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11
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3Rose!
4
52
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7Hey.
8
93
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11I didn't know
12who else I could call.
13
144
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16God, what's wrong?
17
185
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20I'm at the airport.
21
226
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24I don't know what to do.
25
267
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28I don't know if I should come back to
29Sydney or what I should do.
30
318
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33I got no money.
34
359
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37Julian...
38
3910
4000:00:40,583 --> 00:00:43,455
41Let me just ask you one question.
42
4311
4400:00:46,154 --> 00:00:47,198
45Are you filming this?
46
4712
4800:00:50,897 --> 00:00:52,595
49Like, right now,
50are you filming this?
51
5213
5300:01:07,131 --> 00:01:09,220
54All right. Speaking of
55documentaries, though,
56
5714
5800:01:09,351 --> 00:01:12,397
59you're now venturing
60onto your third feature, uh,
61
6215
6300:01:12,528 --> 00:01:15,835
64which is about a lady
65named Ceara Lynch.
66
6716
6800:01:15,966 --> 00:01:17,113
69You've done your research.
70
7117
7200:01:17,213 --> 00:01:18,813
73Now, I did do
74a little bit of research.
75
7618
7700:01:18,839 --> 00:01:20,579
78I was kind of...
79
8019
8100:01:20,710 --> 00:01:22,590
82Did you do the research
83in front of your wife?
84
8520
8600:01:22,639 --> 00:01:23,639
87That's the question.
88
8921
9000:01:23,577 --> 00:01:24,888
91I did run it past her.
92
9322
9400:01:25,018 --> 00:01:27,543
95- A Mental?
96- Humiliatrix.
97
9823
9900:01:27,673 --> 00:01:29,371
100- Humiliatrix.
101- Mental Humiliatrix,
102
10324
10400:01:29,501 --> 00:01:31,373
105that's her official job title.
106
10725
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109There are people who pay
110her vast sums of money,
111
11226
11300:01:34,767 --> 00:01:37,901
114basically, for the
115privilege of being used.
116
11727
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119She doesn't meet any of
120her clients in person.
121
12228
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124Everything's virtual.
125
12629
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128She's kind of living
129the American dream.
130
13130
13200:01:44,224 --> 00:01:46,424
133That depends on your definition
134of the American dream.
135
13631
13700:01:46,692 --> 00:01:48,725
138- What's yours?
139- For me, it's pretty obvious.
140
14132
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143If you can make a movie
144that's a hit in America, you've made it.
145
14633
14700:01:51,232 --> 00:01:54,091
148How did you come across her
149in the first instance?
150
15134
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153Well, actually it was her idea.
154
15535
15600:01:55,552 --> 00:01:57,268
157She found me online
158and we Skyped,
159
16036
16100:01:57,399 --> 00:01:59,140
162and we just hit it off
163right away.
164
16537
16600:02:00,402 --> 00:02:01,402
167- Hi.
168- Hey, bitch.
169
17038
17100:02:01,489 --> 00:02:02,489
172How's it goin'?
173
17439
17500:02:02,560 --> 00:02:03,883
176Very good, thank you.
177
17840
17900:02:04,014 --> 00:02:05,614
180We ended up
181Skyping for hours.
182
18341
18400:02:06,495 --> 00:02:08,335
185She completely convinced me
186to go over there.
187
18842
18900:02:08,329 --> 00:02:09,367
190I sold my car,
191
19243
19300:02:09,498 --> 00:02:11,152
194I withdrew all my savings.
195
19644
19700:02:11,282 --> 00:02:14,126
198People have this image in
199their mind of who a person is,
200
20145
20200:02:14,226 --> 00:02:15,943
203and my job is to go in
204there with a camera
205
20646
20700:02:16,043 --> 00:02:18,071
208and find the truth behind that.
209
21047
21100:02:22,337 --> 00:02:23,903
212I want you
213to blackmail me
214
21548
21600:02:24,034 --> 00:02:25,992
217and threaten to tell my
218boss at work my secret.
219
22049
22100:02:26,123 --> 00:02:27,951
222I want you take
223everything from me.
224
22550
22600:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,441
227Use me until I have
228nothing left.
229
23051
23100:02:29,521 --> 00:02:30,961
232I love to get used.
233You are on top.
234
23552
23600:02:42,270 --> 00:02:43,790
237In this business, 
238Ceara Lynch,
239
24053
24100:02:44,010 --> 00:02:45,186
242she is the gold standard.
243
24454
24500:02:45,316 --> 00:02:46,752
246You're a complete stranger
247
24855
24900:02:46,883 --> 00:02:48,798
250and you're going to explore
251
25256
25300:02:48,928 --> 00:02:51,453
254in a world of debauchery and insanity.
255
25657
25700:02:51,583 --> 00:02:53,503
258Just watch your back, man.
259
26058
26100:02:53,629 --> 00:02:55,539
262There's a lot of
263beautiful women out there
264
26559
26600:02:55,639 --> 00:02:57,399
267that would never be
268able to do this at all.
269
27060
27100:02:57,342 --> 00:02:59,342
272Oh, my God, I am so sick
273of hearing you say that.
274
27561
27600:02:59,896 --> 00:03:01,811
277You filthy whore.
278
27962
28000:03:01,941 --> 00:03:04,117
281The internet is my dungeon.
282
28363
28400:03:04,248 --> 00:03:06,076
285Ceara completely changed my life.
286
28764
28800:03:06,207 --> 00:03:07,817
289And I'll have you by the balls.
290
29165
29200:03:07,947 --> 00:03:11,473
293I have seen her cut through men
294like warm butter.
295
29666
29700:03:11,603 --> 00:03:14,824
298There's a fine line
299between fantasy and reality.
300
30167
30200:03:17,435 --> 00:03:19,481
303I think I saved the best for last.
304
30568
30600:03:47,335 --> 00:03:49,250
307So what is the American dream?
308
30969
31000:03:49,380 --> 00:03:50,980
311Traditionally,
312the American dream
313
31470
31500:03:51,600 --> 00:03:53,320
316is pulling yourself up
317from the bootstraps
318
31971
32000:03:53,410 --> 00:03:54,890
321and making it big
322on your own terms.
323
32472
32500:03:54,967 --> 00:03:57,562
326You can rise from the bottom
327to the top in America.
328
32973
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331It draws people in from all over
332the world. I mean, look at you.
333
33474
33500:04:01,154 --> 00:04:03,554
336You're from Australia and you're
337making a movie in America,
338
33975
34000:04:03,572 --> 00:04:06,608
341so I think that's proof that you're
342trying to live the American dream, too.
343
34476
34500:04:12,447 --> 00:04:13,447
346Um...
347
34877
34900:04:15,841 --> 00:04:17,843
350I guess, what I'm saying
351is good luck.
352
35378
35400:04:20,455 --> 00:04:22,718
355And I really hope you find
356what you're looking for.
357
35879
35900:04:29,246 --> 00:04:30,726
360How you feeling?
361
36280
36300:04:32,423 --> 00:04:33,946
364- Nervous?
365- Little bit.
366
36781
36800:04:35,687 --> 00:04:37,428
369You don't ever look nervous. 
370
37182
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373That beard just
374masks your emotions.
375
37683
37700:04:39,212 --> 00:04:41,171
378I know, you can't see
379it behind the beard.
380
38184
38200:04:41,302 --> 00:04:43,502
383All right. 
384
38585
38600:04:44,566 --> 00:04:47,308
387So, pretty much, just don't
388ever cut and it'll be fine.
389
39086
39100:04:48,657 --> 00:04:50,180
392- Okay.
393- Yeah, just keep rolling.
394
39587
39600:04:59,842 --> 00:05:00,858
397- Hello.
398- Hey!
399
40088
40100:05:00,958 --> 00:05:02,398
402- How are you?
403- Good, you made it.
404
40589
40600:05:02,465 --> 00:05:03,705
407- I got my guy with me.
408- Hey.
409
41090
41100:05:03,731 --> 00:05:04,760
412- How are you?
413- Good.
414
41591
41600:05:04,890 --> 00:05:06,328
417- Nice to see you.
418- Yeah, you too.
419
42092
42100:05:06,428 --> 00:05:07,719
422- Here.
423- Thank you.
424
42593
42600:05:07,850 --> 00:05:09,850
427I don't really drink
428at the moment, but that's...
429
43094
43100:05:09,827 --> 00:05:11,907
432- Ah, you'll drink today.
433- Okay, whatever you say.
434
43595
43600:05:12,158 --> 00:05:13,551
437Let's go feed my chickens.
438
43996
44000:05:15,858 --> 00:05:17,468
441My backyard.
442
44397
44400:05:17,990 --> 00:05:19,644
445So we got, the two
446black and white ones
447
44898
44900:05:19,775 --> 00:05:21,124
450are Amelia and Bodelia.
451
45299
45300:05:21,777 --> 00:05:24,170
454We got the white one,
455that's Cruella.
456
457100
45800:05:24,301 --> 00:05:26,825
459Betty is the yellow one.
460Goldy Hen.
461
462101
46300:05:26,956 --> 00:05:28,958
464And Miss America is the Americana.
465
466102
46700:05:30,220 --> 00:05:31,569
468So you want to see the house?
469
470103
47100:05:31,700 --> 00:05:33,397
472We got my bedroom.
473
474104
47500:05:33,528 --> 00:05:35,530
476This is my office space.
477
478105
47900:05:37,749 --> 00:05:40,317
480And this room is where
481all the magic happens.
482
483106
48400:05:44,582 --> 00:05:48,064
485Get your ass all nice
486and ready for me.
487
488107
48900:05:49,195 --> 00:05:50,501
490If you didn't have money,
491
492108
49300:05:50,632 --> 00:05:52,808
494I wouldn't even spit
495in your general direction.
496
497109
49800:05:52,938 --> 00:05:54,375
499Do you understand?
500
501110
50200:05:56,638 --> 00:05:59,380
503So, basically, a guy emails me,
504
505111
50600:05:59,510 --> 00:06:01,556
507tells me his fantasy,
508
509112
51000:06:01,686 --> 00:06:03,688
511and I make it come to life.
512
513113
51400:06:03,819 --> 00:06:05,211
515What are you looking for, hmm?
516
517114
51800:06:05,342 --> 00:06:06,822
519My dirty panties again?
520
521115
52200:06:06,952 --> 00:06:09,955
523Your wife doesn't know
524anything about you.
525
526116
52700:06:10,739 --> 00:06:12,523
528Eat another human being.
529
530117
53100:06:12,654 --> 00:06:14,220
532Do you want to be my dog?
533
534118
53500:06:14,873 --> 00:06:17,398
536From inside the cage, you give
537me female hormone injections.
538
539119
54000:06:17,528 --> 00:06:20,009
541I'd love to see you forcibly
542make a guy turn gay
543
544120
54500:06:20,139 --> 00:06:21,837
546by Pavlovian conditioning.
547
548121
54900:06:21,967 --> 00:06:24,187
550You breaking my ribs
551with a baseball bat.
552
553122
55400:06:24,317 --> 00:06:26,319
555This guy, I think has
556like cinematic movies
557
558123
55900:06:26,450 --> 00:06:28,490
560going on in his head when
561he masturbates. 
562
563124
56400:06:31,499 --> 00:06:33,326
565Are you wearing
566panties right now?
567
568125
56900:06:33,457 --> 00:06:35,720
570Because I haven't talked
571to you in such a long time.
572
573126
57400:06:35,851 --> 00:06:38,506
575You're the most amazing thing in my
576life.
577
578127
57900:06:38,636 --> 00:06:41,639
580- Yeah, I believe that.
581- I want to jerk off.
582
583128
58400:06:41,770 --> 00:06:44,337
585Better not crash, better
586keep your eye on the road.
587
588129
58900:06:48,314 --> 00:06:52,824
590I sell panties, socks,
591shoes, pantyhose,
592
593130
59400:06:52,955 --> 00:06:56,524
595toenail clippings,
596used Kleenex, piss,
597
598131
59900:06:56,654 --> 00:06:58,177
600used hair from my hair brush.
601
602132
60300:06:58,308 --> 00:07:03,400
604So, I sold my shit recently
605to a guy for $4,000,
606
607133
60800:07:04,183 --> 00:07:06,447
609and I was a little worried
610because I don't know
611
612134
61300:07:06,577 --> 00:07:09,450
614the legalities
615around shipping waste.
616
617135
61800:07:09,580 --> 00:07:12,148
619So I emailed my lawyer,
620
621136
62200:07:12,278 --> 00:07:13,628
623but he was really cool about it.
624
625137
62600:07:13,758 --> 00:07:15,238
627- He said...
628- That's genius!
629
630138
63100:07:15,368 --> 00:07:18,241
632And it really, to me,
633it's a triumph of capitalism
634
635139
63600:07:18,371 --> 00:07:20,504
637and really one of
638those things where,
639
640140
64100:07:20,635 --> 00:07:22,245
642uh... you know,
643
644141
64500:07:22,375 --> 00:07:24,813
646from an entrepreneurial spirit,
647
648142
64900:07:24,943 --> 00:07:27,468
650really, just adds to the
651American dream in a certain way.
652
653143
65400:07:30,383 --> 00:07:32,473
655So I have what's
656called my Ignore Line.
657
658144
65900:07:32,603 --> 00:07:34,779
660Guys will call, um...
661
662145
66300:07:34,910 --> 00:07:35,910
664Have fun.
665
666146
66700:07:35,986 --> 00:07:37,478
668...and I put them on hold.
669
670147
67100:07:37,869 --> 00:07:39,567
672And as long as they
673stay on the line,
674
675148
67600:07:39,697 --> 00:07:41,482
677I get paid $5 a minute.
678
679149
68000:07:44,963 --> 00:07:46,443
681So, Financial Domination is basically
682
683150
68400:07:47,966 --> 00:07:50,366
685where guys literally get off
686on giving a woman their money.
687
688151
68900:07:50,399 --> 00:07:53,885
690The most I've ever had
691anyone spend was $20,000
692
693152
69400:07:54,016 --> 00:07:57,236
695and it was a guy,
696he was watching me on Skype,
697
698153
69900:07:57,367 --> 00:08:00,239
700and he set up a Saks
701Fifth Avenue account.
702
703154
70400:08:00,370 --> 00:08:02,241
705He put in all the credit
706card information,
707
708155
70900:08:02,372 --> 00:08:04,940
710all of his information,
711and then he gave me the login.
712
713156
71400:08:05,070 --> 00:08:08,857
715And then the session was
716just him watching me shop.
717
718157
71900:08:08,987 --> 00:08:11,827
720You know, I was telling him,
721"Oh, I'm
722going to buy this Prada handbag.
723
724158
72500:08:11,911 --> 00:08:13,391
726I'm going to buy this Burberry coat,"
727
728159
72900:08:13,470 --> 00:08:15,385
730and just racking up his bill.
731
732160
73300:08:18,214 --> 00:08:20,521
734He loved that I was
735using his credit card.
736
737161
73800:08:22,653 --> 00:08:24,525
739I have a degree in psychology,
740
741162
74200:08:24,655 --> 00:08:26,831
743so I'm curious about how
744the human mind works
745
746163
74700:08:26,962 --> 00:08:29,312
748and sexuality has
749always fascinated me.
750
751164
75200:08:30,008 --> 00:08:32,663
753The Diamond Experience isn't
754really something I do for money.
755
756165
75700:08:32,794 --> 00:08:35,274
758It's just part of my
759research on male sexuality.
760
761166
76200:08:35,753 --> 00:08:37,313
763So, if a guy comes
764to me with an issue
765
766167
76700:08:37,404 --> 00:08:38,484
768and I think I can help him,
769
770168
77100:08:38,582 --> 00:08:39,627
772we'll start to talk.
773
774169
77500:08:41,890 --> 00:08:43,544
776Every case is different.
777
778170
77900:08:43,674 --> 00:08:45,633
780So that could mean
781I act as their therapist
782
783171
78400:08:45,763 --> 00:08:47,678
785or it could be like a role-play.
786
787172
78800:08:47,983 --> 00:08:50,942
789Sometimes, I set up
790these fantasy scenarios.
791
792173
79300:08:51,073 --> 00:08:52,378
794All right, showtime.
795
796174
79700:08:52,509 --> 00:08:53,684
798Whatever it takes.
799
800175
80100:08:53,815 --> 00:08:55,686
802I would probably have
803trouble getting off
804
805176
80600:08:55,817 --> 00:08:57,166
807if it weren't for her.
808
809177
81000:08:57,296 --> 00:09:00,169
811I think I would have far
812worse erectile dysfunction.
813
814178
81500:09:00,299 --> 00:09:04,565
816And now I'm actually able
817to function normally in everyday life.
818
819179
82000:09:04,695 --> 00:09:07,306
821I used to have a problem with intimacy.
822
823180
82400:09:07,437 --> 00:09:09,831
825But because of Ceara,
826the problem's gone.
827
828181
82900:09:09,961 --> 00:09:11,543
830Yeah, I just pay
831attention, you know?
832
833182
83400:09:11,643 --> 00:09:12,883
835Because, at the end of the day,
836
837183
83800:09:12,980 --> 00:09:14,313
839these are all male desires.
840
841184
84200:09:14,444 --> 00:09:15,619
843These aren't my desires.
844
845185
84600:09:15,750 --> 00:09:17,403
847And I've just been
848doing it so long
849
850186
85100:09:17,534 --> 00:09:19,667
852that I know, like,
853what seems to work.
854
855187
85600:09:25,673 --> 00:09:28,240
857So, what are your
858absolute hard limits?
859
860188
86100:09:28,371 --> 00:09:32,157
862I don't get naked on camera,
863
864189
86500:09:32,288 --> 00:09:35,508
866I don't have sex on camera,
867and I don't do sessions in real life.
868
869190
87000:09:35,639 --> 00:09:39,034
871My whole brand is supposed
872to be that I'm unattainable.
873
874191
87500:09:39,164 --> 00:09:41,079
876That guys aren't worthy
877of seeing me naked.
878
879192
88000:09:41,210 --> 00:09:42,690
881I'm holier than thou.
882I'm a goddess.
883
884193
88500:09:42,820 --> 00:09:45,606
886So if I were to get naked,
887that's giving something up.
888
889194
89000:09:49,000 --> 00:09:50,219
891- Hello!
892- Hey, guys.
893
894195
89500:09:50,349 --> 00:09:51,349
896- I'm Julian.
897- Hi.
898
899196
90000:09:51,425 --> 00:09:53,004
901What up?
902
903197
90400:09:53,135 --> 00:09:54,876
905How you doing? Nice to meet you.
906
907198
90800:09:55,006 --> 00:09:57,400
909Everybody knows Ceara.
910Everybody that's in this part
911
912199
91300:09:57,530 --> 00:09:59,490
914- of that industry knows who Ceara is.
915- Mm-hmm.
916
917200
91800:09:59,572 --> 00:10:00,572
919- Gotcha.
920- Yep.
921
922201
92300:10:01,709 --> 00:10:03,589
924You were about to say,
925she's a little bit like
926
927202
92800:10:03,659 --> 00:10:05,379
929- her character, you think?
930- Oh, oh, shh,
931
932203
93300:10:06,017 --> 00:10:08,057
934yeah, I just feel like
935there's just something else
936
937204
93800:10:08,097 --> 00:10:09,934
939in there that's just,
940yeah, I don't know.
941
942205
94300:10:10,065 --> 00:10:11,632
944- Satan, it's Satan.
945- Yeah.
946
947206
94800:10:11,762 --> 00:10:13,798
949In fact, I bet there's
950a 666 right behind her ear.
951
952207
95300:10:15,200 --> 00:10:16,695
954- I'm pretty sure.
955- No.
956
957208
95800:10:16,795 --> 00:10:19,035
959- I told you.
960- No, I'm just glad I'm on
961her good side.
962
963209
96400:10:19,097 --> 00:10:20,760
965That's what I meant to say.
966
967210
96800:10:20,860 --> 00:10:23,120
969- Really? Wow.
970- I'm on her good side. We're good.
971
972211
97300:10:29,040 --> 00:10:32,000
974Are we having fun yet?
975
976212
97700:10:32,130 --> 00:10:33,973
978Show him how
979it's done, please?
980
981213
98200:10:34,073 --> 00:10:36,033
983- Oh, my gosh, no.
984- What, you didn't like that?
985
986214
98700:10:36,063 --> 00:10:38,615
988That was weak.
989
990215
99100:10:38,746 --> 00:10:40,127
992Jesus Christ!
993
994216
99500:10:40,227 --> 00:10:42,445
996What's going on? Oh, God!
997
998217
99900:10:50,235 --> 00:10:51,846
1000- Woo!
1001- Okay.
1002
1003218
100400:10:57,590 --> 00:10:59,331
1005Here you go.
1006
1007219
100800:11:17,698 --> 00:11:20,178
1009When she was about 16,
1010
1011220
101200:11:20,309 --> 00:11:21,789
1013I mean, I knew
1014she was making money,
1015
1016221
101700:11:21,880 --> 00:11:24,120
1018and I didn't know where
1019she was getting her money from.
1020
1021222
102200:11:24,126 --> 00:11:25,575
1023I came home from work one day
1024
1025223
102600:11:25,706 --> 00:11:27,708
1027and here on the
1028dining room table
1029
1030224
103100:11:27,838 --> 00:11:30,188
1032is this Manila envelope
1033with something in it,
1034
1035225
103600:11:30,319 --> 00:11:32,713
1037addressed to somebody
1038in Florida.
1039
1040226
104100:11:32,843 --> 00:11:35,846
1042So I open it up and
1043she was selling panties,
1044
1045227
104600:11:35,977 --> 00:11:37,718
1047and I got really upset.
1048
1049228
105000:11:37,848 --> 00:11:39,502
1051So I did what any dad would do.
1052
1053229
105400:11:39,632 --> 00:11:41,156
1055I threw her panties away,
1056
1057230
105800:11:41,286 --> 00:11:43,854
1059I put a dirty pair of my
1060underwear in with her note,
1061
1062231
106300:11:43,985 --> 00:11:46,814
1064sealed 'em up, and mailed them
1065off to the guy. 
1066
1067232
106800:11:46,944 --> 00:11:48,946
1069Once I figured out
1070that she was safe,
1071
1072233
107300:11:49,077 --> 00:11:50,643
1074that people can't find her,
1075
1076234
107700:11:50,774 --> 00:11:53,734
1078and there's firewalls, you know.
1079
1080235
108100:11:54,647 --> 00:11:57,999
1082It's all through telephone
1083or on the internet.
1084
1085236
108600:11:58,129 --> 00:12:00,958
1087There's no actual
1088meeting people.
1089
1090237
109100:12:01,785 --> 00:12:03,439
1092Okay, yeah, it sounds pretty...
1093
1094238
109500:12:04,745 --> 00:12:06,585
1096You know, I would've preferred
1097brain surgeon,
1098
1099239
110000:12:06,665 --> 00:12:08,966
1101but, you know. 
1102
1103240
110400:12:18,976 --> 00:12:25,113
1105Yeah, just kind of a normal
1106American suburb upbringing.
1107
1108241
110900:12:26,114 --> 00:12:28,072
1110Yeah, money was really
1111tight when I was born.
1112
1113242
111400:12:28,203 --> 00:12:30,858
1115The first house that I lived at
1116was a trailer park, actually.
1117
1118243
111900:12:34,035 --> 00:12:35,035
11201702.
1121
1122244
112300:12:36,864 --> 00:12:39,024
1124I actually have nothing
1125but happy childhood memories.
1126
1127245
112800:12:40,519 --> 00:12:41,651
1129And after the trailer park,
1130
1131246
113200:12:41,782 --> 00:12:43,958
1133I lived in this
1134farmhouse for a while.
1135
1136247
113700:12:44,872 --> 00:12:46,438
1138But it's all abandoned now.
1139
1140248
114100:12:48,832 --> 00:12:50,512
1142Yeah, I think I had
1143a very different idea
1144
1145249
114600:12:50,580 --> 00:12:52,100
1147of what my future
1148would be back then.
1149
1150250
115100:12:53,489 --> 00:12:55,796
1152A few things
1153I remember growing up,
1154
1155251
115600:12:55,926 --> 00:12:58,929
1157Jehovah Witnesses, they don't
1158believe in Heaven or Hell.
1159
1160252
116100:12:59,190 --> 00:13:01,758
1162They believe that there's
1163an Armageddon coming,
1164
1165253
116600:13:01,889 --> 00:13:03,009
1167and it's coming really soon.
1168
1169254
117000:13:04,326 --> 00:13:06,246
1171And that's going to basically
1172wipe out everyone
1173
1174255
117500:13:06,214 --> 00:13:07,374
1176that isn't a Jehovah Witness.
1177
1178256
117900:13:07,163 --> 00:13:08,896
1180And then Paradise comes after
1181
1182257
118300:13:09,026 --> 00:13:10,956
1184to everyone that
1185follows Jehovah.
1186
1187258
118800:13:11,056 --> 00:13:12,936
1189So we tried for a while
1190with the idea of kids,
1191
1192259
119300:13:13,027 --> 00:13:15,293
1194you should give 'em some
1195sort of foundation,
1196
1197260
119800:13:15,424 --> 00:13:18,079
1199but we lost faith in the
1200organization and then left.
1201
1202261
120300:13:20,908 --> 00:13:23,607
1204So I was away on vacation with
1205my parents at Cobble Beach.
1206
1207262
120800:13:23,707 --> 00:13:25,651
1209So there were two boys and me.
1210
1211263
121200:13:25,782 --> 00:13:27,782
1213And I can't remember what
1214our parents were doing,
1215
1216264
121700:13:27,832 --> 00:13:29,699
1218but me and the boys
1219were left alone.
1220
1221265
122200:13:29,830 --> 00:13:33,398
1223And one of the guys had, uh,
1224
1225266
122600:13:33,529 --> 00:13:35,661
1227like, a dirty magazine,
1228like a Hustler.
1229
1230267
123100:13:35,792 --> 00:13:39,491
1232He showed us this page
1233of these two beautiful,
1234
1235268
123600:13:39,622 --> 00:13:42,233
1237glamorous women, uh,
1238sucking each other's toes.
1239
1240269
124100:13:43,495 --> 00:13:44,695
1242And...
1243
1244270
124500:13:45,280 --> 00:13:47,891
1246I look at his pants
1247and he's getting hard.
1248
1249271
125000:13:48,022 --> 00:13:49,371
1251I mean, it was under his pants,
1252
1253272
125400:13:49,501 --> 00:13:52,548
1255but I had never really seen
1256an erection in person.
1257
1258273
125900:13:53,592 --> 00:13:56,682
1260Right as I saw his penis,
1261
1262274
126300:13:57,161 --> 00:13:59,163
1264the earth started shaking.
1265
1266275
126700:14:01,252 --> 00:14:04,342
1268And I totally freaked out.
1269
1270276
127100:14:04,473 --> 00:14:06,867
1272I started thinking about Armageddon.
1273
1274277
127500:14:06,997 --> 00:14:09,173
1276And I just, like,
1277booked it out the door.
1278
1279278
128000:14:09,304 --> 00:14:13,656
1281I just ran, and I just
1282saw this light,
1283
1284279
128500:14:13,786 --> 00:14:17,268
1286like this really
1287bright white light.
1288
1289280
129000:14:17,616 --> 00:14:21,316
1291I thought at the time that
1292it was the light of Jehovah
1293
1294281
129500:14:21,446 --> 00:14:25,015
1296and, um, that I was running
1297towards Paradise.
1298
1299282
130000:14:27,713 --> 00:14:30,281
1301I realized it was, uh,
1302just the lighthouse
1303
1304283
130500:14:30,412 --> 00:14:33,067
1306and waited it out until
1307the earth stood still again.
1308
1309284
131000:14:35,373 --> 00:14:37,133
1311It wasn't even, like,
1312a serious earthquake,
1313
1314285
131500:14:37,202 --> 00:14:40,509
1316but, uh, it was
1317just crazy timing.
1318
1319286
132000:14:40,639 --> 00:14:41,771
1321It really freaked me out.
1322
1323287
132400:14:43,164 --> 00:14:46,428
1325Never told anyone that before.
1326
1327288
132800:14:46,558 --> 00:14:47,995
1329- Exclusive!
1330- Yeah!
1331
1332289
133300:14:51,302 --> 00:14:54,349
1334Is there ever any risk
1335with these
1336fantasies that are more extreme
1337
1338290
133900:14:54,479 --> 00:14:56,003
1340that you're going to go too far?
1341
1342291
134300:14:56,133 --> 00:14:58,657
1344No, I would never do anything
1345
1346292
134700:14:58,788 --> 00:15:00,007
1348that I wasn't asked to do.
1349
1350293
135100:15:01,443 --> 00:15:03,243
1352The illusion is that
1353I'm the one in control.
1354
1355294
135600:15:03,358 --> 00:15:05,751
1357But, really, they're
1358telling me what do to.
1359
1360295
136100:15:06,752 --> 00:15:08,276
1362It's very clear what they want
1363
1364296
136500:15:08,406 --> 00:15:09,846
1366and that's exactly
1367what I give 'em.
1368
1369297
137000:15:11,192 --> 00:15:13,272
1371I think it's really important
1372to draw a distinction
1373
1374298
137500:15:13,322 --> 00:15:14,722
1376between a fetish
1377and an addiction.
1378
1379299
138000:15:14,601 --> 00:15:15,801
1381A fetish is something abnormal
1382
1383300
138400:15:15,761 --> 00:15:17,198
1385that gets you off sexually.
1386
1387301
138800:15:17,328 --> 00:15:19,330
1389It's called a paraphilia.
1390
1391302
139200:15:19,461 --> 00:15:21,381
1393It literally means you
1394have a sexual attraction
1395
1396303
139700:15:21,506 --> 00:15:23,291
1398to non-sexual things.
1399
1400304
140100:15:23,769 --> 00:15:26,598
1402An addiction on the other hand,
1403is a compulsive behavior
1404
1405305
140600:15:26,729 --> 00:15:28,774
1407that's unhealthy or
1408disruptive to your life.
1409
1410306
141100:15:29,950 --> 00:15:31,908
1412Let's say you get off
1413on women's shoes.
1414
1415307
141600:15:32,039 --> 00:15:34,439
1417It's not something that most
1418people find sexually arousing,
1419
1420308
142100:15:34,520 --> 00:15:35,956
1422so it's considered a fetish.
1423
1424309
142500:15:36,086 --> 00:15:38,697
1426However, if you start going
1427into women's shoe stores,
1428
1429310
143000:15:38,828 --> 00:15:41,548
1431stealing high heels, and taking them
1432home to masturbate over them?
1433
1434311
143500:15:42,136 --> 00:15:45,574
1436- That's an addiction.
1437- If I get the
1438sense that a guy really has
1439
1440312
144100:15:45,704 --> 00:15:47,184
1442an addiction and is ruining his life,
1443
1444313
144500:15:47,271 --> 00:15:50,883
1446then I do feel some
1447responsibility to help him.
1448
1449314
145000:15:51,014 --> 00:15:53,277
1451After a while,
1452it's not very fulfilling
1453
1454315
145500:15:53,408 --> 00:15:54,496
1456just getting guys off.
1457
1458316
145900:15:55,236 --> 00:15:57,281
1460What I really find satisfying is
1461
1462317
146300:15:57,412 --> 00:15:59,544
1464if I feel like
1465I've truly helped them
1466
1467318
146800:15:59,675 --> 00:16:01,851
1469in a way that
1470they can't help themselves.
1471
1472319
147300:16:01,982 --> 00:16:04,462
1474For me, it's
1475more than a sexual outlet.
1476
1477320
147800:16:05,072 --> 00:16:08,379
1479I know that what
1480she does offers release.
1481
1482321
148300:16:08,510 --> 00:16:12,122
1484So perhaps it has some
1485psychological value.
1486
1487322
148800:16:12,383 --> 00:16:13,906
1489Perhaps, it has some therapy.
1490
1491323
149200:16:14,559 --> 00:16:16,352
1493I didn't even
1494know I was addicted.
1495
1496324
149700:16:16,452 --> 00:16:17,892
1498I didn't know you
1499could be addicted
1500
1501325
150200:16:17,818 --> 00:16:18,858
1503to what I was addicted to.
1504
1505326
150600:16:20,609 --> 00:16:22,785
1507You know, a lot of guys
1508have these desires
1509
1510327
151100:16:22,915 --> 00:16:25,179
1512that they can't
1513share with, you know,
1514
1515328
151600:16:25,309 --> 00:16:28,399
1517their wife or their
1518girlfriend or, you know.
1519
1520329
152100:16:28,530 --> 00:16:31,011
1522I and anyone else
1523who is in my profession
1524
1525330
152600:16:31,141 --> 00:16:33,709
1527are pretty much the only people
1528that really hear about it.
1529
1530331
153100:16:34,275 --> 00:16:37,408
1532I've basically carvedM a niche
1533helping men with strange addictions.
1534
1535332
153600:16:37,843 --> 00:16:40,643
1537For instance, I had this one guy
1538who couldn't put his smartphone down
1539
1540333
154100:16:40,701 --> 00:16:42,196
1542without having a panic attack.
1543
1544334
154500:16:42,370 --> 00:16:44,328
1546I had another guy
1547who was addicted
1548
1549335
155000:16:44,459 --> 00:16:46,243
1551to being kicked in
1552the balls to the point
1553
1554336
155500:16:46,374 --> 00:16:48,158
1556where he might not be
1557able to have kids.
1558
1559337
156000:16:49,697 --> 00:16:50,946
1561I got a rush out of that.
1562
1563338
156400:16:51,046 --> 00:16:52,046
1565That was, like, a thrill.
1566
1567339
156800:16:53,294 --> 00:16:55,190
1569Well, we all know
1570about drug addiction.
1571
1572340
157300:16:55,290 --> 00:16:56,732
1574But addiction to behavior
1575
1576341
157700:16:56,862 --> 00:16:58,951
1578or addiction to inanimate objects
1579
1580342
158100:16:59,082 --> 00:17:00,866
1582can be quite
1583compelling for people.
1584
1585343
158600:17:00,997 --> 00:17:03,043
1587So if you have tried
1588everything else,
1589
1590344
159100:17:03,173 --> 00:17:05,349
1592maybe your best bet is
1593an Online Humiliatrix
1594
1595345
159600:17:05,480 --> 00:17:07,134
1597with a psychology degree.
1598
1599346
160000:17:12,574 --> 00:17:13,618
1601I'm feeling good.
1602
1603347
160400:17:13,749 --> 00:17:16,534
1605I'm feeling like
1606my instincts were right.
1607
1608348
160900:17:16,665 --> 00:17:20,190
1610That she is an amazing subject
1611and has a lot of complexity.
1612
1613349
161400:17:20,321 --> 00:17:22,018
1615More than I thought originally.
1616
1617350
161800:17:22,149 --> 00:17:24,349
1619Oh, my God.
1620
1621351
162200:17:24,716 --> 00:17:25,716
1623Just beautiful.
1624
1625352
162600:17:27,850 --> 00:17:31,419
1627You know, at least I get paid
1628for filming myself. 
1629
1630353
163100:17:31,549 --> 00:17:34,074
1632- What's your excuse?
1633- What do you mean, what's my excuse?
1634
1635354
163600:17:34,204 --> 00:17:37,077
1637- You're always filming yourself.
1638- Yeah, what's wrong with that?
1639
1640355
164100:17:37,207 --> 00:17:38,730
1642Why do you do it?
1643
1644356
164500:17:39,166 --> 00:17:41,733
1646- Well.
1647- It's kind of narcissistic.
1648
1649357
165000:17:41,864 --> 00:17:44,345
1651Oh, and being a cam girl
1652isn't narcissistic?
1653
1654358
165500:17:44,475 --> 00:17:46,086
1656Again, I get paid for it.
1657
1658359
165900:17:46,216 --> 00:17:48,536
1660I wouldn't be doing it if
1661I wasn't bringing money for it.
1662
1663360
166400:17:48,584 --> 00:17:49,584
1665All right, well...
1666
1667361
166800:17:51,091 --> 00:17:52,531
1669And it kind of sucks
1670
1671362
167200:17:52,657 --> 00:17:54,777
1673'cause I'm meant to be going
1674back to Australia soon,
1675
1676363
167700:17:54,810 --> 00:17:56,210
1678but I kind of don't
1679want to leave.
1680
1681364
168200:17:56,108 --> 00:17:59,099
1683I feel like there's so
1684much more to this story.
1685
1686365
168700:17:59,229 --> 00:18:00,622
1688- Road trip!
1689- Woo-hoo!
1690
1691366
169200:18:02,711 --> 00:18:05,231
1693I mean, I don't think
1694I've ever met anybody like her.
1695
1696367
169700:18:06,193 --> 00:18:07,411
1698She's...
1699
1700368
170100:18:07,542 --> 00:18:10,066
1702...she's really special.
1703
1704369
170500:18:10,197 --> 00:18:13,200
1706But I've already used all my
1707savings just getting this far.
1708
1709370
171000:18:13,678 --> 00:18:15,941
1711What do you think about doing
1712a Kickstarter campaign?
1713
1714371
171500:18:16,333 --> 00:18:17,726
1716Yeah, I'd be down.
1717
1718372
171900:18:17,856 --> 00:18:19,423
1720Yeah, we could just
1721keep shooting.
1722
1723373
172400:18:19,554 --> 00:18:21,251
1725I don't have to leave.
1726
1727374
172800:18:21,382 --> 00:18:23,210
1729- I like money.
1730- I like money, too.
1731
1732375
173300:18:23,340 --> 00:18:25,342
1734Money's good. 
1735
1736376
173700:18:27,083 --> 00:18:29,259
1738Oh, my project is launched!
1739
1740377
174100:18:29,390 --> 00:18:30,390
1742Yeah!
1743
1744378
174500:18:30,477 --> 00:18:32,436
1746How much are you going to pledge?
1747
1748379
174900:18:32,567 --> 00:18:34,395
1750- $100.
1751- All right, let's see it.
1752
1753380
175400:18:34,525 --> 00:18:36,658
1755So it's essentially a documentary about
1756
1757381
175800:18:36,788 --> 00:18:39,097
1759- what we're talking about here.
1760- Yeah, about me.
1761
1762382
176300:18:39,197 --> 00:18:40,957
1764- Yeah, focused on me.
1765- About humiliation.
1766
1767383
176800:18:40,915 --> 00:18:43,235
1769About how these guys want you
1770to do these things to them.
1771
1772384
177300:18:43,198 --> 00:18:44,883
1774- Exactly.
1775- And threaten them.
1776
1777385
177800:18:45,014 --> 00:18:47,799
1779And refresh. Oh, look at that!
1780
1781386
178200:18:47,930 --> 00:18:50,976
178382 backers, 11,344!
1784
1785387
178600:18:51,107 --> 00:18:52,107
1787Good boy!
1788
1789388
179000:18:53,153 --> 00:18:54,353
1791Yeah. 
1792
1793389
179400:18:56,373 --> 00:18:58,973
1795- Holy shit!
1796- There's 24 hours to go,
1797we're still $7,000 short.
1798
1799390
180000:18:59,005 --> 00:19:01,405
1801If we don't reach our target,
1802the film is not getting made.
1803
1804391
180500:19:01,230 --> 00:19:03,163
1806Have you seen the Kickstarter?
1807
1808392
180900:19:03,293 --> 00:19:04,990
1810Like, in the past 15 minutes?
1811
1812393
181300:19:05,991 --> 00:19:08,603
1814So, this guy is willing to put
1815$7,500 in the Kickstarter
1816
1817394
181800:19:08,733 --> 00:19:10,387
1819if we do a make-out video.
1820
1821395
182200:19:10,779 --> 00:19:12,215
1823That's it, just kissing.
1824
1825396
182600:19:12,346 --> 00:19:14,339
1827I'd do that for free.
1828
1829397
183000:19:14,439 --> 00:19:15,784
1831Can you believe that?
1832
1833398
183400:19:31,321 --> 00:19:32,670
1835- Ha!
1836- Hello.
1837
1838399
183900:19:32,801 --> 00:19:34,716
1840Hello. I brought wardrobe options.
1841
1842400
184300:19:36,544 --> 00:19:39,503
1844- How are you doing, nervous?
1845- I'm a little anxious.
1846
1847401
184800:19:39,634 --> 00:19:41,853
1849- How are you feeling?
1850- Fine.
1851
1852402
185300:19:41,984 --> 00:19:44,104
1854- Yeah, I could see that.
1855- It's not my first rodeo.
1856
1857403
185800:19:44,155 --> 00:19:46,989
1859Okay, I have this guy's notes,
1860
1861404
186200:19:47,119 --> 00:19:48,338
1863his requests here.
1864
1865405
186600:19:48,469 --> 00:19:50,862
1867- He has a cuckolding fetish.
1868- Okay.
1869
1870406
187100:19:50,993 --> 00:19:54,301
1872So he likes seeing me with
1873guys that are hotter than him.
1874
1875407
187600:19:54,431 --> 00:19:57,391
1877- Okay.
1878- Do not do five seconds of
1879tongue sucking.
1880
1881408
188200:19:57,521 --> 00:19:58,609
1883That is too short.
1884
1885409
188600:19:58,740 --> 00:20:00,220
1887Please make it much longer.
1888
1889410
189000:20:03,397 --> 00:20:04,659
1891That's ridiculous.
1892
1893411
189400:20:04,789 --> 00:20:06,008
1895I know, it's stupid.
1896
1897412
189800:20:08,489 --> 00:20:09,489
1899God.
1900
1901413
190200:20:12,232 --> 00:20:13,276
1903Can you handle this?
1904
1905414
190600:20:13,407 --> 00:20:14,538
1907Yeah, I can handle this.
1908
1909415
191000:20:14,669 --> 00:20:15,669
1911All right.
1912
1913416
191400:20:30,815 --> 00:20:32,398
1915'Kay, testing one, two, three.
1916
1917417
191800:20:32,498 --> 00:20:33,498
1919Testing one, two, three.
1920
1921418
192200:20:39,433 --> 00:20:42,914
1923Okay... this is good.
1924
1925419
192600:20:43,480 --> 00:20:47,745
1927All right, um, so you don't need
1928to worry about saying anything.
1929
1930420
193100:20:47,876 --> 00:20:50,400
1932I'll start it and then
1933we'll just start kissing,
1934
1935421
193600:20:50,531 --> 00:20:52,750
1937- and so you can take me lead.
1938- Okay.
1939
1940422
194100:20:52,881 --> 00:20:54,012
1942Easiest job in the world.
1943
1944423
194500:20:57,233 --> 00:20:58,713
1946Hi, there.
1947
1948424
194900:20:58,843 --> 00:21:03,195
1950I have quite a little treat
1951for you, my little cuck.
1952
1953425
195400:21:04,675 --> 00:21:08,766
1955I have, right here, a real man.
1956
1957426
195800:21:09,201 --> 00:21:11,769
1959And I'm going to have
1960some fun with him
1961
1962427
196300:21:11,900 --> 00:21:15,469
1964while you sit there and wank
1965your tiny little dick,
1966
1967428
196800:21:15,991 --> 00:21:18,559
1969wishing that you could
1970be a part of it.
1971
1972429
197300:21:20,125 --> 00:21:22,171
1974But, hey, you can, right?
1975
1976430
197700:21:22,302 --> 00:21:23,825
1978You get to pay for it. 
1979
1980431
198100:21:25,087 --> 00:21:26,262
1982Enjoy.
1983
1984432
198500:22:02,516 --> 00:22:03,516
1986Hi.
1987
1988433
198900:22:37,551 --> 00:22:38,552
1990Fuck me.
1991
1992434
199300:23:02,967 --> 00:23:05,883
1994Well, he got quite a show.
1995
1996435
199700:23:06,014 --> 00:23:07,214
1998We're not sending that to him.
1999
2000436
200100:23:07,287 --> 00:23:08,669
2002No, definitely not.
2003
2004437
200500:23:08,799 --> 00:23:10,322
2006That would ruin my career.
2007
2008438
200900:23:18,200 --> 00:23:20,115
2010- Question.
2011- Yes?
2012
2013439
201400:23:20,245 --> 00:23:23,205
2015Um, is this going to be
2016weird afterwards,
2017
2018440
201900:23:23,335 --> 00:23:26,687
2020like, with the movie
2021and everything? 
2022
2023441
202400:23:26,817 --> 00:23:28,645
2025I'm fine but I don't know.
2026
2027442
202800:23:28,776 --> 00:23:31,126
2029- No, I'm fine.
2030- Okay, okay.
2031
2032443
203300:23:44,095 --> 00:23:45,855
2034You carry this thing
2035everywhere, don't you?
2036
2037444
203800:23:45,945 --> 00:23:46,945
2039I do.
2040
2041445
204200:23:48,143 --> 00:23:49,983
2043I love this little camera.
2044
2045446
204600:23:51,668 --> 00:23:53,278
2047- It's my thing.
2048- Yeah.
2049
2050447
205100:23:53,409 --> 00:23:54,925
2052I've done it for a long time.
2053
2054448
205500:23:55,025 --> 00:23:56,456
2056All guys have their thing.
2057
2058449
205900:23:59,284 --> 00:24:02,418
2060What's the first thing
2061you remember recording?
2062
2063450
206400:24:02,549 --> 00:24:05,073
2065I got my first camera when
2066I was nine years old.
2067
2068451
206900:24:05,421 --> 00:24:08,468
2070- Like, a VHS?
2071- It was a little VHS
2072camera that my mum gave me.
2073
2074452
207500:24:08,598 --> 00:24:11,514
2076In the filming of this
2077week's documentary.
2078
2079453
208000:24:11,645 --> 00:24:14,299
2081I wanted to be a documentary maker.
2082
2083454
208400:24:14,430 --> 00:24:18,695
2085Until next week, this is
2086Julian Shaw saying, "Adios."
2087
2088455
208900:24:18,826 --> 00:24:21,306
2090- I just started filming everything, you
2091know?
2092- Yeah.
2093
2094456
209500:24:25,441 --> 00:24:27,312
2096Intellectually stimulating.
2097
2098457
209900:24:27,791 --> 00:24:30,490
2100I actually made little
2101documentaries in my house.
2102
2103458
210400:24:30,620 --> 00:24:31,969
2105Yeah, of what?
2106
2107459
210800:24:32,100 --> 00:24:33,754
2109About my cats.
2110
2111460
211200:24:33,884 --> 00:24:35,973
2113The unaware and unsuspicious cat.
2114
2115461
211600:24:36,104 --> 00:24:37,264
2117- Your cats?
2118- Yeah.
2119
2120462
212100:24:38,280 --> 00:24:39,840
2122Oh, my God, I want
2123to see that so bad.
2124
2125463
212600:24:39,831 --> 00:24:40,831
2127No one gets to see that.
2128
2129464
213000:24:40,726 --> 00:24:41,726
2131No!
2132
2133465
213400:24:42,066 --> 00:24:43,503
2135Oh, the video camera?
2136
2137466
213800:24:43,633 --> 00:24:47,071
2139No, don't worry, that's not on.
2140Outrageous!
2141
2142467
214300:24:47,202 --> 00:24:48,464
2144Okay, cut!
2145
2146468
214700:24:49,944 --> 00:24:51,511
2148- Mm.
2149- Yeah.
2150
2151469
215200:24:53,077 --> 00:24:54,077
2153Aw.
2154
2155470
215600:24:54,585 --> 00:24:56,345
2157That was actually
2158a pretty fucked up period
2159
2160471
216100:24:56,360 --> 00:24:57,720
2162in my life, to be honest with you.
2163
2164472
216500:24:57,562 --> 00:24:58,866
2166- Why?
2167- Um...
2168
2169473
217000:24:59,954 --> 00:25:01,790
2171My parents went away a lot for work,
2172
2173474
217400:25:01,890 --> 00:25:03,914
2175and I'd go and stay
2176with my mum's sister
2177
2178475
217900:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,047
2180for like a month at a time.
2181
2182476
218300:25:06,656 --> 00:25:08,856
2184I haven't really told many
2185people about this actually.
2186
2187477
218800:25:08,935 --> 00:25:11,332
2189- Yeah?
2190- Basically, I just have this memory
2191
2192478
219300:25:11,432 --> 00:25:14,185
2194that I always go back to
2195where I'm lying in bed and I'm shaking.
2196
2197479
219800:25:14,316 --> 00:25:16,710
2199I'm so scared, like,
2200I'm going to pee my pants.
2201
2202480
220300:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,887
2204And I'm just waiting for
2205the sound of the door opening.
2206
2207481
220800:25:22,890 --> 00:25:24,970
2209It happened a couple of times
2210before I got the idea
2211
2212482
221300:25:25,020 --> 00:25:26,241
2214to hide a camera in my room.
2215
2216483
221700:25:26,371 --> 00:25:29,984
2218- Wait, so did you, like, record her?
2219- Mm-hmm.
2220
2221484
222200:25:31,899 --> 00:25:33,857
2223What did she do to you?
2224
2225485
222600:25:33,988 --> 00:25:37,557
2227She had violent fantasies
2228that probably came from her own life..
2229
2230486
223100:25:37,992 --> 00:25:42,779
2232I Still don't know. She used me,
2233she used me to act them out.
2234
2235487
223600:25:45,874 --> 00:25:47,274
2237It was the worst
2238night of my life,
2239
2240488
224100:25:47,337 --> 00:25:49,017
2242but it was the best
2243thing I've ever shot.
2244
2245489
224600:25:51,179 --> 00:25:54,356
2247That is as real,
2248and ugly, and raw, and...
2249
2250490
225100:25:56,401 --> 00:25:59,448
2252terrible as life gets,
2253and I actually recorded it.
2254
2255491
225600:26:01,058 --> 00:26:04,366
2257And I think that was the moment
2258that I decided that I could make
2259
2260492
226100:26:04,496 --> 00:26:07,064
2262a documentary out of my own life.
2263
2264493
226500:26:07,587 --> 00:26:09,937
2266I just needed to keep filming
2267the most dramatic moments.
2268
2269494
227000:26:12,809 --> 00:26:15,849
2271Sorry, I missed the first part.
2272Can you
2273say that again from the beginning?
2274
2275495
227600:26:19,250 --> 00:26:21,043
2277I've been doing this for so long now
2278
2279496
228000:26:21,143 --> 00:26:22,993
2281that I can't imagine
2282ever stopping.
2283
2284497
228500:26:24,647 --> 00:26:26,562
2286- Hi!
2287- Hello!
2288
2289498
229000:26:26,693 --> 00:26:29,085
2291- You're out the front.
2292- I am out the front.
2293
2294499
229500:26:29,185 --> 00:26:30,185
2296Is it you that eager?
2297
2298500
229900:26:30,740 --> 00:26:31,741
2300That eager?
2301
2302501
230300:26:31,872 --> 00:26:33,438
2304- Are you filming me?
2305- Yeah.
2306
2307502
230800:26:45,973 --> 00:26:47,539
2309I got these for you.
2310
2311503
231200:26:50,847 --> 00:26:52,762
2313As much as I liked
2314recording the nice moments.
2315
2316504
231700:26:52,893 --> 00:26:54,503
2318How beautiful!
2319
2320505
232100:26:54,634 --> 00:26:57,288
2322I was always more
2323drawn to the pain and the fights.
2324
2325506
232600:26:57,419 --> 00:26:59,769
2327You know, that was the best footage.
2328
2329507
233000:27:01,945 --> 00:27:04,513
2331It was just so much better when
2332I could create some drama.
2333
2334508
233500:27:08,169 --> 00:27:09,213
2336Turn it off!
2337
2338509
233900:27:10,388 --> 00:27:11,844
2340If it upsets you that much,
2341
2342510
234300:27:11,944 --> 00:27:12,984
2344if I'm so fucking strange,
2345
2346511
234700:27:13,087 --> 00:27:16,394
2348then fine, whatever,
2349you know, that's just...
2350
2351512
235200:27:17,395 --> 00:27:18,395
2353Stop it!
2354
2355513
235600:27:23,837 --> 00:27:24,838
2357I'm sorry.
2358
2359514
236000:27:28,972 --> 00:27:30,408
2361I like to film stuff
2362
2363515
236400:27:30,539 --> 00:27:33,150
2365that someone else would
2366have stopped recording.
2367
2368516
236900:27:41,681 --> 00:27:44,422
2370I want to be the person
2371who doesn't stop.
2372
2373517
237400:27:46,686 --> 00:27:48,766
2375And when I realized that
2376my girlfriend of ten years
2377
2378518
237900:27:48,838 --> 00:27:51,734
2380was about to break up
2381with me, I was thinking,
2382
2383519
238400:27:52,256 --> 00:27:53,696
2385"I'd better get
2386an angle on myself,
2387
2388520
238900:27:53,823 --> 00:27:55,303
2390'cause this is going to be gold."
2391
2392521
239300:27:59,220 --> 00:28:01,420
2394If I give you the camera,
2395can you just keep recording?
2396
2397522
239800:28:12,494 --> 00:28:13,494
2399Yeah.
2400
2401523
240200:28:28,466 --> 00:28:30,033
2403Did you turn off the record?
2404
2405524
240600:28:43,743 --> 00:28:46,263
2407You want to check Kickstarter
2408and see if this guy has paid us?
2409
2410525
241100:28:46,356 --> 00:28:47,442
2412Yeah, yeah.
2413
2414526
241500:28:50,488 --> 00:28:53,361
2416You can put that thing down.
2417
2418527
241900:28:53,491 --> 00:28:55,406
2420- Can I?
2421- What you're doing.
2422
2423528
242400:28:55,537 --> 00:28:56,712
2425Well, don't stop recording.
2426
2427529
242800:28:59,019 --> 00:29:01,891
2429Okay, uh, just put it right here?
2430
2431530
243200:29:02,022 --> 00:29:03,022
2433- Mm-hmm.
2434- All right.
2435
2436531
243700:29:05,634 --> 00:29:07,070
2438Let's see.
2439
2440532
244100:29:07,201 --> 00:29:08,855
2442- We're finished.
2443- We're done?
2444
2445533
244600:29:08,985 --> 00:29:13,163
244729,846, it feels so good!
2448
2449534
245000:29:21,911 --> 00:29:22,911
2451Yes!
2452
2453535
245400:29:23,521 --> 00:29:25,610
2455We can celebrate with my friends.
2456
2457536
245800:29:25,741 --> 00:29:27,961
2459Oh, there you go!
2460
2461537
246200:29:28,091 --> 00:29:29,571
2463Whoa, that's good.
2464
2465538
246600:29:32,530 --> 00:29:34,054
2467- Oh, boy.
2468- Hello.
2469
2470539
247100:29:35,577 --> 00:29:37,797
2472 Someone's frisky.
2473
2474540
247500:29:37,927 --> 00:29:38,927
2476Ooh.
2477
2478541
247900:29:44,325 --> 00:29:45,805
2480Come here.
2481
2482542
248300:29:47,894 --> 00:29:49,765
2484What's the safe word, Julian?
2485
2486543
248700:29:49,896 --> 00:29:50,936
2488I can't remember.
2489
2490544
249100:29:51,767 --> 00:29:53,167
2492- Are you still breathing?
2493- Yeah.
2494
2495545
249600:29:55,945 --> 00:29:57,745
2497You're so fucking beautiful, Ceara!
2498
2499546
250000:29:59,166 --> 00:30:01,406
2501Shouldn't they be paying you
2502if they're really into it?
2503
2504547
250500:30:01,469 --> 00:30:03,349
2506- They're actually paying you, right?
2507- Right.
2508
2509548
251000:30:07,739 --> 00:30:08,739
2511Yeah!
2512
2513549
251400:30:10,525 --> 00:30:12,657
2515Living the American dream.
2516
2517550
251800:30:12,788 --> 00:30:14,268
2519You should smack her pussy again.
2520
2521551
252200:30:16,531 --> 00:30:17,837
2523- Yeah.
2524- Ooh!
2525
2526552
252700:30:17,967 --> 00:30:18,967
2528Whoa!
2529
2530553
253100:30:32,329 --> 00:30:34,070
2532- How you doing?
2533- Morning.
2534
2535554
253600:30:47,040 --> 00:30:50,086
2537Who do I talk to about
2538pushing the, um, checkout back?
2539
2540555
254100:30:56,571 --> 00:31:01,184
2542The present balance of $628.73,
2543
2544556
254500:31:01,315 --> 00:31:02,751
2546all of which is
2547available for use.
2548
2549557
255000:31:03,230 --> 00:31:04,967
2551Dude, don't worry about it.
2552
2553558
255400:31:05,067 --> 00:31:06,307
2555It's just money, it'll be fine.
2556
2557559
255800:31:07,582 --> 00:31:08,757
2559You had a good time.
2560
2561560
256200:31:11,760 --> 00:31:15,329
2563Okay, you know, we were celebrating,
2564you know, Kickstarter,
2565
2566561
256700:31:15,459 --> 00:31:17,548
2568- and we were celebrating...
2569- Yeah.
2570
2571562
257200:31:17,679 --> 00:31:19,986
2573...that milestone
2574and, you know, that's great.
2575
2576563
257700:31:20,116 --> 00:31:21,872
2578You've got to celebrate things,
2579
2580564
258100:31:21,972 --> 00:31:23,380
2582but I think we kind
2583of have to say
2584
2585565
258600:31:23,511 --> 00:31:26,122
2587that, you know, we can't really
2588do that again.
2589
2590566
259100:31:26,253 --> 00:31:27,645
2592I guess we'll drive back.
2593
2594567
259500:31:27,776 --> 00:31:29,560
2596It will be fine.
2597
2598568
259900:31:29,691 --> 00:31:32,331
2600It's good, it's all good.
2601I'm honestly not that worried about it.
2602
2603569
260400:31:41,268 --> 00:31:45,315
2605>> At the roundabout, take the second
2606exit to US-101.<<
2607
2608570
260900:31:55,586 --> 00:31:58,024
2610- I'll be back in one second.
2611- Okay.
2612
2613571
261400:32:09,557 --> 00:32:11,855
2615- How are you?
2616- I'm pretty good.
2617
2618572
261900:32:11,955 --> 00:32:14,344
2620I'm looking at a very
2621beautiful sight right now.
2622
2623573
262400:32:14,475 --> 00:32:16,390
2625How's it all going?
2626
2627574
262800:32:16,694 --> 00:32:18,218
2629Uh, it's going
2630really good actually.
2631
2632575
263300:32:18,348 --> 00:32:19,915
2634- Yeah.
2635- Yeah?
2636
2637576
263800:32:20,046 --> 00:32:22,406
2639She's showing me where she
2640grew up and stuff like that.
2641 
2642
2643577
264400:32:24,093 --> 00:32:25,660
2645You're not filming this,
2646are you?
2647
2648578
264900:32:27,792 --> 00:32:29,055
2650What do you think?
2651
2652579
265300:32:31,492 --> 00:32:32,667
2654Are you?
2655
2656580
265700:32:36,149 --> 00:32:37,541
2658Julian, are you filming this?
2659
2660581
266100:32:43,243 --> 00:32:45,128
2662I don't really feel
2663like doing anything
2664
2665582
266600:32:45,228 --> 00:32:49,075
2667but lay around and eat pizza,
2668watch bad movies. 
2669
2670583
267100:32:49,466 --> 00:32:52,121
2672- You have to pay for your fun.
2673- Yeah.
2674
2675584
267600:32:59,999 --> 00:33:01,304
2677What else is on your mind?
2678
2679585
268000:33:06,614 --> 00:33:08,094
2681How do you feel
2682about the other day?
2683
2684586
268500:33:10,748 --> 00:33:11,748
2686Um...
2687
2688587
268900:33:13,055 --> 00:33:14,055
2690Mm.
2691
2692588
269300:33:15,101 --> 00:33:16,319
2694I feel fine.
2695
2696589
269700:33:19,409 --> 00:33:20,976
2698Yeah, I feel fine.
2699
2700590
270100:33:21,107 --> 00:33:22,307
2702Right.
2703
2704591
270500:33:22,717 --> 00:33:24,023
2706I don't know what else to say.
2707
2708592
270900:33:24,153 --> 00:33:26,199
2710I don't feel weird about it, um.
2711
2712593
271300:33:28,592 --> 00:33:30,912
2714I haven't really thought
2715about it too much, to be honest.
2716
2717594
271800:33:30,987 --> 00:33:31,987
2719Okay.
2720
2721595
272200:33:32,770 --> 00:33:34,642
2723- That's all right.
2724- No offense.
2725
2726596
272700:33:36,818 --> 00:33:38,341
2728Why, how do you feel about it?
2729
2730597
273100:33:49,352 --> 00:33:50,752
2732- Oh, the water's boiling.
2733- Okay.
2734
2735598
273600:33:50,827 --> 00:33:52,467
2737- I'm going to go grab it.
2738- No worries.
2739
2740599
274100:33:52,452 --> 00:33:54,140
2742- All right, standby.
2743- Thanks.
2744
2745600
274600:34:13,724 --> 00:34:16,379
2747In America, you can get to the top,
2748
2749601
275000:34:16,901 --> 00:34:18,686
2751but one simple, little mistake,
2752
2753602
275400:34:18,816 --> 00:34:20,688
2755you could come tumbling right down.
2756
2757603
275800:34:20,818 --> 00:34:23,256
2759Five years ago, I was financially
2760secure.
2761
2762604
276300:34:23,386 --> 00:34:25,127
2764Now, I don't know
2765what's going to happen.
2766
2767605
276800:34:25,258 --> 00:34:27,738
2769Regardless of my
2770adversities I go through,
2771
2772606
277300:34:28,087 --> 00:34:30,219
2774I know I will rise
2775up in America.
2776
2777607
277800:34:35,181 --> 00:34:37,008
2779-  Hey, stranger.
2780-  Hey.
2781
2782608
278300:34:37,139 --> 00:34:39,981
2784Haven't seen you in a while.
2785Here, I want to show you something.
2786
2787609
278800:34:40,081 --> 00:34:41,081
2789Okay.
2790
2791610
279200:34:41,187 --> 00:34:43,754
2793It's this software where I can,
2794
2795611
279600:34:43,885 --> 00:34:46,409
2797basically, uh, access
2798
2799612
280000:34:46,540 --> 00:34:47,845
2801other guy's computers.
2802
2803613
280400:34:47,976 --> 00:34:49,195
2805- Okay.
2806- So this guy,
2807
2808614
280900:34:49,325 --> 00:34:51,501
2810he just sent me, like,
2811his password information
2812
2813615
281400:34:51,632 --> 00:34:54,939
2815and I can just go in...
2816
2817616
281800:34:55,070 --> 00:34:57,159
2819...and see what
2820he wants me to see.
2821
2822617
282300:34:57,290 --> 00:35:00,249
2824And look, see,
2825this is his page here.
2826
2827618
282800:35:00,380 --> 00:35:01,380
2829Whoa!
2830
2831619
283200:35:02,947 --> 00:35:04,907
2833So that's his computer
2834and you're just in there?
2835
2836620
283700:35:04,908 --> 00:35:06,603
2838Yeah, so some of these guys
2839
2840621
284100:35:06,734 --> 00:35:09,606
2842like it when I pay myself.
2843
2844622
284500:35:09,737 --> 00:35:11,897
2846So right now, he is on the
2847other side of the computer
2848
2849623
285000:35:11,975 --> 00:35:13,523
2851and he can see all this.
2852
2853624
285400:35:13,654 --> 00:35:16,014
2855Everything, like me moving
2856around this desktop right here,
2857
2858625
285900:35:16,078 --> 00:35:18,224
2860me logging into his account.
2861
2862626
286300:35:18,354 --> 00:35:22,315
2864He's over there,
2865like, enjoying the show.
2866
2867627
286800:35:22,837 --> 00:35:26,057
2869And so he wants me to pay myself.
2870
2871628
287200:35:26,188 --> 00:35:32,151
2873- And how much is he asking for?
2874- Um, he's having me pay myself $100.
2875
2876629
287700:35:34,022 --> 00:35:36,111
2878You put in an extra zero.
2879
2880630
288100:35:36,242 --> 00:35:37,242
2882Oops.
2883
2884631
288500:35:38,896 --> 00:35:40,289
2886There we go.
2887
2888632
288900:35:40,420 --> 00:35:41,464
2890 Cool.
2891
2892633
289300:35:41,595 --> 00:35:43,858
2894We thank you for playing fair.
2895
2896634
289700:35:45,773 --> 00:35:48,906
2898I've never seen that notification
2899before. That's funny.
2900
2901635
290200:35:50,212 --> 00:35:51,344
2903Pretty cool, huh?
2904
2905636
290600:35:54,695 --> 00:35:57,567
2907So this guy gets turned on
2908when you take more money from him
2909
2910637
291100:35:57,698 --> 00:36:01,789
2912- than he asked you to take?
2913- It isn't
2914hard to tell what the guy really wants.
2915
2916638
291700:36:01,919 --> 00:36:03,573
2918Like, yeah, he says $100,
2919
2920639
292100:36:03,704 --> 00:36:05,140
2922but he also loves how greedy I am.
2923
2924640
292500:36:05,271 --> 00:36:08,839
2926He loves how I am
2927the type of woman who would,
2928
2929641
293000:36:08,970 --> 00:36:10,928
2931you know...
2932
2933642
293400:36:11,451 --> 00:36:13,496
2935take more money than
2936what was agreed upon,
2937
2938643
293900:36:13,627 --> 00:36:15,368
2940and that sort of thing.
2941
2942644
294300:36:15,498 --> 00:36:18,632
2944So it's like,
2945which part do I listen to?
2946
2947645
294800:36:18,762 --> 00:36:21,678
2949Do I listen to that part?
2950Or do I, you know, trust that...
2951
2952646
295300:36:23,071 --> 00:36:26,553
2954he really only wants me to send $100?
2955
2956647
295700:36:27,293 --> 00:36:29,991
2958So you're saying he's got no problem
2959with you taking $1,000?
2960
2961648
296200:36:31,210 --> 00:36:32,410
2963Mm-mm.
2964
2965649
296600:36:34,300 --> 00:36:35,300
2967Okay.
2968
2969650
297000:36:48,009 --> 00:36:51,447
2971We are back in Vegas shooting
2972
2973651
297400:36:51,578 --> 00:36:55,495
2975at the Adult Entertainment
2976Expo this week.
2977
2978652
297900:36:55,625 --> 00:36:57,627
2980I'm now paying for everything
2981on my credit card,
2982
2983653
298400:36:57,758 --> 00:36:58,758
2985so got to work fast.
2986
2987654
298800:36:59,629 --> 00:37:01,022
2989And ever since I got here,
2990
2991655
299200:37:02,589 --> 00:37:04,869
2993everyone keeps talking about
2994this girl, Princess Cassie.
2995
2996656
299700:37:04,846 --> 00:37:06,726
2998Uh, kind of sounds like
2999she's the new it girl.
3000
3001657
300200:37:22,870 --> 00:37:24,742
3003Ceara's going to be
3004signing autographs,
3005
3006658
300700:37:24,842 --> 00:37:26,402
3008so I might just have
3009a bit of a wander
3010
3011659
301200:37:26,229 --> 00:37:27,469
3013around the convention, explore.
3014
3015660
301600:37:27,962 --> 00:37:30,356
3017Maybe, check out Cassie's booth.
3018
3019661
302000:37:30,486 --> 00:37:32,096
3021See what all the hype is about.
3022
3023662
302400:37:41,671 --> 00:37:43,238
3025I don't really hate her,
3026
3027663
302800:37:43,369 --> 00:37:44,979
3029but I do find her really odd.
3030
3031664
303200:37:45,109 --> 00:37:47,851
3033And she only talks
3034about herself.
3035
3036665
303700:37:47,982 --> 00:37:50,702
3038I actually introduced her to this
3039industry. I brought her into it.
3040
3041666
304200:37:56,512 --> 00:37:58,660
3043I had shot her for some videos
3044
3045667
304600:37:58,760 --> 00:38:00,960
3047and so it was the first time
3048she did the FemDom thing.
3049
3050668
305100:38:01,014 --> 00:38:02,254
3052And she took to it really well.
3053
3054669
305500:38:02,304 --> 00:38:04,624
3056I'm not going to say like,
3057"Oh, I made her," or anything.
3058
3059670
306000:38:04,653 --> 00:38:06,133
3061She just needed to
3062be shown the door
3063
3064671
306500:38:06,217 --> 00:38:08,394
3066and she, you know, totally took
3067full advantage of it.
3068
3069672
307000:38:08,524 --> 00:38:11,397
3071Like, you know, really,
3072really took to it.
3073
3074673
307500:38:11,527 --> 00:38:12,572
3076You love that, don't you?
3077
3078674
307900:38:13,790 --> 00:38:16,924
3080And then, kind of
3081the weirdness came later
3082
3083675
308400:38:17,054 --> 00:38:18,882
3085when she started to
3086become really popular.
3087
3088676
308900:38:20,231 --> 00:38:22,625
3090Again, I don't think
3091she needs to kiss my ass
3092
3093677
309400:38:22,756 --> 00:38:24,540
3095or think that I created
3096her or anything.
3097
3098678
309900:38:24,671 --> 00:38:26,455
3100But she wouldn't be where she was
3101
3102679
310300:38:26,586 --> 00:38:28,457
3104if I hadn't have
3105introduced her to this.
3106
3107680
310800:38:28,588 --> 00:38:30,459
3109- Hello.
3110- How's it going?
3111
3112681
311300:38:30,590 --> 00:38:32,331
3114- Good, how are you?
3115- Good.
3116
3117682
311800:38:32,461 --> 00:38:33,636
3119Nice to see you.
3120
3121683
312200:38:36,770 --> 00:38:38,641
3123- This is Julian.
3124- Hello, how are you doing?
3125
3126684
312700:38:38,772 --> 00:38:41,773
3128- Nice to meet you, Julian.
3129- Normally, I don't do videos like this,
3130
3131685
313200:38:41,873 --> 00:38:44,995
3133but I have a client who
3134pays a lot of money
3135
3136686
313700:38:45,126 --> 00:38:48,912
3138to watch me make out with certain girls,
3139and he likes Cassie,
3140
3141687
314200:38:49,043 --> 00:38:50,697
3143so that's what
3144we're doing today.
3145
3146688
314700:38:50,827 --> 00:38:53,656
3148Hey, can I talk to you for a minute?
3149
3150689
315100:38:54,440 --> 00:38:57,573
3152So, um, it's just going to
3153be like soft-core stuff?
3154
3155690
315600:38:57,704 --> 00:38:59,836
3157Yeah, it's just normal kissing.
3158
3159691
316000:38:59,967 --> 00:39:01,487
3161- Nothing too kinky.
3162- Cool.
3163
3164692
316500:40:08,688 --> 00:40:10,037
3166I think you've seen enough.
3167
3168693
316900:40:42,373 --> 00:40:45,986
3170Princess Ceara
3171was the first one that I saw
3172
3173694
317400:40:46,465 --> 00:40:49,076
3175that I looked and was like,
3176"What the hell is this
3177
3178695
317900:40:49,206 --> 00:40:51,861
3180chick doing to these guys,
3181
3182696
318300:40:51,992 --> 00:40:54,864
3184and making so much money
3185than anybody else?"
3186
3187697
318800:40:54,995 --> 00:40:59,565
3189The Ceara I know is,
3190uh, both kind and gentle.
3191
3192698
319300:40:59,695 --> 00:41:04,439
3194But I have seen her be
3195an absolute stuck up cunt.
3196
3197699
319800:41:05,135 --> 00:41:08,356
3199Ceara isn't quite
3200who she says she is.
3201
3202700
320300:41:08,487 --> 00:41:10,127
3204I don't know, just
3205watch your back, man.
3206
3207701
320800:41:10,227 --> 00:41:11,794
3209This could go down
3210
3211702
321200:41:11,925 --> 00:41:14,405
3213a path you're maybe not
3214ready for it to take.
3215
3216703
321700:41:14,536 --> 00:41:17,321
3218I have seen her just turn on a dime.
3219
3220704
322100:41:19,193 --> 00:41:20,673
3222This is it, fellas.
3223
3224705
322500:41:20,847 --> 00:41:21,935
3226This is as real as it gets.
3227
3228706
322900:41:28,028 --> 00:41:29,943
3230- Hello.
3231- Hello!
3232
3233707
323400:41:30,073 --> 00:41:31,753
3235- How are you, today?
3236- Hello, everybody.
3237
3238708
323900:41:31,848 --> 00:41:33,207
3240You can go in first.
3241
3242709
324300:41:35,557 --> 00:41:36,997
3244- Nice to see you again.
3245- Welcome.
3246
3247710
324800:41:37,057 --> 00:41:38,657
3249- Nice to see you.
3250- How have you been?
3251
3252711
325300:41:38,682 --> 00:41:41,202
3254- I've been good, how about you?
3255- I'm good, I can't complain.
3256
3257712
325800:41:42,869 --> 00:41:45,544
3259- Should I give you a little tour, or?
3260- Yes, a big tour.
3261
3262713
326300:41:45,644 --> 00:41:47,003
3264- Okay.
3265- It's huge.
3266
3267714
326800:41:47,395 --> 00:41:50,616
3269Okay, this is, uh,
3270really what you came for.
3271
3272715
327300:41:50,746 --> 00:41:52,835
3274- Correct?
3275- Yes.
3276
3277716
327800:41:52,966 --> 00:41:54,533
3279Wow, you got anything bigger?
3280
3281717
328200:41:55,490 --> 00:41:57,645
3283Yeah, well, pegging
3284guys with this on camera
3285
3286718
328700:41:57,745 --> 00:41:59,494
3288is what pays for
3289the apartment, so.
3290
3291719
329200:42:01,540 --> 00:42:04,665
3293- That's got to hurt.
3294- I'm sure you recognize this backdrop.
3295
3296720
329700:42:04,765 --> 00:42:06,765
3298I did do a little research.
3299I'm not going to lie.
3300
3301721
330200:42:06,439 --> 00:42:08,719
3303- Yeah, of course you did.
3304- It's unprofessional not to.
3305
3306722
330700:42:08,629 --> 00:42:09,629
3308Yeah. 
3309
3310723
331100:42:09,346 --> 00:42:11,767
3312- Yeah, so I just sit?
3313- That's here.
3314
3315724
331600:42:11,898 --> 00:42:14,640
3317- I just sit, and talk, and
3318answer questions and stuff? - Yes.
3319
3320725
332100:42:14,770 --> 00:42:16,970
3322- Okay. - So, you know
3323the definition of an interview?
3324
3325726
332600:42:17,006 --> 00:42:18,006
3327- I do.
3328- That's great.
3329
3330727
333100:42:17,901 --> 00:42:18,901
3332- Thank you!
3333- Amazing.
3334
3335728
333600:42:20,297 --> 00:42:22,537
3337- All right, we could do that.
3338- Um, okay, I'm nervous.
3339
3340729
334100:42:22,573 --> 00:42:25,069
3342- There's no right or wrong answers?
3343- I feel nervous.
3344
3345730
334600:42:25,738 --> 00:42:27,522
3347Interview with Princess Cassie.
3348
3349731
335000:42:30,917 --> 00:42:34,181
3351Well, it was a very interesting day
3352
3353732
335400:42:34,311 --> 00:42:36,009
3355the other day at Ceara's place.
3356
3357733
335800:42:36,139 --> 00:42:39,012
3359- Yeah.
3360- I was very curious to meet you.
3361
3362734
336300:42:39,142 --> 00:42:41,492
3364- You, as well.
3365- Mm-hmm.
3366
3367735
336800:42:41,971 --> 00:42:45,105
3369So, what did you mean when
3370you told me to be careful?
3371
3372736
337300:42:46,585 --> 00:42:48,761
3374I don't know, you just got
3375to keep her at a distance.
3376
3377737
337800:42:50,284 --> 00:42:53,200
3379Like, I mean, she's good
3380in small doses,
3381
3382738
338300:42:53,330 --> 00:42:56,203
3384but then she's pretty poisonous
3385
3386739
338700:42:56,333 --> 00:42:59,728
3388if you, you know,
3389let her in too much.
3390
3391740
339200:42:59,859 --> 00:43:02,351
3393I don't know. I'm not really trying
3394to ruin these guys lives,
3395
3396741
339700:43:02,451 --> 00:43:05,342
3398even though I act like it.
3399You know, "Treat them like shit."
3400
3401742
340200:43:05,473 --> 00:43:07,910
3403I'm not really trying
3404to ruin marriages,
3405
3406743
340700:43:08,041 --> 00:43:10,609
3408- or, you know, so.
3409- Yeah, mm-hmm.
3410
3411744
341200:43:10,739 --> 00:43:12,654
3413Is that what Ceara's doing?
3414
3415745
341600:43:13,046 --> 00:43:16,484
3417She's not, um, you know,
3418as transparent as she appears to be.
3419
3420746
342100:43:16,963 --> 00:43:21,141
3422Could you go into, like,
3423a tiny bit more detail about what...
3424
3425747
342600:43:22,795 --> 00:43:26,015
3427I don't know. Um, honestly,
3428I don't really want to do that.
3429
3430748
343100:43:27,147 --> 00:43:31,064
3432But I can tell you that she has
3433a lot of dirt on these guys
3434
3435749
343600:43:31,194 --> 00:43:33,153
3437and she uses it to
3438get what she wants.
3439
3440750
344100:43:36,286 --> 00:43:38,288
3442Can I get a name or
3443something like that?
3444
3445751
344600:43:38,419 --> 00:43:40,290
3447So I can follow up
3448on this at least,
3449
3450752
345100:43:40,421 --> 00:43:41,421
3452and not involve you.
3453
3454753
345500:43:43,076 --> 00:43:44,468
3456I mean, it would
3457come back to me.
3458
3459754
346000:43:44,599 --> 00:43:45,992
3461No, I can't.
3462
3463755
346400:43:46,427 --> 00:43:49,473
3465But, I mean, if you stick
3466around Ceara long enough,
3467
3468756
346900:43:49,604 --> 00:43:52,651
3470you'll see something, trust me.
3471
3472757
347300:43:58,134 --> 00:44:01,094
3474All right, let's cut there then.
3475
3476758
347700:44:01,224 --> 00:44:04,706
3478- Um, do you want water or anything?
3479- Uh...
3480
3481759
348200:44:04,837 --> 00:44:05,881
3483- I'm okay.
3484- Wine, or...
3485
3486760
348700:44:06,969 --> 00:44:07,969
3488- Yeah.
3489- Cool.
3490
3491761
349200:44:42,178 --> 00:44:43,876
3493Could you please
3494just give me a name?
3495
3496762
349700:44:45,138 --> 00:44:46,705
3498Please?
3499 
3500
3501763
350200:44:50,230 --> 00:44:51,535
3503Thanks.
3504
3505764
350600:44:52,754 --> 00:44:54,756
3507Talk to you soon.
3508
3509765
351000:44:55,104 --> 00:44:58,325
3511And look, see, this is his page here.
3512
3513766
351400:44:58,455 --> 00:45:00,294
3515You put in an extra zero.
3516
3517767
351800:45:00,394 --> 00:45:01,394
3519Oops.
3520
3521768
352200:45:02,851 --> 00:45:05,941
3523We thank you for playing fair.
3524
3525769
352600:45:06,899 --> 00:45:09,379
3527I've never seen that notification
3528before.
3529That's funny.
3530
3531770
353200:45:15,734 --> 00:45:19,128
3533I always question
3534which side to get in on the car.
3535
3536771
353700:47:20,554 --> 00:47:22,817
3538All right, she's hiding
3539something for sure.
3540
3541772
354200:47:24,384 --> 00:47:26,304
3543And, now, I just need
3544to figure out what it is.
3545
3546773
354700:47:30,346 --> 00:47:31,346
3548Hi.
3549
3550774
355100:47:32,218 --> 00:47:33,959
3552- Hey.
3553- How you doing?
3554
3555775
355600:47:34,089 --> 00:47:36,222
3557I'm Julian, nice to,
3558um, meet you.
3559
3560776
356100:47:36,918 --> 00:47:39,703
3562Yeah, hi, can you please try to
3563explain to me again
3564
3565777
356600:47:39,834 --> 00:47:42,141
3567- exact...
3568- Of course. Well, yeah,
3569
3570778
357100:47:42,271 --> 00:47:44,926
3572I was trying
3573to explain in that message, um,
3574
3575779
357600:47:45,057 --> 00:47:48,625
3577I got your contacts, um...
3578
3579780
358000:47:49,191 --> 00:47:52,716
3581because I've been actually doing
3582a documentary film about Ceara.
3583
3584781
358500:47:52,847 --> 00:47:58,897
3586And I saw all of your details
3587one time when she opened up,
3588
3589782
359000:47:59,506 --> 00:48:02,306
3591- kind of, like, took control of your
3592computer.
3593- Uh, how did you...
3594
3595783
359600:48:06,121 --> 00:48:07,361
3597How did you get my information?
3598
3599784
360000:48:07,446 --> 00:48:11,083
3601Well, I could see your Skype name and
3602stuff
3603like that. Everything was open so,
3604yeah.
3605
3606785
360700:48:11,213 --> 00:48:12,213
3608Fuck!
3609
3610786
361100:48:27,926 --> 00:48:30,754
3612I don't want to know
3613what his real-life situation is.
3614
3615787
361600:48:30,885 --> 00:48:33,148
3617And these guys have
3618a fetish for being ruined,
3619
3620788
362100:48:33,279 --> 00:48:36,108
3622so, yeah, how do you tell?
3623
3624789
362500:48:36,804 --> 00:48:38,458
3626Brilliant, I think that's good.
3627
3628790
362900:48:38,588 --> 00:48:39,588
3630Cool.
3631
3632791
363300:48:39,686 --> 00:48:40,686
3634Good day.
3635
3636792
363700:48:41,417 --> 00:48:42,418
3638Dope.
3639
3640793
364100:48:58,957 --> 00:49:00,001
3642Come here, kitty.
3643
3644794
364500:49:01,307 --> 00:49:02,612
3646Come here, baby.
3647
3648795
364900:49:02,743 --> 00:49:03,743
3650How you doing?
3651
3652796
365300:49:20,456 --> 00:49:22,625
3654All right, listen, don't get angry.
3655
3656797
365700:49:22,725 --> 00:49:24,085
3658I got your number
3659from her phone.
3660
3661798
366200:49:23,938 --> 00:49:24,938
3663I just have one question.
3664
3665799
366600:49:25,026 --> 00:49:27,246
3667Then, I'm going to
3668leave you alone, okay?
3669
3670800
367100:49:27,507 --> 00:49:28,943
3672What is it, what?
3673
3674801
367500:49:29,074 --> 00:49:31,206
3676Did you want her to take
3677that $1,000 from you?
3678
3679802
368000:49:31,337 --> 00:49:32,773
3681Why do you want to know that?
3682
3683803
368400:49:34,731 --> 00:49:36,907
3685Look, dude, I'm just
3686trying to figure out
3687
3688804
368900:49:37,343 --> 00:49:39,649
3690- what's real and what isn't.
3691- You know what?
3692
3693805
369400:49:39,780 --> 00:49:41,956
3695It's complicated.
3696It doesn't really matter.
3697
3698806
369900:49:42,087 --> 00:49:43,523
3700Explain what complicated means.
3701
3702807
370300:49:44,480 --> 00:49:46,680
3704Okay, look.
3705
3706808
370700:49:46,961 --> 00:49:50,791
3708I used to love it when she would
3709take control of situations,
3710
3711809
371200:49:50,921 --> 00:49:52,967
3713but I would never,
3714never have told her
3715
3716810
371700:49:53,098 --> 00:49:55,218
3718to take thousands of dollars
3719out of my bank account,
3720
3721811
372200:49:55,253 --> 00:49:56,492
3723all right? I have a daughter.
3724
3725812
372600:49:56,623 --> 00:49:58,799
3727I have a baby on its way.
3728
3729813
373000:49:58,929 --> 00:50:01,019
3731I can't afford that.
3732
3733814
373400:50:01,715 --> 00:50:03,712
3735So why don't you just ask
3736her for the money back?
3737
3738815
373900:50:03,812 --> 00:50:07,590
3740She has a video of me,
3741and I have a wife
3742
3743816
374400:50:07,721 --> 00:50:10,506
3745who is upstairs taking a nap
3746right now, who's asleep.
3747
3748817
374900:50:10,637 --> 00:50:13,394
3750I can't ever have her see
3751that video, ever in my life.
3752
3753818
375400:50:13,494 --> 00:50:16,414
3755Hang on, hang on, wait, wait.
3756Wait, is
3757this the fantasy or is this real,
3758
3759819
376000:50:16,484 --> 00:50:17,484
3761what you're saying?
3762
3763820
376400:50:19,124 --> 00:50:20,299
3765This is very real.
3766
3767821
376800:50:22,518 --> 00:50:24,129
3769If my wife ever sees that video,
3770
3771822
377200:50:24,259 --> 00:50:26,609
3773she will leave me
3774in a heartbeat.
3775
3776823
377700:50:28,959 --> 00:50:32,354
3778So that cannot happen, ever, okay?
3779
3780824
378100:50:32,485 --> 00:50:34,685
3782Okay, listen, maybe there's
3783a way that I can help you.
3784
3785825
378600:50:34,737 --> 00:50:36,857
3787Maybe she doesn't understand
3788what your situation is?
3789
3790826
379100:50:36,748 --> 00:50:39,318
3792Maybe you need to explain the
3793situation to her face to face.
3794
3795827
379600:50:39,448 --> 00:50:41,407
3797Ceara Lynch doesn't meet
3798people face to face,
3799
3800828
380100:50:41,537 --> 00:50:43,217
3802so that's just not
3803going to happen, okay?
3804
3805829
380600:50:43,258 --> 00:50:44,698
3807Do you think I'm
3808not aware of that?
3809
3810830
381100:50:44,591 --> 00:50:46,391
3812Look, I'm thinking that
3813there could be a way
3814
3815831
381600:50:46,412 --> 00:50:49,110
3817that I could connect you with her
3818
3819832
382000:50:49,241 --> 00:50:51,199
3821and you could tell
3822her this to her face.
3823
3824833
382500:50:51,330 --> 00:50:53,027
3826How would you do that?
3827
3828834
382900:50:54,463 --> 00:50:56,987
3830Simple, I mean, we'd be
3831having lunch somewhere
3832
3833835
383400:50:57,118 --> 00:50:59,118
3835and you just happen to be
3836on the street that day.
3837
3838836
383900:51:01,601 --> 00:51:02,645
3840Luke, listen to me.
3841
3842837
384300:51:03,429 --> 00:51:04,865
3844You need to do this.
3845
3846838
384700:51:05,648 --> 00:51:06,736
3848You need to meet her.
3849
3850839
385100:51:07,128 --> 00:51:08,328
3852You need to look into her eyes
3853
3854840
385500:51:08,415 --> 00:51:09,885
3856and tell her what
3857you just told me.
3858
3859841
386000:51:09,985 --> 00:51:12,192
3861Otherwise, she's going to
3862keep taking money from you
3863
3864842
386500:51:12,292 --> 00:51:13,526
3866and it's never going to end.
3867
3868843
386900:51:16,964 --> 00:51:18,524
3870You just want to keep
3871being her bitch?
3872
3873844
387400:51:28,976 --> 00:51:30,845
3875'Kay, just got to get my stuff here
3876
3877845
387800:51:30,945 --> 00:51:33,372
3879and then I'm going to
3880put it right up here.
3881
3882846
388300:51:33,850 --> 00:51:36,940
3884Actually, the T-shirt's
3885a little bit high...
3886
3887847
388800:51:37,071 --> 00:51:40,509
3889She got this guy because he was 
3890horny and vulnerable,
3891
3892848
389300:51:40,640 --> 00:51:41,902
3894and he gave her something.
3895
3896849
389700:51:42,032 --> 00:51:44,687
3898He started playing a game
3899
3900850
390100:51:44,818 --> 00:51:46,776
3902that he didn't
3903know the rules to.
3904
3905851
390600:51:46,907 --> 00:51:48,865
3907And she can just
3908change the rules.
3909
3910852
391100:51:49,344 --> 00:51:52,565
3912She's taken $45,000
3913from this guy.
3914
3915853
391600:51:55,307 --> 00:51:57,092
3917- That's criminal.
3918- Hit record.
3919
3920854
392100:51:57,192 --> 00:51:58,672
3922The numbers will
3923start ticking away.
3924
3925855
392600:51:58,716 --> 00:51:59,996
3927- Okay.
3928- And you're recording.
3929
3930856
393100:52:01,269 --> 00:52:03,249
3932Give me a thumbs up
3933if you can hear this.
3934
3935857
393600:52:03,349 --> 00:52:04,349
3937Okay.
3938
3939858
394000:52:05,839 --> 00:52:06,927
3941- Hello.
3942- Hey.
3943
3944859
394500:52:07,057 --> 00:52:08,577
3946- How you doing?
3947- Good, how are you?
3948
3949860
395000:52:08,638 --> 00:52:10,496
3951I'm good, what's happening?
3952
3953861
395400:52:10,887 --> 00:52:12,237
3955Not too much, hungry.
3956
3957862
395800:52:14,630 --> 00:52:16,154
3959Is it too early for a cocktail?
3960
3961863
396200:52:16,806 --> 00:52:18,025
3963That sounds nice.
3964
3965864
396600:52:19,809 --> 00:52:22,369
3967What's the difference between
3968tomato jam and ketchup, I wonder?
3969
3970865
397100:52:23,204 --> 00:52:24,204
3972I don't know.
3973
3974866
397500:52:36,609 --> 00:52:38,654
3976I might just call
3977my friend real quick.
3978
3979867
398000:52:39,177 --> 00:52:40,177
3981Yeah.
3982
3983868
398400:52:46,227 --> 00:52:48,587
3985- Hello.
3986- Hey, brother. What's happening?
3987
3988869
398900:52:56,063 --> 00:52:57,195
3990Where are you right now?
3991
3992870
399300:52:59,849 --> 00:53:01,677
3994- Where are you right now?
3995- Um...
3996
3997871
399800:53:02,374 --> 00:53:03,374
3999Right this second?
4000
4001872
400200:53:06,029 --> 00:53:07,029
4003Can you see me?
4004
4005873
400600:53:07,814 --> 00:53:08,814
4007Can you see me?
4008
4009874
401000:53:09,642 --> 00:53:10,642
4011So just come.
4012
4013875
401400:53:10,729 --> 00:53:11,729
4015So just come.
4016
4017876
401800:53:12,906 --> 00:53:14,212
4019Fuck.
4020 
4021
4022877
402300:53:34,101 --> 00:53:35,541
4024Can you stop being
4025a fucking pussy,
4026
4027878
402800:53:35,599 --> 00:53:36,879
4029and just come and do this thing?
4030
4031879
403200:53:40,934 --> 00:53:41,934
4033Huh?
4034
4035880
403600:53:44,677 --> 00:53:46,389
4037No, I'm saying... 
4038
4039881
404000:53:46,489 --> 00:53:49,089
4041I don't think you're a pussy.
4042I'm saying don't act like a pussy.
4043
4044882
404500:53:49,099 --> 00:53:50,099
4046Hey, hey, hey, hey!
4047
4048883
404900:53:54,904 --> 00:53:55,904
4050What?
4051
4052884
405300:54:14,533 --> 00:54:18,101
4054She took $45,000 from him and he still
4055doesn't have the balls to confront her.
4056
4057885
405800:54:18,232 --> 00:54:20,930
4059I mean, according to her,
4060she hasn't even done anything wrong.
4061
4062886
406300:54:23,281 --> 00:54:25,370
4064But if he's not going
4065to confront her,
4066
4067887
406800:54:26,196 --> 00:54:28,808
4069then it's pretty
4070much left up to me.
4071
4072888
407300:54:32,986 --> 00:54:35,064
4074I've got the recording of
4075my conversation with Luke
4076
4077889
407800:54:35,164 --> 00:54:37,469
4079where he says that
4080she's blackmailing him.
4081
4082890
408300:54:37,599 --> 00:54:41,037
4084So all I have to do, really,
4085is play that to her,
4086
4087891
408800:54:41,168 --> 00:54:42,604
4089then she has to address it.
4090
4091892
409200:54:44,302 --> 00:54:46,262
4093It could be the end of my
4094relationship with her,
4095
4096893
409700:54:47,000 --> 00:54:51,134
4098but it's going to be amazing
4099footage one way or another.
4100
4101894
410200:54:51,265 --> 00:54:53,963
4103Pretty much just stick
4104on her close up, I think.
4105
4106895
410700:54:54,399 --> 00:54:57,759
4108- On her close up?
4109- Just get her
4110reaction shots and I'll...
4111
4112896
411300:54:58,446 --> 00:55:00,448
4114Yeah, yeah, just focus on her.
4115
4116897
411700:55:08,021 --> 00:55:09,221
4118Ceara?
4119
4120898
412100:55:24,472 --> 00:55:25,517
4122Ceara?!
4123
4124899
412500:55:37,050 --> 00:55:38,181
4126Ceara!
4127
4128900
412900:55:43,535 --> 00:55:44,535
4130Fuck.
4131
4132901
413300:55:46,625 --> 00:55:47,625
4134Fuck!
4135
4136902
413700:56:14,696 --> 00:56:15,696
4138Luke?
4139
4140903
414100:56:18,961 --> 00:56:19,961
4142Hey, hey, hey.
4143
4144904
414500:56:21,790 --> 00:56:23,470
4146Yes, Luke, I will
4147help you get the money.
4148
4149905
415000:56:23,554 --> 00:56:25,315
4151Just relax.
4152Where are you right now?
4153
4154906
415500:56:26,316 --> 00:56:27,316
4156I won't call the police.
4157
4158907
415900:56:28,318 --> 00:56:29,318
4160Okay, okay. Luke?
4161
4162908
416300:56:31,234 --> 00:56:32,234
4164Luke? Okay, no cameras.
4165
4166909
416700:56:32,316 --> 00:56:33,498
4168Where are you?
4169
4170910
417100:56:40,461 --> 00:56:41,680
4172What are you doing?
4173
4174911
417500:56:42,768 --> 00:56:43,769
4176Keep rolling.
4177 
4178
4179912
418000:57:48,747 --> 00:57:50,488
4181Come on, come on, Erica!
4182
4183913
418400:57:50,879 --> 00:57:53,578
4185- Woo-hoo!
4186- Fight, fight, yes!
4187
4188914
418900:57:53,708 --> 00:57:55,108
4190Woo!
4191 
4192
4193915
419400:59:12,265 --> 00:59:13,265
4195Shit.
4196
4197916
419800:59:17,618 --> 00:59:18,618
4199Julian?
4200
4201917
420200:59:20,969 --> 00:59:24,712
4203What the fuck, man?
4204Hey, Luke, what are you doing?
4205
4206918
420700:59:24,843 --> 00:59:26,563
4208What the fuck? Ceara!
4209
4210919
421100:59:28,629 --> 00:59:30,500
4212Julian, what are
4213you doing here? Julian!
4214
4215920
421600:59:31,806 --> 00:59:32,806
4217Are you okay?
4218
4219921
422001:00:11,977 --> 01:00:15,633
4221Oh, my God, what the fuck?
4222
4223922
422401:00:25,512 --> 01:00:26,512
4225Okay.
4226
4227923
422801:00:38,873 --> 01:00:41,498
4229Are you fucking kidding me?
4230Dude, I don't have 45K!
4231
4232924
423301:00:41,598 --> 01:00:43,038
4234I've got two kids
4235and I don't work.
4236
4237925
423801:00:42,651 --> 01:00:44,731
4239- Like, are you serious?
4240- I'm aware of that, okay?
4241
4242926
424301:00:44,465 --> 01:00:46,505
4244All right, look, I'm just
4245sorry that I called you.
4246
4247927
424801:00:46,561 --> 01:00:48,121
4249- I love you and...
4250- Is this on film?
4251
4252928
425301:00:48,184 --> 01:00:49,184
4254Are you filming me?
4255
4256929
425701:00:49,239 --> 01:00:50,842
4258What is going on?
4259
4260930
426101:00:51,494 --> 01:00:54,149
4262Listen, I love you.
4263I'll call you soon, all right?
4264
4265931
426601:00:54,280 --> 01:00:55,324
4267Are you filming me now?
4268
4269932
427001:00:59,372 --> 01:01:01,372
4271All right.
4272
4273933
427401:01:38,628 --> 01:01:41,066
4275You're going to just,
4276you're going to have to...
4277
4278934
427901:01:41,327 --> 01:01:45,810
4280do what I say, and you're
4281probably not going to like it.
4282
4283935
428401:01:59,519 --> 01:02:00,519
4285Okay.
4286
4287936
428801:02:08,006 --> 01:02:11,661
4289It's almost 9 a.m.
4290and we're still $15,000 short.
4291
4292937
429301:02:11,792 --> 01:02:13,794
4294And, um...
4295
4296938
429701:02:13,925 --> 01:02:16,362
4298I don't want to do this,
4299
4300939
430101:02:16,492 --> 01:02:18,973
4302but Cassie said that I could get
4303
4304940
430501:02:19,104 --> 01:02:21,541
4306$15,000 at least if I do this.
4307
4308941
430901:02:25,066 --> 01:02:27,706
4310If I don't do this, I don't know
4311what's going to happen to Ceara.
4312
4313942
431401:02:45,695 --> 01:02:47,349
4315Hey, it's Julian Shaw.
4316
4317943
431801:02:47,480 --> 01:02:48,480
4319How you doing?
4320
4321944
432201:02:50,439 --> 01:02:52,572
4323So listen, that tape
4324of Ceara and I...
4325
4326945
432701:02:55,531 --> 01:02:59,013
4328There was a lot of stuff
4329that we didn't show you.
4330
4331946
433201:03:04,802 --> 01:03:07,761
4333This is the only sex tape of
4334Ceara that exists, all right?
4335
4336947
433701:03:09,676 --> 01:03:10,982
4338Listen, it is worth every cent.
4339
4340948
434101:03:18,511 --> 01:03:21,551
4342You just have to promise me you'll never
4343tell anyone about this, all right?
4344
4345949
434601:03:21,580 --> 01:03:23,516
4347This is between you and I.
4348This is our secret.
4349
4350950
435101:03:23,646 --> 01:03:26,206
4352You can't tell Ceara that you have this.
4353If you care about her,
4354
4355951
435601:03:26,235 --> 01:03:27,995
4357you will never tell her
4358that you have this.
4359
4360952
436101:03:28,521 --> 01:03:30,361
4362Send me the money
4363and I'll send you the tape.
4364
4365953
436601:03:32,090 --> 01:03:33,090
4367Okay.
4368
4369954
437001:03:37,095 --> 01:03:38,095
4371Aw, fuck.
4372
4373955
437401:03:53,241 --> 01:03:56,288
4375A person can do whatever
4376they want in this country
4377
4378956
437901:03:56,418 --> 01:03:59,682
4380and determine their
4381own self-destiny.
4382
4383957
438401:03:59,813 --> 01:04:02,250
4385A lot of people worship at
4386money's altar every morning.
4387
4388958
438901:04:02,381 --> 01:04:05,036
4390Money can get you free
4391or it can get you hurt.
4392
4393959
439401:04:57,349 --> 01:04:58,524
4395How you doing?
4396
4397960
439801:05:07,707 --> 01:05:08,707
4399Hello.
4400
4401961
440201:05:16,150 --> 01:05:17,717
4403Uh, no,
4404I'm all good, my man.
4405
4406962
440701:05:17,847 --> 01:05:20,161
4408- Know where you're going?
4409- Yeah, all good, man.
4410
4411963
441201:05:20,261 --> 01:05:22,021
4413- Thank you though.
4414- What number you need?
4415
4416964
441701:05:23,418 --> 01:05:25,753
4418What's the camera for anyways?
4419
4420965
442101:05:25,853 --> 01:05:28,075
4422Nah, man. 
4423Nah, we're not filming you.
4424
4425966
442601:05:28,206 --> 01:05:29,729
4427I just, you know, I'm...
4428
4429967
443001:05:29,859 --> 01:05:32,259
4431- Hey, there's no filming 'round here!
4432- That's cool, dude.
4433
4434968
443501:05:32,324 --> 01:05:34,324
4436- These are people's homes!
4437- I know, I get that.
4438
4439969
444001:05:34,224 --> 01:05:36,264
4441- It's private property.
4442- We're not shooting you.
4443
4444970
444501:05:35,875 --> 01:05:37,195
4446- It's all good.
4447- No, hey, man.
4448
4449971
445001:05:37,041 --> 01:05:38,841
4451- Dude, relax.
4452- Where are you from anyways?
4453
4454972
445501:05:39,217 --> 01:05:41,897
4456- I'm from Sydney, Australia, okay?
4457- You're a long way from home.
4458
4459973
446001:05:41,906 --> 01:05:43,786
4461- I know.
4462- I suggest you get going right now.
4463
4464974
446501:05:43,526 --> 01:05:45,166
4466I'm going, mate.
4467I hear you, absolutely.
4468
4469975
447001:05:44,893 --> 01:05:47,013
4471Not without that camera though.
4472Put that thing away.
4473
4474976
447501:05:46,915 --> 01:05:48,635
4476It's all good, man.
4477It's not even rolling.
4478
4479977
448001:05:48,608 --> 01:05:51,088
4481- You're good, you're good.
4482- How do I know it's not rolling?
4483
4484978
448501:05:51,071 --> 01:05:52,671
4486- Get the fuck over here!
4487- No, listen.
4488
4489979
449001:05:52,597 --> 01:05:55,637
4491- We're getting scenic shots for a
4492documentary.
4493- Where the hell you going?
4494
4495980
449601:05:55,575 --> 01:05:58,255
4497I am actually trying to leave
4498and you're actually blocking my way.
4499
4500981
450101:05:57,965 --> 01:06:01,045
4502- With respect, okay.
4503- This spot goes
4504way over the boundary of my property.
4505
4506982
450701:06:00,500 --> 01:06:02,740
4508How am I going to leave if you
4509don't get out of my way?
4510
4511983
451201:06:02,065 --> 01:06:04,385
4513With respect, I'm actually
4514trying to leave your property.
4515
4516984
451701:06:04,329 --> 01:06:06,729
4518- Really? You trying to leave?
4519- I'm actually trying to go.
4520
4521985
452201:06:06,735 --> 01:06:08,483
4523With that and with that 
4524big ass camera?
4525
4526986
452701:06:08,583 --> 01:06:10,770
4528Hey, it's all good, bro.
4529Just relax, it's all good.
4530
4531987
453201:06:10,900 --> 01:06:12,511
4533Put that shit down.
4534
4535988
453601:06:12,946 --> 01:06:14,186
4537Don't tell me what to put down.
4538
4539989
454001:06:15,470 --> 01:06:17,470
4541Get your fucking hands off me, 
4542you motherfucker!
4543
4544990
454501:06:17,506 --> 01:06:20,106
4546- Get the fuck away from my camera.
4547- Gimme that fuckin' camera!
4548
4549991
455001:06:20,104 --> 01:06:21,704
4551Hey, put that fucking shit down!
4552
4553992
455401:06:24,262 --> 01:06:25,662
4555Go! Go!
4556
4557993
455801:06:27,439 --> 01:06:28,999
4559You didn't have to fire that.
4560
4561994
456201:06:57,773 --> 01:06:59,407
4563He ain't here, idiot, let's go.
4564
4565995
456601:06:59,507 --> 01:07:00,689
4567God dammit.
4568
4569996
457001:07:01,429 --> 01:07:02,430
4571Let's go, Dell.
4572
4573997
457401:07:12,962 --> 01:07:13,962
4575Come on.
4576
4577998
457801:07:53,481 --> 01:07:57,442
4579Okay, 10, 15, 25,
458035, 45 thousand.
4581
4582999
458301:07:58,312 --> 01:07:59,661
4584It's in the bag.
4585
45861000
458701:08:03,274 --> 01:08:04,714
4588Now, tell me where she is.
4589
45901001
459101:08:22,815 --> 01:08:23,815
4592 Is this it?
4593
45941002
459501:08:28,951 --> 01:08:30,471
4596I'm going to leave
4597the headlights on.
4598
45991003
460001:09:21,221 --> 01:09:22,221
4601It stinks.
4602 
4603
46041004
460501:09:39,544 --> 01:09:40,544
4606Ceara!
4607
46081005
460901:09:46,246 --> 01:09:47,446
4610Ceara?
4611
46121006
461301:09:53,253 --> 01:09:54,341
4614Ceara?
4615
46161007
461701:10:21,934 --> 01:10:23,283
4618I did everything you asked!
4619
46201008
462101:10:23,414 --> 01:10:25,459
4622Please, man,
4623I'm fucking exhausted.
4624
46251009
462601:10:25,590 --> 01:10:26,678
4627All right?
4628
46291010
463001:10:26,808 --> 01:10:27,809
4631I gave you the money.
4632
46331011
463401:10:38,080 --> 01:10:39,256
4635Come on, get in!
4636
46371012
463801:10:45,349 --> 01:10:47,185
4639Listen, Cassie,
4640I know where she is.
4641
46421013
464301:10:47,285 --> 01:10:48,882
4644I'll pick you up on
4645the way, all right?
4646
46471014
464801:10:55,794 --> 01:10:58,884
4649Jehovah Witnesses,
4650they don't believe in Heaven or Hell.
4651
46521015
465301:10:59,014 --> 01:11:01,452
4654They believe that there's
4655an Armageddon coming,
4656
46571016
465801:11:01,582 --> 01:11:02,757
4659and it's coming really soon.
4660
46611017
466201:11:03,758 --> 01:11:05,412
4663And then Paradise comes after
4664
46651018
466601:11:05,543 --> 01:11:07,240
4667to everyone that follows Jehovah.
4668
46691019
467001:11:09,242 --> 01:11:14,856
4671The earth started shaking
4672and I totally freaked out.
4673
46741020
467501:11:15,727 --> 01:11:20,819
4676I just, like, ran
4677and I just saw this light,
4678
46791021
468001:11:20,949 --> 01:11:24,213
4681like this really
4682bright white light.
4683
46841022
468501:11:25,214 --> 01:11:26,694
4686And I just felt like,
4687
46881023
468901:11:26,825 --> 01:11:28,287
4690"Look, if I head towards this light,
4691
46921024
469301:11:28,387 --> 01:11:29,387
4694I'll be okay."
4695
46961025
469701:11:56,507 --> 01:11:58,335
4698Cassie, call an ambulance!
4699
47001026
470101:12:00,902 --> 01:12:05,342
4702Hi, uh, I need to report
4703an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach.
4704
47051027
470601:12:05,864 --> 01:12:08,301
4707Um, she's about a quarter mile
4708away from the lighthouse.
4709
47101028
471101:12:16,091 --> 01:12:17,354
4712Just drive, let's go!
4713
47141029
471501:12:33,631 --> 01:12:36,851
4716In America, you can be a king
4717one day and a bum the next.
4718
47191030
472001:12:36,982 --> 01:12:39,332
4721You can fall really far and harder.
4722
47231031
472401:12:39,463 --> 01:12:41,063
4725Freedom?
4726
47271032
472801:12:41,247 --> 01:12:43,554
4729Oh, man, that's just a word, man.
4730
47311033
473201:12:43,684 --> 01:12:46,644
4733I mean, like, nothing's free in America.
4734
47351034
473601:12:48,559 --> 01:12:51,083
4737When you're pursuing the dream, 
4738you got to be careful
4739
47401035
474101:12:51,213 --> 01:12:53,302
4742'cause you might not
4743like who you become.
4744
47451036
474601:13:15,542 --> 01:13:17,762
4747Cassie, call an ambulance!
4748
47491037
475001:13:21,592 --> 01:13:24,377
4751I'm sure she's shaken up, 
4752but she's alive.
4753
47541038
475501:13:25,639 --> 01:13:27,424
4756It's going to be fine.
4757
47581039
475901:13:29,556 --> 01:13:32,516
4760I need to report
4761an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach.
4762
47631040
476401:14:16,647 --> 01:14:18,039
4765I don't know what she knows.
4766
47671041
476801:14:24,611 --> 01:14:25,786
4769I don't know how she is.
4770
47711042
477201:14:35,840 --> 01:14:39,583
4773- I don't remember 99% of it.
4774- Mm-hmm.
4775
47761043
477701:14:39,713 --> 01:14:41,541
4778I was in my back porch...
4779
47801044
478101:14:43,064 --> 01:14:45,284
4782just like, on my laptop
4783
47841045
478501:14:45,414 --> 01:14:48,635
4786and I just remember...
4787
47881046
478901:14:49,462 --> 01:14:50,898
4790the briefest second,
4791
47921047
479301:14:51,029 --> 01:14:53,988
4794like, getting tackled almost.
4795
47961048
479701:14:54,119 --> 01:14:55,424
4798I don't remember getting hurt.
4799
48001049
480101:14:56,817 --> 01:14:59,559
4802Um, but it was just blackout,
4803
48041050
480501:14:59,690 --> 01:15:02,257
4806and then I woke up
4807in the hospital.
4808
48091051
481001:15:02,867 --> 01:15:04,259
4811I'm so glad you're okay.
4812
48131052
481401:15:06,435 --> 01:15:09,003
4815I've never even been,
4816like, stalked.
4817
48181053
481901:15:09,743 --> 01:15:11,143
4820I mean.
4821
48221054
482301:15:11,397 --> 01:15:13,704
4824You don't remember
4825anything about the guy?
4826
48271055
482801:15:16,924 --> 01:15:18,622
4829Anything, I mean.
4830
48311056
483201:15:19,492 --> 01:15:20,492
4833Um...
4834
48351057
483601:15:20,667 --> 01:15:23,714
4837Like, a heavier set guy.
4838
48391058
484001:15:23,844 --> 01:15:26,499
4841My memory is literally just kind
4842of this almost, like, blurred.
4843
48441059
484501:15:26,630 --> 01:15:29,030
4846You know how when you take
4847a picture when someone's moving.
4848
48491060
485001:15:29,052 --> 01:15:31,212
4851- Just, like, really quick.
4852- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
4853
48541061
485501:15:31,055 --> 01:15:32,215
4856You told the police all this?
4857
48581062
485901:15:32,015 --> 01:15:33,375
4860- Yeah.
4861- Right, yeah.
4862
48631063
486401:15:34,072 --> 01:15:36,291
4865I mean, I'm sure they'll
4866want to talk to you soon.
4867
48681064
486901:15:38,424 --> 01:15:39,860
4870But you're okay.
4871
48721065
487301:15:39,991 --> 01:15:42,254
4874I mean, you're actually fine.
4875
48761066
487701:16:06,278 --> 01:16:07,678
4878This is going to be hard.
4879
48801067
488101:16:09,020 --> 01:16:11,109
4882Hang on, let me just.
4883
48841068
488501:16:34,698 --> 01:16:37,483
4886Um, how are you holding up?
4887
48881069
488901:16:37,614 --> 01:16:38,658
4890How are you doing?
4891
48921070
489301:16:38,789 --> 01:16:40,660
4894Um, I guess I'm all right.
4895
48961071
489701:16:41,530 --> 01:16:42,530
4898Okay.
4899
49001072
490101:16:44,490 --> 01:16:48,276
4902Um, okay, I actually have
4903some things I really need to tell you,
4904
49051073
490601:16:48,407 --> 01:16:50,627
4907and I'm just going
4908to put it out there.
4909
49101074
491101:16:50,757 --> 01:16:53,412
4912- Okay.
4913- And just be honest with you,
4914
49151075
491601:16:53,542 --> 01:16:55,240
4917like we always try to do,
4918
49191076
492001:16:55,370 --> 01:16:56,589
4921I think, with each other.
4922
49231077
492401:16:56,720 --> 01:16:58,520
4925Okay. 
4926 
4927
49281078
492901:16:58,765 --> 01:17:00,765
4930And I just want to say,
4931as well, that I've always
4932
49331079
493401:17:00,820 --> 01:17:02,726
4935had your best interests at heart
4936
49371080
493801:17:02,856 --> 01:17:04,773
4939from the very beginning
4940with this whole project
4941
49421081
494301:17:04,873 --> 01:17:06,071
4944and everything else, you know?
4945
49461082
494701:17:09,776 --> 01:17:10,776
4948So...
4949
49501083
495101:17:13,998 --> 01:17:15,652
4952Luke was the one that took you.
4953
49541084
495501:17:17,044 --> 01:17:19,830
4956I was trying to do a scene
4957where he was going to confront you
4958
49591085
496001:17:19,960 --> 01:17:22,000
4961at the diner, and that was
4962all it was meant to be.
4963
49641086
496501:17:22,093 --> 01:17:24,138
4966But I don't know if he
4967followed you home or what.
4968
49691087
497001:17:24,269 --> 01:17:25,269
4971There's more.
4972
49731088
497401:17:27,011 --> 01:17:29,011
4975So, the...
4976
49771089
497801:17:30,492 --> 01:17:31,885
4979The sex tape of us...
4980
49811090
498201:17:32,625 --> 01:17:35,628
4983I sold it to get you back.
4984
49851091
498601:17:39,023 --> 01:17:41,103
4987We're still rolling.
4988Look, hey, just hang on a sec.
4989
49901092
499101:17:41,170 --> 01:17:42,896
4992Ceara, seriously.
4993Listen, I fucked up.
4994
49951093
499601:17:43,027 --> 01:17:44,257
4997Don't fucking touch me.
4998
49991094
500001:17:44,357 --> 01:17:46,027
5001Don't fucking touch me!
5002 
5003
50041095
500501:17:46,127 --> 01:17:47,684
5006- Ceara.
5007- No, fuck you.
5008
50091096
501001:18:19,237 --> 01:18:20,717
5011What are you doing?
5012
50131097
501401:19:43,451 --> 01:19:44,531
5015Julian, what are you doing?
5016
50171098
501801:19:46,106 --> 01:19:47,586
5019Julian, stop!
5020
50211099
502201:19:50,937 --> 01:19:52,286
5023What are you looking for?
5024
50251100
502601:19:53,200 --> 01:19:55,420
5027Get that fucking
5028camera out of my face!
5029
50301101
503101:19:56,203 --> 01:19:58,379
5032Cassie, I saw the text messages!
5033
50341102
503501:19:59,816 --> 01:20:02,949
5036Why would you have the
5037money that I gave to Luke?
5038
50391103
504001:20:03,384 --> 01:20:05,212
5041Now would be a good
5042time to tell me.
5043
50441104
504501:20:08,041 --> 01:20:10,827
5046What do you really know?
5047
50481105
504901:20:13,438 --> 01:20:14,613
5050Fuck you both.
5051
50521106
505301:20:20,619 --> 01:20:22,299
5054Hey, leave me a message.
5055
50561107
505701:20:24,928 --> 01:20:27,887
5058- Hey, leave me a message.
5059- Ceara, it's me.
5060
50611108
506201:20:28,018 --> 01:20:31,645
5063Listen, Luke and Cassie are
5064fucking with both of us.
5065
50661109
506701:20:31,745 --> 01:20:33,425
5068I'm in the car.
5069I'm coming to your house.
5070
50711110
507201:20:33,472 --> 01:20:34,992
5073I'm going to be there
5074in ten minutes.
5075
50761111
507701:20:34,880 --> 01:20:35,880
5078Don't go anywhere.
5079
50801112
508101:20:41,901 --> 01:20:43,685
5082Just open the door, please!
5083
50841113
508501:21:29,993 --> 01:21:31,211
5086- How are you?
5087- Hey. Good.
5088
50891114
509001:21:31,342 --> 01:21:32,782
5091- Nice to see you.
5092- Yeah, you too!
5093
50941115
509501:21:35,650 --> 01:21:36,650
5096Hi.
5097
50981116
509901:21:39,437 --> 01:21:41,569
5100Ceara, seriously.
5101Listen, I fucked up.
5102
51031117
510401:21:41,700 --> 01:21:43,940
5105Don't fucking touch me.
5106Don't fucking touch me!
5107
51081118
510901:21:55,583 --> 01:21:58,282
5110Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
5111
51121119
511301:22:13,079 --> 01:22:14,079
5114Rose!
5115
51161120
511701:22:14,863 --> 01:22:17,388
5118- Hey.
5119- I didn't know who else I could call.
5120
51211121
512201:22:19,172 --> 01:22:20,608
5123God, what's wrong?
5124
51251122
512601:22:22,175 --> 01:22:23,175
5127I...
5128
51291123
513001:22:24,090 --> 01:22:25,439
5131I'm at the airport.
5132
51331124
513401:22:27,050 --> 01:22:28,921
5135I don't know what to do.
5136
51371125
513801:22:29,226 --> 01:22:31,866
5139I don't know if I should
5140come back to Sydney or what I should do.
5141
51421126
514301:22:31,968 --> 01:22:32,968
5144I got no money.
5145
51461127
514701:22:34,709 --> 01:22:35,972
5148Julian...
5149
51501128
515101:22:38,496 --> 01:22:40,367
5152Let me just ask you one question.
5153
51541129
515501:22:42,543 --> 01:22:44,197
5156Are you filming this?
5157
51581130
515901:22:47,548 --> 01:22:49,376
5160Like, right now,
5161are you filming this?
5162
51631131
516401:22:55,165 --> 01:22:56,165
5165Yes.
5166
51671132
516801:22:59,908 --> 01:23:01,908
5169Oh... God.
5170
51711133
517201:23:05,088 --> 01:23:07,488
5173Shit. Okay. 
5174
51751134
517601:23:08,613 --> 01:23:13,922
5177So let me just
5178get this straight, you...
5179
51801135
518101:23:14,401 --> 01:23:18,797
5182You've just lost money,
5183your film's ruined,
5184
51851136
518601:23:18,927 --> 01:23:21,278
5187you feel like you've
5188been taken advantage of,
5189
51901137
519101:23:21,408 --> 01:23:24,150
5192and your first impulse is to
5193
51941138
519501:23:24,281 --> 01:23:26,892
5196call your ex-girlfriend
5197from the airport
5198
51991139
520001:23:27,023 --> 01:23:28,894
5201and start filming yourself?
5202
52031140
520401:23:41,733 --> 01:23:45,128
5205Julian, it's not healthy to
5206live your life like this.
5207
52081141
520901:23:48,522 --> 01:23:49,784
5210I had to do this.
5211
52121142
521301:23:51,656 --> 01:23:53,571
5214I told Ceara to do this.
5215
52161143
521701:23:56,443 --> 01:23:59,316
5218This is your Diamond Experience.
5219
52201144
522101:24:06,279 --> 01:24:07,889
5222Hey, bitch.
5223
52241145
522501:24:08,020 --> 01:24:09,195
5226Ceara broke you down.
5227
52281146
522901:24:10,066 --> 01:24:11,719
5230She pushed you
5231and pushed you to get you
5232
52331147
523401:24:11,850 --> 01:24:13,852
5235to this moment right now,
5236
52371148
523801:24:14,896 --> 01:24:16,637
5239and you're still recording.
5240
52411149
524201:24:18,683 --> 01:24:21,512
5243- What are you...
5244- Why do you think
5245your family don't talk to you?
5246
52471150
524801:24:21,642 --> 01:24:24,242
5249- Are you filming me now?
5250- Why do you think we broke up?
5251
52521151
525301:24:27,648 --> 01:24:29,085
5254Did you turn off the record?
5255
52561152
525701:24:30,738 --> 01:24:33,018
5258At some point, you've got
5259to turn the camera off.
5260
52611153
526201:24:35,613 --> 01:24:36,831
5263This is your life.
5264
52651154
526601:24:40,183 --> 01:24:41,619
5267I did this for you.
5268
52691155
527001:25:44,725 --> 01:25:46,468
5271For years,
5272I've had this compulsion
5273
52741156
527501:25:46,568 --> 01:25:48,208
5276to capture all these
5277moments in the hope
5278
52791157
528001:25:48,129 --> 01:25:49,849
5281that one day it would
5282add up to something.
5283
52841158
528501:25:52,646 --> 01:25:54,866
5286I turned my life into a bonfire
5287
52881159
528901:25:54,996 --> 01:25:57,173
5290just so I could film the flames.
5291
52921160
529301:25:59,871 --> 01:26:01,002
5294But I can't do it anymore.
5295
52961161
529701:26:05,529 --> 01:26:06,529
5298You can stop now.
5299
53001162
530101:26:13,276 --> 01:26:17,323
5302The only thing I can really say
5303after all that is, thank you.
5304
53051163
530601:26:18,368 --> 01:26:21,197
5307Seriously, thank you.
5308
53091164
531001:26:24,243 --> 01:26:25,243
5311
5312
53131165
531401:26:53,229 --> 01:26:54,273
5315Hey, bitch.
5316
53171166
531801:26:57,885 --> 01:27:00,801
5319Yeah, he's doing good.
5320He's been asleep for like 18 hours.
5321
53221167
532301:27:03,587 --> 01:27:05,023
5324Can I call you back?
5325
53261168
532701:27:06,242 --> 01:27:07,547
5328- Muah!
5329- Hey.
5330
53311169
533201:27:08,940 --> 01:27:10,463
5333 He'll be glad
5334to see that.
5335
53361170
533701:27:33,573 --> 01:27:35,358
5338The most common question
5339I probably get is,
5340
53411171
534201:27:35,488 --> 01:27:38,578
5343"Why do men want to be ruined?"
5344
53451172
534601:27:38,709 --> 01:27:40,493
5347And it's pretty simple.
5348
53491173
535001:27:40,624 --> 01:27:42,744
5351Guys want to be ruined,
5352whether they know it or not,
5353
53541174
535501:27:42,800 --> 01:27:46,020
5356because on the other
5357side of that destruction
5358
53591175
536001:27:46,151 --> 01:27:48,675
5361and Armageddon is Paradise.
5362
53631176
536401:27:52,766 --> 01:27:53,766
5365You're welcome.
5366
53671177
536801:28:18,836 --> 01:28:20,228
5369Until next week,
5370
53711178
537201:28:20,359 --> 01:28:22,230
5373this is Julian Shaw
5374saying, "Adios."