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1It's possible
219/10/2014, 11:24
3Happy birthday
4Thank you pretty lady ❤
519/10/2014, 18:31
6hope you get very drunk and pass out
7Nah, that was last night
8did you actually?
9Nah, sobered right up after some fucking crazy broad used me to break a tree
10All I did was pay attention to my guests
11hahaha i know that feeling. im always mama bear myself
12should have been better for you though
13No clue why she used me to break a tree. Needless to say she ain't coming back at all
14i would hope not. crazy
15Aye. Was a good night though. 15 people singing Bohemian Rhapsody so loud the neighbours down the street heard us
16that sounds great
17It was magical. You sound greater though
18i avoid singing. and noises from sex dont count
19Well then drat cause those are my favourite noises
20of course they are
21They're nice noises ok
22hahahaha
23Speaking of I wouldn't mind hearing them. Nice birthday present
24i have work in the morning
25Laaaaaame
26awww. i need the work im planning on moving out soon enough
27Heh, means I won't have to sneak in or out anymore
28actually it means the complete opposite. moving in with maddie and jake, and my lover eslin. itll mean you rent allowed at all
29Ugh that sucks the most
30Worst birthday ever
31yeah i dont think that is possible
32It still sucks lots
33we can find you other pretty girls to play around with
34That would be nice. Do you know of any?
35i dont know many people yet dear
36Well drat. Keep an ear out
37i shall.
38Thank you very much
39of course.
4025/09/2015, 20:45
41So this is gonna be cheesy and totally outta the blue, but I was thinking about you the other day and I had the urge to wake up next to you. Ok I am out, see you
42that is very out of the blue
43Apologies, but yeah, I was thinking about you and it made me miss you
44oh okay
45Yeah, I dunno if you think about me or whatever, but I just wanted to come say hi and shit
46so hi
47and shit
48Hi
49And shit to you too
50How're you been? Catch me up on it all
51Not a lot to say. Trying to balance a boyfriend how WILL NOT come over here after he says he will, moving out and getting ready for PAX
52I can come over instead. I'm free tonight. Yay pax buddies
53Gotta have a shower be back in a sec.
54Okiiii dokie
55Sorry taking my mother over to obsolescence tomorrow to get more of her tattoo done
56And maybe the touch ups done on mine
57Ahh, well maybe next time. It'd be nice to see you again.
58My tattoo is booked in for the 30th of October, so I'm getting tattooed then going straight to PAX
59Ha your going to regret that
60You're*
61Nah, what I regret is smashing my head on Mt Buller and going to work the next day
62bruised my brain tissue
63Well that's intelligent
64Hey man, wasn't my fault. Caught a patch of ice while going down a run and my board came out from under me
65then BOOM, hit my head
66You probably shouldn't have gone to work the next day and you know that
67Yeah I know, but I needed the money. First shift in two months
68Get another or a different job
69I've been trying, I keep getting knocked back
70I know the feels. That's why I'm moving expanding the area I can look
71Where you headed?
72Williamstown
73huh, nice area
74Nothing there though. Except the ice cream shops. I am going to get so fat until I start working
75To be fair though, those ice cream shops are amazing so it's ok
76They are. It's also quiet at night and no one tries to run me off my bike so another bonus
77That is a good one too
78I've been hunted by this white commodore for the past month
79Key them
80I would, if they would stop trying to hit me
81As they go past silly. Keys in pocket, slip them out and as they go past you key them or give me the number plate number and I'll search or it to so I can key them. Not like I'm gonna live here soon
82True that. I'll have to come see you before and after you go
83House warming party featuring me and some booze
84Can't drink anymore ?
85Or drink milk or eat anything fatty
86Oh man, why not? What happened?
87Gallbladder went
88Liver has had... Issues ever since
89Oh man, I'm sorry
90Eh I'm glad they got it when they did
91This is true. Though I don't know what kind of havok a gallbladder can do
92Can't digest fats, don't have lactase. Have liver damage from the surgery
93I'm just gonna grow you a homunculus body
94I assume it would have similar issues
95I dunno, it's a whole new person, so everything would function as it would
96and I can make changes at your request
97No reproductive organs. None. No uterus or anything
98No uterus and no tubes, want me to keep the vagina for sex? Or are we going total ken doll
99Ken doll sounds amusing like the metatron in dogma
100Exactly!
101So that's what we're going for?
102Yeah
103Alright, it's a true loss to the world, but I can do that
104No it's not. Everyone would be all like sex with the pretty lady and then there's nothing there so I laugh maniacally and run out with all their clothes
105It's not like I have anything to worry about people seeing
106Well I mean, sex with you is the loss, it's pretty darn amazing. But I can definitely see the bonuses to being a Metatron
107Oh sex with me isn't great I'm fairly sure I'm just addicting
108Honest to whatever deities are listening, that means you NSA and Obama, sex with you has been some of the best I've ever had. Everything feels good about you and it doesn't help that you're fun to be around too
109Obama would just be sitting there frowning and giggling to himself.
110Still sure I'm addictive though
111Like three ex's and a guy I slept with once still get all weird about me and want to sleep with me. I am not even shitting. That one guy is now stalking me
112I mean, if you'd ever want to sleep with me again, I'm never going to say no, totally single yo. 
113
114You're pretty amazing, those guys sound a little off
115Just a little. Even when I say I'm not single and not planning on cheating ( especially not with any of them)
116You remember Ben Ziola Simpson right. Now dating Jess pine. He still till like two weeks ago asks to sleep with me
117Yeah I feel that. But yeah, if it ever happens with us, then sweet. 
118
119He strikes me as a super neckbeard
120He sends me these
121JESUS CHRIST
122what the fuck
123Yeah with no warning or anything just open phone look at messages... That happens
124Christ
125at least mine have an air of sweetness to 'em
126He also generally sends them at about midnight. I'm starting to believe that's what he looks like when he orgasms.
127But I do not want to know
128Poor Jess. I hope she bags and tags that.
129Burlap sack and shit
130Ha bitch she deserves him.
131Oh the things I know. I could destroy their relationship time and time again. But I won't. I think the fuckers deserve each other
132lets just burn 'em
133Plus the more details I get he more it will destroy her later
134then sail away into the sunset together on a voyage to pillage a village. 
135
136Heh, gooood
137Like an hour before they get married if they do. Because that's the best time.
138I am so happy that I know you
139and I think I'm in your good books
140You weren't at one time. And I couldn't figure out where you lived so you were safe anyway
141Shit, what did I do that time, so I can never ever do it again and stay in your good books like 5 ever
142Possibly my at the time underage cousin
143Emily?
144To be honest don't care anymore. I can see why she would.
145Yes em
146Ain't ever done nothin like that with her, scouts honor. 
147
148Waaaait, are you being semi sappy?
149Night made ?
150????
151I dunno, what did you mean by your last message? 
152You can see why she did what?
153You're a charmer
154Ahhh
155Well maybe I can get my charms working again
156Not on me.
157I like the way you look at me when we're mutually charmed
158damn
159ahh well
160find me a peasant!
161I don't know any peasants that are currently into being charmed
162Damn
163low born nobles?
164Again not into being charmed. Oh wait maybe but also maybe no. She's into a guy who does like larp
165She's polyamorous though
166Oh? Gimme dem sweet deets
167that felt weird
168But not until she is okay again.
169She got raped last year at burning man and hasn't quite come back, specially since her last partner kinda fucked her over on the anniversary of it
170Oh man I am so sorry. Like I don't know her, but fuck me, that sucks.
171Those were the opposite of sweet deets
172I wanted to know about the lady
173damn
174Her name is yolan. She is practically a hippy. Vegan. Against meat. Actually no I think I won't set you two up for sexings.
175I can do my best to to keep my meat eating on the down low.
176I wonder if you know anyone else suitable, maybe you just want to keep me in some secret closet for yourself
177She likes to talk about how it's a bad thing to eat meat
178Huh, I don't know if I'd make it through one sexings
179I really don't. Most of my friends are dudes, in relationships or basically kreger. Or all of the above.
180Probably not
181Yech, thats it. I'm just gonna be kept by you for rainy days. It works out best
182Or bars, bars are a thing
183I work in bars, and never have enough money to go out to real bars
184I was gonna say beta bar but no. PAX you might meet someone at PAX
185I'll probably meet someone at pax, that's how it normally goes
186So I've heard.
187Repeatedly
188Pax is my lucky 3 day spot
189good things come in threes
190which is why boobs are only ever nice
191because they come in twos
192Ha
193Well pax starts on the 10th of October for me so threes not so much
194You enforcing??
195Yep
196Nice!
197Last year I got an exhibitors badge
198year before that, i was incited by the protomen
199Hahaha
200indded
201alright, I gotta go, video games call my name
202Bye have fun
203you two
20426/09/2015, 12:29
205So tattoo questions what you getting and where you going?
206You can't be getting anything big if you are going to pax after.
207A set of runes under my collarbones. Gonna be the start of an undecided piece
208I'm getting them done first thing in the morning so I can go to pax right after
209Going to obsolescence for it?
210It's gonna sweat and itch and haha
211Not allowed to scratch them
212Yeah, fabs gonna do it for me. 
213
214I know. Tattoos aren't a stranger to me mhmm
215Oh my fabs not even Tristan he usually does the small stuff
216Tristan was busy so I could fit in with him. He'll most likely be doing my other stuff
217Tristan's good at color so go to him with colors. He's more likely to accept them.
218Yeah I know. He's pretty good at what he does. Plus he's likable. Went to high school with him
219They fight for who doesn't do them. My parents tried to set me up with him before his trip to Japan
220Ha!
221It'd be like dating me but as a dude. So weird
222Too weird
223Way too weird. Instant ha ha no
224It would tear a bad hole in the fabric of space time
225Eh I don't know. It'd just feel weird
226true, but still, could tear holes
227you never know
228Bad wording. And no I don't because I am not dating him
229Heh. 
230True that
23113/10/2015, 14:39
232you going to Beta Bar on the 2nd
233I would all the PAX peeps are there and drinks are happening.
234I dunno if I can afford it tbh
235not spending a lot of money at pax this year
236im having trouble with cosplays. Im a druid and darnell is ravio so i need to do both by then
237Ahh, I have no sewing skills sadly, so I cannot help
238the sewing is easy. ive got gluing and heating and making armor boobs
239I can only offer company and beards
240
241Mmm boobs
242I can prolly help with that!
243nah im good for that one since its not on actual boobs it would be pointless for you
244I did mean the gluing and everything
245I mean not gonna lie, I was prolly gonna take a look at your boobs, but for now it's just gluing and armor building
246im good. It should be easy and darnell owes me
247literally.... Im making all of his so he has to help me
248Ahh ok then
249no company from me!
25024/03/2017, 09:28
251So this is totally out of the blue, I know, but can I go down on you?
25224/03/2017, 11:14
253Nope, still with someone.
254?
2551
25617/07/2017, 22:53
257Hey zoe, seein someone? Wanna get lunch on wednesday?
25818/07/2017, 19:40
259I'm a collared woman.
260Ahh, a lucky person then.
26105/11/2017, 22:30
262How do you know Jamie? Colour me hella confused. Nothin like 2 totally separate friends knowing each other
263Dude i know many people, so i dont know how i just know i do. I unno
264This is fair. I was just confused is all
265How you been?
266I've been well, got kicked out of home, so im now living with my partner. which is okay i guess
267Trouble in paradise?
268Saw you at PAX, you look beautiful mhm
269A little but mostly i needed to be out of home and here is better by a slight margin. And thank you, I know I do.
270Better than nothing I suppose. I hope it gets real good for you. 
271I know that you know you do, but I'm here to further reinforce the fact that you're beautiful
2728 JUN 2019, 11:40
273Hey Connor, thought I'd just send you a message asking how you are and if you'd like to grab a coffee sometime?
274Hey! I'm real well, I'd love to grab a coffee with you sometime ?
275sorry just had to track down my exam dates, I'm available any time you are generally.
276Next Saturday?
277Yeah works for me. Where might you wanna go? I have a good shop in the city but that may not work for you
278That sounds great, I can meet you there
279Just trying to find the address because I know how to get there but I don't even know the street it's on
280What's it called?
281I might already know it
282Patricia coffee brewers
283Corner of Little Bourke and little William St
284Ahh I've been past but never in. Excited to see you ?
285About midday?
286Sounds purrfect
287Great, I'll see you then. I'm glad you have some time
288Always have time for you
289What sparked the sudden interest, if you don't mind me askin
290I kept meaning to message you because any time I do anything on Facebook it asks me if I want to send it to you
291Never do because it's awful or PAX related
292That's actually pretty cute on Facebooks part, keeping us in touch. 
293
294Well, I'm glad to be speaking to you again ? I always mean to message you too, but then I wind up forgetting, cause I'm a nong
295Basically the exact same thing
296Well have no fear for I am here!
297Though right now I'm in a super snuggly mood
298I'm in front of a heater with my super fluffy blanket, coffee and my super fluffy cat
299Who won't sit on me but will sit next to me
300Ok now you're just rubbing it in.
301I'm also doing exam prep and writing an entire debate
302So ups and downs
303Yeah I definitely don't envy that part
304If you need to cancel Saturday for exams, let me know, all will be well
305No they are far enough away
306First is on the 25th
307Ahh good, definitely enough time meet you for s cute coffee ?
308Cute coffee, cute lady? Best Saturday
309Aw sweet
310Have my moments mhm.
311Though do let me know if I read things wrong, I'd hate to think it's a date if you're just intending it to be a catch up
312Don't wanna make things weird
313It's a catch up. I do have a partner, even if he is open to me seeing other people, I'm not gonna rush into anything
314Alright, good to know ?
315Cause clearly I still have romantic inclinations, but I don't wanna rush things
316Regardless I don't mind a bit of flirting. I've always liked you flirting with me
317I've always liked flirting with you
318It's always felt the most natural, the most fitting, with you.
319It's because of the way I blush at your attention
320There's that, but I've never been able to compliment or flirt with someone so easily. Looking at you and seeing how beautiful you always are and always have been, just let's loose all these words and lovely feelings
321Sweet talker
322Just telling you the truth. Holding you has always felt the best, kissing you the best. Even our more intimate moments, well they feel amazing with you
323Silver tongue, I ask why you always disappeared then?
324Not a serious question doesn't actually matter
325Because I got scared. Always felt like no matter how much I cared, I might just never be enough for you. Figured you deserved someone who could be.
326Realised a couple years back that I should have talked it out properly with you, rather than let myself get looped around in that headspace, but never really got the chance
327Back then the only thing that would have been in the way is my family but they suck. And yeah you should have instead of vanishing. Bit late to talk about it now.
328We should not get into this stuff now.
329Let's just catch up, have coffee and see how things go with just hanging out
330I'd like that ?
331Sorry for getting heavy, but you deserved an answer
332It's fine. I don't blame you for doing what you did or for telling me now.
333Okay.
334But like you aid, let's not talk about it now
335How about I tell you that I saw the sunrise the other morning and it made me think of your sleepy smile, all warm, but barely waking up
336Cute but I have some doubts
337That you were up at that time in the morning Mr I don't sleep until midnight
338I work in the city now, at the Eyes and Ears hospital near St Vincent's.
339Leave my house at 7ish to get the bus, leaves me up before the sun most days
340Mmkay
341That sounds like an exciting job
342I'm just a clerk, but it's good work, stable and I meet some interesting folk
343Sounds like you would.
344Coworkers are nice too. Very welcoming
345Got a view of s park from the break room, which would be made better with you, but I do what I can
346Can't exactly break into your work
347If I could get you a pass I would, but alas, I'm not that close with security. We could have a cute picnic when it warms up though
348It's just getting to winter that's a long time away
3499 JUN 2019, 19:24
350How you doing cutie?
351On my way to a show, how are you??
352Having dinner with a bunch of arseholes
353Tired and bored as all heck
354Set em on fire, you know the drill
355On my way with sparklers and a goofy dance
356I don't think I can get away with that
357Also one of the people is okay
358It's mostly the child and the people who allow him to be a total shit
359Ahh, well let's just get them arrested, nice and easy I'm sure
360Mmm I doubt it. They are just so... good. It's disgusting. High and mighty, my child is a godsend. Blergh
361Well have fun at your show. I'm going to suffer in silence for the next hour.
3629 JUN 2019, 23:36
363Ok show is done. I hope your night was as lovely as your smile
36410 JUN 2019, 01:57
365The end was yes
366Holy fuck
367You're so beautiful
368I cannot adequately describe you
369Flattery is a subtle art. Which you seem to have mastered.
370In this moment I feel I've failed. I've been left stunned in all the best ways
371So your Silver tongue has failed you, what shall you do now?
372Be forthcoming and tell you straight up that you look absolutely beautiful and gorgeous and I want to hold you and whisper those things
373Oh there it is, wasn't too far away.
374Well I suppose honesty is the best policy. It's all true though
375I believe it, it's just your "failure" that amused me.
376It was a small failure I suppose, but in the moment it was. But I'm glad you got some smile out of it ?
377There is something very sweet about being unable to flatter me in such a way that is flattery and then saying you've failed.
378I suppose it wasn't as eloquent as it could be, which gives room for growth, so prepare for more flattery as I learn more
379In the meantime I might just keep shocking you
380Please do, I legitimately had to pause to take it all in.
381I might also have gone back to look at it a few times already
382Another one to look back at then
38310 JUN 2019, 08:58
384To say I've been blessed would be lying. You just get more incredibly beautiful each moment that passes
385I like the picture a lot
386I very appreciate it
387I'm really happy with that. It's nice to be appreciated.
388Now come be snug and warm in my arms
389If only. I have school.
390Oh you didn't get the message? Your class was cancelled today, you're to report to my arms for holding
391Very tempting
392I'll throw in free forehead kisses too
393Mmm I'm in for free forehead kisses
394Always free forehead kisses
395Of you reciprocate them, you get access to the choice of being big or little spoon too
396So where am I headed?
397Into my arms if at a possible
398I promise to refrain from butt touching until you say it's okay
399But where are your arms?
400At my parents house, out in Hastings. But I'll be back Werribee way tomorrow morning for work
401Also high-key excited for coffee with you
402Same. Also I was serious I was coming into Newport and I was tempted to get off and go get some cuddles
403Argh I should have stayed home this weekend
404Ahh well, I move closer to the city in a couple of weeks, so you'll be welcome for cuddles then mhm
405Heh not a big deal just a one way or the other. Had to get off the train anyway.
406Ahh that's fair
407Also I know it's real forward, but I would like to kiss you
408That is very forward but I would like you to
409I apologise for being so forward, but I wanted to be open and honest
410Honesty works with smart girls I've been told
411Especially the pretty ones
412Then you must be the most intelligent, most beautiful of them all
413And looking back at your photos I'd be correct in my assumption
414Those are I have been awake for 21 hours and had to deal with shitheads without alcohol photos
415Then I look forward to seeing your "I'm making a concerted effort to blownhis socks off" looks
416Fuck
417Stars given earthly form
418That's what you look like
419This is making my heart happy
420Oh darn I have none from when my hair was green.
421I loved that look
422Ahh, time to make it green again
423Mmm the burgundy colour works better on me
424I'm biased in that I love all your looks
425Very sweet
426But you haven't seen most of them
427Then I'll have to find photos and stuff
428But at least in here for all the new ones :3
429Hmm nice
430Yeah you are
4313 people have approached me for a coffee today. I wonder what it is about today
432Little do they know I have the coffee date! Aha! 
433No idea, lead up to the full moon maybe?
434Maybe, also the end of the course is coming up
435A question why do white boys not like to be told no?
436Because boys are stupid and need a rework
437Yeah okay that explains nothing about why they are the way they are now
438Poor parenting, stupid societal pressure from their environment growing up? Could be anything
439Always white boys
440Goddamn I might have to start wearing a ring, just do not get, not interested.
441I'll follow you and stare menacingly at fuck boys
442Aw so sweet. I think I'll just scare them off by pretending to be engaged instead of having a slightly threatening cutie hover behind me in classes
443That's a good idea
444But I'll offer my services when I can
445Heh I should not need them generally
446I guess this is what I get for being pretty and charming
447The inconveniences of being the most beautiful woman in any room
448Argh if I only I was a little less good looking
449You'd still be irresistible if I'm honesty
450Ah my darn personality. Good thing only a few people would bother to know me
451I'm counting myself amongst those few
452Because you're actually pretty great and I want to get to know you more
453Which is pretty much exactly what you said all those years ago
454Yeah but this time I'm gonna stick around
455Talk to you more, be more open
456That sounds like a good idea
457Been a few years, I've had some chances to grow
458As have I
459Truly blessed on this day
460You look beautiful Zoe
461Thank you
462I have become impressed with my selfie abilities even if I generally hate them
463I'm impressed too
464I love receiving these
465Like I legimitely smile like a loon when I get them
466That's good, that's the response I would want
467Smiles and desires to give affection mhm
468Meanwhile I've been low-key smiling constantly for the last few days.
469God I need another coffee.
470I have always loved your smiles I can't wait to see it again mhm 
471
472The cafe down the bottom of your uni is grat
473Reading room cafe is the only decent cafe at Footscray park
474Ahh I was at Nicholson
475I used to be but I have moved on
47610 JUN 2019, 13:46
477Oh yeah we can stop talking on Facebook if you would prefer that
478I'm happy with wherever, my number is 0421152858
479I just like talking to you ?
480If some of these messages were seen by someone would you get in trouble?
481Nope. I'm single as a Pringle
482Would you get in trouble?
483Heck no. Story for another day I think
484Da, save that for later
485But for now, cuddles and kisses
486That's the plan
487Can we throw in hand holding cause I'm a romantic?
488Ah even though it such a difficult thing I think I can hold hands some as well
489Thank you for going through this great hardship for me
490It is a hardship you are just going to owe me. I'll decide what at a later date.
4916 months down the track "Remember that hand holding? I'm collecting on your debt, get ready for pegging"
492I can promise you that if that is ever said it's because it was done to me first. Sounds entirely unpleasant.
493I mean it's just you using a strap on to bang me
494But good to know
495Let's move off the topic I think
496Bless
497What would you like to move it too?
498How has your day been?
499I mean other than the fact you could have had me curled up against you but you weren't here so...
500It's been good, nice and chill so far. 
501I wish I had you curled up against me, though I don't trust myself to not have wandering hands
502Mmm good point. How about if I was entirely clothed?
503I'd still want to have my hands roaming, just touching you all over.
504Trying to be polite and not a horndog is the goal right now mhm
505That would be the one but I can just ask for hugs instead
506I can do innocent and sweet so well
507You can definitely do that. Definitely do other things so well, but sweet and innocent is just as cute
508Heh sorry as the single mother of two manchildren my life is study, sleep and housework. But I had a friend while I hung out the washing this time
509Well I'll be sure to give you adventures and fun, to distract from the manchildren. 
510
511A good cat, very cute
512Freyja is a highlight of my life.
51310 JUN 2019, 15:39
514I love her very dearly already
515Sending her all the pats I have
516She maybe approves. Who knows...
517You changed the chat colours.
518I'll have to come meet her. We can have a big cuddle train, me you an her
519She is not exactly a cuddler
520Unlike me
521Well then I'll have to get lots of cuddles from you
522Cuddles and kisses and relaxations
523Yes that sounds nice
524You sound nice. I'm excited to hear your voice again
525I do miss talking to you in person and used to be in general
526Well, come Saturday you'll be able to hear me prattle on and compliment me you mhm
527God that sounds so nice
528I'll be sure to tell you how your smile reminds me of stars, how your eyes let me lose myself in relaxation and how talking to you makes me want to curl up on a winter's morning with s cup of coffee
529Such lovely words
530You deserve em all
531You need to slow it down a little or I won't be able to contain how happy it makes me.
532Nah, just let it out. Be open an candid
533We haven't even had that coffee yet.
534We can still get the coffee, I'd very much like that
535But if you need me to slow it down, I can
5363 less compliments
537Because that's all I was talking about
538Ok, 3 less compliments, I'm sure I can do that
539Are you?
540Not really, but for you? I'll try
541Oh you sweet talker you.
542Just tryin to be my best person
543You are one of the best people
544Now it's my turn to blush
545I want to see that.
546Ask and you shall receive
547Heh cute.
548yeah you are
549Aww yes I am
550One could say you're the cutest cutie
551I think you are forgetting
552Ahh, well then let me amend
553You are the cutest human
554Fair. I can accept this as truth
555I'm glad, cause it's actually a universal fact
556Huh checked and verified with three other humans. Weird.
557Jury of my peers as well
558Well then it must be true
559Sealed with a kiss even
560Mm
561okay okay you won me over, I'll come smooch you, you cute pusheen lovin cutie
562You started the stickers I responded in the only way appropriate for me
563Look, you're right, but I still wanna smooch
564Smooching is nice, I'd like to smooch you too
565Layng down, watching a movie, getting lil smooches here and there
566A vision of heaven
567low-key excited to sleep next to you one day
568I think you mean high-key
569Also next to, I am a grade A snuggler. You will want me to get off of you and it won't work. Or I'll have a nightmare and cry for hours. No in between
570Well bring it on. I'll cover you in kisses and calming head pats
571That may or may not work and I will not be awake enough to articulate anything
572Worth a shot at least
573Did I ever tell you what happened to me when I was younger?
574I'm not going to now but I cannot remember having that conversation with you
575No I don't think you ever did. You touched on it but that's about it
576Mmm I thought so
577One day I'll talk about it
57810 JUN 2019, 20:19
579Fuck I'm tired. I'm going to head to bed soon probably.
58010 JUN 2019, 21:33
581Yeah I'm going to sleep. Goodnight
582Sweet dreams ?
583Oh they will be
584Dreaming of me?
585Oh you darling sweet
586I'd blush if it weren't true
587I had a dream about you last night too, I'm sure I'll have another tonight
588A good dream I hope
589A good dream, and admittedly a little raunchy
590Almost all the ones I have of you are as you say "raunchy"
591If you remember any, I'd like to hear one
592Just because I've admitted I have dreams in which I am in some way having sex with you does not mean I am giving you details.
593Here's some boobs instead
594I figured I'd ask, in case you were in the mood to tell me. 
595
596Your boobs however, look even better than the last time I saw them and I would really like to play with them
597I think I'll be keeping the dreams to myself for now.
598Less a mood thing and more just desire to keep those for me for a bit longer
599Ahh well I look forward to hearing about them one day, hopefully.
600Highly likely just not yet. Also my 4 hours of sleep last night was entirely devoted to you if that makes you feel good.
601I'm not going to lie, that makes me feel very good
602I'm also toying with the idea of returning the favor of a picture, but my boobs don't look nearly as good, so it would have to be of something else...
603Let's not yet.
604I'm pressing things as they are
605That's fair. I'm happy with whatever pace you want to set
606Oh and I have been informed that I need to be more straightforward. I plan to seduce you (ha) but I'd like to get back to being good friends and being able to do stuff every now and then. So... Any problems with this?
607I would also like to be good friends who have sex every now and then, preferably a regular basis but I'll take what I can get
608I knew I was going to get you as a girlfriend, as lovely as that would be, but I can thoroughly enjoy whatever happens with you ?
609Wasn't*
610It will probably end up being a very regular thing
611I'm down for that mhm
612There's a bunch of other stuff to get into but that can all wait. I really need to sleep, I've been up since 1:30 last night and have only had 4 hours sleep in the past 2 days
613Alright, we'll talk more about it tomorrow. 
614Sweet dreams, get some rest
615Sweet dreams for when you sleep as well. Goodnight
61611 JUN 2019, 10:45
617Good morning cutie
618Morning yourself sweetheart
619How was your sleep?
620Restful. I still hate the waking up alone thing but I'll fix that eventually
621I'll fix that as soon as you'll allow mum
622I know you will.
623Gotta make sure you're comfortable snuggled and happily smooched, yknow?
624I do know
625I am glad. Maximum snug for you
626Yes
627How's your day? How were your dreams?
628Busy. I've been up since 6 doing all the things
629My dream were enjoyable.
630Now I have the rest of the day free so I'm out in the graveyard walking around and then heading to the art store nearby
631Glad you've had a good day today mhm. Sounds like a lovely walk too, it's nice outside
632It is very nice outside. And north Williamstown is a lovely area
633Any area is lovely when it's got you in it.
634I don't know there's some pretty shit places to be
635Like that place I used to live. Or Gladstone
636Yeah but they were made enjoyable because I was in your company
637Now imagine a nice place with my company
638An absolute dream beyond compare
639I'd have to be pulled away by force I think
640Well that may be an issue. Since I plan to spend quite a bit of time with you in nice environs.
641And eventually you will have to go to work
642But it will give me money to spoil you with, So i guess it'll be necessary to go
643Maybe but you also have to leave.
644Could keep you with me under my desk or something, I dunno
645But you know I'll come back
646I do.
647Seems I always do, but neither of us are complaining I think
648I'm definately not.
649I have a huge smile on my face and my coworker is looking st me like I'm a loon
650That's because you are. They'll get used to it
651It's alright, my partner's family are pretty sure I'm cheating. They do not and can not know how our relationships work.
652I was curious about that. Like I'm going to love being with you, but what's the dynamic here?
653Ah I live with my partner and his brother. We both see other people and his family are all just a little uptight
654Dinners are awkward when we are both messaging other people in front of his mother
655Ahh that's fair enough then. Well I'm happy with whatever arrangements we come too
656Just want you in my life
657The only thing is we aren't sure if we are open or actually poly. My first lover the last one was not a good choice. So things went a bit sideways and we are trying to figure things out
658Well I'm here for it all. We can see what happens and talk it all out
659There will be some ground rules but I'll leave that for later
660And Eslin, my partner, will be told a lot of what is going on, nothing specific and no messages will be shared but he will need to know what's going on
661That's okay, I understand and agree wholly with what's happening.
662There's no problems at all
663The same will happen to a degree with you.
664And since sadly I have to say this after last time. I will not leave Eslin, he has been there for so much and he means the world to me. Only his behaviour would break us up and that's unlikely. I know you have no plan to ask that but I kinda need to say it for my own mental health.
665Thank you for being open and candid with me. I'm happy you're sharing this with me and I'm happy to be a part of whatever this turns into
666Good, I'd be a little sad if you said no, I'd understand but be just a little sad.
667This relationship whatever we'll have is going to be a discussion, which means we're gonna talk as well as have fun
668Yep. Not that we don't talk anyway.
669I know, I just wanted it on the record is all
670It was always going to be the case. We will have to talk about it more in person. Questions are easier to think of and ask.
671For now though, can we curl up and kiss? I have an urge to be romantic
672Romance isn't just actions. You are often romantic in speech
673Plus I'm in Newport at the lakes wandering around
674I honestly don't realise it, but that's good to know mhm 
675
676A nice day for it, good breeze out there at the moment I would think
677Nice and sunny as well. Too bad I need to leave and go home. Though I'm not walking back as well as here
678It'd be a long walk for sure
679Especially in heels
680Fun fact, developed a thing for ladies wearing thigh highs and heels during sex. So now you know a great weakness
681Have developed. That's been one for years. I've even done so with you. And used my wearing thigh highs as a turn on for you when we weren't together at the time.
682Oh thigh highs has definitely been one for years, but thigh highs AND heels are a new thing I think
683Cause I just pictured you in them while I'm at work and I'm glad I'm sat down
684Nope not really. I'm glad I'm alone, the grin that caused would make people question my sanity
685I'm just saying if you sent me a picture like that, I'd have to change my pants or head to you immediately
686Because you are sex incarnate
687Well I will avoid doing so when you are at work
688Or just give me a heads up so I don't open it
689Will do
690I'd still very much like to receive them at any time
691Or just selfies cause I love your face
692I'll only send them by text instead of messenger. That way we can still talk
693So sweet
694Fantastic ? 
695
696Not as sweet as the twinkle in your eyes
697I'm so excited to see you again
698I know, I'm excited too. It's been a long while
699I hope you know I'll be itching to hold your hand and be cute
700I acknowledge and accept this. I on the other hand will spend the entire time blushing.
701I'll also have to resist kissing your cheeks or your lips if I'm honest. But I'll try my best
702I have a feeling your best will fail and you won't even be sorry
703Oh definitely won't be sorry, but I'll still try, because manners
704I appreciate that
705Ultimately though, and it goes without saying, but if you say no, it means no and I'll respect that
706I know how you work. It's a small part of why, after what happened before, I picked you
707What other factors contributed to you picking me? I'm curious now
708I like you, I get along with you, your funny and a few other reasons
709Nah don't hold out on me now, tell me em all pretty please with cuddles on top
710Hmm nope
711Now I'm sad
712How dare
713Aww but you know some of the reasons
714But I would like to know them all pretty please
715Sigh. Let's see... I like you, I get along with you, you are funny, the sex is great, you are what I call safe (it's a good thing), you are attractive and I have desire for you.
716Oh my. I'm blushing up a storm
717This is everything lovely
718And if you need further proof I'm safe, I'm happy to get a check
719Not what I mean by that it comes from a pretty awful place but I feel safe around you from mental harm or some other things
720Ahh okay. Well I'm happy about that. Genuine happiness
721You should be there are not many people that have that honour
722I can assure I'm stoked mhm
723It'll be a bit more difficult later when I tell you the heavier stuff but for now do be. There's about 7 people I trust enough to feel safe
724Well I won't betray that trust
725Want you happy, healthy and snuggled
726I know
727Good
728Now come be held and watch as I try to stay respectable
729Sadly I need to go home and do more housework
730And try out a new paint
731Ahh well, I'll resign myself to dreams tonight
732As will I.
733Not that I don't enjoy those
734I look forward to you telling me your dreams one day
735I'm sure I'll blush so hard folks will think I'm a sun
736Entirely possible. I'll make sure to tell you in private then
737Or in public if you're feeling mean
738I just want to hear em
739I rarely feel like being mean.
740This is fair
741I suppose it would only be mean because I'd want to take you then and there
742Which would be a very mean thing to do, not just to you. It would be quite obvious that you wanted me and I would respond in kind so it would be mean to myself
743I suppose we could always find a quiet corner of a library, or a hidden spot.
744We could try but there aren't that many anymore, too many people and cameras
745Ahh let em see. They can be jealous I'm banging the most beautiful woman they've seen
746Oh Christ you too...
747I like a little bit of privacy
748Then privacy we will have
749Also I had a daydream about you on my break and I heard your moan in my head clear as day
750So inadvertently you're responsible for my shifting around all day
751I do not take responsibility for you being able to hear me moan from all the way over there.
752I just look forward to hearing it in my ears again tbh
753You gave me a moaning kink
754Is that really a kink though
755Well I get more into sex if my partner is moaning and making dirty talk, so I suppose
756Might be a kink might just be you like your partner to be vocal so you know how well you are doing
757That's also true. I like to know I'm doing a good job
758Youve always been vocal about it which is lovely
759You've always done a good job so it's not really anything to do with me
760Well I look forward to doing more good jobs for you
761Shit I'm gonna have to buy a lotta condoms aren't I
762No
763Why?
764Oh shit yeah. I'm on the pill and am getting an iud in a few months
765I forgot to talk about that
766I also have like 3 boxes of condoms around my person at any given time if you would like to use those anyway
767I was gonna get them in case you wanted to use them, but that's all good to know. I'll keep that in mind ?
768And like if you ever want me to use one, we can, zero worries
769Of course
770Ok finally finished work
771Wish I was going home to you
772But alas
773Aww cute. I'm spending the last of my free time sitting at Newport library and reading my books.
774Ahh that's a very good way to spend an evening
775I generally like reading at home with someone nearby to just be there but I don't want to go home yet, so much housework to do and we have someone staying over so I would have to clean up after them as well
776I like that too. Just chilling out doing our own thing. 
777Ugh, we can set them on fire. How dare
778I can't set him on fire, he's just not a person. Has autism and is like 70 and never got taught or pulled up on his shit. So I deal but I get very annoyed
779Ahh. Well to the void he shall be yeeth
780He is also very kind, he is the upkeep for my bike and he cooks sometimes. He stays every now and then and makes his bikes in our studio and shed.
781Okay okay, no yeeting the old man, ill be nice
782He would be very upset that you called him old but I approve of no yeeting
783Pinky promise. 
784How's your book?
785Pretty interesting. Helpful for me like a year ago but less useful now
786Sorry dropped my phone
787Well, I'm glad it was helpful in general ? 
788
789That's cool my dude e
790Mmm I like some of the things. It's a lot how to be more confident in your body, especially when I got a bit dumpy, and healing sexuality and stuff
791Ahh, that would have been handy to me a few years ago.
792But hey, Time heals like all things or something right?
793It's very, ah, wiccan
794A lie to make those of us who were fucked over feel better
795Almost disgustingly wiccan actually
796I like 'enjoy sex' more since it's less "oh the goddess is in your body and in loving yourself you love her"
797Enjoy sex is much nicer
798There is such a thing as too Wiccan
799And the back of the other one
800Oh wow that's so much Wicca
801See it's not good to reread and think I took this to heart
802I guess I should leave the library and go home it's already pretty late
803Oh goodness it's actually dark out
804Woop it cold now
805I hope you're nearly warm!
806Oh hello there beautiful
807Nearly home
808Ah warmth
809So fucking cute. I want to smother you in affection
810I am adorable
811Eslin has asked me to see if you are interested in taking Cameron's spot in our d&d game. I said probably not already but doesn't hurt to ask
812When is it played? In still trying to figure out my schedules for stuff
813Wednesday nights 6-10 ish
814Or you know just ask Cameron
815He knows all the stuff
816Who's Cameron? 
817Also my work schedule varies on Wednesday nights so maybe not
818Cameron chalmers
819Ahh of course
820How on Earth do all my friend circles lead back to him
821Well you see he is an Enforcer and also did d&d here with us
822Ahh well that makes sense
823I should have clicked with Enforcer
824It means very little since there are so many of us but yeah
825Sadly I don't think I'll be able to take his spot, but thank you anyway Elsin
826Ah doesn't matter. It's not on for a few weeks anyway with exams on and briar being an unreliable bitch, I love her dearly, we have someone else that will probably step in
827Blessed be. I'm playing in a D&D game with my friend Brad, who also is an enforcer and knows Cameron.
828I play a Tortle Tempest Cleric who thinks he was cursed by a wizard and that's why he has magic
829His name is Thunder Striking Wizard Thrasher
830I once played a druid named trucknuts
831Bless Truck it's
832Trucknuts even
833He wasn't always called that but if you web Griffin eggs to your underside you get undesirable nicknames
834I'm now a paladin who's trying to stop an influx of refugees from a plain some bitch tipped into ours to stop Ragnarok
835HEH 
836
837Oh gross. I once used a wish spell to end the world cause the DM forgot I had a ring of Wish
838I banished Celestials from existence, then released all the demon lords, and finally demanded total control and Dominion of all Dragonkind because Tiamat ate my dog
839Heh amazing
840It was basically the plot of John Wick but I was a Tempest cleric who really loved Inflict Wounds
841To intimidate someone, I once burned my inspiration to max damage Inflict Wounds someone from the top of the head down. 
842Wound up buried up to the elbow in his neck hole. Used him like a glove
843Horrifying, I love it
844I had to make sure this intimidation worked for whatever reason, so I went hardcore.
845Drowned a young red dragon too
846Got teleported to a random location, kidnapped by goblins and taken to their God, which was a dragon
847Now I really wish you could play with us we need another competent person who is fun
848So I decided I'd side with the dragon, then took a surprise round and shoved my arm down his throat and cast Create Water at Max level. 30 gallons of water exploded his lungs. 
849
850I do too. It's rare to find fun and competent
851I just hate, let's do dumb shit and hope we don't die. Like burn down a forest with druids you've seen and then go to sleep or I don't know chop off the monks hands even though you have a thief
852Yeah there's some stupid players.
853Like be more creative you fucks. Don't be a murder hobo
854My entire old group and the first one as well. I wish I'd had the chance to play with this one girl Eslin knew who played Nigel Thornbury but like charisma as high as it can go and seductive route.
855She moved to England before I joined in
856Oh my god that's just a fuckin bard
857To a degree but far worse
858We have a bard in this group she is uh not great
859Got us attacked by just fucking singing in a forest
860Gross. I'm sorry
861At least it's not 3 paladins, a bard, a cleric and a mystic anymore
862Now it's 2 paladins, a bard and a mystic
863There is zero fun there
864I'm competent and the DM is great
865That's actually so boring
866The others are all new players
867I should have stayed druid
868Oh bless them. They need to learn party composition
869Or competency
870That too
871But otherwise it's a good group, all friendly with a sense of humour
872I would have liked another reason to just hang out, oh well. How has your day been so far?
873If I can make it to sit in on sessions here and then, I will, but I'm not sure about consistently mhm. 
874
875It's been amazing, I've been talking to you all day
876You don't have to at all. Yeah it's been pretty great
877And soon I'll get to hug you again and it'll be so cute and wonderful
878Yes it will. I am actively counting the days
879That's so cute
880$5 says one of us caves and kisses the other before the date is over
881I won't agree to that bet because it's obvious you will.
882Yeah I'll have first, but you'll have second
883Hmm I am not sure that's true.
884What will happen is you will kiss me and I'll be all dazed and just smile a little and you will be driven to kiss me again
885And then I will and then you'll return it and it'll be like we never stopped
886Yes but you will still have kissed the first 2 times
887You are correct. I'll just give you $10
888Heh
889Also weird dinosaur thing
890Totally meant to send that to a group chat but thought you'd enjoy it none the less
891It was strange and amusing
892Like me
893Yes
894❤️ u 2
895Fuck it not going home tonight, I'm just gonna come straight to you
896Go home be good
897Yes dear
898Good
899Also full disclosure, I'm going to dream of you in thigh highs and stockings tonight. I can feel it in me bones
900That's a good thing to dream of, I approve
901I can't wait to see it again tbh
902I'll have to go buy even more pairs than I was planning. I've recently destroyed my last pair
903Please do, I'd love to see you in them
904And some other things I'm assuming
905Of course
906Lingerie, nothing, slutty outfits but most of all, in person
907And the continual use of my burlesque lessons
908Fuck
909Yes
910Also home safe
911I appreciate you letting me know. Now to stop giggling at my imagined reaction to seeing burlesque lessons as a thing I've done
912Eyes wide jaw dropped pants tented
913Basically exactly what I was imagining yes
914I'm excited to see you dance one day
915Though most women do it to feel better about themselves after they get fat and I'm no different. I might not be truly fat but I'm not impressed with it.
916I'm just happy you're taking steps to be more comfortable with yourself
917I adore all of you, so it makes me happy to see you getting better with yourself
918I find the little things
919How strong my legs are, the curve just under my butt, how I can do more push ups than my birth family combined stuff like that
920Fuck yes to all of that
921I wanna see the curve under your butt pls
922And I'm sure you will at some point
923As long as you remember to look
924Look I'm sure if you ask me nice enough, I'll even eat it
925You've always had an incredible ass
926And I still do.
927Yeah I'm probably gonna eat it when I go down on you aren't I? I can dig it
928Mm maybe that all depends
929On?
930Lots of factors. How I'm feeling, if you are into it etc
931I'll try anything twice, so if there's anything you're into, I'll give it a shot
932I draw the line at poop
933but if you ask nicely, I'll wee on ya
934Mm that's a hard pass
935Thank heck
936Heh
937I am very not into that
938Neither am I, but I aim to please, so what can I do to please you?
939Keep being yourself, I like it.
940Then be prepared to be pleased in all ways
941I am prepared
942Good
943Now lemme lazily eat you out while you read
944Now that seems like something I would enjoy
945Lazily eat you out until neither of us can take it anymore then have slow gentle sex to start with and see where we go from there?
946I hope you are aware that is not how that would go down
947How would it go down then?
948Something along the lines of lazily eating me out and me getting slowly more and more distracted from my book, finally going fuck it pushing you over and climbing on top to impale myself on you and ride you until I orgasm
949Then cuddles
950Sorry I got distracted by food after I started writing my answer
951Or if I'm feeling particularly selfish I might just close my eyes and wait til I'm really close to orgasm then beg you to be inside me and then orgasm almost immediately
952I want you to know I'm naked right now and I wish you were here
953Do you still do anal?
954Yes I do
955Okay perfect.
956Also I want you to be selfish when it comes to using me for your release.
957Hmm?
958Like I want you to have enough of my teasingly and just riding me until you orgasm without worrying about me
959I'm sure when in ready to finish, I'll just grab you and take you like I paid for it
960I am very sure that's true and that I will love that
961To be treated like I own you? Nice and gentle, but at the same time rough and heavy?
962I feel like it's not secret I'm currently enjoying myself in real life, wishing it was you.
963It's no secret.
964I hope this isn't pushing any boundaries for you right now, I can take care of myself in private if it is. Just wanted to include my future partner is all
965Not pushing boundaries
966I'm glad. I wish you were here. Making myself finish isn't even a priority. I want to make you orgasm repeatedly
967That's a lot of work there
968I'm ready for it. I'll do whatever you need
969Sweet, I meanwhile am wet enough that of I accidentally sat on something naked there would be no resistance whatsoever.
970Actually I'm going to go sit on something on purpose
971I'll be back in a few
972Have fun, to can't wait to watch ❤️
973I can't wait until it's your cock I get to sit on instead
974Fuck I wish I was with you
975I need you
976Mmm cumming to thoughts of you is fun.
977Pushed up against a wall, bouncing on my cock as we fuck, getting close together and the cumming as hard as we can, but she's wonderful and amazing
978Sounds wonderful
979Trying to do the last of my stuff for the day currently still dripping wet and goddamn you are not making it any easier
980I don't want it to be easy for you, I want you to be thinking about my cock, teasing against your clit, or roughly slapping against your clit
981I want to see you. Is it asking too much to see you naked ir with a really wet cunt?
982A little bit too much. I promise soon
983Then I can wait patiently for you
984You can wait but I am not sure about how patiently I am not so sure
985To make up for it a little
986You need to sleep. Goodnight sexy, dream good dreams.
98712 JUN 2019, 06:40
988Morning cutie
989Morning sweetheart
990Mmm I've got some pictures for you but you aren't allowed to open them until you get home later
991Okay, I'll keep my messages closed
992I'll send them to your number instead
993No peeking
9940421152858
995It's changed since you last had I think
996Well you sent it to me on Monday so if it's changed since then I'm impressed
997Ahh I forgot, it definitely hasn't changed
998It's all just me getting ready for my day. I think you will like the process today, except the last one
999I'm sure I'll like it just the same, because I can flick through the photos in reverse mhm
1000Mmm remember no peeking. Not even a little bit. I will not be held responsible for what it does to you and what you do.
1001Yes dear, no peeking. Pinky promise
1002Good
1003I will know if you do
1004I accidentally opened it as a knee jerk reaction to getting a text
1005But I quit out of it
1006Mmm good
1007You already know I'm hot as fuck so it's just a nice thing you would like to end your day with
1008I look forward to getting home and ending my day ?
1009And you're right, I do know you're hot as fuck. I do know I'd probably ditch work and come to wherever you are and take you in the nearest private place
1010Which is not a habit you should pick up
1011At least not regularly and not yet
1012This is true. But one day
1013One day
1014Can we just curl up in bed and have lazy sex instead?
1015Or love making, I'm not fussed
1016Did you peek?
1017Nope
1018Just want to be with you
1019Aww sweet. Go to work and we will talk about how things will work on the weekend. I'll need to sort out what I'm doing as well.
1020That's fair enough, I'm excited mhm
1021So am I
1022Only two more sleeps
1023Mm I know
1024I dreamt of you pulling me into your lap and peppering me with kisses all over as you slid inside me it was unbelievably hot
1025You're cute little gasp as I slide inside and bottom out, then cover you in kisses and slowly thrust, is definitely an amazing dream
1026I woke up got myself to cum again and went back to sleep afterwards so yes a fucking amazing dream. That almost never happens.
1027I'm honestly excited to fill you with cum and make you cum before we go to sleep
1028Mm god I need to go get a coffee and splash my face with some water. Goddamn hot.
1029I'm currently on a train with my bag in my lap
1030At least you can sneak away to rub one out
1031I'm the only one awake this early in the morning I don't have to sneak anywhere I can just close a door and make myself cum literally anywhere
1032So I win to an even higher degree
1033Oh god that's hot. I want to be awake and alone with you. We start flirting and then I take you on the table or in the kitchen or wherever we want
1034Mm if we keep talking about this you are gonna have some trouble with not being obvious when you get off the train
1035I can just keep my bag in front of my crotch until I cool down
1036So let's keep going
1037Yes that's obvious honey. Very.
1038Yeah well they can suck it up
1039They can't. Only you can tbh
1040And I've only gotten better at it
1041I am so ready for you to go down on me. Nobody has made me cum from head yet so let's try
1042I will keep trying until I succeed don't worry
1043Call you an over achiever cause all you do is suck seed
1044Terrible just terrible
1045Heh
1046You wanna fuck this
1047I think you might be right
1048Maybe
1049But who knows
1050I could be balls deep and still unsure
1051That does sound about as confusing as I am
1052I'm just down for whatever.
1053Want to hold your hand
1054And kiss you
1055And be intimate in all ways
1056You are so cute sometimes. I on the other hand want nothing more than intimate time spent with you. Oh and cuddles
1057You just wanna fuck for hours on end, both of us cumming so much that you stand up and it pours out of your pussy and your ass?
1058Mm no intimate isn't only sex. It's lying in bed and whispering to each other and walking through a park and being drawn into a kiss and other similar things
1059Those I'm definitely interested in as well
1060Even something as simple as showering together mhm
1061It's all the mundane things you share with someone else that would be ruined if a third person was just hanging around I think
1062And although sex is great and sex with you is amazing, I mean all those moments, but also getting fucked so hard I can't stand up for a few minutes cause my legs won't work or my brain won't work
1063I'll do my very best to keep you as happy as a clam mhm
1064I was fairly sure you would. In the meantime what do you actually want out of this?
1065I don't want just a quick fuck, but I also know I'm not going to get to call you my girlfriend
1066So I think I just want your companionship until we agree that it's time for it to stop, if ever
1067That is entirely fair
1068I guess that is a conversation thing isn't it? A thing we talk about throughout the entire relationship
1069Like if it evolves? Amazing, if not, then well that's okay
1070Yeah it's something we talk about through the whole thing
1071Because I don't think that this is going to be an exclusive deal, since you have Elsin, so it gives us room to grow and see where the other is at
1072Yeah but also you can just not at any point, like if you realise you want to date someone else and they are monogamous for instance you saying that it's over is not going to be a big deal
1073I'm glad we're having this talk
1074The same for you, if you decide you don't want to do this, then it's no hard feelings at all ?
1075Anything else you want to talk about in that regard?
1076Nope! It's all gravy baby
1077That's good.
1078Finally people are up so I can have coffee
1079And a lap flood
1080Floof
1081*
108212 JUN 2019, 12:55
1083Ahh what a cutie
1084Photo does not do justice
1085They never do
1086I can't wait to kiss those lips again
1087Sweet.
1088Man finding last names is difficult
108912 JUN 2019, 17:10
1090What's happened??
1091I'm getting my name legally changed but I can't think of a good last name because what goes with Lily Wren
1092Okay but consider.
1093Lily Danger Wren
1094No
1095Danger will be your middle name
1096Awful
1097Okay okay I'll get mine changed
1098Still doesn't suit well
1099Nah I reckon it'll fit me fine. It's either that or Lazer
1100Mmkay
1101Well I've been trying to find a good last name for months.
1102If I think of any suggestions I'll let you know
1103Thank you that would be very helpful
1104Anyway how have things been?
1105Work has been busy but I'm finished now, waiting for the train home
1106You?
1107Boring, tedious and tiring stuff all day.
1108Sending my love, with the biggest kisses
1109That makes me feel a lot better. Just a little less tired now
1110How can I perk up your energy?
1111Also I looked at the photos cause I got a moment alone as I was walking to the station
1112Holy shit
1113you messaging me is helping my energy 
1114Hehe
1115Well then you can have all my energy, and other things...
1116If I didn't need to do my washing I'd come over but I need to do my washing
1117Which sadly supercedes fucking you until you can't walk
1118I think my housemate would disapprove of you being here while he is switching to night shifts. We are not quiet, and this house echoes
1119My condolences to your housemate but I have needs and they're all you
1120He goes back to work in a few days so that's unimportant as well
1121He can listen and be jealous that you're getting a good seeing too. 
1122I'm actually super excited to get home and see them more
1123The pictures*
1124Also if he didn't pay to live here id have kicked him out months ago
1125The worst
1126Ugh. Kill him
1127I cant, to obvious and I'd end up in jail also Eslins brother
1128Alright fine I'll do it for you
1129But then you will go to jail
1130Don't like that either
1131Hrm okay fair
1132Also unrelated to fucking you, but I've had a craving lately to get fucked by a guy.
1133I'm not sure Eslin is into that. Too man shaped I think
1134Well that's fair. I was gonna say I could wear a skirt and thigh highs, which is what I normally wear when getting done by a guy. Makes me feel sexy
1135Fair
1136It's the hips though, he just loves the shape of women and the few feminine shaped men he's been with
1137Ahh well his loss but okay
1138I guess we'll have to find someone else, if you wanted to watch
1139Also he doesn't know you
1140Also true
1141So either way I couldn't say yes to him being interested. I have a feeling the two of you would get along great though
1142Apologies if I fuck your partner as well
1143If he likes my hips
1144But yes you're probably right
1145If he's into it I don't care
1146Sweet
1147Also I wanna kiss you please and thank you
1148While or are you saying in general
1149Why not both. I could get fucked and just eat you out or fuck you at the same time who knows
1150That seems fun
1151I just want you to have fun mhm
1152I am going to I already know that
1153Good ?
1154Also if it's a bother your housemate, I can always fuck you in the carport again. That was a very fun night
1155I don't live there remember
1156I know, but I'm sure you have one there
1157No
1158I was just reminiscing
1159Damn
1160We have a shed and a studio but boron givers make them a no go
1161Damn, oh well
1162Fibers* why does it autocorrect actual words
1163I have zero idea tbh
1164My bedroom is down the other end of the house so it's less of an issue than I make out
1165Ahh well then we'll use your bedroom unless for some reason we get super horny in the kitchen or something
1166Sounds good
1167Yes you do ??
1168So sweet. I feel really energised now. I really do
1169Good, I like when you're feeling good ?
1170I would have assumed so since you want to cause me feeling good a lot
1171Just wanna make me boo feel warm fuzzy and appreciated
1172I already do, often. You are very good at that
1173Good, I am glad.
1174I hope I make you feel desired as well, because we both know I desire you strongly
1175Also totally scrolled back to read last night's sexting this morning and had a play before I got up
1176I am not surprised, I didn't have to since I had that dream
1177I'm glad. That dream was super hot
1178Mm as the one who had it, yes.
1179I can't wait to make it a reality
1180Mmm yes
1181Also picturing you having an orgasm on my cock again is wonderful
1182Orgasming around your cock is pretty wonderful
1183Is it weird that I'm super excited to cum inside you again? It's been one of my favourite things to do
1184Not that weird, humans are weird in general and it's a weird biological thing. Plus I am excited for you to fill me so even if it was it's a mutual weirdness
1185I'm glad you enjoyed it as much as I do
1186I enjoy so very much. I sort of ache for it a little bit
1187I occasionally (more often than not) masturbate thinking about all the times we had sex, and filling you and the look of bliss on your face as you feel it.
1188It's always been a bit of a kink. Surprisingly pleased about that bit of information
1189Breeding is a kink. I think I'd enjoy it if you told me to knock you up or something like that during sex (made even better knowing I won't impregnate you) 
1190
1191You have literally been one of my biggest fantasies ever since the first time you sucked my cock
1192Mmm yes I am well acquainted with that kink. 
1193
1194Silver tongued devil
1195Lets give it a try? I want to find out if it'll make me cum lots. 
1196
1197Sit on my face and experience the tongue again
1198Oh you. We can always give it a try it's not everyone's kind of thing.
1199One of my favourite versions of that is being bent over and held down and being told that I'm going to get pregnant now. Even though it's not possible
1200Bend you over and whisper in your ear that I'm going to put a baby in you, you're going to be the mother of my child?
1201I can tell you that
1202for sure
1203Eventually maybe we don't jump straight to my harder kinks
1204What else are your harder kinks?
1205I'm a sub for instance that's one we may get into later
1206Basically anything with force involved for now.
1207I can work with that. 
1208Sort of like consensual non-consent?
1209Pretty much yeah but with a few rules we will get into later
1210Of course
1211Things like that need rules
1212What else are hard kinks? I'm eager to know and to please
1213Impact play and shibari for instance
1214I've always been interested in trying shibari
1215We had to hide my ropes when a small child barged into our room and haven't been able to find them since
1216I'll get some fresh ones then
1217Again eventually
1218For now though, thigh highs, and your legs either on my shoulders or wrapped around my waist making sure I don't let a drop of cum escape you
1219It'll escape anyway. When I move
1220That's fair
1221I imagine it'll leak, what with the amount I plan on putting in both holes
1222I'll make sure to keep a plug with me then
1223fuck
1224that's hot
1225You plugged up is ❤
1226It works well with the pregnancy fetish as well
1227I kind of want to dive into that one first
1228daydreaming about telling you how I'm going to impregnate you is really doing it for me
1229Not immediately it's kinda weird to be told by someone you've been sleeping with for a short amount of time that they want you to carry their child even if it's not real
1230Yeah no I'm seeing how that's weird. But when we start getting into harder kinks, I'd like that to be the first one we try
1231I approve and agree. That's the first one we try
1232Fantastic
1233Also how do you feel about calling me daddy? That's something I'm kind of curious about and figured it'd be interesting with your breeding kink. 
1234Though I don't know if that's too incest-y
1235I don't like daddy
1236Okay, no daddy
1237What else are hard limits then
1238So I don't accidentally cross then
1239I need a reason to be spanked it's a punishment thing. And I'll think about others, one of them has to be explained in person just because words and tone are not great on phones
1240Yeah that's fair
1241How about you come here and suck me off instead
1242Calm yourself down
1243Mm it's been a long time since you've gotten a blow job from me, I do not "calm down" giving head
1244I meant calm down more in the sense of relax and enjoy yourself and my cock
1245Mm that's what I mean. I just get more worked up
1246I get wetter, I desire cock more, I lose the ability to think of anything but taking cock after a certain amount of time. I have been known to beg
1247Fuck. I NEED to hear you beg for me
1248I don't even just plain old want you. I need you like air
1249Am I making waiting difficult?
1250Gods yes
1251I'm not sorry
1252Are you having difficulty waiting too?
1253Somewhat but I'm also enjoying teasing you, its teasing me too but I love it.
1254Good girl
1255Describe your perfect ideal sex with me?
1256I'd like to read it and cum
1257I have several different ones are we talking ideal soft or ideal hard?
1258Both
1259Soft- we get back to your place after a date and we've been working each other up. As soon as the door closes you pin me to the closest wall kissing me, dragging your mouth down my neck, growling at my shirt for existing and kissing me again struggling to control yourself just a little, we eventually struggle our way to bed whilst shedding clothes and spend a few minutes kissing and touching each other before I breathlessly ask you to enter me because I need you. You groan a little and move me so you can and you do, slowly. I arch up under you in pleasure, we go slow, me rising up to meet you until you are close to cumming at which point you hold my arms above my head and whisper that you need to cum in me and need to go faster now and then you do, you pump into me just enjoying yourself knowing that I am as well from the gasps that escape me. Just as you start to cum I let go and cum with you. You put your head on my chest and then we cuddle
1260?
12611
1262Hard- (a little more difficult) I drop around after a long day and ask if I can suck your cock which you of course let me do, it's been a while and I'm getting more and more worked up almost to the point of dripping and looking up at you from my knees I beg for you to bend me over and fuck me hard so you do bending me against the wall and start to fuck me hard grabbing my hair and pulling my head back slightly you lean forward and kiss wherever you can reach without stopping you won't stop until you cum buried in me as you push into me and push me against the wall air is pushed out of my lungs and you can feel me getting close to the edge but you don't care about that, my orgasm can wait until you have already cum and are ready to go again. When you are you tell me to get on my knees bent over and lube myself up, you slowly enter my ass gasping at the heat of me and how good it feels and shudder in pleasure but you will keep control this time and wait until after I cum around you to let go and slower than before you start to fuck me again. I groan at the feeling of your cock in my arse and start to touch myself as well, I quickly build up to the edge and let myself fall over the edge and as you feel me squeeze you you are driven to orgasm as well. I ask you to stay still so I can actively feel you pump into my arse and you try but fail a little bit. You withdraw from my arse and I slip down into my belly and just let myself feel how good everything is while you flop down beside me grinning as well. Afterwards I curl against your chest and sigh loudly with delight
1263Oh jeez thats long
1264Holy fuck to both of those
1265I was edging until I could read them both and fuck that's amazing
1266You enjoyed?
1267I very much enjoyed
1268I'm glad you did.
1269I've spent a while enjoying the knowledge that you want to cum in me so badly, I'm glad I can give back some pleasure even if it's just words for now
1270It's honestly one of my favourite feelings. It's like a warm coffee in the mornings
1271Gets you up?
1272Refreshes the soul but also that
1273To me it feels like being in front of a fireplace in the middle of the night in winter when I go out to Bright, when I can look outside and see all the stars and it's perfectly still and quiet and peaceful
127412 JUN 2019, 22:25
1275Sorry that may have been a bit too heavy
1276no no no
1277I fell asleep
1278Oh I'm sorry. Go back to sleep
127913 JUN 2019, 08:04
1280Morning hot stuff, how is your morning so far?
128113 JUN 2019, 10:23
1282It's been good! Very fucking busy but good
1283That's good. I won't bother you too much then, have fun.
128413 JUN 2019, 14:37
1285I'm too tired to be in the city
1286But I am and it's terrible
128713 JUN 2019, 19:27
1288Mm how are you doing?
1289Almost home
1290I kinda zoned out today was so long
1291How are you?
1292Tired, horny, excited, bored but mostly angry. Not anything to do with anyone in particular but it's there
1293How can I help alleviate the anger?
1294You can't because it's not a thing to be alleviated only dealt with until it passed
1295But talking to you is nice and helps to change my thoughts
1296Well have no fear for I am here
1297Cold and weary but here
1298Aww I'm sorry you are cold. I'd cuddle you to warm you but by the time I got there you would already be warm
1299This is true. I'm just walking in the door now
1300I'm glad. Though I'd love to join you, it's only a little over a day until I see you. Pretty excited.
1301I am too
1302My boss hinted that I might be working overtime that day
1303I'm going to ask for it off, but I'll let you know tomorrow evening
1304I really don't want to work Saturday
1305I will understand and we can reschedule if you do have to. I don't mind too much, I mean I'll be a little sad but otherwise fine.
1306I'll try my best
1307but I'm the new guy so I might have to suck it up
1308I just want to hold your heckin hand
1309I know but the job is more important than any individual time seeing each other
1310I'll see you soon if we can't that day and a lot more after that
1311I'm not ever going to be upset if things don't work out in any instance, we will just have to talk to fix it ?
1312Always talking boo ?
1313Sorry I'm just really wiped
1314Still not fully adjusted to the 9-5 life
1315I understand. I'll be here when you can talk
1316But fuck I hope you don't have to work overtime on Saturday I really want to see you
131713 JUN 2019, 22:09
1318I'm going to bed, I haven't slept more that 5 hours in 3 nights, I'm exhausted. Goodnight
1319Sweet dreams
1320For you also
132114 JUN 2019, 08:40
1322Morning cutie, how's the morning so far?
132314 JUN 2019, 10:52
132414 JUN 2019, 13:12
1325Hellish. Still going. Can't wait to sleep
1326I'm sorry. Are you at least sleeping well?
1327A bit better than usual, which is nice
1328Well that's good at least
1329How's your day??
1330Busy and frustrating
1331Not as bad as yours though just 3 loads of washing, vacuuming the entire house, scrubing bath, sweeping and mopping, dusting, stripping the bed and remaking it. You know just all the housework that exists
1332Housework can be pretty bad
1333I'm glad you get to be home and relax though
1334I don't really get to relax, I can't handle mess anymore after years of living with my family so if the house is trashed I can't stop freaking out. And our housemate starts shit constantly if it's a mess as well so I am cleaning until 5-6 and then I'll like watch YouTube videos, study and do some painting.
1335And all through all of that I get to wonder what the fuck I'm doing, I'm being treated like a goddamn maid and I let that happen and I keep letting that happen
1336Let's just set the housemate on fire. I'll move in instead
1337Fuck that guy
1338No thanks. The setting him on fire I approve of
1339Oh you know what I meant
1340On my way with fire
1341? the biggest problem is that it's not just him, Eslin doesn't do housework either unless I fight him. I'm so sick of getting so upset at this that I cry
1342Motherfucker just do your damn housework
1343Fuckin hell
1344Like Eslin is still sleeping and I'm sitting on the floor in our room sorting socks listening to the washing machine tell me I need to hang out the washing and I have no energy to do so
1345Fucker it's 2pm just wake up and do some chores
1346Goddam.
1347He will wake up and say he needs to go do something and then he will rush around getting ready and then go. He will say I do the shopping and I will just get angrier. Because the time he spends shopping in a week is at most a quarter of what I spend doing the rest of it. And I'm supposed to be studying
1348And then there's the fact that I have spent 2 weeks getting up when he goes to bed and going to bed when he gets up. And still he does nothing
1349It's not that hard dude. Just donsome chores. Set your alarms. Christ, even my brother does more arlund the house
1350He snoozes the alarms. He knows that that is an issue, he knows that just lying in bed after he wakes up is an issue. He refuses to take actual steps to fix it and so I'm left with 2 loads of washing to hang out and another to put on, fold all the peoples laundry and put it away and make sure it doesn't rain at any point even though it's sometimes hard to tell in this house
1351the problem being everything else is great but this one thing and often i feel like i can't talk about it
1352sorry to dump all that on you, thats unfair
135314 JUN 2019, 18:00
1354so do you know if i get to see you tomorrow?
1355??
1356Hey sorry
1357I have to work the overtime tomorrow ?
1358oh well another time then
1359any other time you are available so far?
1360i'd invite you around here now but you seem to need to sleep
1361a little sad to not see you though, how are you feeling about it?
1362I'm not sure, but maybe next weekend? Cause I work 5 days, unless you wanted to see me after work for a moment? 
1363
1364I'm a little sad about it too, I was excited to see you again
1365Seeing you after work for a short time would be good. I'm often around the city late
1366I just want to see you. I'll do whatever that takes.
1367Because I want to hold you hand
1368Heh sounds like my housemate is leaving for work. Wonderful
1369I want to hold your hand too 
1370Gonna Jack it?
1371Gonna get drunk, have a bath and have a cry, all the self care things.
1372Then I might
1373So when do we want to try again?
1374Might also switch to normal messaging, I'm chewing through data.
1375I assume you are home and sleeping. So sleep well, have good dreams.
1376Why not meet up tomorrow by the way?
1377So sleepy. I keep falling asleep 
1378
1379I'm baking with mum tomorrow night else I'd come over
1380Ahh yeah that makes sense
1381Sorry I'm 3/4 of my way through a bottle of Prosecco I opened just before. You should sleep. And I meant Sunday but I'm partially gone already.
1382Do you know what time you finish tomorrow?
1383Connor MacKinnon I have wanted you for 3 goddamn months, I am not averse to waiting but I don't want to wait for too long. I want to be able to call you my partner, my boyfriend, my lover, whatever title you choose
1384Sunday I have a birthday party ? 
1385Oh my, that's a hell of a declaration right there.
1386if you dont want me too, tell me now so i know.
1387I'm not sure I'm ready for a relationship. I'm happy for our casual thing, an outlet for us both, but I'm not sure I'm ready to commit. One day I would love too, but as of right now, I just want you in my life and to occasionally share my bed
1388works for me, nut you really need to choose occasionally or regularly.
1389I think I'd like regular
1390i think you need to figure out what you want. because you drive me nuts and i want you and you aren't entirely sure, seems like a bad way of starting things.
1391eh even if its short term i would love to spend time with you
1392I would love to spend time with you too.
1393What made you start wanting me so bad?
1394i don't think i ever actually stopped
1395i just had a relationship and you seemed to be in one most times as well
1396But you're right. I need to figure it out. I'm in a weird headspace where I want you, but I also mostly want sex and intimacy with someone I trust. 
1397
1398Yeah it seems like thats how it goes
1399sex and intimacy with someone you trust isnt a bad thing its why i chose you and am with Eslin
1400i could have continued to ignore how i felt about being with you
1401Right now I think that's what I want and what I need. Just an outlet and to see if it blossoms into something more. 
1402
1403I think about you a lot as well, for what it's worth
1404oh Connor i know you only think of me when you see me once a year, i really dont mind. you don't have to feel anything like me. just thought it should be known that i won't take well to being played with. i will actually be upset
1405im happy to be an outlet for now
1406for you is what i meant
1407I make it known when I see you once a year. I think about often throughout the year but I try to be respectful towards your relationship. 
1408
1409I won't play with you and I'll let you know where I am. This is something we talk about
1410that is very kind of you and very sweet. good, now i want to spend a night with you sometime soon so we should figure out when to see each other
1411I want to spend a night with you too
1412I got really horny out of nowhere and I need two things. To swallow a load of some guys cum, and to fuck you like a whore
1413mmm i can help with one of those things
1414Good, because I want to abuse you, to cum in and on you
1415I want to write all over you about how much of a whore you are and then I want to take photos
1416as long as you are the only one to see those photos
1417Of course
1418then of course
1419so when do you want to see me?
1420Sooner rather than later. I think Tuesday evening or Wednesday will be best for me
1421works for me? do we just meet soomewhere of your way home from work or something?
1422We could meet near my work? I can't have folks over at the moment, but I'm sure we could steal away outside somewhere
1423if you arent likely to fall asleep and suffer for it you can just come here, i can have you over
1424Potentially, I'd have to go home at some point though
1425i know, i didnt say stay the night, seems like things are difficult for you
1426i meant just be here for a while, i'll make sure you can get home
1427not gonna force you into doing so, just saying its an option and heres how i can help. otherwise im sure we can sneak of somewhere
1428just as long as i can take your cock
1429Also I love how you are all about calling me your girlfriend until it becomes maybe an option
1430Ah fuck it I'm too drunk, imma sleep, worry for keeping you up
1431Sorry*
1432Go sleep
1433One last thing. If all this has made you not want this tell me at some point, I'll still understand
143415 JUN 2019, 09:34
1435Mm can I have another picture of you, I need something to cum to
1436Will this help
1437Yes, a lot
1438Good I'm glad. Now cum for me if you haven't already
1439Fuck that was an intense orgasm.
1440I'm glad mhm
1441Now to force myself out of the comfort of my bed and into the city to meet other students. Bye
1442See ya
144315 JUN 2019, 11:32
1444Damn I forgot I set reminders about going for coffee with you. That's what's been buzzing at me
144515 JUN 2019, 17:13
1446I hope you had a good day and have a better evening
144715 JUN 2019, 19:34
1448you relaise whatever maddison tags you in pops up on my feed right?
144928 JUN 2019, 13:04
1450Your right this is an amazing park for picnics
1451FRI 16:19
1452Do I turn up at 8:30-9 or do I not go?
1453Be best not to come. I don't finish work for another couple hours
1454Okay
1455I ended up out near rosebud so id have to leave now if I was going to go which is why I needed to know if it was on.
1456FRI 22:06
1457What a waste of a day and an outfit though, I did as you asked and wore something less than appropriate for public the whole day so I didn't have to go home
1458Oh my god
1459I'm going to kill my boss
1460Murder is illegal even if it stops you seeing the lady in see-through, suspenders and thigh highs, heels and no underwear that wants to fuck you.
1461Christ. I even stopped jerking off for two days to get a good load for you
1462I was honestly gonna open the door and get you to give me a quick blowjob in the foyer
1463Like I wouldn't have done so immediately of my own volition
1464You probably would have let me cum on your face in the foyer
1465I'm tempted to ask you to come on Sunday
1466But I don't know my plans
1467I don't know mine for Sunday either.  We'd have to be careful for cleanup but you are right.
1468Maybe a couple of hours during the day? I'll check tomorrow. 
1469
1470Low key want to see you gangbanged
1471Maybe. I'm mostly only into just threesomes. Not sure I can give more than two dicks the attention they deserve
1472That's true. Maybe I'll just have to get you double penetrated
1473Either way I need to be inside you. You looked incredible
1474It'll happen at some point when we are both free. Just let me know when you are available.
1475I'll try keep Sunday open for you
1476I already know I have nothing on Sunday just a busy Saturday. Let me know when you do and I'll see you soon
1477For now though, do I jerk it to your photo, or try save that cum
1478Hmm cum now just in case we can't see each other Sunday. I can guarantee if we do get to see each other you will be pleasing me anyway
1479Tell me how you were gonna fuck me today?
1480Was going to start by dropping to my knees and asking for permission to suck your cock then doing so until I got to the point of begging you to fuck me or to let me fuck you, and depending on your answer I would either be bent over or riding you until you filled me.
1481The next session would definately have been me slowly sliding my arse onto your cock in reverse cowgirl, makes it easy to touch myself while riding you.
1482You really want my cock back in your arse don't you?
1483But dear God tell me more
1484It's my favourite sort of sex.
1485I have a small selection of dildos if you wanna fuck yourself too
1486I have recently found bouncing on a dildo and sucking cock is a favourite
1487Well we can do that
1488I'll clean out and then I can bounce on a dildo and fuck you
1489Mm this all sounds very fun
1490It really does.
1491Have a fantasy where we fuck for a little bit, get on tinder and Grindr and just get some boys to fuck us like they paid for it
1492That's an interesting one. We should try it sometime
1493You'd get to see me in my thigh highs and suspenders. I like to wear them while I ride a guy
1494Fuck yes I want to see that.
1495I look really good when I've been tied up and fucked by a group of men who ran a train on me
1496I would believe that
1497But also I have these for you to see
1498Mmmm
1499Oh I like that
1500I hope you like these
1501I really do
1502Good. Now picture me wearing this, covered and filled with strangers cum cause I'm just a fuck toy
1503I like spending nights like that
1504Fuck. Yes.
1505One guy fucked me so well I came without touching my dick
1506Mmm I love the visual of you cumming without touching yourself from a cock in your arse. I think that's what I'll be cumming to tonight.
1507It was so good I kind of slipped up and said thanks Daddy which was weird for me, but then he kept fucking and my mind broke
1508At least is was just a slip instead of just fighting saying yes master when someone tells you they want you to do something. Also loving this so much, completely soaked through my underwear, can't wait for some time to myself.
1509Do you like the idea of me being fucked like nothing more then a cum dumpster, saying thank you daddy, or thank you sir, after each and over load?
1510I've always wondered what it would be like to get fisted
1511The answer is just a little bit uncomfortable but with even more lube, filling. 
1512
1513Mmm hell I need to be away from other people right now.
1514Make me cum enough and you can fist me if you want.
1515I want you here watching as I get fucked and then I wanna fuck you
1516I wanna do you filthiest most disgusting fantasies
1517I'm not sure any of my fantasies are disgusting. But they are mine so I may be biased. A lot of what I want is to just be fucked, a little bit controlled and owned, because I love that.
1518Tell me more. Would you like to be led around on a leash at a party we host? Let others take turns?
1519Ooo sounds fantastic.
1520You could be the centerpiece on a table. Free use sort of thing.
1521What's your naughtiest fantasy. One you wanna do more than anything else but haven't found someone to do it with?
1522I don't think I have one except for the free for use thing. I've tried most other things or my MMF threesome desire which I haven't gotten to yet
1523I've also got this collar with attached clover clamps and lead that no one has been able to lead me with.
1524SAT 18:45
1525Argh I finally get some time alone and then bam family with small children. I am quietly pissed.
1526It should not take me more than two days to be alone enough to cum. God damn all these people
1527SUN 15:16
1528Was it a good orgasm at least?
1529Yes it was fantastic
1530I'm glad.
1531If my friend cancels our plans, I'm going to ask you to come fuck me
1532I won't be able to be there, I have a friend that is finally leaving her ex and I'm going to help her move out
1533Damn. Good for her though
1534Another time.
1535Please.
1536I need your holes
1537Well we will need to make sure to see each other soonish then
1538When I was getting ready this morning. I thought you would like
1539Oh I definitely like
1540I'm sad I won't get to watch you take it off tonight
1541Maybe some day.
1542Hopefully soon
1543Hopefully
1544Maybe tomorrow if we're both free
1545I won't be able to have you stay late, but definitely long enough for a fuck or two
1546Maybe, I'll see how my friend goes as she's my biggest time sink at the moment
1547I hope she's okay
1548She might be, he put her in hospital, and she doesn't know how to exist without him, they've been together since year 9. It's pretty fucked which is why I'm here and not going there, anyone else and I'd be gone.
1549That makes sense. Send her my love
1550Will do, it's Hella bad timing though
1551These things happen
1552Yeah I know
1553I'll cum in your ass soon ❤️
1554Boy don't work me up right now, smiling at my phone like a crazy person while sad and serious stuff is happening. Because fuck yes I want that
1555Aww but what if your friend was watching me rail your ass and you having fantastic orgasms. 
1556
1557But okay, I won't work you up mhm
1558She would be sad... Unless secretly bi and never said. I doubt it though
1559I mean I can take turns...
1560I really don't doubt it, not sure she's currently in a place that it would be a good idea to even proposition her.
1561That's also fair. I'll have to ask to see her face another time then
1562Yeah
1563When there's no bruise
1564Definitely no bruise
1565I'll keep you on the loop of my tomorrow night
1566Good girl
1567Fuck I almost said thank you. Stop doing that
1568Not until your nose is in my groin and my cock down the back of your throat
1569But okay
1570Fuck Connor, I'm blushing and almost groaning. That would be awkward
1571If I could stop automatically reacting as the submissive I am that would be great, in the mean time, I have a Dom and have not even talked to you about it so should not be acting as your sub even if it comes naturally
1572I'm just doing what comes naturally to me. I can tone it back and we can just fuck
1573Tone it back just while I'm dealing with my friend, after I'm done with that I'll talk to you about how I feel about it. It's usually a good thing but right now I can't deal with all the things and how I feel about them
1574That's okay, I'll depart for now and we'll talk later
1575MON 03:05
1576Okay I've got a few minutes, i feel weird about it, part of me wants to be owned by you because it seems almost natural, it feels strange to mentally drop to my knees when I read some of your messages and I can't tell if that is because it's you or if anyone would elicit the same reaction. The other parts of me are mostly confused Eslin is the only other person to have gotten me to be so naturally submissive and then you just tell me to do something or call me a good girl and I'm basically putty waiting to be moved to your will. It's confusing and weird.
1577And I know all that's weird and heavy and uncomfortable because that's sorta how I feel about it
1578MON 09:50
1579It's not like I can't deal with my own dumb brain as long as I have the brain space to do so but I currently do not with all the other stuff going on. I'm also well aware that even though my brain wants something that doesn't mean it should or could happen because other people have their own lives and feelings.
1580MON 23:18
1581Just remember to talk to me. I can't change anything if I don't know what's going on
1582F