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8Rose!
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102
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12Hey.
13
143
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16I didn't know
17who else I could call.
18
194
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21God, what's wrong?
22
235
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25I'm at the airport.
26
276
2800:00:30,312 --> 00:00:32,227
29I don't know what to do.
30
317
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33I don't know if I should come back to
34Sydney or what I should do.
35
368
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38I got no money.
39
409
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42Julian...
43
4410
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46Let me just ask you one question.
47
4811
4900:00:46,154 --> 00:00:47,198
50Are you filming this?
51
5212
5300:00:50,897 --> 00:00:52,595
54Like, right now,
55are you filming this?
56
5713
5800:01:07,131 --> 00:01:09,220
59All right. Speaking of
60documentaries, though,
61
6214
6300:01:09,351 --> 00:01:12,397
64you're now venturing
65onto your third feature, uh,
66
6715
6800:01:12,528 --> 00:01:15,835
69which is about a lady
70named Ceara Lynch.
71
7216
7300:01:15,966 --> 00:01:17,113
74You've done your research.
75
7617
7700:01:17,213 --> 00:01:18,813
78Now, I did do
79a little bit of research.
80
8118
8200:01:18,839 --> 00:01:20,579
83I was kind of...
84
8519
8600:01:20,710 --> 00:01:22,590
87Did you do the research
88in front of your wife?
89
9020
9100:01:22,639 --> 00:01:23,639
92That's the question.
93
9421
9500:01:23,577 --> 00:01:24,888
96I did run it past her.
97
9822
9900:01:25,018 --> 00:01:27,543
100- A Mental?
101- Humiliatrix.
102
10323
10400:01:27,673 --> 00:01:29,371
105- Humiliatrix.
106- Mental Humiliatrix,
107
10824
10900:01:29,501 --> 00:01:31,373
110that's her official job title.
111
11225
11300:01:31,503 --> 00:01:34,637
114There are people who pay
115her vast sums of money,
116
11726
11800:01:34,767 --> 00:01:37,901
119basically, for the
120privilege of being used.
121
12227
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124She doesn't meet any of
125her clients in person.
126
12728
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129Everything's virtual.
130
13129
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133She's kind of living
134the American dream.
135
13630
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138That depends on your definition
139of the American dream.
140
14131
14200:01:46,692 --> 00:01:48,725
143- What's yours?
144- For me, it's pretty obvious.
145
14632
14700:01:48,825 --> 00:01:51,425
148If you can make a movie
149that's a hit in America, you've made it.
150
15133
15200:01:51,232 --> 00:01:54,091
153How did you come across her
154in the first instance?
155
15634
15700:01:54,222 --> 00:01:55,462
158Well, actually it was her idea.
159
16035
16100:01:55,552 --> 00:01:57,268
162She found me online
163and we Skyped,
164
16536
16600:01:57,399 --> 00:01:59,140
167and we just hit it off
168right away.
169
17037
17100:02:00,402 --> 00:02:01,402
172- Hi.
173- Hey, bitch.
174
17538
17600:02:01,489 --> 00:02:02,489
177How's it goin'?
178
17939
18000:02:02,560 --> 00:02:03,883
181Very good, thank you.
182
18340
18400:02:04,014 --> 00:02:05,614
185We ended up
186Skyping for hours.
187
18841
18900:02:06,495 --> 00:02:08,335
190She completely convinced me
191to go over there.
192
19342
19400:02:08,329 --> 00:02:09,367
195I sold my car,
196
19743
19800:02:09,498 --> 00:02:11,152
199I withdrew all my savings.
200
20144
20200:02:11,282 --> 00:02:14,126
203People have this image in
204their mind of who a person is,
205
20645
20700:02:14,226 --> 00:02:15,943
208and my job is to go in
209there with a camera
210
21146
21200:02:16,043 --> 00:02:18,071
213and find the truth behind that.
214
21547
21600:02:22,337 --> 00:02:23,903
217I want you
218to blackmail me
219
22048
22100:02:24,034 --> 00:02:25,992
222and threaten to tell my
223boss at work my secret.
224
22549
22600:02:26,123 --> 00:02:27,951
227I want you take
228everything from me.
229
23050
23100:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,441
232Use me until I have
233nothing left.
234
23551
23600:02:29,521 --> 00:02:30,961
237I love to get used.
238You are on top.
239
24052
24100:02:42,270 --> 00:02:43,790
242In this business,
243Ceara Lynch,
244
24553
24600:02:44,010 --> 00:02:45,186
247she is the gold standard.
248
24954
25000:02:45,316 --> 00:02:46,752
251You're a complete stranger
252
25355
25400:02:46,883 --> 00:02:48,798
255and you're going to explore
256
25756
25800:02:48,928 --> 00:02:51,453
259in a world of debauchery and insanity.
260
26157
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263Just watch your back, man.
264
26558
26600:02:53,629 --> 00:02:55,539
267There's a lot of
268beautiful women out there
269
27059
27100:02:55,639 --> 00:02:57,399
272that would never be
273able to do this at all.
274
27560
27600:02:57,342 --> 00:02:59,342
277Oh, my God, I am so sick
278of hearing you say that.
279
28061
28100:02:59,896 --> 00:03:01,811
282You filthy whore.
283
28462
28500:03:01,941 --> 00:03:04,117
286The internet is my dungeon.
287
28863
28900:03:04,248 --> 00:03:06,076
290Ceara completely changed my life.
291
29264
29300:03:06,207 --> 00:03:07,817
294And I'll have you by the balls.
295
29665
29700:03:07,947 --> 00:03:11,473
298I have seen her cut through men
299like warm butter.
300
30166
30200:03:11,603 --> 00:03:14,824
303There's a fine line
304between fantasy and reality.
305
30667
30700:03:17,435 --> 00:03:19,481
308I think I saved the best for last.
309
31068
31100:03:47,335 --> 00:03:49,250
312So what is the American dream?
313
31469
31500:03:49,380 --> 00:03:50,980
316Traditionally,
317the American dream
318
31970
32000:03:51,600 --> 00:03:53,320
321is pulling yourself up
322from the bootstraps
323
32471
32500:03:53,410 --> 00:03:54,890
326and making it big
327on your own terms.
328
32972
33000:03:54,967 --> 00:03:57,562
331You can rise from the bottom
332to the top in America.
333
33473
33500:03:58,171 --> 00:04:01,054
336It draws people in from all over
337the world. I mean, look at you.
338
33974
34000:04:01,154 --> 00:04:03,554
341You're from Australia and you're
342making a movie in America,
343
34475
34500:04:03,572 --> 00:04:06,608
346so I think that's proof that you're
347trying to live the American dream, too.
348
34976
35000:04:12,447 --> 00:04:13,447
351Um...
352
35377
35400:04:15,841 --> 00:04:17,843
355I guess, what I'm saying
356is good luck.
357
35878
35900:04:20,455 --> 00:04:22,718
360And I really hope you find
361what you're looking for.
362
36379
36400:04:29,246 --> 00:04:30,726
365How you feeling?
366
36780
36800:04:32,423 --> 00:04:33,946
369- Nervous?
370- Little bit.
371
37281
37300:04:35,687 --> 00:04:37,428
374You don't ever look nervous.
375
37682
37700:04:37,559 --> 00:04:39,082
378That beard just
379masks your emotions.
380
38183
38200:04:39,212 --> 00:04:41,171
383I know, you can't see
384it behind the beard.
385
38684
38700:04:41,302 --> 00:04:43,502
388All right.
389
39085
39100:04:44,566 --> 00:04:47,308
392So, pretty much, just don't
393ever cut and it'll be fine.
394
39586
39600:04:48,657 --> 00:04:50,180
397- Okay.
398- Yeah, just keep rolling.
399
40087
40100:04:59,842 --> 00:05:00,858
402- Hello.
403- Hey!
404
40588
40600:05:00,958 --> 00:05:02,398
407- How are you?
408- Good, you made it.
409
41089
41100:05:02,465 --> 00:05:03,705
412- I got my guy with me.
413- Hey.
414
41590
41600:05:03,731 --> 00:05:04,760
417- How are you?
418- Good.
419
42091
42100:05:04,890 --> 00:05:06,328
422- Nice to see you.
423- Yeah, you too.
424
42592
42600:05:06,428 --> 00:05:07,719
427- Here.
428- Thank you.
429
43093
43100:05:07,850 --> 00:05:09,850
432I don't really drink
433at the moment, but that's...
434
43594
43600:05:09,827 --> 00:05:11,907
437- Ah, you'll drink today.
438- Okay, whatever you say.
439
44095
44100:05:12,158 --> 00:05:13,551
442Let's go feed my chickens.
443
44496
44500:05:15,858 --> 00:05:17,468
446My backyard.
447
44897
44900:05:17,990 --> 00:05:19,644
450So we got, the two
451black and white ones
452
45398
45400:05:19,775 --> 00:05:21,124
455are Amelia and Bodelia.
456
45799
45800:05:21,777 --> 00:05:24,170
459We got the white one,
460that's Cruella.
461
462100
46300:05:24,301 --> 00:05:26,825
464Betty is the yellow one.
465Goldy Hen.
466
467101
46800:05:26,956 --> 00:05:28,958
469And Miss America is the Americana.
470
471102
47200:05:30,220 --> 00:05:31,569
473So you want to see the house?
474
475103
47600:05:31,700 --> 00:05:33,397
477We got my bedroom.
478
479104
48000:05:33,528 --> 00:05:35,530
481This is my office space.
482
483105
48400:05:37,749 --> 00:05:40,317
485And this room is where
486all the magic happens.
487
488106
48900:05:44,582 --> 00:05:48,064
490Get your ass all nice
491and ready for me.
492
493107
49400:05:49,195 --> 00:05:50,501
495If you didn't have money,
496
497108
49800:05:50,632 --> 00:05:52,808
499I wouldn't even spit
500in your general direction.
501
502109
50300:05:52,938 --> 00:05:54,375
504Do you understand?
505
506110
50700:05:56,638 --> 00:05:59,380
508So, basically, a guy emails me,
509
510111
51100:05:59,510 --> 00:06:01,556
512tells me his fantasy,
513
514112
51500:06:01,686 --> 00:06:03,688
516and I make it come to life.
517
518113
51900:06:03,819 --> 00:06:05,211
520What are you looking for, hmm?
521
522114
52300:06:05,342 --> 00:06:06,822
524My dirty panties again?
525
526115
52700:06:06,952 --> 00:06:09,955
528Your wife doesn't know
529anything about you.
530
531116
53200:06:10,739 --> 00:06:12,523
533Eat another human being.
534
535117
53600:06:12,654 --> 00:06:14,220
537Do you want to be my dog?
538
539118
54000:06:14,873 --> 00:06:17,398
541From inside the cage, you give
542me female hormone injections.
543
544119
54500:06:17,528 --> 00:06:20,009
546I'd love to see you forcibly
547make a guy turn gay
548
549120
55000:06:20,139 --> 00:06:21,837
551by Pavlovian conditioning.
552
553121
55400:06:21,967 --> 00:06:24,187
555You breaking my ribs
556with a baseball bat.
557
558122
55900:06:24,317 --> 00:06:26,319
560This guy, I think has
561like cinematic movies
562
563123
56400:06:26,450 --> 00:06:28,490
565going on in his head when
566he masturbates.
567
568124
56900:06:31,499 --> 00:06:33,326
570Are you wearing
571panties right now?
572
573125
57400:06:33,457 --> 00:06:35,720
575Because I haven't talked
576to you in such a long time.
577
578126
57900:06:35,851 --> 00:06:38,506
580You're the most amazing thing in my
581life.
582
583127
58400:06:38,636 --> 00:06:41,639
585- Yeah, I believe that.
586- I want to jerk off.
587
588128
58900:06:41,770 --> 00:06:44,337
590Better not crash, better
591keep your eye on the road.
592
593129
59400:06:48,314 --> 00:06:52,824
595I sell panties, socks,
596shoes, pantyhose,
597
598130
59900:06:52,955 --> 00:06:56,524
600toenail clippings,
601used Kleenex, piss,
602
603131
60400:06:56,654 --> 00:06:58,177
605used hair from my hair brush.
606
607132
60800:06:58,308 --> 00:07:03,400
609So, I sold my shit recently
610to a guy for $4,000,
611
612133
61300:07:04,183 --> 00:07:06,447
614and I was a little worried
615because I don't know
616
617134
61800:07:06,577 --> 00:07:09,450
619the legalities
620around shipping waste.
621
622135
62300:07:09,580 --> 00:07:12,148
624So I emailed my lawyer,
625
626136
62700:07:12,278 --> 00:07:13,628
628but he was really cool about it.
629
630137
63100:07:13,758 --> 00:07:15,238
632- He said...
633- That's genius!
634
635138
63600:07:15,368 --> 00:07:18,241
637And it really, to me,
638it's a triumph of capitalism
639
640139
64100:07:18,371 --> 00:07:20,504
642and really one of
643those things where,
644
645140
64600:07:20,635 --> 00:07:22,245
647uh... you know,
648
649141
65000:07:22,375 --> 00:07:24,813
651from an entrepreneurial spirit,
652
653142
65400:07:24,943 --> 00:07:27,468
655really, just adds to the
656American dream in a certain way.
657
658143
65900:07:30,383 --> 00:07:32,473
660So I have what's
661called my Ignore Line.
662
663144
66400:07:32,603 --> 00:07:34,779
665Guys will call, um...
666
667145
66800:07:34,910 --> 00:07:35,910
669Have fun.
670
671146
67200:07:35,986 --> 00:07:37,478
673...and I put them on hold.
674
675147
67600:07:37,869 --> 00:07:39,567
677And as long as they
678stay on the line,
679
680148
68100:07:39,697 --> 00:07:41,482
682I get paid $5 a minute.
683
684149
68500:07:44,963 --> 00:07:46,443
686So, Financial Domination is basically
687
688150
68900:07:47,966 --> 00:07:50,366
690where guys literally get off
691on giving a woman their money.
692
693151
69400:07:50,399 --> 00:07:53,885
695The most I've ever had
696anyone spend was $20,000
697
698152
69900:07:54,016 --> 00:07:57,236
700and it was a guy,
701he was watching me on Skype,
702
703153
70400:07:57,367 --> 00:08:00,239
705and he set up a Saks
706Fifth Avenue account.
707
708154
70900:08:00,370 --> 00:08:02,241
710He put in all the credit
711card information,
712
713155
71400:08:02,372 --> 00:08:04,940
715all of his information,
716and then he gave me the login.
717
718156
71900:08:05,070 --> 00:08:08,857
720And then the session was
721just him watching me shop.
722
723157
72400:08:08,987 --> 00:08:11,827
725You know, I was telling him,
726"Oh, I'm
727going to buy this Prada handbag.
728
729158
73000:08:11,911 --> 00:08:13,391
731I'm going to buy this Burberry coat,"
732
733159
73400:08:13,470 --> 00:08:15,385
735and just racking up his bill.
736
737160
73800:08:18,214 --> 00:08:20,521
739He loved that I was
740using his credit card.
741
742161
74300:08:22,653 --> 00:08:24,525
744I have a degree in psychology,
745
746162
74700:08:24,655 --> 00:08:26,831
748so I'm curious about how
749the human mind works
750
751163
75200:08:26,962 --> 00:08:29,312
753and sexuality has
754always fascinated me.
755
756164
75700:08:30,008 --> 00:08:32,663
758The Diamond Experience isn't
759really something I do for money.
760
761165
76200:08:32,794 --> 00:08:35,274
763It's just part of my
764research on male sexuality.
765
766166
76700:08:35,753 --> 00:08:37,313
768So, if a guy comes
769to me with an issue
770
771167
77200:08:37,404 --> 00:08:38,484
773and I think I can help him,
774
775168
77600:08:38,582 --> 00:08:39,627
777we'll start to talk.
778
779169
78000:08:41,890 --> 00:08:43,544
781Every case is different.
782
783170
78400:08:43,674 --> 00:08:45,633
785So that could mean
786I act as their therapist
787
788171
78900:08:45,763 --> 00:08:47,678
790or it could be like a role-play.
791
792172
79300:08:47,983 --> 00:08:50,942
794Sometimes, I set up
795these fantasy scenarios.
796
797173
79800:08:51,073 --> 00:08:52,378
799All right, showtime.
800
801174
80200:08:52,509 --> 00:08:53,684
803Whatever it takes.
804
805175
80600:08:53,815 --> 00:08:55,686
807I would probably have
808trouble getting off
809
810176
81100:08:55,817 --> 00:08:57,166
812if it weren't for her.
813
814177
81500:08:57,296 --> 00:09:00,169
816I think I would have far
817worse erectile dysfunction.
818
819178
82000:09:00,299 --> 00:09:04,565
821And now I'm actually able
822to function normally in everyday life.
823
824179
82500:09:04,695 --> 00:09:07,306
826I used to have a problem with intimacy.
827
828180
82900:09:07,437 --> 00:09:09,831
830But because of Ceara,
831the problem's gone.
832
833181
83400:09:09,961 --> 00:09:11,543
835Yeah, I just pay
836attention, you know?
837
838182
83900:09:11,643 --> 00:09:12,883
840Because, at the end of the day,
841
842183
84300:09:12,980 --> 00:09:14,313
844these are all male desires.
845
846184
84700:09:14,444 --> 00:09:15,619
848These aren't my desires.
849
850185
85100:09:15,750 --> 00:09:17,403
852And I've just been
853doing it so long
854
855186
85600:09:17,534 --> 00:09:19,667
857that I know, like,
858what seems to work.
859
860187
86100:09:25,673 --> 00:09:28,240
862So, what are your
863absolute hard limits?
864
865188
86600:09:28,371 --> 00:09:32,157
867I don't get naked on camera,
868
869189
87000:09:32,288 --> 00:09:35,508
871I don't have sex on camera,
872and I don't do sessions in real life.
873
874190
87500:09:35,639 --> 00:09:39,034
876My whole brand is supposed
877to be that I'm unattainable.
878
879191
88000:09:39,164 --> 00:09:41,079
881That guys aren't worthy
882of seeing me naked.
883
884192
88500:09:41,210 --> 00:09:42,690
886I'm holier than thou.
887I'm a goddess.
888
889193
89000:09:42,820 --> 00:09:45,606
891So if I were to get naked,
892that's giving something up.
893
894194
89500:09:49,000 --> 00:09:50,219
896- Hello!
897- Hey, guys.
898
899195
90000:09:50,349 --> 00:09:51,349
901- I'm Julian.
902- Hi.
903
904196
90500:09:51,425 --> 00:09:53,004
906What up?
907
908197
90900:09:53,135 --> 00:09:54,876
910How you doing? Nice to meet you.
911
912198
91300:09:55,006 --> 00:09:57,400
914Everybody knows Ceara.
915Everybody that's in this part
916
917199
91800:09:57,530 --> 00:09:59,490
919- of that industry knows who Ceara is.
920- Mm-hmm.
921
922200
92300:09:59,572 --> 00:10:00,572
924- Gotcha.
925- Yep.
926
927201
92800:10:01,709 --> 00:10:03,589
929You were about to say,
930she's a little bit like
931
932202
93300:10:03,659 --> 00:10:05,379
934- her character, you think?
935- Oh, oh, shh,
936
937203
93800:10:06,017 --> 00:10:08,057
939yeah, I just feel like
940there's just something else
941
942204
94300:10:08,097 --> 00:10:09,934
944in there that's just,
945yeah, I don't know.
946
947205
94800:10:10,065 --> 00:10:11,632
949- Satan, it's Satan.
950- Yeah.
951
952206
95300:10:11,762 --> 00:10:13,798
954In fact, I bet there's
955a 666 right behind her ear.
956
957207
95800:10:15,200 --> 00:10:16,695
959- I'm pretty sure.
960- No.
961
962208
96300:10:16,795 --> 00:10:19,035
964- I told you.
965- No, I'm just glad I'm on
966her good side.
967
968209
96900:10:19,097 --> 00:10:20,760
970That's what I meant to say.
971
972210
97300:10:20,860 --> 00:10:23,120
974- Really? Wow.
975- I'm on her good side. We're good.
976
977211
97800:10:29,040 --> 00:10:32,000
979Are we having fun yet?
980
981212
98200:10:32,130 --> 00:10:33,973
983Show him how
984it's done, please?
985
986213
98700:10:34,073 --> 00:10:36,033
988- Oh, my gosh, no.
989- What, you didn't like that?
990
991214
99200:10:36,063 --> 00:10:38,615
993That was weak.
994
995215
99600:10:38,746 --> 00:10:40,127
997Jesus Christ!
998
999216
100000:10:40,227 --> 00:10:42,445
1001What's going on? Oh, God!
1002
1003217
100400:10:50,235 --> 00:10:51,846
1005- Woo!
1006- Okay.
1007
1008218
100900:10:57,590 --> 00:10:59,331
1010Here you go.
1011
1012219
101300:11:17,698 --> 00:11:20,178
1014When she was about 16,
1015
1016220
101700:11:20,309 --> 00:11:21,789
1018I mean, I knew
1019she was making money,
1020
1021221
102200:11:21,880 --> 00:11:24,120
1023and I didn't know where
1024she was getting her money from.
1025
1026222
102700:11:24,126 --> 00:11:25,575
1028I came home from work one day
1029
1030223
103100:11:25,706 --> 00:11:27,708
1032and here on the
1033dining room table
1034
1035224
103600:11:27,838 --> 00:11:30,188
1037is this Manila envelope
1038with something in it,
1039
1040225
104100:11:30,319 --> 00:11:32,713
1042addressed to somebody
1043in Florida.
1044
1045226
104600:11:32,843 --> 00:11:35,846
1047So I open it up and
1048she was selling panties,
1049
1050227
105100:11:35,977 --> 00:11:37,718
1052and I got really upset.
1053
1054228
105500:11:37,848 --> 00:11:39,502
1056So I did what any dad would do.
1057
1058229
105900:11:39,632 --> 00:11:41,156
1060I threw her panties away,
1061
1062230
106300:11:41,286 --> 00:11:43,854
1064I put a dirty pair of my
1065underwear in with her note,
1066
1067231
106800:11:43,985 --> 00:11:46,814
1069sealed 'em up, and mailed them
1070off to the guy.
1071
1072232
107300:11:46,944 --> 00:11:48,946
1074Once I figured out
1075that she was safe,
1076
1077233
107800:11:49,077 --> 00:11:50,643
1079that people can't find her,
1080
1081234
108200:11:50,774 --> 00:11:53,734
1083and there's firewalls, you know.
1084
1085235
108600:11:54,647 --> 00:11:57,999
1087It's all through telephone
1088or on the internet.
1089
1090236
109100:11:58,129 --> 00:12:00,958
1092There's no actual
1093meeting people.
1094
1095237
109600:12:01,785 --> 00:12:03,439
1097Okay, yeah, it sounds pretty...
1098
1099238
110000:12:04,745 --> 00:12:06,585
1101You know, I would've preferred
1102brain surgeon,
1103
1104239
110500:12:06,665 --> 00:12:08,966
1106but, you know.
1107
1108240
110900:12:18,976 --> 00:12:25,113
1110Yeah, just kind of a normal
1111American suburb upbringing.
1112
1113241
111400:12:26,114 --> 00:12:28,072
1115Yeah, money was really
1116tight when I was born.
1117
1118242
111900:12:28,203 --> 00:12:30,858
1120The first house that I lived at
1121was a trailer park, actually.
1122
1123243
112400:12:34,035 --> 00:12:35,035
11251702.
1126
1127244
112800:12:36,864 --> 00:12:39,024
1129I actually have nothing
1130but happy childhood memories.
1131
1132245
113300:12:40,519 --> 00:12:41,651
1134And after the trailer park,
1135
1136246
113700:12:41,782 --> 00:12:43,958
1138I lived in this
1139farmhouse for a while.
1140
1141247
114200:12:44,872 --> 00:12:46,438
1143But it's all abandoned now.
1144
1145248
114600:12:48,832 --> 00:12:50,512
1147Yeah, I think I had
1148a very different idea
1149
1150249
115100:12:50,580 --> 00:12:52,100
1152of what my future
1153would be back then.
1154
1155250
115600:12:53,489 --> 00:12:55,796
1157A few things
1158I remember growing up,
1159
1160251
116100:12:55,926 --> 00:12:58,929
1162Jehovah Witnesses, they don't
1163believe in Heaven or Hell.
1164
1165252
116600:12:59,190 --> 00:13:01,758
1167They believe that there's
1168an Armageddon coming,
1169
1170253
117100:13:01,889 --> 00:13:03,009
1172and it's coming really soon.
1173
1174254
117500:13:04,326 --> 00:13:06,246
1176And that's going to basically
1177wipe out everyone
1178
1179255
118000:13:06,214 --> 00:13:07,374
1181that isn't a Jehovah Witness.
1182
1183256
118400:13:07,163 --> 00:13:08,896
1185And then Paradise comes after
1186
1187257
118800:13:09,026 --> 00:13:10,956
1189to everyone that
1190follows Jehovah.
1191
1192258
119300:13:11,056 --> 00:13:12,936
1194So we tried for a while
1195with the idea of kids,
1196
1197259
119800:13:13,027 --> 00:13:15,293
1199you should give 'em some
1200sort of foundation,
1201
1202260
120300:13:15,424 --> 00:13:18,079
1204but we lost faith in the
1205organization and then left.
1206
1207261
120800:13:20,908 --> 00:13:23,607
1209So I was away on vacation with
1210my parents at Cobble Beach.
1211
1212262
121300:13:23,707 --> 00:13:25,651
1214So there were two boys and me.
1215
1216263
121700:13:25,782 --> 00:13:27,782
1218And I can't remember what
1219our parents were doing,
1220
1221264
122200:13:27,832 --> 00:13:29,699
1223but me and the boys
1224were left alone.
1225
1226265
122700:13:29,830 --> 00:13:33,398
1228And one of the guys had, uh,
1229
1230266
123100:13:33,529 --> 00:13:35,661
1232like, a dirty magazine,
1233like a Hustler.
1234
1235267
123600:13:35,792 --> 00:13:39,491
1237He showed us this page
1238of these two beautiful,
1239
1240268
124100:13:39,622 --> 00:13:42,233
1242glamorous women, uh,
1243sucking each other's toes.
1244
1245269
124600:13:43,495 --> 00:13:44,695
1247And...
1248
1249270
125000:13:45,280 --> 00:13:47,891
1251I look at his pants
1252and he's getting hard.
1253
1254271
125500:13:48,022 --> 00:13:49,371
1256I mean, it was under his pants,
1257
1258272
125900:13:49,501 --> 00:13:52,548
1260but I had never really seen
1261an erection in person.
1262
1263273
126400:13:53,592 --> 00:13:56,682
1265Right as I saw his penis,
1266
1267274
126800:13:57,161 --> 00:13:59,163
1269the earth started shaking.
1270
1271275
127200:14:01,252 --> 00:14:04,342
1273And I totally freaked out.
1274
1275276
127600:14:04,473 --> 00:14:06,867
1277I started thinking about Armageddon.
1278
1279277
128000:14:06,997 --> 00:14:09,173
1281And I just, like,
1282booked it out the door.
1283
1284278
128500:14:09,304 --> 00:14:13,656
1286I just ran, and I just
1287saw this light,
1288
1289279
129000:14:13,786 --> 00:14:17,268
1291like this really
1292bright white light.
1293
1294280
129500:14:17,616 --> 00:14:21,316
1296I thought at the time that
1297it was the light of Jehovah
1298
1299281
130000:14:21,446 --> 00:14:25,015
1301and, um, that I was running
1302towards Paradise.
1303
1304282
130500:14:27,713 --> 00:14:30,281
1306I realized it was, uh,
1307just the lighthouse
1308
1309283
131000:14:30,412 --> 00:14:33,067
1311and waited it out until
1312the earth stood still again.
1313
1314284
131500:14:35,373 --> 00:14:37,133
1316It wasn't even, like,
1317a serious earthquake,
1318
1319285
132000:14:37,202 --> 00:14:40,509
1321but, uh, it was
1322just crazy timing.
1323
1324286
132500:14:40,639 --> 00:14:41,771
1326It really freaked me out.
1327
1328287
132900:14:43,164 --> 00:14:46,428
1330Never told anyone that before.
1331
1332288
133300:14:46,558 --> 00:14:47,995
1334- Exclusive!
1335- Yeah!
1336
1337289
133800:14:51,302 --> 00:14:54,349
1339Is there ever any risk
1340with these
1341fantasies that are more extreme
1342
1343290
134400:14:54,479 --> 00:14:56,003
1345that you're going to go too far?
1346
1347291
134800:14:56,133 --> 00:14:58,657
1349No, I would never do anything
1350
1351292
135200:14:58,788 --> 00:15:00,007
1353that I wasn't asked to do.
1354
1355293
135600:15:01,443 --> 00:15:03,243
1357The illusion is that
1358I'm the one in control.
1359
1360294
136100:15:03,358 --> 00:15:05,751
1362But, really, they're
1363telling me what do to.
1364
1365295
136600:15:06,752 --> 00:15:08,276
1367It's very clear what they want
1368
1369296
137000:15:08,406 --> 00:15:09,846
1371and that's exactly
1372what I give 'em.
1373
1374297
137500:15:11,192 --> 00:15:13,272
1376I think it's really important
1377to draw a distinction
1378
1379298
138000:15:13,322 --> 00:15:14,722
1381between a fetish
1382and an addiction.
1383
1384299
138500:15:14,601 --> 00:15:15,801
1386A fetish is something abnormal
1387
1388300
138900:15:15,761 --> 00:15:17,198
1390that gets you off sexually.
1391
1392301
139300:15:17,328 --> 00:15:19,330
1394It's called a paraphilia.
1395
1396302
139700:15:19,461 --> 00:15:21,381
1398It literally means you
1399have a sexual attraction
1400
1401303
140200:15:21,506 --> 00:15:23,291
1403to non-sexual things.
1404
1405304
140600:15:23,769 --> 00:15:26,598
1407An addiction on the other hand,
1408is a compulsive behavior
1409
1410305
141100:15:26,729 --> 00:15:28,774
1412that's unhealthy or
1413disruptive to your life.
1414
1415306
141600:15:29,950 --> 00:15:31,908
1417Let's say you get off
1418on women's shoes.
1419
1420307
142100:15:32,039 --> 00:15:34,439
1422It's not something that most
1423people find sexually arousing,
1424
1425308
142600:15:34,520 --> 00:15:35,956
1427so it's considered a fetish.
1428
1429309
143000:15:36,086 --> 00:15:38,697
1431However, if you start going
1432into women's shoe stores,
1433
1434310
143500:15:38,828 --> 00:15:41,548
1436stealing high heels, and taking them
1437home to masturbate over them?
1438
1439311
144000:15:42,136 --> 00:15:45,574
1441- That's an addiction.
1442- If I get the
1443sense that a guy really has
1444
1445312
144600:15:45,704 --> 00:15:47,184
1447an addiction and is ruining his life,
1448
1449313
145000:15:47,271 --> 00:15:50,883
1451then I do feel some
1452responsibility to help him.
1453
1454314
145500:15:51,014 --> 00:15:53,277
1456After a while,
1457it's not very fulfilling
1458
1459315
146000:15:53,408 --> 00:15:54,496
1461just getting guys off.
1462
1463316
146400:15:55,236 --> 00:15:57,281
1465What I really find satisfying is
1466
1467317
146800:15:57,412 --> 00:15:59,544
1469if I feel like
1470I've truly helped them
1471
1472318
147300:15:59,675 --> 00:16:01,851
1474in a way that
1475they can't help themselves.
1476
1477319
147800:16:01,982 --> 00:16:04,462
1479For me, it's
1480more than a sexual outlet.
1481
1482320
148300:16:05,072 --> 00:16:08,379
1484I know that what
1485she does offers release.
1486
1487321
148800:16:08,510 --> 00:16:12,122
1489So perhaps it has some
1490psychological value.
1491
1492322
149300:16:12,383 --> 00:16:13,906
1494Perhaps, it has some therapy.
1495
1496323
149700:16:14,559 --> 00:16:16,352
1498I didn't even
1499know I was addicted.
1500
1501324
150200:16:16,452 --> 00:16:17,892
1503I didn't know you
1504could be addicted
1505
1506325
150700:16:17,818 --> 00:16:18,858
1508to what I was addicted to.
1509
1510326
151100:16:20,609 --> 00:16:22,785
1512You know, a lot of guys
1513have these desires
1514
1515327
151600:16:22,915 --> 00:16:25,179
1517that they can't
1518share with, you know,
1519
1520328
152100:16:25,309 --> 00:16:28,399
1522their wife or their
1523girlfriend or, you know.
1524
1525329
152600:16:28,530 --> 00:16:31,011
1527I and anyone else
1528who is in my profession
1529
1530330
153100:16:31,141 --> 00:16:33,709
1532are pretty much the only people
1533that really hear about it.
1534
1535331
153600:16:34,275 --> 00:16:37,408
1537I've basically carvedM a niche
1538helping men with strange addictions.
1539
1540332
154100:16:37,843 --> 00:16:40,643
1542For instance, I had this one guy
1543who couldn't put his smartphone down
1544
1545333
154600:16:40,701 --> 00:16:42,196
1547without having a panic attack.
1548
1549334
155000:16:42,370 --> 00:16:44,328
1551I had another guy
1552who was addicted
1553
1554335
155500:16:44,459 --> 00:16:46,243
1556to being kicked in
1557the balls to the point
1558
1559336
156000:16:46,374 --> 00:16:48,158
1561where he might not be
1562able to have kids.
1563
1564337
156500:16:49,697 --> 00:16:50,946
1566I got a rush out of that.
1567
1568338
156900:16:51,046 --> 00:16:52,046
1570That was, like, a thrill.
1571
1572339
157300:16:53,294 --> 00:16:55,190
1574Well, we all know
1575about drug addiction.
1576
1577340
157800:16:55,290 --> 00:16:56,732
1579But addiction to behavior
1580
1581341
158200:16:56,862 --> 00:16:58,951
1583or addiction to inanimate objects
1584
1585342
158600:16:59,082 --> 00:17:00,866
1587can be quite
1588compelling for people.
1589
1590343
159100:17:00,997 --> 00:17:03,043
1592So if you have tried
1593everything else,
1594
1595344
159600:17:03,173 --> 00:17:05,349
1597maybe your best bet is
1598an Online Humiliatrix
1599
1600345
160100:17:05,480 --> 00:17:07,134
1602with a psychology degree.
1603
1604346
160500:17:12,574 --> 00:17:13,618
1606I'm feeling good.
1607
1608347
160900:17:13,749 --> 00:17:16,534
1610I'm feeling like
1611my instincts were right.
1612
1613348
161400:17:16,665 --> 00:17:20,190
1615That she is an amazing subject
1616and has a lot of complexity.
1617
1618349
161900:17:20,321 --> 00:17:22,018
1620More than I thought originally.
1621
1622350
162300:17:22,149 --> 00:17:24,349
1624Oh, my God.
1625
1626351
162700:17:24,716 --> 00:17:25,716
1628Just beautiful.
1629
1630352
163100:17:27,850 --> 00:17:31,419
1632You know, at least I get paid
1633for filming myself.
1634
1635353
163600:17:31,549 --> 00:17:34,074
1637- What's your excuse?
1638- What do you mean, what's my excuse?
1639
1640354
164100:17:34,204 --> 00:17:37,077
1642- You're always filming yourself.
1643- Yeah, what's wrong with that?
1644
1645355
164600:17:37,207 --> 00:17:38,730
1647Why do you do it?
1648
1649356
165000:17:39,166 --> 00:17:41,733
1651- Well.
1652- It's kind of narcissistic.
1653
1654357
165500:17:41,864 --> 00:17:44,345
1656Oh, and being a cam girl
1657isn't narcissistic?
1658
1659358
166000:17:44,475 --> 00:17:46,086
1661Again, I get paid for it.
1662
1663359
166400:17:46,216 --> 00:17:48,536
1665I wouldn't be doing it if
1666I wasn't bringing money for it.
1667
1668360
166900:17:48,584 --> 00:17:49,584
1670All right, well...
1671
1672361
167300:17:51,091 --> 00:17:52,531
1674And it kind of sucks
1675
1676362
167700:17:52,657 --> 00:17:54,777
1678'cause I'm meant to be going
1679back to Australia soon,
1680
1681363
168200:17:54,810 --> 00:17:56,210
1683but I kind of don't
1684want to leave.
1685
1686364
168700:17:56,108 --> 00:17:59,099
1688I feel like there's so
1689much more to this story.
1690
1691365
169200:17:59,229 --> 00:18:00,622
1693- Road trip!
1694- Woo-hoo!
1695
1696366
169700:18:02,711 --> 00:18:05,231
1698I mean, I don't think
1699I've ever met anybody like her.
1700
1701367
170200:18:06,193 --> 00:18:07,411
1703She's...
1704
1705368
170600:18:07,542 --> 00:18:10,066
1707...she's really special.
1708
1709369
171000:18:10,197 --> 00:18:13,200
1711But I've already used all my
1712savings just getting this far.
1713
1714370
171500:18:13,678 --> 00:18:15,941
1716What do you think about doing
1717a Kickstarter campaign?
1718
1719371
172000:18:16,333 --> 00:18:17,726
1721Yeah, I'd be down.
1722
1723372
172400:18:17,856 --> 00:18:19,423
1725Yeah, we could just
1726keep shooting.
1727
1728373
172900:18:19,554 --> 00:18:21,251
1730I don't have to leave.
1731
1732374
173300:18:21,382 --> 00:18:23,210
1734- I like money.
1735- I like money, too.
1736
1737375
173800:18:23,340 --> 00:18:25,342
1739Money's good.
1740
1741376
174200:18:27,083 --> 00:18:29,259
1743Oh, my project is launched!
1744
1745377
174600:18:29,390 --> 00:18:30,390
1747Yeah!
1748
1749378
175000:18:30,477 --> 00:18:32,436
1751How much are you going to pledge?
1752
1753379
175400:18:32,567 --> 00:18:34,395
1755- $100.
1756- All right, let's see it.
1757
1758380
175900:18:34,525 --> 00:18:36,658
1760So it's essentially a documentary about
1761
1762381
176300:18:36,788 --> 00:18:39,097
1764- what we're talking about here.
1765- Yeah, about me.
1766
1767382
176800:18:39,197 --> 00:18:40,957
1769- Yeah, focused on me.
1770- About humiliation.
1771
1772383
177300:18:40,915 --> 00:18:43,235
1774About how these guys want you
1775to do these things to them.
1776
1777384
177800:18:43,198 --> 00:18:44,883
1779- Exactly.
1780- And threaten them.
1781
1782385
178300:18:45,014 --> 00:18:47,799
1784And refresh. Oh, look at that!
1785
1786386
178700:18:47,930 --> 00:18:50,976
178882 backers, 11,344!
1789
1790387
179100:18:51,107 --> 00:18:52,107
1792Good boy!
1793
1794388
179500:18:53,153 --> 00:18:54,353
1796Yeah.
1797
1798389
179900:18:56,373 --> 00:18:58,973
1800- Holy shit!
1801- There's 24 hours to go,
1802we're still $7,000 short.
1803
1804390
180500:18:59,005 --> 00:19:01,405
1806If we don't reach our target,
1807the film is not getting made.
1808
1809391
181000:19:01,230 --> 00:19:03,163
1811Have you seen the Kickstarter?
1812
1813392
181400:19:03,293 --> 00:19:04,990
1815Like, in the past 15 minutes?
1816
1817393
181800:19:05,991 --> 00:19:08,603
1819So, this guy is willing to put
1820$7,500 in the Kickstarter
1821
1822394
182300:19:08,733 --> 00:19:10,387
1824if we do a make-out video.
1825
1826395
182700:19:10,779 --> 00:19:12,215
1828That's it, just kissing.
1829
1830396
183100:19:12,346 --> 00:19:14,339
1832I'd do that for free.
1833
1834397
183500:19:14,439 --> 00:19:15,784
1836Can you believe that?
1837
1838398
183900:19:31,321 --> 00:19:32,670
1840- Ha!
1841- Hello.
1842
1843399
184400:19:32,801 --> 00:19:34,716
1845Hello. I brought wardrobe options.
1846
1847400
184800:19:36,544 --> 00:19:39,503
1849- How are you doing, nervous?
1850- I'm a little anxious.
1851
1852401
185300:19:39,634 --> 00:19:41,853
1854- How are you feeling?
1855- Fine.
1856
1857402
185800:19:41,984 --> 00:19:44,104
1859- Yeah, I could see that.
1860- It's not my first rodeo.
1861
1862403
186300:19:44,155 --> 00:19:46,989
1864Okay, I have this guy's notes,
1865
1866404
186700:19:47,119 --> 00:19:48,338
1868his requests here.
1869
1870405
187100:19:48,469 --> 00:19:50,862
1872- He has a cuckolding fetish.
1873- Okay.
1874
1875406
187600:19:50,993 --> 00:19:54,301
1877So he likes seeing me with
1878guys that are hotter than him.
1879
1880407
188100:19:54,431 --> 00:19:57,391
1882- Okay.
1883- Do not do five seconds of
1884tongue sucking.
1885
1886408
188700:19:57,521 --> 00:19:58,609
1888That is too short.
1889
1890409
189100:19:58,740 --> 00:20:00,220
1892Please make it much longer.
1893
1894410
189500:20:03,397 --> 00:20:04,659
1896That's ridiculous.
1897
1898411
189900:20:04,789 --> 00:20:06,008
1900I know, it's stupid.
1901
1902412
190300:20:08,489 --> 00:20:09,489
1904God.
1905
1906413
190700:20:12,232 --> 00:20:13,276
1908Can you handle this?
1909
1910414
191100:20:13,407 --> 00:20:14,538
1912Yeah, I can handle this.
1913
1914415
191500:20:14,669 --> 00:20:15,669
1916All right.
1917
1918416
191900:20:30,815 --> 00:20:32,398
1920'Kay, testing one, two, three.
1921
1922417
192300:20:32,498 --> 00:20:33,498
1924Testing one, two, three.
1925
1926418
192700:20:39,433 --> 00:20:42,914
1928Okay... this is good.
1929
1930419
193100:20:43,480 --> 00:20:47,745
1932All right, um, so you don't need
1933to worry about saying anything.
1934
1935420
193600:20:47,876 --> 00:20:50,400
1937I'll start it and then
1938we'll just start kissing,
1939
1940421
194100:20:50,531 --> 00:20:52,750
1942- and so you can take me lead.
1943- Okay.
1944
1945422
194600:20:52,881 --> 00:20:54,012
1947Easiest job in the world.
1948
1949423
195000:20:57,233 --> 00:20:58,713
1951Hi, there.
1952
1953424
195400:20:58,843 --> 00:21:03,195
1955I have quite a little treat
1956for you, my little cuck.
1957
1958425
195900:21:04,675 --> 00:21:08,766
1960I have, right here, a real man.
1961
1962426
196300:21:09,201 --> 00:21:11,769
1964And I'm going to have
1965some fun with him
1966
1967427
196800:21:11,900 --> 00:21:15,469
1969while you sit there and wank
1970your tiny little dick,
1971
1972428
197300:21:15,991 --> 00:21:18,559
1974wishing that you could
1975be a part of it.
1976
1977429
197800:21:20,125 --> 00:21:22,171
1979But, hey, you can, right?
1980
1981430
198200:21:22,302 --> 00:21:23,825
1983You get to pay for it.
1984
1985431
198600:21:25,087 --> 00:21:26,262
1987Enjoy.
1988
1989432
199000:22:02,516 --> 00:22:03,516
1991Hi.
1992
1993433
199400:22:37,551 --> 00:22:38,552
1995Fuck me.
1996
1997434
199800:23:02,967 --> 00:23:05,883
1999Well, he got quite a show.
2000
2001435
200200:23:06,014 --> 00:23:07,214
2003We're not sending that to him.
2004
2005436
200600:23:07,287 --> 00:23:08,669
2007No, definitely not.
2008
2009437
201000:23:08,799 --> 00:23:10,322
2011That would ruin my career.
2012
2013438
201400:23:18,200 --> 00:23:20,115
2015- Question.
2016- Yes?
2017
2018439
201900:23:20,245 --> 00:23:23,205
2020Um, is this going to be
2021weird afterwards,
2022
2023440
202400:23:23,335 --> 00:23:26,687
2025like, with the movie
2026and everything?
2027
2028441
202900:23:26,817 --> 00:23:28,645
2030I'm fine but I don't know.
2031
2032442
203300:23:28,776 --> 00:23:31,126
2034- No, I'm fine.
2035- Okay, okay.
2036
2037443
203800:23:44,095 --> 00:23:45,855
2039You carry this thing
2040everywhere, don't you?
2041
2042444
204300:23:45,945 --> 00:23:46,945
2044I do.
2045
2046445
204700:23:48,143 --> 00:23:49,983
2048I love this little camera.
2049
2050446
205100:23:51,668 --> 00:23:53,278
2052- It's my thing.
2053- Yeah.
2054
2055447
205600:23:53,409 --> 00:23:54,925
2057I've done it for a long time.
2058
2059448
206000:23:55,025 --> 00:23:56,456
2061All guys have their thing.
2062
2063449
206400:23:59,284 --> 00:24:02,418
2065What's the first thing
2066you remember recording?
2067
2068450
206900:24:02,549 --> 00:24:05,073
2070I got my first camera when
2071I was nine years old.
2072
2073451
207400:24:05,421 --> 00:24:08,468
2075- Like, a VHS?
2076- It was a little VHS
2077camera that my mum gave me.
2078
2079452
208000:24:08,598 --> 00:24:11,514
2081In the filming of this
2082week's documentary.
2083
2084453
208500:24:11,645 --> 00:24:14,299
2086I wanted to be a documentary maker.
2087
2088454
208900:24:14,430 --> 00:24:18,695
2090Until next week, this is
2091Julian Shaw saying, "Adios."
2092
2093455
209400:24:18,826 --> 00:24:21,306
2095- I just started filming everything, you
2096know?
2097- Yeah.
2098
2099456
210000:24:25,441 --> 00:24:27,312
2101Intellectually stimulating.
2102
2103457
210400:24:27,791 --> 00:24:30,490
2105I actually made little
2106documentaries in my house.
2107
2108458
210900:24:30,620 --> 00:24:31,969
2110Yeah, of what?
2111
2112459
211300:24:32,100 --> 00:24:33,754
2114About my cats.
2115
2116460
211700:24:33,884 --> 00:24:35,973
2118The unaware and unsuspicious cat.
2119
2120461
212100:24:36,104 --> 00:24:37,264
2122- Your cats?
2123- Yeah.
2124
2125462
212600:24:38,280 --> 00:24:39,840
2127Oh, my God, I want
2128to see that so bad.
2129
2130463
213100:24:39,831 --> 00:24:40,831
2132No one gets to see that.
2133
2134464
213500:24:40,726 --> 00:24:41,726
2136No!
2137
2138465
213900:24:42,066 --> 00:24:43,503
2140Oh, the video camera?
2141
2142466
214300:24:43,633 --> 00:24:47,071
2144No, don't worry, that's not on.
2145Outrageous!
2146
2147467
214800:24:47,202 --> 00:24:48,464
2149Okay, cut!
2150
2151468
215200:24:49,944 --> 00:24:51,511
2153- Mm.
2154- Yeah.
2155
2156469
215700:24:53,077 --> 00:24:54,077
2158Aw.
2159
2160470
216100:24:54,585 --> 00:24:56,345
2162That was actually
2163a pretty fucked up period
2164
2165471
216600:24:56,360 --> 00:24:57,720
2167in my life, to be honest with you.
2168
2169472
217000:24:57,562 --> 00:24:58,866
2171- Why?
2172- Um...
2173
2174473
217500:24:59,954 --> 00:25:01,790
2176My parents went away a lot for work,
2177
2178474
217900:25:01,890 --> 00:25:03,914
2180and I'd go and stay
2181with my mum's sister
2182
2183475
218400:25:04,045 --> 00:25:06,047
2185for like a month at a time.
2186
2187476
218800:25:06,656 --> 00:25:08,856
2189I haven't really told many
2190people about this actually.
2191
2192477
219300:25:08,935 --> 00:25:11,332
2194- Yeah?
2195- Basically, I just have this memory
2196
2197478
219800:25:11,432 --> 00:25:14,185
2199that I always go back to
2200where I'm lying in bed and I'm shaking.
2201
2202479
220300:25:14,316 --> 00:25:16,710
2204I'm so scared, like,
2205I'm going to pee my pants.
2206
2207480
220800:25:16,840 --> 00:25:19,887
2209And I'm just waiting for
2210the sound of the door opening.
2211
2212481
221300:25:22,890 --> 00:25:24,970
2214It happened a couple of times
2215before I got the idea
2216
2217482
221800:25:25,020 --> 00:25:26,241
2219to hide a camera in my room.
2220
2221483
222200:25:26,371 --> 00:25:29,984
2223- Wait, so did you, like, record her?
2224- Mm-hmm.
2225
2226484
222700:25:31,899 --> 00:25:33,857
2228What did she do to you?
2229
2230485
223100:25:33,988 --> 00:25:37,557
2232She had violent fantasies
2233that probably came from her own life..
2234
2235486
223600:25:37,992 --> 00:25:42,779
2237I Still don't know. She used me,
2238she used me to act them out.
2239
2240487
224100:25:45,874 --> 00:25:47,274
2242It was the worst
2243night of my life,
2244
2245488
224600:25:47,337 --> 00:25:49,017
2247but it was the best
2248thing I've ever shot.
2249
2250489
225100:25:51,179 --> 00:25:54,356
2252That is as real,
2253and ugly, and raw, and...
2254
2255490
225600:25:56,401 --> 00:25:59,448
2257terrible as life gets,
2258and I actually recorded it.
2259
2260491
226100:26:01,058 --> 00:26:04,366
2262And I think that was the moment
2263that I decided that I could make
2264
2265492
226600:26:04,496 --> 00:26:07,064
2267a documentary out of my own life.
2268
2269493
227000:26:07,587 --> 00:26:09,937
2271I just needed to keep filming
2272the most dramatic moments.
2273
2274494
227500:26:12,809 --> 00:26:15,849
2276Sorry, I missed the first part.
2277Can you
2278say that again from the beginning?
2279
2280495
228100:26:19,250 --> 00:26:21,043
2282I've been doing this for so long now
2283
2284496
228500:26:21,143 --> 00:26:22,993
2286that I can't imagine
2287ever stopping.
2288
2289497
229000:26:24,647 --> 00:26:26,562
2291- Hi!
2292- Hello!
2293
2294498
229500:26:26,693 --> 00:26:29,085
2296- You're out the front.
2297- I am out the front.
2298
2299499
230000:26:29,185 --> 00:26:30,185
2301Is it you that eager?
2302
2303500
230400:26:30,740 --> 00:26:31,741
2305That eager?
2306
2307501
230800:26:31,872 --> 00:26:33,438
2309- Are you filming me?
2310- Yeah.
2311
2312502
231300:26:45,973 --> 00:26:47,539
2314I got these for you.
2315
2316503
231700:26:50,847 --> 00:26:52,762
2318As much as I liked
2319recording the nice moments.
2320
2321504
232200:26:52,893 --> 00:26:54,503
2323How beautiful!
2324
2325505
232600:26:54,634 --> 00:26:57,288
2327I was always more
2328drawn to the pain and the fights.
2329
2330506
233100:26:57,419 --> 00:26:59,769
2332You know, that was the best footage.
2333
2334507
233500:27:01,945 --> 00:27:04,513
2336It was just so much better when
2337I could create some drama.
2338
2339508
234000:27:08,169 --> 00:27:09,213
2341Turn it off!
2342
2343509
234400:27:10,388 --> 00:27:11,844
2345If it upsets you that much,
2346
2347510
234800:27:11,944 --> 00:27:12,984
2349if I'm so fucking strange,
2350
2351511
235200:27:13,087 --> 00:27:16,394
2353then fine, whatever,
2354you know, that's just...
2355
2356512
235700:27:17,395 --> 00:27:18,395
2358Stop it!
2359
2360513
236100:27:23,837 --> 00:27:24,838
2362I'm sorry.
2363
2364514
236500:27:28,972 --> 00:27:30,408
2366I like to film stuff
2367
2368515
236900:27:30,539 --> 00:27:33,150
2370that someone else would
2371have stopped recording.
2372
2373516
237400:27:41,681 --> 00:27:44,422
2375I want to be the person
2376who doesn't stop.
2377
2378517
237900:27:46,686 --> 00:27:48,766
2380And when I realized that
2381my girlfriend of ten years
2382
2383518
238400:27:48,838 --> 00:27:51,734
2385was about to break up
2386with me, I was thinking,
2387
2388519
238900:27:52,256 --> 00:27:53,696
2390"I'd better get
2391an angle on myself,
2392
2393520
239400:27:53,823 --> 00:27:55,303
2395'cause this is going to be gold."
2396
2397521
239800:27:59,220 --> 00:28:01,420
2399If I give you the camera,
2400can you just keep recording?
2401
2402522
240300:28:12,494 --> 00:28:13,494
2404Yeah.
2405
2406523
240700:28:28,466 --> 00:28:30,033
2408Did you turn off the record?
2409
2410524
241100:28:43,743 --> 00:28:46,263
2412You want to check Kickstarter
2413and see if this guy has paid us?
2414
2415525
241600:28:46,356 --> 00:28:47,442
2417Yeah, yeah.
2418
2419526
242000:28:50,488 --> 00:28:53,361
2421You can put that thing down.
2422
2423527
242400:28:53,491 --> 00:28:55,406
2425- Can I?
2426- What you're doing.
2427
2428528
242900:28:55,537 --> 00:28:56,712
2430Well, don't stop recording.
2431
2432529
243300:28:59,019 --> 00:29:01,891
2434Okay, uh, just put it right here?
2435
2436530
243700:29:02,022 --> 00:29:03,022
2438- Mm-hmm.
2439- All right.
2440
2441531
244200:29:05,634 --> 00:29:07,070
2443Let's see.
2444
2445532
244600:29:07,201 --> 00:29:08,855
2447- We're finished.
2448- We're done?
2449
2450533
245100:29:08,985 --> 00:29:13,163
245229,846, it feels so good!
2453
2454534
245500:29:21,911 --> 00:29:22,911
2456Yes!
2457
2458535
245900:29:23,521 --> 00:29:25,610
2460We can celebrate with my friends.
2461
2462536
246300:29:25,741 --> 00:29:27,961
2464Oh, there you go!
2465
2466537
246700:29:28,091 --> 00:29:29,571
2468Whoa, that's good.
2469
2470538
247100:29:32,530 --> 00:29:34,054
2472- Oh, boy.
2473- Hello.
2474
2475539
247600:29:35,577 --> 00:29:37,797
2477Someone's frisky.
2478
2479540
248000:29:37,927 --> 00:29:38,927
2481Ooh.
2482
2483541
248400:29:44,325 --> 00:29:45,805
2485Come here.
2486
2487542
248800:29:47,894 --> 00:29:49,765
2489What's the safe word, Julian?
2490
2491543
249200:29:49,896 --> 00:29:50,936
2493I can't remember.
2494
2495544
249600:29:51,767 --> 00:29:53,167
2497- Are you still breathing?
2498- Yeah.
2499
2500545
250100:29:55,945 --> 00:29:57,745
2502You're so fucking beautiful, Ceara!
2503
2504546
250500:29:59,166 --> 00:30:01,406
2506Shouldn't they be paying you
2507if they're really into it?
2508
2509547
251000:30:01,469 --> 00:30:03,349
2511- They're actually paying you, right?
2512- Right.
2513
2514548
251500:30:07,739 --> 00:30:08,739
2516Yeah!
2517
2518549
251900:30:10,525 --> 00:30:12,657
2520Living the American dream.
2521
2522550
252300:30:12,788 --> 00:30:14,268
2524You should smack her pussy again.
2525
2526551
252700:30:16,531 --> 00:30:17,837
2528- Yeah.
2529- Ooh!
2530
2531552
253200:30:17,967 --> 00:30:18,967
2533Whoa!
2534
2535553
253600:30:32,329 --> 00:30:34,070
2537- How you doing?
2538- Morning.
2539
2540554
254100:30:47,040 --> 00:30:50,086
2542Who do I talk to about
2543pushing the, um, checkout back?
2544
2545555
254600:30:56,571 --> 00:31:01,184
2547The present balance of $628.73,
2548
2549556
255000:31:01,315 --> 00:31:02,751
2551all of which is
2552available for use.
2553
2554557
255500:31:03,230 --> 00:31:04,967
2556Dude, don't worry about it.
2557
2558558
255900:31:05,067 --> 00:31:06,307
2560It's just money, it'll be fine.
2561
2562559
256300:31:07,582 --> 00:31:08,757
2564You had a good time.
2565
2566560
256700:31:11,760 --> 00:31:15,329
2568Okay, you know, we were celebrating,
2569you know, Kickstarter,
2570
2571561
257200:31:15,459 --> 00:31:17,548
2573- and we were celebrating...
2574- Yeah.
2575
2576562
257700:31:17,679 --> 00:31:19,986
2578...that milestone
2579and, you know, that's great.
2580
2581563
258200:31:20,116 --> 00:31:21,872
2583You've got to celebrate things,
2584
2585564
258600:31:21,972 --> 00:31:23,380
2587but I think we kind
2588of have to say
2589
2590565
259100:31:23,511 --> 00:31:26,122
2592that, you know, we can't really
2593do that again.
2594
2595566
259600:31:26,253 --> 00:31:27,645
2597I guess we'll drive back.
2598
2599567
260000:31:27,776 --> 00:31:29,560
2601It will be fine.
2602
2603568
260400:31:29,691 --> 00:31:32,331
2605It's good, it's all good.
2606I'm honestly not that worried about it.
2607
2608569
260900:31:41,268 --> 00:31:45,315
2610>> At the roundabout, take the second
2611exit to US-101.
2612
2613570
261400:31:55,586 --> 00:31:58,024
2615- I'll be back in one second.
2616- Okay.
2617
2618571
261900:32:09,557 --> 00:32:11,855
2620- How are you?
2621- I'm pretty good.
2622
2623572
262400:32:11,955 --> 00:32:14,344
2625I'm looking at a very
2626beautiful sight right now.
2627
2628573
262900:32:14,475 --> 00:32:16,390
2630How's it all going?
2631
2632574
263300:32:16,694 --> 00:32:18,218
2634Uh, it's going
2635really good actually.
2636
2637575
263800:32:18,348 --> 00:32:19,915
2639- Yeah.
2640- Yeah?
2641
2642576
264300:32:20,046 --> 00:32:22,406
2644She's showing me where she
2645grew up and stuff like that.
2646
2647
2648577
264900:32:24,093 --> 00:32:25,660
2650You're not filming this,
2651are you?
2652
2653578
265400:32:27,792 --> 00:32:29,055
2655What do you think?
2656
2657579
265800:32:31,492 --> 00:32:32,667
2659Are you?
2660
2661580
266200:32:36,149 --> 00:32:37,541
2663Julian, are you filming this?
2664
2665581
266600:32:43,243 --> 00:32:45,128
2667I don't really feel
2668like doing anything
2669
2670582
267100:32:45,228 --> 00:32:49,075
2672but lay around and eat pizza,
2673watch bad movies.
2674
2675583
267600:32:49,466 --> 00:32:52,121
2677- You have to pay for your fun.
2678- Yeah.
2679
2680584
268100:32:59,999 --> 00:33:01,304
2682What else is on your mind?
2683
2684585
268500:33:06,614 --> 00:33:08,094
2686How do you feel
2687about the other day?
2688
2689586
269000:33:10,748 --> 00:33:11,748
2691Um...
2692
2693587
269400:33:13,055 --> 00:33:14,055
2695Mm.
2696
2697588
269800:33:15,101 --> 00:33:16,319
2699I feel fine.
2700
2701589
270200:33:19,409 --> 00:33:20,976
2703Yeah, I feel fine.
2704
2705590
270600:33:21,107 --> 00:33:22,307
2707Right.
2708
2709591
271000:33:22,717 --> 00:33:24,023
2711I don't know what else to say.
2712
2713592
271400:33:24,153 --> 00:33:26,199
2715I don't feel weird about it, um.
2716
2717593
271800:33:28,592 --> 00:33:30,912
2719I haven't really thought
2720about it too much, to be honest.
2721
2722594
272300:33:30,987 --> 00:33:31,987
2724Okay.
2725
2726595
272700:33:32,770 --> 00:33:34,642
2728- That's all right.
2729- No offense.
2730
2731596
273200:33:36,818 --> 00:33:38,341
2733Why, how do you feel about it?
2734
2735597
273600:33:49,352 --> 00:33:50,752
2737- Oh, the water's boiling.
2738- Okay.
2739
2740598
274100:33:50,827 --> 00:33:52,467
2742- I'm going to go grab it.
2743- No worries.
2744
2745599
274600:33:52,452 --> 00:33:54,140
2747- All right, standby.
2748- Thanks.
2749
2750600
275100:34:13,724 --> 00:34:16,379
2752In America, you can get to the top,
2753
2754601
275500:34:16,901 --> 00:34:18,686
2756but one simple, little mistake,
2757
2758602
275900:34:18,816 --> 00:34:20,688
2760you could come tumbling right down.
2761
2762603
276300:34:20,818 --> 00:34:23,256
2764Five years ago, I was financially
2765secure.
2766
2767604
276800:34:23,386 --> 00:34:25,127
2769Now, I don't know
2770what's going to happen.
2771
2772605
277300:34:25,258 --> 00:34:27,738
2774Regardless of my
2775adversities I go through,
2776
2777606
277800:34:28,087 --> 00:34:30,219
2779I know I will rise
2780up in America.
2781
2782607
278300:34:35,181 --> 00:34:37,008
2784-  Hey, stranger.
2785-  Hey.
2786
2787608
278800:34:37,139 --> 00:34:39,981
2789Haven't seen you in a while.
2790Here, I want to show you something.
2791
2792609
279300:34:40,081 --> 00:34:41,081
2794Okay.
2795
2796610
279700:34:41,187 --> 00:34:43,754
2798It's this software where I can,
2799
2800611
280100:34:43,885 --> 00:34:46,409
2802basically, uh, access
2803
2804612
280500:34:46,540 --> 00:34:47,845
2806other guy's computers.
2807
2808613
280900:34:47,976 --> 00:34:49,195
2810- Okay.
2811- So this guy,
2812
2813614
281400:34:49,325 --> 00:34:51,501
2815he just sent me, like,
2816his password information
2817
2818615
281900:34:51,632 --> 00:34:54,939
2820and I can just go in...
2821
2822616
282300:34:55,070 --> 00:34:57,159
2824...and see what
2825he wants me to see.
2826
2827617
282800:34:57,290 --> 00:35:00,249
2829And look, see,
2830this is his page here.
2831
2832618
283300:35:00,380 --> 00:35:01,380
2834Whoa!
2835
2836619
283700:35:02,947 --> 00:35:04,907
2838So that's his computer
2839and you're just in there?
2840
2841620
284200:35:04,908 --> 00:35:06,603
2843Yeah, so some of these guys
2844
2845621
284600:35:06,734 --> 00:35:09,606
2847like it when I pay myself.
2848
2849622
285000:35:09,737 --> 00:35:11,897
2851So right now, he is on the
2852other side of the computer
2853
2854623
285500:35:11,975 --> 00:35:13,523
2856and he can see all this.
2857
2858624
285900:35:13,654 --> 00:35:16,014
2860Everything, like me moving
2861around this desktop right here,
2862
2863625
286400:35:16,078 --> 00:35:18,224
2865me logging into his account.
2866
2867626
286800:35:18,354 --> 00:35:22,315
2869He's over there,
2870like, enjoying the show.
2871
2872627
287300:35:22,837 --> 00:35:26,057
2874And so he wants me to pay myself.
2875
2876628
287700:35:26,188 --> 00:35:32,151
2878- And how much is he asking for?
2879- Um, he's having me pay myself $100.
2880
2881629
288200:35:34,022 --> 00:35:36,111
2883You put in an extra zero.
2884
2885630
288600:35:36,242 --> 00:35:37,242
2887Oops.
2888
2889631
289000:35:38,896 --> 00:35:40,289
2891There we go.
2892
2893632
289400:35:40,420 --> 00:35:41,464
2895Cool.
2896
2897633
289800:35:41,595 --> 00:35:43,858
2899We thank you for playing fair.
2900
2901634
290200:35:45,773 --> 00:35:48,906
2903I've never seen that notification
2904before. That's funny.
2905
2906635
290700:35:50,212 --> 00:35:51,344
2908Pretty cool, huh?
2909
2910636
291100:35:54,695 --> 00:35:57,567
2912So this guy gets turned on
2913when you take more money from him
2914
2915637
291600:35:57,698 --> 00:36:01,789
2917- than he asked you to take?
2918- It isn't
2919hard to tell what the guy really wants.
2920
2921638
292200:36:01,919 --> 00:36:03,573
2923Like, yeah, he says $100,
2924
2925639
292600:36:03,704 --> 00:36:05,140
2927but he also loves how greedy I am.
2928
2929640
293000:36:05,271 --> 00:36:08,839
2931He loves how I am
2932the type of woman who would,
2933
2934641
293500:36:08,970 --> 00:36:10,928
2936you know...
2937
2938642
293900:36:11,451 --> 00:36:13,496
2940take more money than
2941what was agreed upon,
2942
2943643
294400:36:13,627 --> 00:36:15,368
2945and that sort of thing.
2946
2947644
294800:36:15,498 --> 00:36:18,632
2949So it's like,
2950which part do I listen to?
2951
2952645
295300:36:18,762 --> 00:36:21,678
2954Do I listen to that part?
2955Or do I, you know, trust that...
2956
2957646
295800:36:23,071 --> 00:36:26,553
2959he really only wants me to send $100?
2960
2961647
296200:36:27,293 --> 00:36:29,991
2963So you're saying he's got no problem
2964with you taking $1,000?
2965
2966648
296700:36:31,210 --> 00:36:32,410
2968Mm-mm.
2969
2970649
297100:36:34,300 --> 00:36:35,300
2972Okay.
2973
2974650
297500:36:48,009 --> 00:36:51,447
2976We are back in Vegas shooting
2977
2978651
297900:36:51,578 --> 00:36:55,495
2980at the Adult Entertainment
2981Expo this week.
2982
2983652
298400:36:55,625 --> 00:36:57,627
2985I'm now paying for everything
2986on my credit card,
2987
2988653
298900:36:57,758 --> 00:36:58,758
2990so got to work fast.
2991
2992654
299300:36:59,629 --> 00:37:01,022
2994And ever since I got here,
2995
2996655
299700:37:02,589 --> 00:37:04,869
2998everyone keeps talking about
2999this girl, Princess Cassie.
3000
3001656
300200:37:04,846 --> 00:37:06,726
3003Uh, kind of sounds like
3004she's the new it girl.
3005
3006657
300700:37:22,870 --> 00:37:24,742
3008Ceara's going to be
3009signing autographs,
3010
3011658
301200:37:24,842 --> 00:37:26,402
3013so I might just have
3014a bit of a wander
3015
3016659
301700:37:26,229 --> 00:37:27,469
3018around the convention, explore.
3019
3020660
302100:37:27,962 --> 00:37:30,356
3022Maybe, check out Cassie's booth.
3023
3024661
302500:37:30,486 --> 00:37:32,096
3026See what all the hype is about.
3027
3028662
302900:37:41,671 --> 00:37:43,238
3030I don't really hate her,
3031
3032663
303300:37:43,369 --> 00:37:44,979
3034but I do find her really odd.
3035
3036664
303700:37:45,109 --> 00:37:47,851
3038And she only talks
3039about herself.
3040
3041665
304200:37:47,982 --> 00:37:50,702
3043I actually introduced her to this
3044industry. I brought her into it.
3045
3046666
304700:37:56,512 --> 00:37:58,660
3048I had shot her for some videos
3049
3050667
305100:37:58,760 --> 00:38:00,960
3052and so it was the first time
3053she did the FemDom thing.
3054
3055668
305600:38:01,014 --> 00:38:02,254
3057And she took to it really well.
3058
3059669
306000:38:02,304 --> 00:38:04,624
3061I'm not going to say like,
3062"Oh, I made her," or anything.
3063
3064670
306500:38:04,653 --> 00:38:06,133
3066She just needed to
3067be shown the door
3068
3069671
307000:38:06,217 --> 00:38:08,394
3071and she, you know, totally took
3072full advantage of it.
3073
3074672
307500:38:08,524 --> 00:38:11,397
3076Like, you know, really,
3077really took to it.
3078
3079673
308000:38:11,527 --> 00:38:12,572
3081You love that, don't you?
3082
3083674
308400:38:13,790 --> 00:38:16,924
3085And then, kind of
3086the weirdness came later
3087
3088675
308900:38:17,054 --> 00:38:18,882
3090when she started to
3091become really popular.
3092
3093676
309400:38:20,231 --> 00:38:22,625
3095Again, I don't think
3096she needs to kiss my ass
3097
3098677
309900:38:22,756 --> 00:38:24,540
3100or think that I created
3101her or anything.
3102
3103678
310400:38:24,671 --> 00:38:26,455
3105But she wouldn't be where she was
3106
3107679
310800:38:26,586 --> 00:38:28,457
3109if I hadn't have
3110introduced her to this.
3111
3112680
311300:38:28,588 --> 00:38:30,459
3114- Hello.
3115- How's it going?
3116
3117681
311800:38:30,590 --> 00:38:32,331
3119- Good, how are you?
3120- Good.
3121
3122682
312300:38:32,461 --> 00:38:33,636
3124Nice to see you.
3125
3126683
312700:38:36,770 --> 00:38:38,641
3128- This is Julian.
3129- Hello, how are you doing?
3130
3131684
313200:38:38,772 --> 00:38:41,773
3133- Nice to meet you, Julian.
3134- Normally, I don't do videos like this,
3135
3136685
313700:38:41,873 --> 00:38:44,995
3138but I have a client who
3139pays a lot of money
3140
3141686
314200:38:45,126 --> 00:38:48,912
3143to watch me make out with certain girls,
3144and he likes Cassie,
3145
3146687
314700:38:49,043 --> 00:38:50,697
3148so that's what
3149we're doing today.
3150
3151688
315200:38:50,827 --> 00:38:53,656
3153Hey, can I talk to you for a minute?
3154
3155689
315600:38:54,440 --> 00:38:57,573
3157So, um, it's just going to
3158be like soft-core stuff?
3159
3160690
316100:38:57,704 --> 00:38:59,836
3162Yeah, it's just normal kissing.
3163
3164691
316500:38:59,967 --> 00:39:01,487
3166- Nothing too kinky.
3167- Cool.
3168
3169692
317000:40:08,688 --> 00:40:10,037
3171I think you've seen enough.
3172
3173693
317400:40:42,373 --> 00:40:45,986
3175Princess Ceara
3176was the first one that I saw
3177
3178694
317900:40:46,465 --> 00:40:49,076
3180that I looked and was like,
3181"What the hell is this
3182
3183695
318400:40:49,206 --> 00:40:51,861
3185chick doing to these guys,
3186
3187696
318800:40:51,992 --> 00:40:54,864
3189and making so much money
3190than anybody else?"
3191
3192697
319300:40:54,995 --> 00:40:59,565
3194The Ceara I know is,
3195uh, both kind and gentle.
3196
3197698
319800:40:59,695 --> 00:41:04,439
3199But I have seen her be
3200an absolute stuck up cunt.
3201
3202699
320300:41:05,135 --> 00:41:08,356
3204Ceara isn't quite
3205who she says she is.
3206
3207700
320800:41:08,487 --> 00:41:10,127
3209I don't know, just
3210watch your back, man.
3211
3212701
321300:41:10,227 --> 00:41:11,794
3214This could go down
3215
3216702
321700:41:11,925 --> 00:41:14,405
3218a path you're maybe not
3219ready for it to take.
3220
3221703
322200:41:14,536 --> 00:41:17,321
3223I have seen her just turn on a dime.
3224
3225704
322600:41:19,193 --> 00:41:20,673
3227This is it, fellas.
3228
3229705
323000:41:20,847 --> 00:41:21,935
3231This is as real as it gets.
3232
3233706
323400:41:28,028 --> 00:41:29,943
3235- Hello.
3236- Hello!
3237
3238707
323900:41:30,073 --> 00:41:31,753
3240- How are you, today?
3241- Hello, everybody.
3242
3243708
324400:41:31,848 --> 00:41:33,207
3245You can go in first.
3246
3247709
324800:41:35,557 --> 00:41:36,997
3249- Nice to see you again.
3250- Welcome.
3251
3252710
325300:41:37,057 --> 00:41:38,657
3254- Nice to see you.
3255- How have you been?
3256
3257711
325800:41:38,682 --> 00:41:41,202
3259- I've been good, how about you?
3260- I'm good, I can't complain.
3261
3262712
326300:41:42,869 --> 00:41:45,544
3264- Should I give you a little tour, or?
3265- Yes, a big tour.
3266
3267713
326800:41:45,644 --> 00:41:47,003
3269- Okay.
3270- It's huge.
3271
3272714
327300:41:47,395 --> 00:41:50,616
3274Okay, this is, uh,
3275really what you came for.
3276
3277715
327800:41:50,746 --> 00:41:52,835
3279- Correct?
3280- Yes.
3281
3282716
328300:41:52,966 --> 00:41:54,533
3284Wow, you got anything bigger?
3285
3286717
328700:41:55,490 --> 00:41:57,645
3288Yeah, well, pegging
3289guys with this on camera
3290
3291718
329200:41:57,745 --> 00:41:59,494
3293is what pays for
3294the apartment, so.
3295
3296719
329700:42:01,540 --> 00:42:04,665
3298- That's got to hurt.
3299- I'm sure you recognize this backdrop.
3300
3301720
330200:42:04,765 --> 00:42:06,765
3303I did do a little research.
3304I'm not going to lie.
3305
3306721
330700:42:06,439 --> 00:42:08,719
3308- Yeah, of course you did.
3309- It's unprofessional not to.
3310
3311722
331200:42:08,629 --> 00:42:09,629
3313Yeah.
3314
3315723
331600:42:09,346 --> 00:42:11,767
3317- Yeah, so I just sit?
3318- That's here.
3319
3320724
332100:42:11,898 --> 00:42:14,640
3322- I just sit, and talk, and
3323answer questions and stuff? - Yes.
3324
3325725
332600:42:14,770 --> 00:42:16,970
3327- Okay. - So, you know
3328the definition of an interview?
3329
3330726
333100:42:17,006 --> 00:42:18,006
3332- I do.
3333- That's great.
3334
3335727
333600:42:17,901 --> 00:42:18,901
3337- Thank you!
3338- Amazing.
3339
3340728
334100:42:20,297 --> 00:42:22,537
3342- All right, we could do that.
3343- Um, okay, I'm nervous.
3344
3345729
334600:42:22,573 --> 00:42:25,069
3347- There's no right or wrong answers?
3348- I feel nervous.
3349
3350730
335100:42:25,738 --> 00:42:27,522
3352Interview with Princess Cassie.
3353
3354731
335500:42:30,917 --> 00:42:34,181
3356Well, it was a very interesting day
3357
3358732
335900:42:34,311 --> 00:42:36,009
3360the other day at Ceara's place.
3361
3362733
336300:42:36,139 --> 00:42:39,012
3364- Yeah.
3365- I was very curious to meet you.
3366
3367734
336800:42:39,142 --> 00:42:41,492
3369- You, as well.
3370- Mm-hmm.
3371
3372735
337300:42:41,971 --> 00:42:45,105
3374So, what did you mean when
3375you told me to be careful?
3376
3377736
337800:42:46,585 --> 00:42:48,761
3379I don't know, you just got
3380to keep her at a distance.
3381
3382737
338300:42:50,284 --> 00:42:53,200
3384Like, I mean, she's good
3385in small doses,
3386
3387738
338800:42:53,330 --> 00:42:56,203
3389but then she's pretty poisonous
3390
3391739
339200:42:56,333 --> 00:42:59,728
3393if you, you know,
3394let her in too much.
3395
3396740
339700:42:59,859 --> 00:43:02,351
3398I don't know. I'm not really trying
3399to ruin these guys lives,
3400
3401741
340200:43:02,451 --> 00:43:05,342
3403even though I act like it.
3404You know, "Treat them like shit."
3405
3406742
340700:43:05,473 --> 00:43:07,910
3408I'm not really trying
3409to ruin marriages,
3410
3411743
341200:43:08,041 --> 00:43:10,609
3413- or, you know, so.
3414- Yeah, mm-hmm.
3415
3416744
341700:43:10,739 --> 00:43:12,654
3418Is that what Ceara's doing?
3419
3420745
342100:43:13,046 --> 00:43:16,484
3422She's not, um, you know,
3423as transparent as she appears to be.
3424
3425746
342600:43:16,963 --> 00:43:21,141
3427Could you go into, like,
3428a tiny bit more detail about what...
3429
3430747
343100:43:22,795 --> 00:43:26,015
3432I don't know. Um, honestly,
3433I don't really want to do that.
3434
3435748
343600:43:27,147 --> 00:43:31,064
3437But I can tell you that she has
3438a lot of dirt on these guys
3439
3440749
344100:43:31,194 --> 00:43:33,153
3442and she uses it to
3443get what she wants.
3444
3445750
344600:43:36,286 --> 00:43:38,288
3447Can I get a name or
3448something like that?
3449
3450751
345100:43:38,419 --> 00:43:40,290
3452So I can follow up
3453on this at least,
3454
3455752
345600:43:40,421 --> 00:43:41,421
3457and not involve you.
3458
3459753
346000:43:43,076 --> 00:43:44,468
3461I mean, it would
3462come back to me.
3463
3464754
346500:43:44,599 --> 00:43:45,992
3466No, I can't.
3467
3468755
346900:43:46,427 --> 00:43:49,473
3470But, I mean, if you stick
3471around Ceara long enough,
3472
3473756
347400:43:49,604 --> 00:43:52,651
3475you'll see something, trust me.
3476
3477757
347800:43:58,134 --> 00:44:01,094
3479All right, let's cut there then.
3480
3481758
348200:44:01,224 --> 00:44:04,706
3483- Um, do you want water or anything?
3484- Uh...
3485
3486759
348700:44:04,837 --> 00:44:05,881
3488- I'm okay.
3489- Wine, or...
3490
3491760
349200:44:06,969 --> 00:44:07,969
3493- Yeah.
3494- Cool.
3495
3496761
349700:44:42,178 --> 00:44:43,876
3498Could you please
3499just give me a name?
3500
3501762
350200:44:45,138 --> 00:44:46,705
3503Please?
3504
3505
3506763
350700:44:50,230 --> 00:44:51,535
3508Thanks.
3509
3510764
351100:44:52,754 --> 00:44:54,756
3512Talk to you soon.
3513
3514765
351500:44:55,104 --> 00:44:58,325
3516And look, see, this is his page here.
3517
3518766
351900:44:58,455 --> 00:45:00,294
3520You put in an extra zero.
3521
3522767
352300:45:00,394 --> 00:45:01,394
3524Oops.
3525
3526768
352700:45:02,851 --> 00:45:05,941
3528We thank you for playing fair.
3529
3530769
353100:45:06,899 --> 00:45:09,379
3532I've never seen that notification
3533before.
3534That's funny.
3535
3536770
353700:45:15,734 --> 00:45:19,128
3538I always question
3539which side to get in on the car.
3540
3541771
354200:47:20,554 --> 00:47:22,817
3543All right, she's hiding
3544something for sure.
3545
3546772
354700:47:24,384 --> 00:47:26,304
3548And, now, I just need
3549to figure out what it is.
3550
3551773
355200:47:30,346 --> 00:47:31,346
3553Hi.
3554
3555774
355600:47:32,218 --> 00:47:33,959
3557- Hey.
3558- How you doing?
3559
3560775
356100:47:34,089 --> 00:47:36,222
3562I'm Julian, nice to,
3563um, meet you.
3564
3565776
356600:47:36,918 --> 00:47:39,703
3567Yeah, hi, can you please try to
3568explain to me again
3569
3570777
357100:47:39,834 --> 00:47:42,141
3572- exact...
3573- Of course. Well, yeah,
3574
3575778
357600:47:42,271 --> 00:47:44,926
3577I was trying
3578to explain in that message, um,
3579
3580779
358100:47:45,057 --> 00:47:48,625
3582I got your contacts, um...
3583
3584780
358500:47:49,191 --> 00:47:52,716
3586because I've been actually doing
3587a documentary film about Ceara.
3588
3589781
359000:47:52,847 --> 00:47:58,897
3591And I saw all of your details
3592one time when she opened up,
3593
3594782
359500:47:59,506 --> 00:48:02,306
3596- kind of, like, took control of your
3597computer.
3598- Uh, how did you...
3599
3600783
360100:48:06,121 --> 00:48:07,361
3602How did you get my information?
3603
3604784
360500:48:07,446 --> 00:48:11,083
3606Well, I could see your Skype name and
3607stuff
3608like that. Everything was open so,
3609yeah.
3610
3611785
361200:48:11,213 --> 00:48:12,213
3613Fuck!
3614
3615786
361600:48:27,926 --> 00:48:30,754
3617I don't want to know
3618what his real-life situation is.
3619
3620787
362100:48:30,885 --> 00:48:33,148
3622And these guys have
3623a fetish for being ruined,
3624
3625788
362600:48:33,279 --> 00:48:36,108
3627so, yeah, how do you tell?
3628
3629789
363000:48:36,804 --> 00:48:38,458
3631Brilliant, I think that's good.
3632
3633790
363400:48:38,588 --> 00:48:39,588
3635Cool.
3636
3637791
363800:48:39,686 --> 00:48:40,686
3639Good day.
3640
3641792
364200:48:41,417 --> 00:48:42,418
3643Dope.
3644
3645793
364600:48:58,957 --> 00:49:00,001
3647Come here, kitty.
3648
3649794
365000:49:01,307 --> 00:49:02,612
3651Come here, baby.
3652
3653795
365400:49:02,743 --> 00:49:03,743
3655How you doing?
3656
3657796
365800:49:20,456 --> 00:49:22,625
3659All right, listen, don't get angry.
3660
3661797
366200:49:22,725 --> 00:49:24,085
3663I got your number
3664from her phone.
3665
3666798
366700:49:23,938 --> 00:49:24,938
3668I just have one question.
3669
3670799
367100:49:25,026 --> 00:49:27,246
3672Then, I'm going to
3673leave you alone, okay?
3674
3675800
367600:49:27,507 --> 00:49:28,943
3677What is it, what?
3678
3679801
368000:49:29,074 --> 00:49:31,206
3681Did you want her to take
3682that $1,000 from you?
3683
3684802
368500:49:31,337 --> 00:49:32,773
3686Why do you want to know that?
3687
3688803
368900:49:34,731 --> 00:49:36,907
3690Look, dude, I'm just
3691trying to figure out
3692
3693804
369400:49:37,343 --> 00:49:39,649
3695- what's real and what isn't.
3696- You know what?
3697
3698805
369900:49:39,780 --> 00:49:41,956
3700It's complicated.
3701It doesn't really matter.
3702
3703806
370400:49:42,087 --> 00:49:43,523
3705Explain what complicated means.
3706
3707807
370800:49:44,480 --> 00:49:46,680
3709Okay, look.
3710
3711808
371200:49:46,961 --> 00:49:50,791
3713I used to love it when she would
3714take control of situations,
3715
3716809
371700:49:50,921 --> 00:49:52,967
3718but I would never,
3719never have told her
3720
3721810
372200:49:53,098 --> 00:49:55,218
3723to take thousands of dollars
3724out of my bank account,
3725
3726811
372700:49:55,253 --> 00:49:56,492
3728all right? I have a daughter.
3729
3730812
373100:49:56,623 --> 00:49:58,799
3732I have a baby on its way.
3733
3734813
373500:49:58,929 --> 00:50:01,019
3736I can't afford that.
3737
3738814
373900:50:01,715 --> 00:50:03,712
3740So why don't you just ask
3741her for the money back?
3742
3743815
374400:50:03,812 --> 00:50:07,590
3745She has a video of me,
3746and I have a wife
3747
3748816
374900:50:07,721 --> 00:50:10,506
3750who is upstairs taking a nap
3751right now, who's asleep.
3752
3753817
375400:50:10,637 --> 00:50:13,394
3755I can't ever have her see
3756that video, ever in my life.
3757
3758818
375900:50:13,494 --> 00:50:16,414
3760Hang on, hang on, wait, wait.
3761Wait, is
3762this the fantasy or is this real,
3763
3764819
376500:50:16,484 --> 00:50:17,484
3766what you're saying?
3767
3768820
376900:50:19,124 --> 00:50:20,299
3770This is very real.
3771
3772821
377300:50:22,518 --> 00:50:24,129
3774If my wife ever sees that video,
3775
3776822
377700:50:24,259 --> 00:50:26,609
3778she will leave me
3779in a heartbeat.
3780
3781823
378200:50:28,959 --> 00:50:32,354
3783So that cannot happen, ever, okay?
3784
3785824
378600:50:32,485 --> 00:50:34,685
3787Okay, listen, maybe there's
3788a way that I can help you.
3789
3790825
379100:50:34,737 --> 00:50:36,857
3792Maybe she doesn't understand
3793what your situation is?
3794
3795826
379600:50:36,748 --> 00:50:39,318
3797Maybe you need to explain the
3798situation to her face to face.
3799
3800827
380100:50:39,448 --> 00:50:41,407
3802Ceara Lynch doesn't meet
3803people face to face,
3804
3805828
380600:50:41,537 --> 00:50:43,217
3807so that's just not
3808going to happen, okay?
3809
3810829
381100:50:43,258 --> 00:50:44,698
3812Do you think I'm
3813not aware of that?
3814
3815830
381600:50:44,591 --> 00:50:46,391
3817Look, I'm thinking that
3818there could be a way
3819
3820831
382100:50:46,412 --> 00:50:49,110
3822that I could connect you with her
3823
3824832
382500:50:49,241 --> 00:50:51,199
3826and you could tell
3827her this to her face.
3828
3829833
383000:50:51,330 --> 00:50:53,027
3831How would you do that?
3832
3833834
383400:50:54,463 --> 00:50:56,987
3835Simple, I mean, we'd be
3836having lunch somewhere
3837
3838835
383900:50:57,118 --> 00:50:59,118
3840and you just happen to be
3841on the street that day.
3842
3843836
384400:51:01,601 --> 00:51:02,645
3845Luke, listen to me.
3846
3847837
384800:51:03,429 --> 00:51:04,865
3849You need to do this.
3850
3851838
385200:51:05,648 --> 00:51:06,736
3853You need to meet her.
3854
3855839
385600:51:07,128 --> 00:51:08,328
3857You need to look into her eyes
3858
3859840
386000:51:08,415 --> 00:51:09,885
3861and tell her what
3862you just told me.
3863
3864841
386500:51:09,985 --> 00:51:12,192
3866Otherwise, she's going to
3867keep taking money from you
3868
3869842
387000:51:12,292 --> 00:51:13,526
3871and it's never going to end.
3872
3873843
387400:51:16,964 --> 00:51:18,524
3875You just want to keep
3876being her bitch?
3877
3878844
387900:51:28,976 --> 00:51:30,845
3880'Kay, just got to get my stuff here
3881
3882845
388300:51:30,945 --> 00:51:33,372
3884and then I'm going to
3885put it right up here.
3886
3887846
388800:51:33,850 --> 00:51:36,940
3889Actually, the T-shirt's
3890a little bit high...
3891
3892847
389300:51:37,071 --> 00:51:40,509
3894She got this guy because he was
3895horny and vulnerable,
3896
3897848
389800:51:40,640 --> 00:51:41,902
3899and he gave her something.
3900
3901849
390200:51:42,032 --> 00:51:44,687
3903He started playing a game
3904
3905850
390600:51:44,818 --> 00:51:46,776
3907that he didn't
3908know the rules to.
3909
3910851
391100:51:46,907 --> 00:51:48,865
3912And she can just
3913change the rules.
3914
3915852
391600:51:49,344 --> 00:51:52,565
3917She's taken $45,000
3918from this guy.
3919
3920853
392100:51:55,307 --> 00:51:57,092
3922- That's criminal.
3923- Hit record.
3924
3925854
392600:51:57,192 --> 00:51:58,672
3927The numbers will
3928start ticking away.
3929
3930855
393100:51:58,716 --> 00:51:59,996
3932- Okay.
3933- And you're recording.
3934
3935856
393600:52:01,269 --> 00:52:03,249
3937Give me a thumbs up
3938if you can hear this.
3939
3940857
394100:52:03,349 --> 00:52:04,349
3942Okay.
3943
3944858
394500:52:05,839 --> 00:52:06,927
3946- Hello.
3947- Hey.
3948
3949859
395000:52:07,057 --> 00:52:08,577
3951- How you doing?
3952- Good, how are you?
3953
3954860
395500:52:08,638 --> 00:52:10,496
3956I'm good, what's happening?
3957
3958861
395900:52:10,887 --> 00:52:12,237
3960Not too much, hungry.
3961
3962862
396300:52:14,630 --> 00:52:16,154
3964Is it too early for a cocktail?
3965
3966863
396700:52:16,806 --> 00:52:18,025
3968That sounds nice.
3969
3970864
397100:52:19,809 --> 00:52:22,369
3972What's the difference between
3973tomato jam and ketchup, I wonder?
3974
3975865
397600:52:23,204 --> 00:52:24,204
3977I don't know.
3978
3979866
398000:52:36,609 --> 00:52:38,654
3981I might just call
3982my friend real quick.
3983
3984867
398500:52:39,177 --> 00:52:40,177
3986Yeah.
3987
3988868
398900:52:46,227 --> 00:52:48,587
3990- Hello.
3991- Hey, brother. What's happening?
3992
3993869
399400:52:56,063 --> 00:52:57,195
3995Where are you right now?
3996
3997870
399800:52:59,849 --> 00:53:01,677
3999- Where are you right now?
4000- Um...
4001
4002871
400300:53:02,374 --> 00:53:03,374
4004Right this second?
4005
4006872
400700:53:06,029 --> 00:53:07,029
4008Can you see me?
4009
4010873
401100:53:07,814 --> 00:53:08,814
4012Can you see me?
4013
4014874
401500:53:09,642 --> 00:53:10,642
4016So just come.
4017
4018875
401900:53:10,729 --> 00:53:11,729
4020So just come.
4021
4022876
402300:53:12,906 --> 00:53:14,212
4024Fuck.
4025
4026
4027877
402800:53:34,101 --> 00:53:35,541
4029Can you stop being
4030a fucking pussy,
4031
4032878
403300:53:35,599 --> 00:53:36,879
4034and just come and do this thing?
4035
4036879
403700:53:40,934 --> 00:53:41,934
4038Huh?
4039
4040880
404100:53:44,677 --> 00:53:46,389
4042No, I'm saying...
4043
4044881
404500:53:46,489 --> 00:53:49,089
4046I don't think you're a pussy.
4047I'm saying don't act like a pussy.
4048
4049882
405000:53:49,099 --> 00:53:50,099
4051Hey, hey, hey, hey!
4052
4053883
405400:53:54,904 --> 00:53:55,904
4055What?
4056
4057884
405800:54:14,533 --> 00:54:18,101
4059She took $45,000 from him and he still
4060doesn't have the balls to confront her.
4061
4062885
406300:54:18,232 --> 00:54:20,930
4064I mean, according to her,
4065she hasn't even done anything wrong.
4066
4067886
406800:54:23,281 --> 00:54:25,370
4069But if he's not going
4070to confront her,
4071
4072887
407300:54:26,196 --> 00:54:28,808
4074then it's pretty
4075much left up to me.
4076
4077888
407800:54:32,986 --> 00:54:35,064
4079I've got the recording of
4080my conversation with Luke
4081
4082889
408300:54:35,164 --> 00:54:37,469
4084where he says that
4085she's blackmailing him.
4086
4087890
408800:54:37,599 --> 00:54:41,037
4089So all I have to do, really,
4090is play that to her,
4091
4092891
409300:54:41,168 --> 00:54:42,604
4094then she has to address it.
4095
4096892
409700:54:44,302 --> 00:54:46,262
4098It could be the end of my
4099relationship with her,
4100
4101893
410200:54:47,000 --> 00:54:51,134
4103but it's going to be amazing
4104footage one way or another.
4105
4106894
410700:54:51,265 --> 00:54:53,963
4108Pretty much just stick
4109on her close up, I think.
4110
4111895
411200:54:54,399 --> 00:54:57,759
4113- On her close up?
4114- Just get her
4115reaction shots and I'll...
4116
4117896
411800:54:58,446 --> 00:55:00,448
4119Yeah, yeah, just focus on her.
4120
4121897
412200:55:08,021 --> 00:55:09,221
4123Ceara?
4124
4125898
412600:55:24,472 --> 00:55:25,517
4127Ceara?!
4128
4129899
413000:55:37,050 --> 00:55:38,181
4131Ceara!
4132
4133900
413400:55:43,535 --> 00:55:44,535
4135Fuck.
4136
4137901
413800:55:46,625 --> 00:55:47,625
4139Fuck!
4140
4141902
414200:56:14,696 --> 00:56:15,696
4143Luke?
4144
4145903
414600:56:18,961 --> 00:56:19,961
4147Hey, hey, hey.
4148
4149904
415000:56:21,790 --> 00:56:23,470
4151Yes, Luke, I will
4152help you get the money.
4153
4154905
415500:56:23,554 --> 00:56:25,315
4156Just relax.
4157Where are you right now?
4158
4159906
416000:56:26,316 --> 00:56:27,316
4161I won't call the police.
4162
4163907
416400:56:28,318 --> 00:56:29,318
4165Okay, okay. Luke?
4166
4167908
416800:56:31,234 --> 00:56:32,234
4169Luke? Okay, no cameras.
4170
4171909
417200:56:32,316 --> 00:56:33,498
4173Where are you?
4174
4175910
417600:56:40,461 --> 00:56:41,680
4177What are you doing?
4178
4179911
418000:56:42,768 --> 00:56:43,769
4181Keep rolling.
4182
4183
4184912
418500:57:48,747 --> 00:57:50,488
4186Come on, come on, Erica!
4187
4188913
418900:57:50,879 --> 00:57:53,578
4190- Woo-hoo!
4191- Fight, fight, yes!
4192
4193914
419400:57:53,708 --> 00:57:55,108
4195Woo!
4196
4197
4198915
419900:59:12,265 --> 00:59:13,265
4200Shit.
4201
4202916
420300:59:17,618 --> 00:59:18,618
4204Julian?
4205
4206917
420700:59:20,969 --> 00:59:24,712
4208What the fuck, man?
4209Hey, Luke, what are you doing?
4210
4211918
421200:59:24,843 --> 00:59:26,563
4213What the fuck? Ceara!
4214
4215919
421600:59:28,629 --> 00:59:30,500
4217Julian, what are
4218you doing here? Julian!
4219
4220920
422100:59:31,806 --> 00:59:32,806
4222Are you okay?
4223
4224921
422501:00:11,977 --> 01:00:15,633
4226Oh, my God, what the fuck?
4227
4228922
422901:00:25,512 --> 01:00:26,512
4230Okay.
4231
4232923
423301:00:38,873 --> 01:00:41,498
4234Are you fucking kidding me?
4235Dude, I don't have 45K!
4236
4237924
423801:00:41,598 --> 01:00:43,038
4239I've got two kids
4240and I don't work.
4241
4242925
424301:00:42,651 --> 01:00:44,731
4244- Like, are you serious?
4245- I'm aware of that, okay?
4246
4247926
424801:00:44,465 --> 01:00:46,505
4249All right, look, I'm just
4250sorry that I called you.
4251
4252927
425301:00:46,561 --> 01:00:48,121
4254- I love you and...
4255- Is this on film?
4256
4257928
425801:00:48,184 --> 01:00:49,184
4259Are you filming me?
4260
4261929
426201:00:49,239 --> 01:00:50,842
4263What is going on?
4264
4265930
426601:00:51,494 --> 01:00:54,149
4267Listen, I love you.
4268I'll call you soon, all right?
4269
4270931
427101:00:54,280 --> 01:00:55,324
4272Are you filming me now?
4273
4274932
427501:00:59,372 --> 01:01:01,372
4276All right.
4277
4278933
427901:01:38,628 --> 01:01:41,066
4280You're going to just,
4281you're going to have to...
4282
4283934
428401:01:41,327 --> 01:01:45,810
4285do what I say, and you're
4286probably not going to like it.
4287
4288935
428901:01:59,519 --> 01:02:00,519
4290Okay.
4291
4292936
429301:02:08,006 --> 01:02:11,661
4294It's almost 9 a.m.
4295and we're still $15,000 short.
4296
4297937
429801:02:11,792 --> 01:02:13,794
4299And, um...
4300
4301938
430201:02:13,925 --> 01:02:16,362
4303I don't want to do this,
4304
4305939
430601:02:16,492 --> 01:02:18,973
4307but Cassie said that I could get
4308
4309940
431001:02:19,104 --> 01:02:21,541
4311$15,000 at least if I do this.
4312
4313941
431401:02:25,066 --> 01:02:27,706
4315If I don't do this, I don't know
4316what's going to happen to Ceara.
4317
4318942
431901:02:45,695 --> 01:02:47,349
4320Hey, it's Julian Shaw.
4321
4322943
432301:02:47,480 --> 01:02:48,480
4324How you doing?
4325
4326944
432701:02:50,439 --> 01:02:52,572
4328So listen, that tape
4329of Ceara and I...
4330
4331945
433201:02:55,531 --> 01:02:59,013
4333There was a lot of stuff
4334that we didn't show you.
4335
4336946
433701:03:04,802 --> 01:03:07,761
4338This is the only sex tape of
4339Ceara that exists, all right?
4340
4341947
434201:03:09,676 --> 01:03:10,982
4343Listen, it is worth every cent.
4344
4345948
434601:03:18,511 --> 01:03:21,551
4347You just have to promise me you'll never
4348tell anyone about this, all right?
4349
4350949
435101:03:21,580 --> 01:03:23,516
4352This is between you and I.
4353This is our secret.
4354
4355950
435601:03:23,646 --> 01:03:26,206
4357You can't tell Ceara that you have this.
4358If you care about her,
4359
4360951
436101:03:26,235 --> 01:03:27,995
4362you will never tell her
4363that you have this.
4364
4365952
436601:03:28,521 --> 01:03:30,361
4367Send me the money
4368and I'll send you the tape.
4369
4370953
437101:03:32,090 --> 01:03:33,090
4372Okay.
4373
4374954
437501:03:37,095 --> 01:03:38,095
4376Aw, fuck.
4377
4378955
437901:03:53,241 --> 01:03:56,288
4380A person can do whatever
4381they want in this country
4382
4383956
438401:03:56,418 --> 01:03:59,682
4385and determine their
4386own self-destiny.
4387
4388957
438901:03:59,813 --> 01:04:02,250
4390A lot of people worship at
4391money's altar every morning.
4392
4393958
439401:04:02,381 --> 01:04:05,036
4395Money can get you free
4396or it can get you hurt.
4397
4398959
439901:04:57,349 --> 01:04:58,524
4400How you doing?
4401
4402960
440301:05:07,707 --> 01:05:08,707
4404Hello.
4405
4406961
440701:05:16,150 --> 01:05:17,717
4408Uh, no,
4409I'm all good, my man.
4410
4411962
441201:05:17,847 --> 01:05:20,161
4413- Know where you're going?
4414- Yeah, all good, man.
4415
4416963
441701:05:20,261 --> 01:05:22,021
4418- Thank you though.
4419- What number you need?
4420
4421964
442201:05:23,418 --> 01:05:25,753
4423What's the camera for anyways?
4424
4425965
442601:05:25,853 --> 01:05:28,075
4427Nah, man.
4428Nah, we're not filming you.
4429
4430966
443101:05:28,206 --> 01:05:29,729
4432I just, you know, I'm...
4433
4434967
443501:05:29,859 --> 01:05:32,259
4436- Hey, there's no filming 'round here!
4437- That's cool, dude.
4438
4439968
444001:05:32,324 --> 01:05:34,324
4441- These are people's homes!
4442- I know, I get that.
4443
4444969
444501:05:34,224 --> 01:05:36,264
4446- It's private property.
4447- We're not shooting you.
4448
4449970
445001:05:35,875 --> 01:05:37,195
4451- It's all good.
4452- No, hey, man.
4453
4454971
445501:05:37,041 --> 01:05:38,841
4456- Dude, relax.
4457- Where are you from anyways?
4458
4459972
446001:05:39,217 --> 01:05:41,897
4461- I'm from Sydney, Australia, okay?
4462- You're a long way from home.
4463
4464973
446501:05:41,906 --> 01:05:43,786
4466- I know.
4467- I suggest you get going right now.
4468
4469974
447001:05:43,526 --> 01:05:45,166
4471I'm going, mate.
4472I hear you, absolutely.
4473
4474975
447501:05:44,893 --> 01:05:47,013
4476Not without that camera though.
4477Put that thing away.
4478
4479976
448001:05:46,915 --> 01:05:48,635
4481It's all good, man.
4482It's not even rolling.
4483
4484977
448501:05:48,608 --> 01:05:51,088
4486- You're good, you're good.
4487- How do I know it's not rolling?
4488
4489978
449001:05:51,071 --> 01:05:52,671
4491- Get the fuck over here!
4492- No, listen.
4493
4494979
449501:05:52,597 --> 01:05:55,637
4496- We're getting scenic shots for a
4497documentary.
4498- Where the hell you going?
4499
4500980
450101:05:55,575 --> 01:05:58,255
4502I am actually trying to leave
4503and you're actually blocking my way.
4504
4505981
450601:05:57,965 --> 01:06:01,045
4507- With respect, okay.
4508- This spot goes
4509way over the boundary of my property.
4510
4511982
451201:06:00,500 --> 01:06:02,740
4513How am I going to leave if you
4514don't get out of my way?
4515
4516983
451701:06:02,065 --> 01:06:04,385
4518With respect, I'm actually
4519trying to leave your property.
4520
4521984
452201:06:04,329 --> 01:06:06,729
4523- Really? You trying to leave?
4524- I'm actually trying to go.
4525
4526985
452701:06:06,735 --> 01:06:08,483
4528With that and with that
4529big ass camera?
4530
4531986
453201:06:08,583 --> 01:06:10,770
4533Hey, it's all good, bro.
4534Just relax, it's all good.
4535
4536987
453701:06:10,900 --> 01:06:12,511
4538Put that shit down.
4539
4540988
454101:06:12,946 --> 01:06:14,186
4542Don't tell me what to put down.
4543
4544989
454501:06:15,470 --> 01:06:17,470
4546Get your fucking hands off me,
4547you motherfucker!
4548
4549990
455001:06:17,506 --> 01:06:20,106
4551- Get the fuck away from my camera.
4552- Gimme that fuckin' camera!
4553
4554991
455501:06:20,104 --> 01:06:21,704
4556Hey, put that fucking shit down!
4557
4558992
455901:06:24,262 --> 01:06:25,662
4560Go! Go!
4561
4562993
456301:06:27,439 --> 01:06:28,999
4564You didn't have to fire that.
4565
4566994
456701:06:57,773 --> 01:06:59,407
4568He ain't here, idiot, let's go.
4569
4570995
457101:06:59,507 --> 01:07:00,689
4572God dammit.
4573
4574996
457501:07:01,429 --> 01:07:02,430
4576Let's go, Dell.
4577
4578997
457901:07:12,962 --> 01:07:13,962
4580Come on.
4581
4582998
458301:07:53,481 --> 01:07:57,442
4584Okay, 10, 15, 25,
458535, 45 thousand.
4586
4587999
458801:07:58,312 --> 01:07:59,661
4589It's in the bag.
4590
45911000
459201:08:03,274 --> 01:08:04,714
4593Now, tell me where she is.
4594
45951001
459601:08:22,815 --> 01:08:23,815
4597Is this it?
4598
45991002
460001:08:28,951 --> 01:08:30,471
4601I'm going to leave
4602the headlights on.
4603
46041003
460501:09:21,221 --> 01:09:22,221
4606It stinks.
4607
4608
46091004
461001:09:39,544 --> 01:09:40,544
4611Ceara!
4612
46131005
461401:09:46,246 --> 01:09:47,446
4615Ceara?
4616
46171006
461801:09:53,253 --> 01:09:54,341
4619Ceara?
4620
46211007
462201:10:21,934 --> 01:10:23,283
4623I did everything you asked!
4624
46251008
462601:10:23,414 --> 01:10:25,459
4627Please, man,
4628I'm fucking exhausted.
4629
46301009
463101:10:25,590 --> 01:10:26,678
4632All right?
4633
46341010
463501:10:26,808 --> 01:10:27,809
4636I gave you the money.
4637
46381011
463901:10:38,080 --> 01:10:39,256
4640Come on, get in!
4641
46421012
464301:10:45,349 --> 01:10:47,185
4644Listen, Cassie,
4645I know where she is.
4646
46471013
464801:10:47,285 --> 01:10:48,882
4649I'll pick you up on
4650the way, all right?
4651
46521014
465301:10:55,794 --> 01:10:58,884
4654Jehovah Witnesses,
4655they don't believe in Heaven or Hell.
4656
46571015
465801:10:59,014 --> 01:11:01,452
4659They believe that there's
4660an Armageddon coming,
4661
46621016
466301:11:01,582 --> 01:11:02,757
4664and it's coming really soon.
4665
46661017
466701:11:03,758 --> 01:11:05,412
4668And then Paradise comes after
4669
46701018
467101:11:05,543 --> 01:11:07,240
4672to everyone that follows Jehovah.
4673
46741019
467501:11:09,242 --> 01:11:14,856
4676The earth started shaking
4677and I totally freaked out.
4678
46791020
468001:11:15,727 --> 01:11:20,819
4681I just, like, ran
4682and I just saw this light,
4683
46841021
468501:11:20,949 --> 01:11:24,213
4686like this really
4687bright white light.
4688
46891022
469001:11:25,214 --> 01:11:26,694
4691And I just felt like,
4692
46931023
469401:11:26,825 --> 01:11:28,287
4695"Look, if I head towards this light,
4696
46971024
469801:11:28,387 --> 01:11:29,387
4699I'll be okay."
4700
47011025
470201:11:56,507 --> 01:11:58,335
4703Cassie, call an ambulance!
4704
47051026
470601:12:00,902 --> 01:12:05,342
4707Hi, uh, I need to report
4708an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach.
4709
47101027
471101:12:05,864 --> 01:12:08,301
4712Um, she's about a quarter mile
4713away from the lighthouse.
4714
47151028
471601:12:16,091 --> 01:12:17,354
4717Just drive, let's go!
4718
47191029
472001:12:33,631 --> 01:12:36,851
4721In America, you can be a king
4722one day and a bum the next.
4723
47241030
472501:12:36,982 --> 01:12:39,332
4726You can fall really far and harder.
4727
47281031
472901:12:39,463 --> 01:12:41,063
4730Freedom?
4731
47321032
473301:12:41,247 --> 01:12:43,554
4734Oh, man, that's just a word, man.
4735
47361033
473701:12:43,684 --> 01:12:46,644
4738I mean, like, nothing's free in America.
4739
47401034
474101:12:48,559 --> 01:12:51,083
4742When you're pursuing the dream,
4743you got to be careful
4744
47451035
474601:12:51,213 --> 01:12:53,302
4747'cause you might not
4748like who you become.
4749
47501036
475101:13:15,542 --> 01:13:17,762
4752Cassie, call an ambulance!
4753
47541037
475501:13:21,592 --> 01:13:24,377
4756I'm sure she's shaken up,
4757but she's alive.
4758
47591038
476001:13:25,639 --> 01:13:27,424
4761It's going to be fine.
4762
47631039
476401:13:29,556 --> 01:13:32,516
4765I need to report
4766an unconscious woman at Cobble Beach.
4767
47681040
476901:14:16,647 --> 01:14:18,039
4770I don't know what she knows.
4771
47721041
477301:14:24,611 --> 01:14:25,786
4774I don't know how she is.
4775
47761042
477701:14:35,840 --> 01:14:39,583
4778- I don't remember 99% of it.
4779- Mm-hmm.
4780
47811043
478201:14:39,713 --> 01:14:41,541
4783I was in my back porch...
4784
47851044
478601:14:43,064 --> 01:14:45,284
4787just like, on my laptop
4788
47891045
479001:14:45,414 --> 01:14:48,635
4791and I just remember...
4792
47931046
479401:14:49,462 --> 01:14:50,898
4795the briefest second,
4796
47971047
479801:14:51,029 --> 01:14:53,988
4799like, getting tackled almost.
4800
48011048
480201:14:54,119 --> 01:14:55,424
4803I don't remember getting hurt.
4804
48051049
480601:14:56,817 --> 01:14:59,559
4807Um, but it was just blackout,
4808
48091050
481001:14:59,690 --> 01:15:02,257
4811and then I woke up
4812in the hospital.
4813
48141051
481501:15:02,867 --> 01:15:04,259
4816I'm so glad you're okay.
4817
48181052
481901:15:06,435 --> 01:15:09,003
4820I've never even been,
4821like, stalked.
4822
48231053
482401:15:09,743 --> 01:15:11,143
4825I mean.
4826
48271054
482801:15:11,397 --> 01:15:13,704
4829You don't remember
4830anything about the guy?
4831
48321055
483301:15:16,924 --> 01:15:18,622
4834Anything, I mean.
4835
48361056
483701:15:19,492 --> 01:15:20,492
4838Um...
4839
48401057
484101:15:20,667 --> 01:15:23,714
4842Like, a heavier set guy.
4843
48441058
484501:15:23,844 --> 01:15:26,499
4846My memory is literally just kind
4847of this almost, like, blurred.
4848
48491059
485001:15:26,630 --> 01:15:29,030
4851You know how when you take
4852a picture when someone's moving.
4853
48541060
485501:15:29,052 --> 01:15:31,212
4856- Just, like, really quick.
4857- Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.
4858
48591061
486001:15:31,055 --> 01:15:32,215
4861You told the police all this?
4862
48631062
486401:15:32,015 --> 01:15:33,375
4865- Yeah.
4866- Right, yeah.
4867
48681063
486901:15:34,072 --> 01:15:36,291
4870I mean, I'm sure they'll
4871want to talk to you soon.
4872
48731064
487401:15:38,424 --> 01:15:39,860
4875But you're okay.
4876
48771065
487801:15:39,991 --> 01:15:42,254
4879I mean, you're actually fine.
4880
48811066
488201:16:06,278 --> 01:16:07,678
4883This is going to be hard.
4884
48851067
488601:16:09,020 --> 01:16:11,109
4887Hang on, let me just.
4888
48891068
489001:16:34,698 --> 01:16:37,483
4891Um, how are you holding up?
4892
48931069
489401:16:37,614 --> 01:16:38,658
4895How are you doing?
4896
48971070
489801:16:38,789 --> 01:16:40,660
4899Um, I guess I'm all right.
4900
49011071
490201:16:41,530 --> 01:16:42,530
4903Okay.
4904
49051072
490601:16:44,490 --> 01:16:48,276
4907Um, okay, I actually have
4908some things I really need to tell you,
4909
49101073
491101:16:48,407 --> 01:16:50,627
4912and I'm just going
4913to put it out there.
4914
49151074
491601:16:50,757 --> 01:16:53,412
4917- Okay.
4918- And just be honest with you,
4919
49201075
492101:16:53,542 --> 01:16:55,240
4922like we always try to do,
4923
49241076
492501:16:55,370 --> 01:16:56,589
4926I think, with each other.
4927
49281077
492901:16:56,720 --> 01:16:58,520
4930Okay.
4931
4932
49331078
493401:16:58,765 --> 01:17:00,765
4935And I just want to say,
4936as well, that I've always
4937
49381079
493901:17:00,820 --> 01:17:02,726
4940had your best interests at heart
4941
49421080
494301:17:02,856 --> 01:17:04,773
4944from the very beginning
4945with this whole project
4946
49471081
494801:17:04,873 --> 01:17:06,071
4949and everything else, you know?
4950
49511082
495201:17:09,776 --> 01:17:10,776
4953So...
4954
49551083
495601:17:13,998 --> 01:17:15,652
4957Luke was the one that took you.
4958
49591084
496001:17:17,044 --> 01:17:19,830
4961I was trying to do a scene
4962where he was going to confront you
4963
49641085
496501:17:19,960 --> 01:17:22,000
4966at the diner, and that was
4967all it was meant to be.
4968
49691086
497001:17:22,093 --> 01:17:24,138
4971But I don't know if he
4972followed you home or what.
4973
49741087
497501:17:24,269 --> 01:17:25,269
4976There's more.
4977
49781088
497901:17:27,011 --> 01:17:29,011
4980So, the...
4981
49821089
498301:17:30,492 --> 01:17:31,885
4984The sex tape of us...
4985
49861090
498701:17:32,625 --> 01:17:35,628
4988I sold it to get you back.
4989
49901091
499101:17:39,023 --> 01:17:41,103
4992We're still rolling.
4993Look, hey, just hang on a sec.
4994
49951092
499601:17:41,170 --> 01:17:42,896
4997Ceara, seriously.
4998Listen, I fucked up.
4999
50001093
500101:17:43,027 --> 01:17:44,257
5002Don't fucking touch me.
5003
50041094
500501:17:44,357 --> 01:17:46,027
5006Don't fucking touch me!
5007
5008
50091095
501001:17:46,127 --> 01:17:47,684
5011- Ceara.
5012- No, fuck you.
5013
50141096
501501:18:19,237 --> 01:18:20,717
5016What are you doing?
5017
50181097
501901:19:43,451 --> 01:19:44,531
5020Julian, what are you doing?
5021
50221098
502301:19:46,106 --> 01:19:47,586
5024Julian, stop!
5025
50261099
502701:19:50,937 --> 01:19:52,286
5028What are you looking for?
5029
50301100
503101:19:53,200 --> 01:19:55,420
5032Get that fucking
5033camera out of my face!
5034
50351101
503601:19:56,203 --> 01:19:58,379
5037Cassie, I saw the text messages!
5038
50391102
504001:19:59,816 --> 01:20:02,949
5041Why would you have the
5042money that I gave to Luke?
5043
50441103
504501:20:03,384 --> 01:20:05,212
5046Now would be a good
5047time to tell me.
5048
50491104
505001:20:08,041 --> 01:20:10,827
5051What do you really know?
5052
50531105
505401:20:13,438 --> 01:20:14,613
5055Fuck you both.
5056
50571106
505801:20:20,619 --> 01:20:22,299
5059Hey, leave me a message.
5060
50611107
506201:20:24,928 --> 01:20:27,887
5063- Hey, leave me a message.
5064- Ceara, it's me.
5065
50661108
506701:20:28,018 --> 01:20:31,645
5068Listen, Luke and Cassie are
5069fucking with both of us.
5070
50711109
507201:20:31,745 --> 01:20:33,425
5073I'm in the car.
5074I'm coming to your house.
5075
50761110
507701:20:33,472 --> 01:20:34,992
5078I'm going to be there
5079in ten minutes.
5080
50811111
508201:20:34,880 --> 01:20:35,880
5083Don't go anywhere.
5084
50851112
508601:20:41,901 --> 01:20:43,685
5087Just open the door, please!
5088
50891113
509001:21:29,993 --> 01:21:31,211
5091- How are you?
5092- Hey. Good.
5093
50941114
509501:21:31,342 --> 01:21:32,782
5096- Nice to see you.
5097- Yeah, you too!
5098
50991115
510001:21:35,650 --> 01:21:36,650
5101Hi.
5102
51031116
510401:21:39,437 --> 01:21:41,569
5105Ceara, seriously.
5106Listen, I fucked up.
5107
51081117
510901:21:41,700 --> 01:21:43,940
5110Don't fucking touch me.
5111Don't fucking touch me!
5112
51131118
511401:21:55,583 --> 01:21:58,282
5115Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!
5116
51171119
511801:22:13,079 --> 01:22:14,079
5119Rose!
5120
51211120
512201:22:14,863 --> 01:22:17,388
5123- Hey.
5124- I didn't know who else I could call.
5125
51261121
512701:22:19,172 --> 01:22:20,608
5128God, what's wrong?
5129
51301122
513101:22:22,175 --> 01:22:23,175
5132I...
5133
51341123
513501:22:24,090 --> 01:22:25,439
5136I'm at the airport.
5137
51381124
513901:22:27,050 --> 01:22:28,921
5140I don't know what to do.
5141
51421125
514301:22:29,226 --> 01:22:31,866
5144I don't know if I should
5145come back to Sydney or what I should do.
5146
51471126
514801:22:31,968 --> 01:22:32,968
5149I got no money.
5150
51511127
515201:22:34,709 --> 01:22:35,972
5153Julian...
5154
51551128
515601:22:38,496 --> 01:22:40,367
5157Let me just ask you one question.
5158
51591129
516001:22:42,543 --> 01:22:44,197
5161Are you filming this?
5162
51631130
516401:22:47,548 --> 01:22:49,376
5165Like, right now,
5166are you filming this?
5167
51681131
516901:22:55,165 --> 01:22:56,165
5170Yes.
5171
51721132
517301:22:59,908 --> 01:23:01,908
5174Oh... God.
5175
51761133
517701:23:05,088 --> 01:23:07,488
5178Shit. Okay.
5179
51801134
518101:23:08,613 --> 01:23:13,922
5182So let me just
5183get this straight, you...
5184
51851135
518601:23:14,401 --> 01:23:18,797
5187You've just lost money,
5188your film's ruined,
5189
51901136
519101:23:18,927 --> 01:23:21,278
5192you feel like you've
5193been taken advantage of,
5194
51951137
519601:23:21,408 --> 01:23:24,150
5197and your first impulse is to
5198
51991138
520001:23:24,281 --> 01:23:26,892
5201call your ex-girlfriend
5202from the airport
5203
52041139
520501:23:27,023 --> 01:23:28,894
5206and start filming yourself?
5207
52081140
520901:23:41,733 --> 01:23:45,128
5210Julian, it's not healthy to
5211live your life like this.
5212
52131141
521401:23:48,522 --> 01:23:49,784
5215I had to do this.
5216
52171142
521801:23:51,656 --> 01:23:53,571
5219I told Ceara to do this.
5220
52211143
522201:23:56,443 --> 01:23:59,316
5223This is your Diamond Experience.
5224
52251144
522601:24:06,279 --> 01:24:07,889
5227Hey, bitch.
5228
52291145
523001:24:08,020 --> 01:24:09,195
5231Ceara broke you down.
5232
52331146
523401:24:10,066 --> 01:24:11,719
5235She pushed you
5236and pushed you to get you
5237
52381147
523901:24:11,850 --> 01:24:13,852
5240to this moment right now,
5241
52421148
524301:24:14,896 --> 01:24:16,637
5244and you're still recording.
5245
52461149
524701:24:18,683 --> 01:24:21,512
5248- What are you...
5249- Why do you think
5250your family don't talk to you?
5251
52521150
525301:24:21,642 --> 01:24:24,242
5254- Are you filming me now?
5255- Why do you think we broke up?
5256
52571151
525801:24:27,648 --> 01:24:29,085
5259Did you turn off the record?
5260
52611152
526201:24:30,738 --> 01:24:33,018
5263At some point, you've got
5264to turn the camera off.
5265
52661153
526701:24:35,613 --> 01:24:36,831
5268This is your life.
5269
52701154
527101:24:40,183 --> 01:24:41,619
5272I did this for you.
5273
52741155
527501:25:44,725 --> 01:25:46,468
5276For years,
5277I've had this compulsion
5278
52791156
528001:25:46,568 --> 01:25:48,208
5281to capture all these
5282moments in the hope
5283
52841157
528501:25:48,129 --> 01:25:49,849
5286that one day it would
5287add up to something.
5288
52891158
529001:25:52,646 --> 01:25:54,866
5291I turned my life into a bonfire
5292
52931159
529401:25:54,996 --> 01:25:57,173
5295just so I could film the flames.
5296
52971160
529801:25:59,871 --> 01:26:01,002
5299But I can't do it anymore.
5300
53011161
530201:26:05,529 --> 01:26:06,529
5303You can stop now.
5304
53051162
530601:26:13,276 --> 01:26:17,323
5307The only thing I can really say
5308after all that is, thank you.
5309
53101163
531101:26:18,368 --> 01:26:21,197
5312Seriously, thank you.
5313
53141164
531501:26:24,243 --> 01:26:25,243
5316
5317
53181165
531901:26:53,229 --> 01:26:54,273
5320Hey, bitch.
5321
53221166
532301:26:57,885 --> 01:27:00,801
5324Yeah, he's doing good.
5325He's been asleep for like 18 hours.
5326
53271167
532801:27:03,587 --> 01:27:05,023
5329Can I call you back?
5330
53311168
533201:27:06,242 --> 01:27:07,547
5333- Muah!
5334- Hey.
5335
53361169
533701:27:08,940 --> 01:27:10,463
5338He'll be glad
5339to see that.
5340
53411170
534201:27:33,573 --> 01:27:35,358
5343The most common question
5344I probably get is,
5345
53461171
534701:27:35,488 --> 01:27:38,578
5348"Why do men want to be ruined?"
5349
53501172
535101:27:38,709 --> 01:27:40,493
5352And it's pretty simple.
5353
53541173
535501:27:40,624 --> 01:27:42,744
5356Guys want to be ruined,
5357whether they know it or not,
5358
53591174
536001:27:42,800 --> 01:27:46,020
5361because on the other
5362side of that destruction
5363
53641175
536501:27:46,151 --> 01:27:48,675
5366and Armageddon is Paradise.
5367
53681176
536901:27:52,766 --> 01:27:53,766
5370You're welcome.
5371
53721177
537301:28:18,836 --> 01:28:20,228
5374Until next week,
5375
53761178
537701:28:20,359 --> 01:28:22,230
5378this is Julian Shaw
5379saying, "Adios."