42:13,724 --> 02:42:16,097
10012You remember
10013what his mother did to me?
10014
100152280
1001602:42:16,603 --> 02:42:19,271
10017But the son isn't the mother.
10018
100192281
1002002:42:19,438 --> 02:42:20,719
10021The doctor has to come.
10022
100232282
1002402:42:20,857 --> 02:42:23,430
10025OK then,
10026I'll bring the doctor right here.
10027
100282283
1002902:42:23,609 --> 02:42:25,816
10030He'll take care of my mother here.
10031
100322284
1003302:42:25,987 --> 02:42:28,145
10034Sevda, give me my prayer beads.
10035
100362285
1003702:42:28,322 --> 02:42:29,437
10038I apologize.
10039
100402286
1004102:42:30,116 --> 02:42:31,064
10042No problem.
10043
100442287
1004502:42:31,242 --> 02:42:34,278
10046When young, we're tested for our
10047respect and later, our compassion.
10048
100492288
1005002:42:34,828 --> 02:42:37,237
10051God bless our elders.
10052
100532289
1005402:42:37,414 --> 02:42:39,988
10055"If youngsters could know,
10056if elders could do."
10057
100582290
1005902:42:40,168 --> 02:42:43,453
10060I don't want to keep you longer.
10061
100622291
1006302:42:44,505 --> 02:42:46,248
10064I need to talk to you.
10065
100662292
1006702:42:47,424 --> 02:42:48,705
10068Of course, please.
10069
100702293
1007102:42:50,845 --> 02:42:55,139
10072If you don't mind,
10073could we speak in private?
10074
100752294
1007602:42:56,309 --> 02:42:59,014
10077Of course, why not?
10078
100792295
1008002:42:59,520 --> 02:43:03,600
10081We could go in there,
10082but it might be a bit cold.
10083
100842296
1008502:43:03,816 --> 02:43:06,022
10086Fine, it doesn't matter.
10087
100882297
1008902:43:06,193 --> 02:43:07,772
10090Let's go in. Sevda!
10091
100922298
1009302:43:07,945 --> 02:43:09,654
10094Put some wood on the stove.
10095
100962299
1009702:43:10,280 --> 02:43:12,108
10098I'll bring your tea through.
10099
101002300
1010102:43:13,284 --> 02:43:14,908
10102- Thank you.
10103- Please.
10104
101052301
1010602:43:19,790 --> 02:43:21,498
10107How many rooms are there?
10108
101092302
1011002:43:22,334 --> 02:43:24,208
10111There used to be two.
10112
101132303
1011402:43:24,378 --> 02:43:27,130
10115Then we added this one.
10116
101172304
1011802:43:27,507 --> 02:43:31,504
10119We got permission
10120from Mr Aydin's father, Mr Sami.
10121
101222305
1012302:43:32,345 --> 02:43:34,088
10124So now, we have three rooms.
10125
101262306
1012702:43:34,263 --> 02:43:36,220
10128This is my room.
10129
101302307
1013102:43:36,599 --> 02:43:39,054
10132It gets a bit colder
10133than the other rooms.
10134
101352308
1013602:43:39,560 --> 02:43:43,474
10137But we built a fireplace
10138for when it gets very cold.
10139
101402309
1014102:43:44,106 --> 02:43:46,099
10142Fortunately, not this year.
10143
101442310
1014502:43:46,275 --> 02:43:47,556
10146That's right.
10147
101482311
1014902:43:48,862 --> 02:43:52,527
10150Mr Hamdi, I'd like to ask you
10151something, please.
10152
101532312
1015402:43:52,698 --> 02:43:53,978
10155Please do.
10156
101572313
1015802:43:56,035 --> 02:43:57,944
10159Mr Ismail, your younger brother...
10160
101612314
1016202:43:58,121 --> 02:44:00,907
10163- Older brother.
10164- Sorry.
10165
101662315
1016702:44:01,373 --> 02:44:04,078
10168What exactly does he do?
10169
101702316
1017102:44:06,129 --> 02:44:10,292
10172He hasn't worked for some time.
10173He used to work at the mine in Tozlu.
10174
101752317
1017602:44:10,466 --> 02:44:13,217
10177But unfortunately,
10178he got into some trouble.
10179
101802318
1018102:44:13,678 --> 02:44:16,216
10182He was in prison for six months.
10183
101842319
1018502:44:16,388 --> 02:44:17,799
10186And hasn't worked since.
10187
101882320
1018902:44:18,265 --> 02:44:21,765
10190If you don't mind me asking,
10191
101922321
1019302:44:21,935 --> 02:44:23,680
10194why was he jailed?
10195
101962322
1019702:44:23,854 --> 02:44:25,052
10198What did he do?
10199
102002323
1020102:44:25,231 --> 02:44:28,231
10202God knows, this is very embarrassing.
10203
102042324
1020502:44:28,526 --> 02:44:31,147
10206I'd rather you didn't
10207know us like this.
10208
102092325
1021002:44:32,196 --> 02:44:35,814
10211But I won't hide something
10212known to God.
10213
102142326
1021502:44:36,534 --> 02:44:38,610
10216Everyone probably knows anyway.
10217
102182327
1021902:44:40,329 --> 02:44:43,246
10220A few louts in town
10221were pestering his wife Sevda.
10222
102232328
1022402:44:43,416 --> 02:44:45,954
10225We only found this out later.
10226
102272329
1022802:44:46,418 --> 02:44:50,997
10229One night a loud noise woke us.
10230Ismail had stormed out of bed,
10231
102322330
1023302:44:51,215 --> 02:44:52,840
10234to chase someone in the street.
10235
102362331
1023702:44:55,761 --> 02:44:56,876
10238I'm ashamed to say,
10239
102402332
1024102:44:58,013 --> 02:45:01,133
10242they were stealing
10243Sevda's underwear off the line.
10244
102452333
1024602:45:01,642 --> 02:45:03,681
10247Ismail couldn't catch anybody.
10248
102492334
1025002:45:04,187 --> 02:45:06,345
10251But he took it out on Sevda.
10252
102532335
1025402:45:06,522 --> 02:45:08,847
10255The poor girl didn't even know.
10256
102572336
1025802:45:09,441 --> 02:45:12,229
10259Next day, in the market,
10260
102612337
1026202:45:12,820 --> 02:45:15,489
10263a few of the louts laughed at Ismail.
10264
102652338
1026602:45:15,656 --> 02:45:18,859
10267Ismail pulled out a knife
10268and stabbed one of them.
10269
102702339
1027102:45:22,038 --> 02:45:25,204
10272That's why he served
10273six months in jail.
10274
102752340
1027602:45:27,501 --> 02:45:30,621
10277Well, Ismail was always wild.
10278
102792341
1028002:45:31,672 --> 02:45:34,293
10281He was never really close to anyone.
10282
102832342
1028402:45:35,301 --> 02:45:39,298
10285But when he got out, he became
10286even more suspicious and wild.
10287
102882343
1028902:45:39,472 --> 02:45:41,844
10290He even stopped speaking to people.
10291
102922344
1029302:45:42,016 --> 02:45:43,759
10294And then they fired him.
10295
102962345
1029702:45:44,768 --> 02:45:48,054
10298He became more introverted
10299and started drinking.
10300
103012346
1030202:45:49,148 --> 02:45:50,940
10303He doesn't drink at home though.
10304
103052347
1030602:45:52,860 --> 02:45:54,936
10307So he's not working now.
10308
103092348
1031002:45:56,029 --> 02:45:59,446
10311We had to pay for the guy's operation
10312and compensation.
10313
103142349
1031502:46:00,117 --> 02:46:02,275
10316And our debts grew.
10317
103182350
1031902:46:02,620 --> 02:46:06,488
10320With only my salary,
10321and Ismail not working,
10322
103232351
1032402:46:07,083 --> 02:46:08,577
10325it got difficult.
10326
103272352
1032802:46:08,751 --> 02:46:10,494
10329We couldn't pay the rent.
10330
103312353
1033202:46:11,170 --> 02:46:14,040
10333Mr Aydin is right, of course.
10334
103352354
1033602:46:14,423 --> 02:46:17,958
10337We couldn't pay for a few months,
10338causing him problems.
10339
103402355
1034102:46:19,803 --> 02:46:22,128
10342But hopefully,
10343I'll find a second job.
10344
103452356
1034602:46:23,099 --> 02:46:24,427
10347I understand.
10348
103492357
1035002:46:25,143 --> 02:46:26,720
10351I hope it all works out.
10352
103532358
1035402:46:28,062 --> 02:46:31,477
10355I actually came to talk
10356about something related.
10357
103582359
1035902:46:33,400 --> 02:46:36,686
10360I won't take too much of your time.
10361It's already late.
10362
103632360
1036402:46:51,460 --> 02:46:53,867
10365Please take this and accept it.
10366
103672361
1036802:46:58,050 --> 02:46:59,129
10369What is this?
10370
103712362
1037202:46:59,635 --> 02:47:00,880
10373Open it.
10374
103752363
1037602:47:19,196 --> 02:47:20,821
10377What is this, Mrs Nihal?
10378
103792364
1038002:47:21,866 --> 02:47:23,774
10381Please don't misunderstand.
10382
103832365
1038402:47:24,451 --> 02:47:26,907
10385I want to give you this money.
10386
103872366
1038802:47:27,830 --> 02:47:29,407
10389Please take it.
10390
103912367
1039202:47:30,707 --> 02:47:33,744
10393Yes, but... I don't understand.
10394
103952368
1039602:47:33,919 --> 02:47:37,419
10397I mean, what is it for?
10398Why did you bring it to us?
10399
104002369
1040102:47:38,257 --> 02:47:39,455
10402Don't worry.
10403
104042370
1040502:47:39,633 --> 02:47:42,255
10406I don't want anything in return.
10407
104082371
1040902:47:42,427 --> 02:47:44,836
10410And I don't expect you
10411to pay it back.
10412
104132372
1041402:47:45,013 --> 02:47:49,924
10415Think of it as help from a friend,
10416and please accept it.
10417
104182373
1041902:47:51,729 --> 02:47:53,603
10420I'm terribly sorry, Mrs Nihal.
10421
104222374
1042302:47:53,772 --> 02:47:56,394
10424I really don't know what to say.
10425
104262375
1042702:47:57,109 --> 02:47:59,814
10428But this is a huge amount of money.
10429
104302376
1043102:48:01,113 --> 02:48:02,986
10432How can I accept this?
10433
104342377
1043502:48:03,491 --> 02:48:05,448
10436There's enough to buy a house.
10437
104382378
1043902:48:06,285 --> 02:48:08,906
10440- What would people think?
10441- Mr Hamdi.
10442
104432379
1044402:48:09,455 --> 02:48:11,578
10445No one needs to know.
10446
104472380
1044802:48:13,000 --> 02:48:16,619
10449This can stay between you and me.
10450
104512381
1045202:48:28,098 --> 02:48:29,676
10453Welcome.
10454
104552382
1045602:48:29,850 --> 02:48:31,012
10457Thank you.
10458
104592383
1046002:48:31,852 --> 02:48:35,138
10461- Sorry for disturbing you so late.
10462- Not at all.
10463
104642384
1046502:48:35,314 --> 02:48:38,232
10466Mrs Nihal is Mr Aydin's wife,
10467our landlord...
10468
104692385
1047002:48:38,401 --> 02:48:40,228
10471I know. They just told me.
10472
104732386
1047402:48:55,126 --> 02:48:56,324
10475What's up?
10476
104772387
1047802:48:57,794 --> 02:49:00,665
10479Ismail, why don't you
10480come and sit down?
10481
104822388
1048302:49:01,715 --> 02:49:03,126
10484Come, have a seat.
10485
104862389
1048702:49:12,685 --> 02:49:16,303
10488Mrs Nihal was worried about Ilyas.
10489
104902390
1049102:49:16,730 --> 02:49:19,304
10492She came to wish him good health.
10493
104942391
1049502:49:20,526 --> 02:49:21,985
10496That's why she came.
10497
104982392
1049902:49:25,573 --> 02:49:26,603
10500What's this?
10501
105022393
1050302:49:30,327 --> 02:49:33,198
10504Mrs Nihal brought that money
10505to give us.
10506
105072394
1050802:49:33,539 --> 02:49:34,737
10509Very kind of her.
10510
105112395
1051202:49:39,628 --> 02:49:41,087
10513For what reason?
10514
105152396
1051602:49:41,630 --> 02:49:44,750
10517Please don't get me wrong.
10518No special reason.
10519
105202397
1052102:49:45,300 --> 02:49:48,172
10522I thought you might need it, and so
10523
105242398
1052502:49:48,345 --> 02:49:50,800
10526you could get your stuff back.
10527
105282399
1052902:49:57,313 --> 02:49:59,222
10530What does Mr Aydin say about it?
10531
105322400
1053302:49:59,940 --> 02:50:01,600
10534He doesn't know.
10535
105362401
1053702:50:02,234 --> 02:50:04,191
10538He doesn't need to know, either.
10539
105402402
1054102:50:07,406 --> 02:50:09,149
10542Good.
10543
105442403
1054502:50:19,835 --> 02:50:20,784
10546But all this money...
10547
105482404
1054902:50:23,047 --> 02:50:24,921
10550isn't it a bit too much?
10551
105522405
1055302:50:27,343 --> 02:50:29,003
10554On what basis?
10555
105562406
1055702:50:30,220 --> 02:50:33,590
10558What made you think of this much?
10559
105602407
1056102:50:33,974 --> 02:50:36,216
10562- Look, I didn't think anything.
10563- Sorry.
10564
105652408
1056602:50:36,393 --> 02:50:38,681
10567I apologize. He's surprised, too.
10568
105692409
1057002:50:38,854 --> 02:50:42,602
10571Ismael, why not go
10572and wash your face or something?
10573
105742410
1057502:50:43,901 --> 02:50:45,312
10576No need.
10577
105782411
1057902:50:46,152 --> 02:50:48,644
10580Then I'll get you a coffee.
10581
105822412
1058302:50:49,115 --> 02:50:50,739
10584You better have one.
10585
105862413
1058702:50:51,116 --> 02:50:53,785
10588Mrs Nihal,
10589let me get you another tea.
10590
105912414
1059202:50:54,286 --> 02:50:55,864
10593This one has gone cold.
10594
105952415
1059602:50:56,288 --> 02:50:59,574
10597- Don't bother.
10598- Please.
10599
106002416
1060102:51:01,751 --> 02:51:03,127
10602Sevda.
10603
106042417
1060502:51:13,431 --> 02:51:14,711
10606Now...
10607
106082418
1060902:51:19,269 --> 02:51:20,645
10610Let's see...
10611
106122419
1061302:51:22,523 --> 02:51:24,396
10614if the math is right.
10615
106162420
1061702:51:31,949 --> 02:51:34,522
10618Now if this amount is...
10619
106202421
1062102:51:36,787 --> 02:51:41,912
10622for little Ilyas who risked his life
10623to mend his father's broken pride.
10624
106252422
1062602:51:49,383 --> 02:51:50,925
10627And if this is...
10628
106292423
1063002:51:51,885 --> 02:51:54,091
10631for self-sacrificing brother Hamdi
10632
106332424
1063402:51:54,263 --> 02:51:58,592
10635who had to go hand-kissing
10636because he looks after 5 people.
10637
106382425
1063902:52:02,813 --> 02:52:04,272
10640And if this is
10641
106422426
1064302:52:05,065 --> 02:52:08,350
10644for the drunkard father Ismail
10645
106462427
1064702:52:08,945 --> 02:52:13,938
10648who got beaten up in front of his son
10649disgracing himself and his family...
10650
106512428
1065202:52:26,337 --> 02:52:28,128
10653There's still some left.
10654
106552429
1065602:52:30,633 --> 02:52:34,333
10657If that is for our heroine Mrs Nihal
10658
106592430
1066002:52:34,803 --> 02:52:38,587
10661who tries to ease her conscience
10662by doling out charity
10663
106642431
1066502:52:38,766 --> 02:52:42,466
10666to those less fortunate than her...
10667
106682432
1066902:52:44,062 --> 02:52:45,972
10670then this money is just enough.
10671
106722433
1067302:52:47,983 --> 02:52:49,774
10674You got the sums right.
10675
106762434
1067702:52:55,073 --> 02:52:57,647
10678A truly kind thought, but...
10679
106802435
1068102:52:59,619 --> 02:53:02,325
10682you forgot something,
10683
106842436
1068502:53:03,082 --> 02:53:04,540
10686Mrs Nihal.
10687
106882437
1068902:53:07,586 --> 02:53:09,412
10690The person in front of you
10691
106922438
1069302:53:10,839 --> 02:53:13,793
10694is a filthy drunkard
10695incapable of appreciating
10696
106972439
1069802:53:14,509 --> 02:53:16,419
10699all your kindness.
10700
107012440
1070202:54:50,939 --> 02:54:53,146
10703I'm now looking at these.
10704
107052441
1070602:54:53,650 --> 02:54:55,145
10707I'm looking.
10708
107092442
1071002:54:55,444 --> 02:54:58,563
10711And I'm thinking,
10712man, this isn't a life.
10713
107142443
1071502:54:58,739 --> 02:55:01,146
10716It's a fire scene in a stage act.
10717
107182444
1071902:55:01,325 --> 02:55:03,650
10720No fucking life, it's something else.
10721
107222445
1072302:55:03,827 --> 02:55:05,819
10724- True, very true.
10725- Am I wrong?
10726
107272446
1072802:55:05,996 --> 02:55:07,028
10729Right.
10730
107312447
1073202:55:07,205 --> 02:55:09,114
10733We have to stand straight.
10734
107352448
1073602:55:09,791 --> 02:55:12,661
10737We'll keep standing,
10738standing upright.
10739
107402449
1074102:55:12,836 --> 02:55:16,501
10742We'll say, "Come on, hit me here.
10743Hit me here".
10744
107452450
1074602:55:16,631 --> 02:55:19,301
10747We'll stand straight as befits a man.
10748
107492451
1075002:55:19,468 --> 02:55:22,469
10751We won't bend, cry.
10752Won't sob like a baby.
10753
107542452
1075502:55:22,637 --> 02:55:23,633
10756Stand upright.
10757
107582453
1075902:55:24,348 --> 02:55:26,506
10760That's what befits us, Mr Aydin.
10761
107622454
1076302:55:27,726 --> 02:55:30,976
10764There are certain moral values
10765and beliefs today.
10766
107672455
1076802:55:31,146 --> 02:55:33,186
10769They derived from religions,
10770
107712456
1077202:55:33,315 --> 02:55:38,736
10773which have already been rejected
10774by many people in the world.
10775
107762457
1077702:55:38,903 --> 02:55:44,243
10778If I reject the basis of such values,
10779why live a life based on them?
10780
107812458
1078202:55:44,410 --> 02:55:47,909
10783Our life would be a lie then.
10784
107852459
1078602:55:48,080 --> 02:55:51,698
10787Either support the foundation
10788of these values
10789
107902460
1079102:55:52,501 --> 02:55:55,870
10792or consolidate or create new ones.
10793
107942461
1079502:55:56,046 --> 02:55:57,422
10796Suavi, my brother,
10797
107982462
1079902:55:57,589 --> 02:55:59,878
10800then you'll have to create them.
10801
108022463
1080302:56:00,175 --> 02:56:03,757
10804- It's great if you can create, mate.
10805- But listen.
10806
108072464
1080802:56:05,263 --> 02:56:07,469
10809We want to live life to the full
10810
108112465
1081202:56:08,224 --> 02:56:12,353
10813but other people
10814can criticize you for that.
10815
108162466
1081702:56:12,520 --> 02:56:16,649
10818You clash, you collide with them
10819when your paths cross.
10820
108212467
1082202:56:16,816 --> 02:56:22,522
10823But curious, innovative people with
10824strong personalities do it different.
10825
108262468
1082702:56:22,697 --> 02:56:25,651
10828Oddly enough,
10829this conflict nourishes them.
10830
108312469
1083202:56:25,826 --> 02:56:29,195
10833In a way, it stretches them.
10834
108352470
1083602:56:30,247 --> 02:56:32,820
10837Conflicts expand their minds
10838
108392471
1084002:56:32,999 --> 02:56:35,372
10841and feed their creativity.
10842
108432472
1084402:56:35,543 --> 02:56:37,702
10845Now when I look at them,
10846
108472473
1084802:56:37,880 --> 02:56:42,007
10849they ignore the critics
10850because they have courage.
10851
108522474
1085302:56:42,134 --> 02:56:44,209
10854That's the way we should be.
10855
108562475
1085702:56:44,386 --> 02:56:46,793
10858They could come to us and say,
10859
108602476
1086102:56:46,972 --> 02:56:50,341
10862"You drink all that wine,
10863stuff your faces,
10864
108652477
1086602:56:50,475 --> 02:56:54,639
10867then talk about helping
10868the schools of the poor."
10869
108702478
1087102:56:54,854 --> 02:56:57,974
10872I say we should ignore it
10873and move forward.
10874
108752479
1087602:56:58,149 --> 02:57:00,902
10877For example, after the earthquake,
10878six years ago,
10879
108802480
1088102:57:01,111 --> 02:57:04,029
10882when you didn't open
10883your hotel to victims
10884
108852481
1088602:57:04,197 --> 02:57:07,816
10887but to aid organizations,
10888
108892482
1089002:57:07,992 --> 02:57:10,235
10891maybe to line your pockets...
10892
108932483
1089402:57:10,411 --> 02:57:13,745
10895I mean that's what
10896some people might think.
10897
108982484
1089902:57:13,916 --> 02:57:16,288
10900That's quite interesting,
10901what he says.
10902
109032485
1090402:57:16,460 --> 02:57:20,292
10905Or they might reproach you
10906for being well-heeled.
10907
109082486
1090902:57:20,463 --> 02:57:21,958
10910- They might.
10911- Hold on.
10912
109132487
1091402:57:22,132 --> 02:57:23,709
10915Just a minute.
10916
109172488
1091802:57:24,051 --> 02:57:26,339
10919What's that got to do with it?
10920
109212489
1092202:57:26,512 --> 02:57:28,089
10923How did you bring this up?
10924
109252490
1092602:57:28,263 --> 02:57:30,006
10927I'm giving an example.
10928
109292491
1093002:57:30,182 --> 02:57:33,099
10931Are you trying to imply something?
10932
109332492
1093402:57:33,227 --> 02:57:37,935
10935If we didn't allow victims in,
10936there was obviously a good reason.
10937
109382493
1093902:57:38,106 --> 02:57:41,890
10940It's easy to make unfounded
10941allegations, with no knowledge.
10942
109432494
1094402:57:42,069 --> 02:57:47,822
10945Hundreds of people came from abroad.
10946Where were they supposed to stay?
10947
109482495
1094902:57:48,575 --> 02:57:50,402
10950Where were they to stay?
10951
109522496
1095302:57:50,577 --> 02:57:53,780
10954Who was supposed to save people
10955under the rubble?
10956
109572497
1095802:57:53,955 --> 02:57:56,910
10959- I didn't deny that...
10960- Nobody thinks about that.
10961
109622498
1096302:57:57,083 --> 02:57:58,661
10964It was just an example.
10965
109662499
1096702:57:59,586 --> 02:58:04,414
10968Come on, these judgments you make
10969don't suit you, Mr Bülent.
10970
109712500
1097202:58:04,591 --> 02:58:07,426
10973- Who's judging? I was saying...
10974- That's no good.
10975
109762501
1097702:58:07,594 --> 02:58:11,295
10978I maybe didn't express myself right.
10979I meant something else.
10980
109812502
1098202:58:11,472 --> 02:58:15,173
10983- Levent, you said it wrong.
10984- I didn't.
10985
109862503
1098702:58:16,895 --> 02:58:19,386
10988There is some truth in what you said,
10989
109902504
1099102:58:19,564 --> 02:58:21,890
10992but you expressed it badly.
10993
109942505
1099502:58:22,066 --> 02:58:25,270
10996I'm just saying these people exist...
10997
109982506
1099902:58:25,445 --> 02:58:30,901
11000What's your example
11001got to do with my case?
11002
110032507
1100402:58:31,076 --> 02:58:34,077
11005I just said
11006people could talk like that.
11007
110082508
1100902:58:34,246 --> 02:58:37,745
11010And another thing, hold on.
11011
110122509
1101302:58:37,874 --> 02:58:40,080
11014I'm saying the same thing.
11015
110162510
1101702:58:40,251 --> 02:58:45,495
11018There's no counting the donations
11019I've made over the years.
11020
110212511
1102202:58:45,673 --> 02:58:47,132
11023Great, but I'm saying...
11024
110252512
1102602:58:47,259 --> 02:58:49,002
11027Only yesterday,
11028
110292513
1103002:58:49,303 --> 02:58:53,087
11031I donated a huge sum to charity.
11032How about that?
11033
110342514
1103502:58:53,264 --> 02:58:58,057
11036And all these years
11037I have always kept my name a secret.
11038
110392515
1104002:58:58,228 --> 02:58:59,971
11041- He's right.
11042- Bravo.
11043
110442516
1104502:59:00,146 --> 02:59:02,223
11046I'm not criticizing.
11047
110482517
1104902:59:02,399 --> 02:59:04,890
11050He just couldn't express himself.
11051
110522518
1105302:59:05,068 --> 02:59:06,230
11054But I still can't get rid of
11055
110562519
1105702:59:06,986 --> 02:59:10,651
11058the sarcasm and snide remarks.
11059
110602520
1106102:59:11,199 --> 02:59:13,820
11062Is it fair,
11063just because we've got money?
11064
110652521
1106602:59:13,994 --> 02:59:17,493
11067All I'm saying is
11068there are people like that.
11069
110702522
1107102:59:17,664 --> 02:59:19,538
11072They exist. God damn them.
11073
110742523
1107502:59:19,708 --> 02:59:21,535
11076I'd say God damn them too, but...
11077
110782524
1107902:59:21,668 --> 02:59:28,585
11080judging like that is unacceptable
11081before understanding all this.
11082
110832525
1108402:59:28,758 --> 02:59:30,798
11085I failed to express myself.
11086
110872526
1108802:59:30,969 --> 02:59:34,468
11089I call for some morality,
11090some conscience, please.
11091
110922527
1109302:59:35,307 --> 02:59:38,261
11094Speak up, son.
11095Tell him you put it wrong.
11096
110972528
1109802:59:39,144 --> 02:59:41,848
11099What's that got to do with it?
11100It's irrelevant.
11101
111022529
1110302:59:42,022 --> 02:59:43,516
11104It's not what he meant.
11105
111062530
1110702:59:43,690 --> 02:59:48,850
11108I don't see what it's got to do
11109with morality and conscience.
11110
111112531
1111202:59:49,029 --> 02:59:53,323
11113No, I can't accept such a judgment.
11114
111152532
1111602:59:53,492 --> 02:59:55,283
11117Implicating him is a problem.
11118
111192533
1112002:59:55,451 --> 02:59:58,323
11121Look, I've been silent for 15 years.
11122
111232534
1112402:59:58,497 --> 03:00:02,873
11125My words come out before my thoughts.
11126If I had shut up...
11127
111282535
1112903:00:03,042 --> 03:00:07,752
11130Is it fair to accuse me
11131just because we have a few bucks?
11132
111332536
1113403:00:07,922 --> 03:00:11,339
11135Did I create this world?
11136That's how the system is.
11137
111382537
1113903:00:11,510 --> 03:00:14,296
11140This is how God created it.
11141
111422538
1114303:00:14,554 --> 03:00:15,835
11144What can I do about it?
11145
111462539
1114703:00:16,014 --> 03:00:18,303
11148Justice doesn't even exist in nature.
11149
111502540
1115103:00:18,474 --> 03:00:20,514
11152So why should it exist here?
11153
111542541
1115503:00:20,685 --> 03:00:23,971
11156- Their talk is wrong.
11157- Are we meant to feel guilty?
11158
111592542
1116003:00:24,147 --> 03:00:27,314
11161I'm saying the same thing but...
11162
111632543
1116403:00:27,484 --> 03:00:31,149
11165you jumped on
11166morality and conscience.
11167
111682544
1116903:00:31,321 --> 03:00:34,322
11170- I failed to express myself.
11171- He couldn't.
11172
111732545
1117403:00:35,158 --> 03:00:38,325
11175Couldn't express himself properly.
11176You got carried away, son.
11177
111782546
1117903:00:39,204 --> 03:00:40,746
11180You actually said nice things too.
11181
111822547
1118303:00:40,913 --> 03:00:43,535
11184Everything has a logic.
11185
111862548
1118703:00:43,750 --> 03:00:45,743
11188- He's right.
11189- Just like that.
11190
111912549
1119203:00:45,918 --> 03:00:47,627
11193Whatever.
11194
111952550
1119603:00:50,048 --> 03:00:51,756
11197We wined and dined.
11198
111992551
1120003:00:52,634 --> 03:00:54,757
11201Let me get up, brother.
11202
112032552
1120403:00:55,219 --> 03:00:57,177
11205I haven't slept for two days.
11206
112072553
1120803:00:57,347 --> 03:01:00,597
11209OK. I'll give you a blanket.
11210Come along.
11211
112122554
1121303:01:00,726 --> 03:01:02,967
11214You do that.
11215
112162555
1121703:01:03,812 --> 03:01:09,054
11218This drunkard must now shut up
11219or he'll keep rattling like a tin.
11220
112212556
1122203:01:09,276 --> 03:01:11,434
11223I wasn't going to talk though.
11224
112252557
1122603:01:12,195 --> 03:01:14,188
11227But before I leave...
11228
112292558
1123003:01:15,032 --> 03:01:17,570
11231this is your field, Mr Aydin...
11232
112332559
1123403:01:17,742 --> 03:01:18,940
11235Not at all.
11236
112372560
1123803:01:19,119 --> 03:01:22,784
11239I would like to quote Shakespeare,
11240by way of a conclusion.
11241
112422561
1124303:01:29,296 --> 03:01:30,754
11244"Conscience
11245
112462562
1124703:01:31,381 --> 03:01:34,417
11248is but a word that cowards use
11249
112502563
1125103:01:35,510 --> 03:01:40,338
11252devised at first
11253to keep the strong in awe.
11254
112552564
1125603:01:53,028 --> 03:01:56,396
11257Our strong arms be our conscience,
11258
112592565
1126003:01:56,573 --> 03:01:59,028
11261swords our law."
11262
112632566
1126403:02:02,662 --> 03:02:03,860
11265Good night.
11266
112672567
1126803:02:06,374 --> 03:02:07,999
11269Hold on, hold on.
11270
112712568
1127203:02:08,167 --> 03:02:13,921
11273Allow me to contribute
11274the following lines to this meeting.
11275
112762569
1127703:02:14,758 --> 03:02:16,335
11278As a reply.
11279
112802570
1128103:02:21,180 --> 03:02:22,591
11282Our infallible fate
11283
112842571
1128503:02:22,766 --> 03:02:25,933
11286is to be deceived
11287in everything we attempt.
11288
112892572
1129003:02:28,271 --> 03:02:32,600
11291I make brilliant plans
11292each morning...
11293
112942573
1129503:02:35,278 --> 03:02:37,236
11296and fool about all day.
11297
112982574
1129903:02:46,038 --> 03:02:47,497
11300There you go.
11301
113022575
1130303:02:50,961 --> 03:02:53,416
11304You've pulled your trick again.
11305
113062576
1130703:03:04,265 --> 03:03:05,808
11308Are you alright?
11309
113102577
1131103:03:06,351 --> 03:03:08,225
11312Let it out, relax.
11313
113142578
1131503:03:09,479 --> 03:03:11,056
11316- Let it go.
11317- So sorry.
11318
113192579
1132003:03:11,272 --> 03:03:13,810
11321- Go on, let it all out.
11322- Oh my.
11323
113242580
1132503:03:13,984 --> 03:03:17,104
11326Sorry, I've made a real mess.
11327
113282581
1132903:03:17,278 --> 03:03:20,030
11330No problem.
11331Leave it, come on.
11332
113332582
1133403:03:20,198 --> 03:03:22,237
11335- I'm sorry.
11336- Let's go out.
11337
113382583
1133903:03:22,408 --> 03:03:27,200
11340Plenty of fine fresh air outside.
11341And snow. You'll be fine.
11342
113432584
1134403:03:27,372 --> 03:03:30,706
11345Come on, my friend, come with me.
11346
113472585
1134803:03:31,293 --> 03:03:33,997
11349Easy. Don't force yourself.
11350
113512586
1135203:03:34,212 --> 03:03:35,623
11353Come on.
11354
113552587
1135603:03:36,339 --> 03:03:39,044
11357- I'm sorry.
11358- Let's go.
11359
113602588
1136103:03:39,217 --> 03:03:41,672
11362I'll lay you down here. Come on.
11363
113642589
1136503:03:48,894 --> 03:03:51,349
11366Let's walk over there,
11367then we're done.
11368
113692590
1137003:03:57,944 --> 03:04:00,614
11371He must be light, he's not sinking.
11372
113732611
1137403:07:20,187 --> 03:07:21,938
11375- Hidayet, stop.
11376- What for?
11377
113782612
1137903:07:22,148 --> 03:07:23,523
11380Pull over.
11381
113822613
1138303:07:24,150 --> 03:07:26,276
11384I'm afraid
11385it won't start up again.
11386
113872614
1138803:07:26,485 --> 03:07:27,944
11389- Back up a little.
11390- What?
11391
113922615
1139303:07:28,154 --> 03:07:29,613
11394Put it in reverse.
11395
113962616
1139703:07:48,883 --> 03:07:49,841
11398Stop.
11399
114002617
1140103:08:13,908 --> 03:08:15,158
11402Mr. Aydin?
11403
114042618
1140503:08:17,244 --> 03:08:20,080
11406Nothing, that's good, let's go.
11407
114082619
1140903:09:15,219 --> 03:09:16,344
11410Fatma!
11411
114122620
1141303:10:03,267 --> 03:10:04,309
11414Nihal ...
11415
114162621
1141703:10:05,144 --> 03:10:06,561
11418I haven't left.
11419
114202622
1142103:10:07,438 --> 03:10:09,105
11422I haven't been able to.
11423
114242623
1142503:10:11,734 --> 03:10:15,612
11426Could I have become old or crazy,
11427
114282624
1142903:10:16,363 --> 03:10:19,199
11430or a different man?
11431
114322625
1143303:10:19,408 --> 03:10:21,284
11434It doesn't matter what you think.
11435
114362626
1143703:10:22,453 --> 03:10:23,536
11438I do not know.
11439
114402627
1144103:10:30,336 --> 03:10:34,547
11442But this new man in me holds me back.
11443
114442628
1144503:10:36,050 --> 03:10:38,343
11446Don't blame me.
11447
114482629
1144903:10:45,309 --> 03:10:48,770
11450I know now
11451nothing's in Istanbul.
11452
114532630
1145403:10:50,564 --> 03:10:52,816
11455Everything is strange to me,
11456
114572631
1145803:10:53,025 --> 03:10:55,235
11459there as elsewhere.
11460
114612632
1146203:11:00,533 --> 03:11:04,160
11463Know that I have no one else
11464but you.
11465
114662633
1146703:11:07,248 --> 03:11:10,917
11468I miss you every minute,
11469at every moment.
11470
114712634
1147203:11:13,379 --> 03:11:16,923
11473I would never tell you,
11474my pride prevents me.
11475
114762635
1147703:11:19,593 --> 03:11:22,637
11478I know it would be terrible,
11479
114802636
1148103:11:23,097 --> 03:11:25,890
11482if not impossible for me
11483to leave you.
11484
114852637
1148603:11:27,852 --> 03:11:30,937
11487Just as I know
11488than you don't love me anymore.
11489
114902638
1149103:11:38,612 --> 03:11:41,030
11492I know our past
11493will not return.
11494
114952639
1149603:11:42,867 --> 03:11:44,742
11497I do not regret it.
11498
114992640
1150003:11:53,878 --> 03:11:55,879
11501Take me as a servant,
11502
115032641
1150403:11:58,757 --> 03:12:00,675
11505as a slave.
11506
115072642
1150803:12:12,730 --> 03:12:14,522
11509Continue our life together,
11510
115112643
1151203:12:15,983 --> 03:12:19,569
11513even in your own way.
11514
115152644
1151603:12:29,538 --> 03:12:31,039
11517Forgive me.
11518
115192645
1152003:13:03,572 --> 03:13:06,908
11521"History of Turkish theater"
11522
115232646
1152403:14:04,341 --> 03:14:06,092
11525artistic Director
11526
115272647
1152803:14:06,885 --> 03:14:08,136
11529Director of photography
11530
115312648
1153203:14:08,637 --> 03:14:10,138
11533mounting
11534
115352649
1153603:14:10,764 --> 03:14:12,307
11537scenario
11538
115392650
1154003:14:12,975 --> 03:14:15,184
11541Inspired by the new Anton Chekhov
11542
115432651
1154403:14:15,853 --> 03:14:17,061
11545Co-producers
11546
115472652
1154803:14:17,563 --> 03:14:19,397
11549National co-producers
11550
115512653
1155203:14:20,149 --> 03:14:21,774
11553executive producer
11554
115552654
1155603:14:22,568 --> 03:14:24,402
11557producer
11558
115592655
1156003:14:24,945 --> 03:14:27,989
11561director