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1[02.08.2016 17:40:24] *** Δϻεг would like to add you on Skype
2
3Hi Macmaxi, I'd like to add you as a contact. ***
4[02.08.2016 17:41:40] Δϻεг: i am not sure what did you mean by your pm ... and i was going to message you again... but maybe talking here is better, right?
5[02.08.2016 17:43:10] Δϻεг: i am so sorry if i said anything inappropriate in my pm for you...
6[02.08.2016 17:44:03 | Edited 17:47:18] Δϻεг: thing is... i have a friend with a similer issue... she is actually so smart... but she thought she is not.. and she suffered from losing discussions and etc.....
7[02.08.2016 17:45:48 | Edited 17:48:35] Δϻεг: i can tell you that i was able to change that completely.... and since i like helping others.. i thought i can probably help you too.
8[02.08.2016 18:38:07] *** Macmaxi has shared contact details with Δϻεг. ***
9[02.08.2016 18:39:10] Macmaxi: there is just no point being formal about it do you have a regular writing style or is that how you are always typing
10[02.08.2016 18:40:11] Δϻεг: being polite is the way to talk to others... i rarly change that
11[02.08.2016 18:40:52] Δϻεг: been dying to ask you.. are you by any chance an "aquarius" ??
12[02.08.2016 18:40:57] Δϻεг: horoscope i mean
13[02.08.2016 18:42:30] Macmaxi: uh no, as i looked up here im pisces apparently
14[02.08.2016 18:44:06] Δϻεг: lol.. just like me
15[02.08.2016 18:44:13] Δϻεг: which day??
16[02.08.2016 18:44:19 | Edited 18:44:58] Δϻεг:  i am on 3 march
17[02.08.2016 18:44:25] Δϻεг: day matters a lot btw
18[02.08.2016 18:44:27] Macmaxi: 28th feb
19[02.08.2016 18:44:36] Δϻεг: aha!!
20[02.08.2016 18:44:38] Δϻεг: lol i knew...
21[02.08.2016 18:44:47] Δϻεг: so u got some from aquarius still
22[02.08.2016 18:45:27] Δϻεг: life is really ...
23[02.08.2016 18:46:24] Macmaxi: well im not the type of person that pays attention to those things
24[02.08.2016 18:46:51] Δϻεг: figured
25[02.08.2016 18:47:28] Δϻεг: but good news is, i think i can really help you
26[02.08.2016 18:47:35] Δϻεг: did u see the site?
27[02.08.2016 18:47:47] Δϻεг: those idiots on my post....
28[02.08.2016 18:48:18] Δϻεг: i was so annoyed since i only felt like they are trolling
29[02.08.2016 18:49:05] Δϻεг: those kind of members should actually be banned...
30[02.08.2016 18:49:13] Macmaxi: hah, thats funny you say that
31[02.08.2016 18:49:26] Δϻεг: why?
32[02.08.2016 18:49:54] Δϻεг: isn't it only natural to feel like that if you were in my place?
33[02.08.2016 18:50:05] Macmaxi: the forum doesnt really give that vibe off because its mostly buildt on ironic jokes but our dear shitposting section 
34
35http://www.doujinstyle.com/forum/viewforum.php?id=22
36
37gives you an idea what you are getting yourself into
38[02.08.2016 18:51:03] Δϻεг: i think when jokes go too far.. they are just lame....
39[02.08.2016 18:51:06] Δϻεг: so lame.....
40[02.08.2016 18:51:21] Macmaxi: you aren't really an internet person are you
41[02.08.2016 18:51:34] Δϻεг: nah
42[02.08.2016 18:51:45] Δϻεг: i don't talk a lot with others on the internet...
43[02.08.2016 18:51:56] Δϻεг: and i swore to never make a FB account or twitter...etc
44[02.08.2016 18:52:23] Δϻεг: so yeah.. i am not that social... but i respect others.. and i like to help whenever i can
45[02.08.2016 18:52:36] Macmaxi: well doujinstyle is pretty close to 4chan in terms of how conversation goes so its more on the degenerate side of the internet
46[02.08.2016 18:52:51] Macmaxi: but people are keeping sort of unwritten rules between them and it shouldnt be outside of that section
47[02.08.2016 18:53:04] Δϻεг: yeah...
48[02.08.2016 18:53:07] Macmaxi: but well, considering nobody ever comes around anyways
49[02.08.2016 18:53:28 | Edited 18:53:39] Δϻεг: in the introduction section, there shouldn't be this kind of jokes... its just rude...
50[02.08.2016 18:53:50] Δϻεг: and unmature
51[02.08.2016 18:54:52] Macmaxi: considering the type of joke i'd agree but to a degree you get used to that. i have been on the internet longer than ive been in real life, if that makes sense so there isnt anything "rude" that anyone can throw at me through a screen
52[02.08.2016 18:55:01] Macmaxi: well there is but they'd have to be friends to be able to do that
53[02.08.2016 18:56:45] Δϻεг: anyway... i just finished a little short/demo track... it can serve as a good first impression of me... care to check it out?
54[02.08.2016 18:58:15 | Edited 18:58:31] Δϻεг: oh, and about your problems... you would have to tell me everything you experience so i can analyze your exact problem/issue...
55[02.08.2016 19:00:06] Macmaxi: sure, everything in due time. i got kidnapped by my mother so ill be out for a bit
56[02.08.2016 19:00:23] Δϻεг: lol
57[02.08.2016 19:00:30] Δϻεг: sure...
58[02.08.2016 20:05:22] Macmaxi: i have to write their bills for the jobs her friend is doing
59[02.08.2016 20:05:47] Macmaxi: they are both big dums, so all i can do is holding them together
60[02.08.2016 20:06:14] Macmaxi: i guess i make a bit of dosh on the side but the structure is very weird
61[02.08.2016 20:06:41] Macmaxi: they literally knocked at my door and expected me to come with them
62[02.08.2016 20:09:46] Δϻεг: sounds hard to keep up..
63[02.08.2016 20:09:56] Δϻεг: whats your age btw?
64[02.08.2016 20:10:01] Macmaxi: 25
65[02.08.2016 20:10:41] Macmaxi: born 91 what a great year to be alive
66[02.08.2016 20:10:56] Macmaxi: dodged the aftermath of the 2nd world war
67[02.08.2016 20:11:07] Δϻεг: haha.....
68[02.08.2016 20:11:20] Δϻεг: well, look at my birthdate... : 1993/3/3
69[02.08.2016 20:11:25] Δϻεг: (chuckle)
70[02.08.2016 20:11:29] Macmaxi: nice
71[02.08.2016 20:12:12] Macmaxi: people are too young already, all the cute boys i cant have anymore
72[02.08.2016 20:12:33] Macmaxi: although 25 is barely grazing it
73[02.08.2016 20:12:58] Macmaxi: with a lot of imagination i can still look like 18
74[02.08.2016 20:13:04] Δϻεг: oh, you are a girl??
75[02.08.2016 20:13:19] Macmaxi: not quite
76[02.08.2016 20:13:36] Macmaxi: i have been in a gay discord server
77[02.08.2016 20:13:44] Macmaxi: so there are a few qt's
78[02.08.2016 20:13:58] Δϻεг: gay, huh??
79[02.08.2016 20:14:07 | Edited 20:14:13] Δϻεг: well i am a "BI" so i wont judge you...
80[02.08.2016 20:14:15] Macmaxi: well i had a girlfriend for 4 years
81[02.08.2016 20:14:21] Macmaxi: so either way goes really
82[02.08.2016 20:14:48] Δϻεг: i would say you are a "BI" too then
83[02.08.2016 20:15:01] Macmaxi: sure, that works
84[02.08.2016 20:18:51] Δϻεг: there is something i should probably tell you now.... but perhaps i shouldn't ... at least for now...
85[02.08.2016 20:19:48] Macmaxi: i dont really care, but im home now. so if you want me to review your music now is your chance
86[02.08.2016 20:19:54] Macmaxi: before i go on to listen to my own stuff
87[02.08.2016 20:20:15] Δϻεг: which music do you prefer?
88[02.08.2016 20:20:19] Macmaxi: good music
89[02.08.2016 20:20:22] Macmaxi: hyawehaeahekraehk
90[02.08.2016 20:20:26] Δϻεг: lol
91[02.08.2016 20:20:27] Macmaxi: there is too much to it
92[02.08.2016 20:20:36] Macmaxi: i cant put it into a genre really
93[02.08.2016 20:20:47] Macmaxi: if you produce something like noise though you will probably lose me
94[02.08.2016 20:20:58] Δϻεг: noise??
95[02.08.2016 20:20:59] Δϻεг: lol
96[02.08.2016 20:21:25] Δϻεг: i will upload now anyway...
97[02.08.2016 20:21:37] Δϻεг: little classical piece made with bells
98[02.08.2016 20:22:03 | Edited 20:22:08] Δϻεг: comes in 2 versions... bells solo and bellsXstrings
99[02.08.2016 20:23:09] Macmaxi: noise is a genre apparently
100[02.08.2016 20:23:21] Macmaxi: which you can tell is not very pleasant to listen to unless you are into that stuff
101[02.08.2016 20:23:28] Δϻεг: (chuckle)
102[02.08.2016 20:23:29] Macmaxi: the furthest i have gone is speedcore
103[02.08.2016 20:23:37] Macmaxi: and that has been mostly enjoyable
104[02.08.2016 20:23:52] Δϻεг: blv me, i am not this kind of girl
105[02.08.2016 20:24:00] Δϻεг: i am more into classical stuff...
106[02.08.2016 20:24:11] Δϻεг: but i like trance/house and similer things too
107[02.08.2016 20:24:27] Macmaxi: so you are more on the boring side of music, i can get into that
108[02.08.2016 20:24:47] Δϻεг: what if i don't make it boring for you?
109[02.08.2016 20:24:50 | Edited 20:24:58] Δϻεг: i usually try to achieve that
110[02.08.2016 20:25:23] Macmaxi: well i do listen to classical music and some trance, although im more into psy trance and electro house
111[02.08.2016 20:25:28] Δϻεг: tho, it would seem you will be a little hard to please either way...
112[02.08.2016 20:25:40] Δϻεг: i see
113[02.08.2016 20:25:59] Macmaxi: i have strong opinions about music as i make a big effort to search for the best music out there
114[02.08.2016 20:26:12] Macmaxi: but i wouldnt say that im hard to please
115[02.08.2016 20:26:48] Macmaxi: let me see if i can beat you at your genre
116[02.08.2016 20:26:51] Δϻεг: anyway...
117[02.08.2016 20:27:00] Δϻεг: a while back.. i made something that u may like...
118[02.08.2016 20:27:06 | Edited 20:27:16] Δϻεг: will upload it too
119[02.08.2016 20:27:37] Macmaxi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=noJiH8HLZw4
120[02.08.2016 20:28:06] Macmaxi: this is a cheap shot cause square makes insane music sometimes, but the orchestra is good
121[02.08.2016 20:29:39] Δϻεг: darn it
122[02.08.2016 20:29:50] Δϻεг: i had a problem with internet
123[02.08.2016 20:30:48] Macmaxi: what are you trying to upload and what service are you using
124[02.08.2016 20:31:12] Δϻεг: i upload on "tiny upload"
125[02.08.2016 20:31:38] Δϻεг: tho, i should probably uploaded on my yandisk
126[02.08.2016 20:32:08] Macmaxi: if you are uploading music you could either just use soundcloud, use some private youtube uploads or mega
127[02.08.2016 20:32:12] Macmaxi: dropbox works too
128[02.08.2016 20:32:24] Macmaxi: everything else doesnt seem like it has the same quality
129[02.08.2016 20:32:59] Δϻεг: yeah, yeah... but i thought you would be happy to see the virus check in the file on the site...
130[02.08.2016 20:33:18] Δϻεг: cause its RAR... and it would feel suspecious since you don't know me yet
131[02.08.2016 20:34:52] Δϻεг: done
132[02.08.2016 20:34:56] Δϻεг: http://s000.tinyupload.com/index.php?file_id=64623749778166359634
133[02.08.2016 20:35:09] Δϻεг: will upload the other track now...
134[02.08.2016 20:35:17] Δϻεг: and its not classical
135[02.08.2016 20:37:37] Δϻεг: btw.. that "starlight" track is not a "full" work ... its just me was kinda playing randomly...
136[02.08.2016 20:38:16] Macmaxi: thats what it sounds like
137[02.08.2016 20:38:45] Δϻεг: but the track i am gonna send next, is a full work.. and its also part of a big series that i am making....
138[02.08.2016 20:39:17] Δϻεг: http://s000.tinyupload.com/index.php?file_id=26641679172898786282
139[02.08.2016 20:39:53] Δϻεг: the series numbers are : "16, 17, 19, 23, 24"
140[02.08.2016 20:40:10] Δϻεг: thus far i only done 16, and part of 17 ...
141[02.08.2016 20:40:39] Macmaxi: this sounds like 2004 newgrounds stuff
142[02.08.2016 20:40:42] Macmaxi: almost a bit nostalgic
143[02.08.2016 20:40:52] Δϻεг: lol
144[02.08.2016 20:41:04 | Edited 20:41:14] Δϻεг: you should pay more attention to the tunes... not just the insturments.. lol
145[02.08.2016 20:41:35] Macmaxi: have you studied any music or is that just you doing things in your free time
146[02.08.2016 20:41:44] Δϻεг: just a hobby
147[02.08.2016 20:41:48] Δϻεг: no studies at all
148[02.08.2016 20:43:13] Macmaxi: well its harmonic to say the least, i expected worse, but of course this is nothing that compares to music im a listening to. 
149
150it basically depends on what you are using it for, as sole music piece it doesnt hold up, but it sounds like a good practise song
151[02.08.2016 20:43:32] Δϻεг: well..
152[02.08.2016 20:44:34] Δϻεг: i am not into making a very pro tracks... my main focus is on the tunes, to make catchy tunes that is melodic and won't bore the listener
153[02.08.2016 20:45:03] Δϻεг: i believe i never once tried to be a pro... except for.. very few times...
154[02.08.2016 20:45:11] Δϻεг: wanna try one of them??
155[02.08.2016 20:45:28] Macmaxi: it would work in a game or in something similar, or at least it takes someone who enjoys simple stuff
156[02.08.2016 20:45:45] Macmaxi: sure, ill take whatever since you seem to be so eager to share
157[02.08.2016 20:45:55] Δϻεг: lol
158[02.08.2016 20:46:17] Δϻεг: not that eager... since you need to know many things which u seem not to
159[02.08.2016 20:46:31] Δϻεг: mmm....
160[02.08.2016 20:46:37] Δϻεг: ok, i will send later...
161[02.08.2016 20:46:55] Δϻεг: for now i need more info about your personality
162[02.08.2016 20:47:01] Δϻεг: if u are free for that ofc
163[02.08.2016 20:49:43] Δϻεг: you know..
164[02.08.2016 20:49:57] Δϻεг: you seem to have more aquarius in your personality more than a piscis...
165[02.08.2016 20:50:52 | Edited 20:51:00] Δϻεг: thus, i would say your main problem is that you don't know what you want in your life ... at least not in a very detailed manner...
166[02.08.2016 20:52:02] Macmaxi: i have probably said that somewhere before, and this is probably true for most people of this generation
167[02.08.2016 20:52:11] Δϻεг: LOL!
168[02.08.2016 20:52:32] Δϻεг: mmm... maybe.. but i thought aquarius specially had this problem...
169[02.08.2016 20:52:43] Macmaxi: http://macmaxi.tumblr.com/post/138540774387/some-thoughts
170[02.08.2016 20:52:46] Macmaxi: doubtful
171[02.08.2016 20:52:51] Macmaxi: its a society thing
172[02.08.2016 20:52:53] Macmaxi: stars dont play into that
173[02.08.2016 20:53:00] Macmaxi: it can be very easily explained by logic
174[02.08.2016 20:53:17] Macmaxi: that post kinda explains a bit about me
175[02.08.2016 20:53:29] Δϻεг: wow... it seems you will be very hard to reach
176[02.08.2016 20:53:56] Macmaxi: because i make shitty tumblr posts? no i dont use tumblr on a regular basis i just like it to pin down thoughts that i can reach around like business cards
177[02.08.2016 20:54:30] Δϻεг: ok i read the lazy mind thing
178[02.08.2016 20:54:38] Δϻεг: and yes, my friend had the same issue...
179[02.08.2016 20:54:53] Δϻεг: this is probably your main problem...
180[02.08.2016 20:54:55] Δϻεг: anyway...
181[02.08.2016 20:54:59] Macmaxi: its a bottomless hole, there is no limit to how lazy a person can get
182[02.08.2016 20:55:00] Δϻεг: shall i get serious?
183[02.08.2016 20:55:03] Δϻεг: or not now?
184[02.08.2016 20:55:13] Macmaxi: my pants are already down, might as well get it over with
185[02.08.2016 20:55:21] Δϻεг: !
186[02.08.2016 20:55:23] Δϻεг: relax
187[02.08.2016 20:55:32] Δϻεг: and pls
188[02.08.2016 20:55:34] Δϻεг: stop attacking me
189[02.08.2016 20:55:56] Macmaxi: what made you feel attacked
190[02.08.2016 20:57:17] Δϻεг: so the main problem of most people [and i would that is your problem too] is that they don't notice little stuff... for either they are ignorant, or they simply chose to ignore it for whatever reason may be....... in the end of the day, that is just the wrong way around....
191[02.08.2016 20:58:18] Δϻεг: you can imagine life as a very long stairs.. and the way i see it.. people keep jumping in the middle so fast and with mindless attitude
192[02.08.2016 20:58:30] Δϻεг: and that is the main problem in this matter
193[02.08.2016 20:59:06] Δϻεг: if you don't take the first step first, you will never be able to reach the top...
194[02.08.2016 21:00:32] Δϻεг: the top here doesn't mean status or powerful jobs in life.... it means the best for you will realize everything about this life.... how it starts.. how it ends... why it starts.. why it ends... what is the differences between times and people.... and how.. why...etc.....
195[02.08.2016 21:00:59] Δϻεг: so the main "key" element here is the "simplicity"
196[02.08.2016 21:01:21] Δϻεг: just like my phrase says... it will make you reach a higher ground...
197[02.08.2016 21:01:57] Δϻεг: i think the MAIN important thing for that to be successful is to : MAKE SUCH A HUGE DEAL OF EVERYTHING YOU SEE OR NOTICE....
198[02.08.2016 21:02:08] Δϻεг: not to just the others... but most importantly to yourself......
199[02.08.2016 21:02:16] Δϻεг: believe that there is more to something than it looks...... believe that it we humans cant possibly reach every corner and color/taste of everything we see.... but instead we only do what is on the surface... and pass on.....
200[02.08.2016 21:02:28] Δϻεг: ... sigh
201[02.08.2016 21:03:10] Δϻεг: but sticking with old stinky thing and most people won't even consider soemthing is the real way to go...
202[02.08.2016 21:03:25] Δϻεг: cause the more u stick there.. the more u will discover... and u will realize that nothing is as it seems.....
203[02.08.2016 21:03:35] Δϻεг: and that its never that simple..... never...
204[02.08.2016 21:04:19] Δϻεг: then ask yourself... what you wanna do what thing??... do you like it?? if so then why??..... do u hate it??... if so then why???........ try to see the core what is in front of you..... try to give your opinion of yourself... and then imagine the others.... what shall their opinions be?!... will it be the same??... but why??... or not ?? also why???
205[02.08.2016 21:04:36] Δϻεг: the reason behind your reactions and comparing with the others shall give you enough info to go for the next level...
206[02.08.2016 21:04:54] Δϻεг: next level shal be the opposite of what you currently think....
207[02.08.2016 21:05:16] Δϻεг: how to think and realize that opposite side... using your same mind that chose the first opinion....
208[02.08.2016 21:06:01] Δϻεг: its looking at the both sides of the coin at the same time... while gettin into the extreme depth of every side... and the reflection on you... just like a mirror... comparing with the others... noting the differences... the meaning in their opinions and yours... and the meaning of the whole subject gets changed depending on the results that is based on which side did you choose when u started this analyze operation......
209[02.08.2016 21:06:46] Δϻεг: and then you continue to explore sides with different methods.. and colors...... until things starts to get connected and you see results repeated [in different manners yes.. but still the the course its taken feels familer].. so when you start to feel familier with whole thing... you will able to realize what is that thing truly.. and what purpose it serves.... and how it shall be approached... appriecated.. and thought about....
210[02.08.2016 21:07:01] Δϻεг: understand anything? or what??
211[02.08.2016 21:08:20] Δϻεг: (brb)
212[02.08.2016 21:08:57] Macmaxi: Hmm... before i go into answering that, can i ask you what you do for a living
213[02.08.2016 21:10:42] Δϻεг: i do nothing literally now
214[02.08.2016 21:11:07] Δϻεг: i just finished my college recently... and i am taking a break of everything
215[02.08.2016 21:11:13] Macmaxi: What courses did you take
216[02.08.2016 21:11:29] Δϻεг: art/photography
217[02.08.2016 21:11:46] Macmaxi: almost like me then i see
218[02.08.2016 21:12:23] Δϻεг: the problem with this generation is that they do and want everything so fast.....
219[02.08.2016 21:12:31] Δϻεг: you said classical stuff is boring...
220[02.08.2016 21:12:36] Δϻεг: but you were 100% wrong
221[02.08.2016 21:12:44] Macmaxi: you are overgeneralizing things
222[02.08.2016 21:12:53] Macmaxi: lets keep at the topic here
223[02.08.2016 21:12:57] Macmaxi: we can talk later about music
224[02.08.2016 21:13:15] Δϻεг: ok...
225[02.08.2016 21:13:16] Δϻεг: but
226[02.08.2016 21:13:34] Δϻεг: know this... everything in this life is more connected than u can ever imagine...
227[02.08.2016 21:13:40] Δϻεг: i am 100% sure of that
228[02.08.2016 21:14:17] Δϻεг: this life is 100% detached... and 100% connected in the same time..... cause its about the side you choose to take.....
229[02.08.2016 21:14:38] Δϻεг: but to reach the "perfect" level... you should be in the middle of all that...
230[02.08.2016 21:14:44] Δϻεг: the "grey" part...
231[02.08.2016 21:14:56] Δϻεг: so you can see everything and from all sides...
232[02.08.2016 21:15:06] Δϻεг: its the centre of all things...
233[02.08.2016 21:15:58] Δϻεг: people often keep looking in front of them, that they forget where they stand..... its the "fast" problem with this generation.... i am so damn glad i am not on their track as well...
234[02.08.2016 21:16:28] Δϻεг: anyway
235[02.08.2016 21:16:29] Δϻεг: i will stop now
236[02.08.2016 21:16:41] Δϻεг: u need to tell me more about your problems now...
237[02.08.2016 21:16:52 | Edited 21:17:01] Δϻεг: i can't go on while i have no idea of your main suffering
238[02.08.2016 21:17:21] Macmaxi: Yeah, also i wont do that for now cause i'd like a conversation, whereas you enjoy having a monologue
239[02.08.2016 21:17:27] Macmaxi: let me take it from the top here
240[02.08.2016 21:17:48] Δϻεг: as you wish
241[02.08.2016 21:18:42] Macmaxi: your paragraph is neat and all, and while i do get the gist of it, its kinda pointless to say all these things. you gate it behind such problematic wording that would confuse anyone, but thankfully i might be able to decipher what you want to say. 
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243at the very least you are not making it easy for me
244[02.08.2016 21:19:10] Δϻεг: true.. sorry.. i may have said too much
245[02.08.2016 21:19:29] Macmaxi: the first issue i see here is that you are not having any substance behind it. your advices dont have any application in the real world cause you are just voicing your idea's on how to approach the very idea of thinking
246[02.08.2016 21:19:40] Macmaxi: and thats already too abstract for most people
247[02.08.2016 21:19:48] Δϻεг: nah nah wait
248[02.08.2016 21:20:01] Δϻεг: the problem is that people are just not used to that...
249[02.08.2016 21:20:04] Δϻεг: its not my fault really
250[02.08.2016 21:20:45] Δϻεг: don't expect me to talk to you normally like your friends.. or just someone random... cause i am not random
251[02.08.2016 21:21:25] Δϻεг: if you are not used to a "certain" way of thinking, you will say its not of the real world and pointless ..etc..
252[02.08.2016 21:21:39] Δϻεг: but its actually there... all the time..
253[02.08.2016 21:21:49] Δϻεг: people just don't normally see it....
254[02.08.2016 21:21:59 | Edited 21:22:28] Δϻεг: if they did, i doubt they will be having any problems....
255[02.08.2016 21:23:03] Macmaxi: that would imply that people back then had less problems and it has been a negative development
256[02.08.2016 21:23:18] Macmaxi: i wouldnt make such a claim cause it seems poorly documented. the happiness of people that is
257[02.08.2016 21:23:20] Δϻεг: besides... this isn't about me right??? i know i may said too much... but int he end.. you should say your problems.. not judging me.. lol
258[02.08.2016 21:23:43] Δϻεг: mmm... i can reply to that...
259[02.08.2016 21:23:53] Macmaxi: uh no, thats not how conversation works. if you dont want to hear criticism then this is going to be an issue
260[02.08.2016 21:24:03] Δϻεг: lol
261[02.08.2016 21:24:20] Δϻεг: sigh...
262[02.08.2016 21:24:32 | Edited 21:24:48] Δϻεг: ok, i will hear your every word
263[02.08.2016 21:27:26] Macmaxi: you seem to be awfully short tempered for a person that wants to help. you should work on that if you want to keep peoples attention. you like forcing your pace onto people as it seems here but some people like replying as well. i might have my own issues to deal with but i defend my own opinions to a certain extend
264[02.08.2016 21:27:55 | Edited 21:28:00] Δϻεг: nah nah.. i am really cool here , you imagined that wrong really (chuckle)
265[02.08.2016 21:28:31] Δϻεг: my pace??
266[02.08.2016 21:28:53] Δϻεг: but i asked about your problems many times, i wanted to give you your pace too...
267[02.08.2016 21:29:11] Δϻεг: anyway.. sorry for that, didn't mean it at all
268[02.08.2016 21:29:24] Macmaxi: a conversation isnt built in 3 hours thats why i say your pace
269[02.08.2016 21:29:31] Macmaxi: i have friends that i have known for 5 years
270[02.08.2016 21:29:41] Macmaxi: and i dont know their real name, how they look or even their gender
271[02.08.2016 21:29:50] Δϻεг: lol
272[02.08.2016 21:29:53] Δϻεг: and you call them friends??!
273[02.08.2016 21:30:03] Macmaxi: yes, they are my best friends because there are always there for me when i need them
274[02.08.2016 21:30:26] Δϻεг: ok
275[02.08.2016 21:30:28] Macmaxi: there is no universal definition of "friend" its always about what you see in someone
276[02.08.2016 21:30:51] Δϻεг: i think i can agree to that
277[02.08.2016 21:31:50] Macmaxi: good. now for the sake of simplicity i wont go on to comment on that little philosophy paragraph there cause it doesnt really have any meaning for now. i can give a quick rundown of my life so you see whats behind that, since you are so eager to help
278[02.08.2016 21:32:08] Δϻεг: go ahead
279[02.08.2016 21:32:56] Macmaxi: my life was pretty simple up to the point where i quit school before i could a notable degree, cause i simply didnt feel like learning. i went on to work menial jobs until i learned webdesign / development and then proceeded to work in an agency for 2 years full time.
280[02.08.2016 21:33:19] Macmaxi: life was ok i had money and all that, but working 9 hours a day is kinda rough even for office jobs. so after 2 years i quit and said its not worth the money i dont use
281[02.08.2016 21:33:33] Macmaxi: picked up a parttime job at another office doing cleaning stuff for a catering company
282[02.08.2016 21:33:55] Macmaxi: and now im working 4 hours a day to earn the money thats enough to pay my bills and some more
283[02.08.2016 21:34:42] Macmaxi: the reason why it ended up this way is because i never had any money (due to family having no money / debts) and now just dont feel like i need any money. there are no materialistic goals i want to achieve, i dont enjoy buying luxury items im okay with what i have and thats the end of it
284[02.08.2016 21:35:37] Macmaxi: i dont feel like i should pursue another job so i dont, but of course its kinda annoying to know im gonna be cleaning things for the rest of my life. the sense of accomplishment doesnt kick in, but the big issue is that jobs and working is very hard on your mind
285[02.08.2016 21:35:49] Macmaxi: at least if you arent happy with what you are doing and i think most people arent
286[02.08.2016 21:35:55] Macmaxi: i had a girlfriend for 4 years
287[02.08.2016 21:36:00] Macmaxi: she wanted to marry me and have children
288[02.08.2016 21:36:17] Macmaxi: but i have no desire to have a family, and i dont want someone to live with me for the rest of my life even if its a person i like a lot
289[02.08.2016 21:36:33] Macmaxi: while im probably suited to be a father since im not fucking retarded like everyone else is
290[02.08.2016 21:36:51] Macmaxi: if you lack commitment becoming a parent is not a good choice, cause it kills whatever spare time you have left after work
291[02.08.2016 21:37:03] Macmaxi: not a choice you can make half-assed
292[02.08.2016 21:37:23] Macmaxi: so going by modern standards i have no goals, and im just floating around letting life happen to me
293[02.08.2016 21:37:54] Macmaxi: which is, okay i guess. the only thing that im missing is a sense of accomplishment, as mentioned before but i have never commited myself to something in order to get that feeling
294[02.08.2016 21:38:03] Macmaxi: so i will probably just float for a while longer until i find something i want to do
295[02.08.2016 21:38:09] Δϻεг: and i know why is that... the whole puzzles i was saying earlier cause i figured this is your issue.. but i needed to make sure...
296[02.08.2016 21:38:40] Δϻεг: my aquarius friend is 100% the same.. [blv it or not]
297[02.08.2016 21:38:45] Macmaxi: you might know why the issue exists but its probably harder to find a solution
298[02.08.2016 21:38:46] Δϻεг: lol
299[02.08.2016 21:38:51] Macmaxi: im not the only one who has this issue as i said
300[02.08.2016 21:38:52] Δϻεг: true
301[02.08.2016 21:38:54] Δϻεг: its hard
302[02.08.2016 21:39:00] Macmaxi: i know at least 5 other people who share similar fates
303[02.08.2016 21:39:04] Δϻεг: cause u will find it hard to understand my logic
304[02.08.2016 21:40:00 | Edited 21:40:12] Δϻεг: u need to 100% understand.. so you at least get like 50% chance to be convinced by it.... so there will be a chance to fix your life
305[02.08.2016 21:40:22] Δϻεг: thus
306[02.08.2016 21:40:45 | Edited 21:41:23] Δϻεг: from now on.... i will talk slowly.. and will start from the very beginning
307[02.08.2016 21:41:48] Δϻεг: its true that many people have this issue...
308[02.08.2016 21:42:11] Δϻεг: but aquarius is the most hard to to fix between all other horoscopes...
309[02.08.2016 21:42:24 | Edited 21:42:47] Δϻεг: sorry if i blv too much in horoscopes... but i got my reasons..
310[02.08.2016 21:42:39] Δϻεг: all my life experience was a reason for me to blv in that
311[02.08.2016 21:43:46] Δϻεг: i will skip the "speed" matter for later.... and now, lets start with why you don't want to do anything...
312[02.08.2016 21:44:08] Δϻεг: i think the reason is because of your brain...
313[02.08.2016 21:44:26] Δϻεг: i know you are smart... i felt that in every word you said...
314[02.08.2016 21:44:34] Δϻεг: you are not stupid at all
315[02.08.2016 21:44:37] Δϻεг: and...
316[02.08.2016 21:45:42] Δϻεг: even with that you have issues... thus i think the reason is that your mind don't work at full power most of the time... i would wager it only works in about 30 or 40% of its power like 70% of time...
317[02.08.2016 21:45:59] Δϻεг: your mind here means... your thoughts...
318[02.08.2016 21:46:28] Macmaxi: it works just fine, i just focus more on fictional scenarios
319[02.08.2016 21:46:38] Macmaxi: real life isnt interesting to me so i just make up my own stories
320[02.08.2016 21:46:50] Δϻεг: good to know...
321[02.08.2016 21:46:59] Δϻεг: care to explain more?
322[02.08.2016 21:47:16] Δϻεг: i mean.. you make up stories in your mind?? or you write stories??
323[02.08.2016 21:48:00] Macmaxi: im a frequent consumer of anime and games so it gives me enough to create my own power fantasy
324[02.08.2016 21:48:15] Macmaxi: i tried writing it down but its awkward in german and english lacks skill
325[02.08.2016 21:48:26] Macmaxi: and i dont like pinning down the stories cause it lacks the freedom that thoughts give
326[02.08.2016 21:48:34] Δϻεг: real life isn't interesting for cause you only see the "limited" side
327[02.08.2016 21:48:45] Δϻεг: but... you can break that limit any moment
328[02.08.2016 21:48:51] Macmaxi: i like cuddling people thats a great feeling
329[02.08.2016 21:49:00] Macmaxi: that isnt possible to think up
330[02.08.2016 21:49:28] Δϻεг: i lost ya.. sec
331[02.08.2016 21:49:39] Δϻεг: don't get real touch feelings into thoughts pls
332[02.08.2016 21:49:59 | Edited 21:50:10] Δϻεг: plus... nothing is impossible with a powerful brain/mind
333[02.08.2016 21:50:42] Δϻεг: since you seem to love imagination and fantasy so much.. lets start with that......
334[02.08.2016 21:51:11 | Edited 21:51:15] Δϻεг: can you make something real out of nothing??
335[02.08.2016 21:51:47] Macmaxi: im not a wizard but i can LARP decently
336[02.08.2016 21:52:00] Macmaxi: im not sure what you mean by that
337[02.08.2016 21:52:26] Δϻεг: i mean to make something real to yourself... even if its just "fake" to others...
338[02.08.2016 21:52:51 | Edited 21:53:06] Δϻεг: and you will get to the level that u will reach 100% convinction in a certain moment
339[02.08.2016 21:53:10] Macmaxi: its a powerfantasy, there is only so much you can make your brain believe that dragons and angels exist
340[02.08.2016 21:53:18] Macmaxi: at some point you just become a nutcase basically
341[02.08.2016 21:53:38] Δϻεг: true... but that if you were only doing that
342[02.08.2016 21:53:49] Δϻεг: that is if your brain would only do that...
343[02.08.2016 21:54:19] Δϻεг: in truth... someone who can reach that level of thinking can easily run other operaions, and take control........
344[02.08.2016 21:55:47] Δϻεг: what happens with most people is that they gets consumed by real life... cause its the thing they can feel the most.... its so easy to feel and understand.. thus they love it... and some others love to totally forget about real life and enjoy fantasy all the time...
345[02.08.2016 21:56:40] Δϻεг: the realist people get stuck in a stupid boring circle...  and the fantasy people gets stuck in an endless space with no real goal....
346[02.08.2016 21:56:52] Δϻεг: the winner here is the "middle" person...
347[02.08.2016 21:56:56] Δϻεг: the "grey"
348[02.08.2016 21:57:13] Δϻεг: and to reach that... you will need to understand why it works this way.....
349[02.08.2016 21:57:30] Δϻεг: in the end you will realize its cause of the "balance" factor
350[02.08.2016 21:57:36] Δϻεг: but... what is balance??
351[02.08.2016 21:57:57] Δϻεг: Balance is a matter like a ghost.....
352[02.08.2016 21:58:04] Δϻεг: its there... but you can't see it...
353[02.08.2016 21:58:13] Δϻεг: you can feel it... but you can't hear it...
354[02.08.2016 21:58:15] Δϻεг: etc....
355[02.08.2016 21:58:35] Δϻεг: so far.. best explanation of "balance" i came up with is :
356[02.08.2016 21:58:48] Δϻεг: its everything.... and nothing...
357[02.08.2016 21:58:55] Δϻεг: balance is control...
358[02.08.2016 21:58:58] Macmaxi: i think there are better definitions for that
359[02.08.2016 21:59:00] Δϻεг: balance is black + white
360[02.08.2016 21:59:14] Δϻεг: like?
361[02.08.2016 22:00:10] Macmaxi: balance is having two opposing or existing forces working in harmony, although this could be synonymous with symbiosis but i think those two arent that far off
362[02.08.2016 22:00:32] Δϻεг: yeah... its very similer..
363[02.08.2016 22:00:35] Δϻεг: well anyway...
364[02.08.2016 22:00:58] Δϻεг: so first, you need to learn how to feel it
365[02.08.2016 22:01:07] Δϻεг: to see it...
366[02.08.2016 22:01:44] Δϻεг: then, how to apply it [knowing that it differs so much from subject to another]
367[02.08.2016 22:01:59] Δϻεг: then how to contain the result in the end.....
368[02.08.2016 22:02:25] Macmaxi: i think i have been managing a good balance
369[02.08.2016 22:02:30] Δϻεг: those 3 steps are the main steps to reach the true meaning of balance and live with it
370[02.08.2016 22:02:36] Macmaxi: thats why i resorted to work less since 9 hours is way too much work for something i dont like
371[02.08.2016 22:02:45] Δϻεг: true
372[02.08.2016 22:02:47] Macmaxi: like this i have 4 hours of work and i spend the other time doing my own thing
373[02.08.2016 22:02:52] Δϻεг: i liked that you did this...
374[02.08.2016 22:03:05] Macmaxi: yeah cause i dont have social pressure to achieve something
375[02.08.2016 22:03:05] Δϻεг: other people won't think so..
376[02.08.2016 22:03:11] Δϻεг: but i think you did the right thing
377[02.08.2016 22:03:19] Δϻεг: aha
378[02.08.2016 22:03:31] Macmaxi: the sense of accomplisment is a mental thing
379[02.08.2016 22:03:36] Macmaxi: im sort of competetive
380[02.08.2016 22:03:45] Macmaxi: but only in specific areas
381[02.08.2016 22:03:59] Δϻεг: i see
382[02.08.2016 22:04:01] Δϻεг: example?
383[02.08.2016 22:04:10] Macmaxi: are you much into games
384[02.08.2016 22:04:23] Δϻεг: i love video games yes
385[02.08.2016 22:04:29] Macmaxi: i played league of legends for 7 years
386[02.08.2016 22:04:38] Δϻεг: wow!
387[02.08.2016 22:04:39] Δϻεг: lol
388[02.08.2016 22:04:43] Δϻεг: too much!
389[02.08.2016 22:04:53] Macmaxi: but it was dragging me down too much, so i deleted my account
390[02.08.2016 22:05:05] Macmaxi: i couldnt put in the same amount of focus at the level i was playing
391[02.08.2016 22:05:20] Macmaxi: i just couldnt reach a skill level to progress
392[02.08.2016 22:05:23] Macmaxi: so it was only naturally to stop
393[02.08.2016 22:05:25] Δϻεг: yeah, online games are always the same with that matter
394[02.08.2016 22:05:39] Macmaxi: i didnt reach my goal thats a shame
395[02.08.2016 22:05:43] Macmaxi: but there is always another challenge
396[02.08.2016 22:05:53] Δϻεг: true
397[02.08.2016 22:06:00] Δϻεг: this is life for you
398[02.08.2016 22:06:08] Macmaxi: right now im playing ff14, there i pvp in it as well
399[02.08.2016 22:06:16] Macmaxi: i mostly have game competition
400[02.08.2016 22:06:20] Macmaxi: real life sports arent the thing
401[02.08.2016 22:06:33] Macmaxi: i have some genetical issues that make sports annoying
402[02.08.2016 22:06:44] Δϻεг: i know you would hate me for saying what i am gonna say now....
403[02.08.2016 22:06:46] Δϻεг: but...
404[02.08.2016 22:07:02] Δϻεг: online games are literally nothing
405[02.08.2016 22:07:15] Macmaxi: everything is nothing
406[02.08.2016 22:07:35] Δϻεг: just a way to waste time of the new kids around .. and brainwash them
407[02.08.2016 22:07:44] Δϻεг: everything is nothing you claim?
408[02.08.2016 22:07:49] Δϻεг: what if i prove you wrong?
409[02.08.2016 22:08:21] Δϻεг: do you know why online games are the most puplar these days???
410[02.08.2016 22:08:31] Δϻεг: take an example of any game with online factor...
411[02.08.2016 22:08:38] Macmaxi: easy way to socialize without having to go outside
412[02.08.2016 22:08:42] Δϻεг: offline games are losing its edge cause of that
413[02.08.2016 22:08:52] Δϻεг: that is what people think...
414[02.08.2016 22:09:03] Δϻεг: that is what people chose to blv
415[02.08.2016 22:09:45] Δϻεг: and its not 100% wrong.. but the main problem is that it makes them forget about the most important stuff...
416[02.08.2016 22:09:57] Δϻεг: the "deep" stuff
417[02.08.2016 22:10:39] Δϻεг: i bet all of these people who play these kind of things are lovers of the techno and trance music... or simply the "fast" and "crazy" stuff...
418[02.08.2016 22:10:53] Δϻεг: i played an online game myself once
419[02.08.2016 22:10:57] Δϻεг: TERA
420[02.08.2016 22:11:03] Δϻεг: the only online game i played
421[02.08.2016 22:11:47] Δϻεг: i was standing beside the beach... when i got aproached by some random guy.. who said : "what are you doing there??.. why are u just standing here??"
422[02.08.2016 22:11:59] Δϻεг: i said: "i am enjoying the beautiful sight ..."
423[02.08.2016 22:12:20] Δϻεг: that was in the game btw
424[02.08.2016 22:13:10] Δϻεг: i just wanted from that to explain the difference between my type of people and your type...
425[02.08.2016 22:13:15] Δϻεг: pls don't take any offence here
426[02.08.2016 22:13:20] Δϻεг: i really don't mean it
427[02.08.2016 22:13:26] Macmaxi: yeah i know what you are going at
428[02.08.2016 22:13:32] Macmaxi: you are lucky i had a similar conversation 2 weeks ago
429[02.08.2016 22:13:38] Macmaxi: so im more steeled going into this
430[02.08.2016 22:14:03] Δϻεг: i just mean that this is a huge problem for most of the new generation kids
431[02.08.2016 22:14:13] Δϻεг: people around me find me weird
432[02.08.2016 22:14:23] Δϻεг: and they be saracastic sometimes....
433[02.08.2016 22:14:38] Δϻεг: cause i am more of the "quiet" and "dreamy" type..
434[02.08.2016 22:14:45] Δϻεг: and that seems to be rare nowadays
435[02.08.2016 22:15:08] Δϻεг: so, i am not just talking from nothing,..... i am also stating my life experience here...
436[02.08.2016 22:15:44] Δϻεг: people need to jump and get crazy sometimes.. i get it... in this age its just hard to resist sometimes....
437[02.08.2016 22:15:52] Δϻεг: but lets just not forget the basics....
438[02.08.2016 22:16:14] Δϻεг: the most simple things that most people ignore can be the main key to solve a lot of this generation's problems...
439[02.08.2016 22:16:44] Δϻεг: btw... that is one of the reasons i am a single
440[02.08.2016 22:17:02] Δϻεг: i never find anyone who can understand me... or truly apperciate me
441[02.08.2016 22:17:11] Δϻεг: they are mostly  just pervs.....
442[02.08.2016 22:17:20] Macmaxi: haha
443[02.08.2016 22:17:21] Δϻεг: no one cares about how i think...
444[02.08.2016 22:17:36] Macmaxi: sorry but its mostly just amusing to me how you jump to those conclusions
445[02.08.2016 22:17:44] Macmaxi: https://pbs.twimg.com/media/Co0MLLsXgAE40pQ.jpg
446[02.08.2016 22:17:49] Macmaxi: i can appreciate a good games visuals
447[02.08.2016 22:18:20] Macmaxi: ok so i think your opinion of people is a bit too much black and white
448[02.08.2016 22:18:23] Δϻεг: a lot of people can do that too if i ask them to....
449[02.08.2016 22:18:25] Macmaxi: too judgemental.
450[02.08.2016 22:18:28] Δϻεг: the thing is..
451[02.08.2016 22:18:37] Macmaxi: yes a lot of people are shallow
452[02.08.2016 22:18:45] Δϻεг: is that if you do that with yourself.. the priority
453[02.08.2016 22:18:55] Δϻεг: great thing you agree
454[02.08.2016 22:18:57] Macmaxi: and its easy to say "these types of people are stupid" but
455[02.08.2016 22:19:01] Macmaxi: thats what it is
456[02.08.2016 22:19:02] Macmaxi: easy
457[02.08.2016 22:19:06] Macmaxi: i dont go an easy way
458[02.08.2016 22:19:13] Δϻεг: me too
459[02.08.2016 22:19:16] Δϻεг: i don't like it easy
460[02.08.2016 22:19:22] Δϻεг: i can prove every single word
461[02.08.2016 22:19:29] Δϻεг: for example..
462[02.08.2016 22:20:18 | Edited 22:20:37] Δϻεг: these type of people tend to get bored A LOT faster than others... and from what i know patience is the key to be successful in this life... without it, you will literally do nothing
463[02.08.2016 22:21:01] Δϻεг: what would you say of that?
464[02.08.2016 22:21:34] Macmaxi: patience is pretty important yes, one of the better traits you can have
465[02.08.2016 22:22:56 | Edited 22:23:16] Δϻεг: speed sure gives a great course to watch and see.... but one of its appealing sides is that it passes a lot of details... and while these details might not be so great one on its own [specially not in these matter]... they were still the keys and basics to reach that speed in the first place......
466[02.08.2016 22:23:38] Δϻεг: you get my flow?
467[02.08.2016 22:23:49] Δϻεг: anyway..
468[02.08.2016 22:24:19] Δϻεг: i would need to go out now
469[02.08.2016 22:24:31] Δϻεг: so i will talk with you later
470[02.08.2016 22:24:33] Macmaxi: sure, have fun
471[03.08.2016 07:43:50] Δϻεг: Life is filled with mystery... everything you see.. everything u do.. is like a shade of the real thing... but in the end its not Reality... reality is always past that... reality comes from inside of you first.. and then it gets reflected on the world in front of your eyes.....
472[03.08.2016 07:44:43 | Edited 07:45:36] Δϻεг: what i wanna say here is to never accept the shallow thinking... and always trust there is just more you can't see yet... and once you blv that yourself, you will start seeing the whole truth.
473[03.08.2016 07:48:35 | Edited 07:48:43] Δϻεг: people blv that reality is things that they can see and interect with..... but no one realizes that they may not see everything to begin with... and that alone can ruin every meaning of everything they know and see...
474[03.08.2016 07:51:22 | Edited 07:52:32] Δϻεг: everyone thinks he/she is the best.. and does things best... and love the best things... etc....  but all of that is  temporary 99% of the time [cause it can be changed if your thoughts change later]... thus it shouldn't be followed...
475[03.08.2016 07:55:09 | Edited 07:55:32] Δϻεг: human thoughts can be very weak... but still it gets stuck with the people's heads.. specially the stubborn type of people...
476[03.08.2016 07:56:39] Δϻεг: doesn't Life feels like a dream sometimes??... did you ever wonder why??...
477[03.08.2016 08:04:29] ***  ***
478[03.08.2016 08:56:10] Δϻεг: not sure why file got cancelled... but maybe cause it was big for skype.. lol
479[03.08.2016 08:56:51] Δϻεг: umm... anyway.. i decided to tell you the real truth about me... specially since it doesn't sound like you care about genders and stuff....
480[03.08.2016 08:57:38] Δϻεг: i am not actually a normal girl... i am something called : "intersex" which is similer to being a shemale or whatever... except that i am naturally born this way.....
481[03.08.2016 08:58:35 | Edited 08:59:23] Δϻεг: so yeah, now i feel better that i let you know... and in case you would like to delete me for that.. go right ahead.. i don't mind at all... i am kinda used to be treated like a "freak" all my life.. so its fine...
482[03.08.2016 09:26:20] Macmaxi: yeah i thought you were trans, but what do you mean by born with it
483[03.08.2016 11:42:15] Macmaxi: i did read up on it and it seems to be something else from what i expected
484[03.08.2016 11:42:37] Macmaxi: im just wondering what your biological situation is then
485[03.08.2016 15:43:33] Δϻεг: i look completely like a girl... i sound completely like a girl... but i have a dick instead of a pussy... end of it
486[03.08.2016 15:45:49] Macmaxi: oh ok so its not a genetic defect?
487[03.08.2016 15:45:56] Macmaxi: just difference in hormone levels
488[03.08.2016 15:46:28] Δϻεг: i am no expert in these stuff... so i can't tell for sure
489[03.08.2016 15:46:48] Macmaxi: i see, well there are tests for this, but if you havent done them it seems there is no proof
490[03.08.2016 15:46:51] Macmaxi: not like it matters
491[03.08.2016 15:47:25] Δϻεг: i passed by the worst childhood ever... please you don't know anything...
492[03.08.2016 15:48:06] Macmaxi: i know that it doesnt matter to me
493[03.08.2016 15:48:23] Δϻεг: k.. better this way anyway ^^
494[03.08.2016 15:49:08] Δϻεг: actually i expected you to delete me... its a wonder that you didn't...
495[03.08.2016 15:49:17] Macmaxi: why
496[03.08.2016 15:49:21] Δϻεг: so i blv you when u say it doesn't matter to you
497[03.08.2016 15:49:32] Macmaxi: i masturbate to futa, when you grow up on the internet you see a lot of things
498[03.08.2016 15:50:02] Δϻεг: mmm
499[03.08.2016 15:50:09] Δϻεг: i guess...
500[03.08.2016 15:51:34] Δϻεг: how much music do you have on your pc?
501[03.08.2016 15:55:33] Macmaxi: http://i.imgur.com/Z8m624J.jpg
502[03.08.2016 15:56:40] Δϻεг: nice :)
503[03.08.2016 15:57:08] Δϻεг: i wonder if all of them are japanese... lol
504[03.08.2016 15:57:16] Macmaxi: not by a long shot
505[03.08.2016 15:57:32] Macmaxi: it might be half of it
506[03.08.2016 15:57:47] Δϻεг: i see...
507[03.08.2016 15:58:53] Macmaxi: you can listen to my music if you want to i dont care either
508[03.08.2016 15:59:10] Δϻεг: you are a very weird person...
509[03.08.2016 15:59:14] Δϻεг: but i like it
510[03.08.2016 15:59:15] Δϻεг: lol
511[03.08.2016 15:59:21] Macmaxi: why because i want to post music
512[03.08.2016 15:59:25] Δϻεг: no
513[03.08.2016 15:59:25 | Edited 16:00:52] Macmaxi: isnt that the first thing you did
514[03.08.2016 15:59:33] Δϻεг: because of your wierd personality overall
515[03.08.2016 15:59:49] Δϻεг: your reactions too
516[03.08.2016 16:00:02] Macmaxi: i would call them original
517[03.08.2016 16:00:21] Macmaxi: i have grown up without getting accustomed to any standards (read: secluded without any outer influence)
518[03.08.2016 16:00:21] Δϻεг: (y)
519[03.08.2016 16:00:35] Δϻεг: i like that
520[03.08.2016 16:00:42] Macmaxi: although this cant ever be true since we grow up in a society either way
521[03.08.2016 16:00:54] Δϻεг: lol... but it has huge effect...
522[03.08.2016 16:00:56] Macmaxi: it is possible to form own opinions based solely on observation
523[03.08.2016 16:01:01] Δϻεг: anyway.. its an aquarius thing too
524[03.08.2016 16:01:13] Macmaxi: although it will most likely be an uninformed one
525[03.08.2016 16:01:33] Macmaxi: thats why im not the most interlectual person and enjoy beating up people in virtual games
526[03.08.2016 16:01:40] Δϻεг: yeah... cause humans are more complicated than that
527[03.08.2016 16:01:40] Macmaxi: and listen to fast music
528[03.08.2016 16:01:54] Δϻεг: lol
529[03.08.2016 16:02:54] Δϻεг: anyway... of what i noticed...
530[03.08.2016 16:03:10] Δϻεг: you need to care more ... about everything...
531[03.08.2016 16:03:24] Δϻεг: that is if you wanna get better
532[03.08.2016 16:03:44] Macmaxi: i have been wondering all this time
533[03.08.2016 16:03:51] Macmaxi: do you believe i need help?
534[03.08.2016 16:03:57] Macmaxi: if so, what makes you believe that
535[03.08.2016 16:04:37 | Edited 16:06:27] Δϻεг: i do... cause i feel like you have potential .. but you are still lost in all of this somehow...
536[03.08.2016 16:05:25] Macmaxi: you know you sound awfully chuunibyou
537[03.08.2016 16:05:33] Δϻεг: lol
538[03.08.2016 16:06:05] Δϻεг: i don't know what makes you say that... but anything is fine with me
539[03.08.2016 16:06:33] Macmaxi: you cant tell? well thats probably because you have a hard time putting yourself in other peoples positions
540[03.08.2016 16:07:00] Δϻεг: well.. that is no easy task.. since everyone is different
541[03.08.2016 16:07:13] Δϻεг: i still don't know you enough
542[03.08.2016 16:07:52] Macmaxi: ok but there is logic behind all this, and if you sit back and look at it objectively you might see where im getting at
543[03.08.2016 16:08:12] Macmaxi: ok so put yourself into my position, what do you think i thought of you after we talked for the first time
544[03.08.2016 16:08:17] Δϻεг: my words feel like from another world?
545[03.08.2016 16:08:25] Macmaxi: you went all out trying to lecture me what life is all about
546[03.08.2016 16:08:42] Macmaxi: its much simpler than that
547[03.08.2016 16:09:10] Δϻεг: don't get things mixed up here
548[03.08.2016 16:09:22] Δϻεг: that is what YOU chose to blv right now...
549[03.08.2016 16:09:27] Δϻεг: but its never the real truth
550[03.08.2016 16:10:19 | Edited 16:11:45] Δϻεг: you will need lots proofs to start a solid conversation like that
551[03.08.2016 16:10:55] Macmaxi: you dont even know what i want from you
552[03.08.2016 16:11:18] Δϻεг: it doesn't matter at this point...
553[03.08.2016 16:11:32] Δϻεг: i think you are just getting ahead too fast
554[03.08.2016 16:11:53] Δϻεг: you should relax and observe more yourself
555[03.08.2016 16:13:20] Δϻεг: listen... anyone can say i am just a stupid brat... and know nothing.. and crazy....... or whatever...... they say that and blv they are right in everything you do.... so yeah, you are just doing what any other person would do..... and i tell you, its not smart at all...
556[03.08.2016 16:13:40] Δϻεг: when one blvs too much in himself/herself.. he/she gets lost so easy... and never evolve
557[03.08.2016 16:13:52] Δϻεг: that is choosing the easier way to live...
558[03.08.2016 16:14:00] Δϻεг: and not the "right" way
559[03.08.2016 16:15:44] Macmaxi: isnt that what you are doing
560[03.08.2016 16:15:50] Macmaxi: you believe so much in your opinion
561[03.08.2016 16:15:54] Macmaxi: that you arent even listening to me
562[03.08.2016 16:15:56] Macmaxi: and instead belittle me
563[03.08.2016 16:16:23] Δϻεг: you know.. problem with this life that you can live without being on the right track at all...
564[03.08.2016 16:16:42] Δϻεг: nah.. my case is different... cause, i had my whole life as a life research...
565[03.08.2016 16:16:59] Macmaxi: and you think others dont?
566[03.08.2016 16:17:07] Macmaxi: what gives you the knowledge to judge others like that
567[03.08.2016 16:17:15] Δϻεг: i am a very weird person... more than you can imagine.... maybe cause i had the wierdest life ever.. lol
568[03.08.2016 16:17:45] Macmaxi: great, but that doesn't qualify you to be more knowledgeable than others.
569[03.08.2016 16:17:45] Δϻεг: i don't really judge here... i think i am just trying to explain facts...
570[03.08.2016 16:17:47] Δϻεг: ok wait
571[03.08.2016 16:17:53] Macmaxi: there arent any facts
572[03.08.2016 16:17:55] Macmaxi: get that out of your head
573[03.08.2016 16:18:00] Δϻεг: lol
574[03.08.2016 16:18:00] Macmaxi: its your opinion
575[03.08.2016 16:18:03] Δϻεг: calm down
576[03.08.2016 16:18:12] Δϻεг: you get angry fast
577[03.08.2016 16:18:14] Δϻεг: damn lol
578[03.08.2016 16:18:26] Δϻεг: you see
579[03.08.2016 16:18:27] Macmaxi: yes, because you simple defy logic in order to get your way
580[03.08.2016 16:18:34] Macmaxi: and you are not the first person to do that
581[03.08.2016 16:18:35] Δϻεг: no no at all
582[03.08.2016 16:18:44] Δϻεг: i am different
583[03.08.2016 16:18:46] Δϻεг: cause
584[03.08.2016 16:18:54] Δϻεг: i got proofs for everything i say
585[03.08.2016 16:18:56] Δϻεг: so
586[03.08.2016 16:18:58] Macmaxi: go ahead.
587[03.08.2016 16:19:01] Δϻεг: when i tell you something
588[03.08.2016 16:19:07] Δϻεг: and you don't like it
589[03.08.2016 16:19:11] Δϻεг: ask for proof
590[03.08.2016 16:19:17] Δϻεг: and i shall give it to ya
591[03.08.2016 16:19:41] Δϻεг: proof will be based on nature.. so that it cannot be defied
592[03.08.2016 16:19:59] Δϻεг: for now there is nothing to prove
593[03.08.2016 16:20:08] Δϻεг: unless you have something in mind
594[03.08.2016 16:20:09] Macmaxi: thats right, since you havent actually said anything yet
595[03.08.2016 16:20:25] Δϻεг: lol .. true
596[03.08.2016 16:20:40] Δϻεг: you are just getting ahead too fast which lead to all of this...
597[03.08.2016 16:20:50] Macmaxi: i doubt that
598[03.08.2016 16:21:02] Δϻεг: stop being stubborn pls
599[03.08.2016 16:21:17] Δϻεг: you will never learn anything from others this way
600[03.08.2016 16:21:54] Δϻεг: living to see and learn from others is a beautiful thing...
601[03.08.2016 16:22:06] Δϻεг: i do that myself .. even when unaware
602[03.08.2016 16:22:13] Δϻεг: its very fun and useful
603[03.08.2016 16:23:06] Macmaxi: you know people don't usually start conversations with explaining the meaning of life
604[03.08.2016 16:23:13] Macmaxi: so i dont think you have a problem with being too fast
605[03.08.2016 16:23:19] Macmaxi: they usually talk about the weather
606[03.08.2016 16:23:22] Macmaxi: or recent news
607[03.08.2016 16:23:26] Δϻεг: i am sorry for that
608[03.08.2016 16:23:34] Δϻεг: i apologized yester too
609[03.08.2016 16:23:39] Δϻεг: so please let that go already
610[03.08.2016 16:24:06] Macmaxi: you dont have to be sorry for that i'm just saying you are being hypocritical
611[03.08.2016 16:24:32] Δϻεг: not excatly... i guess i just made a little "mistake" there
612[03.08.2016 16:24:41] Macmaxi: you say i'm getting angry, but all i'm doing is rebutting your arguments
613[03.08.2016 16:24:49] Macmaxi: since thats what a discussion is for
614[03.08.2016 16:24:55] Δϻεг: lol
615[03.08.2016 16:25:01] Δϻεг: but not all the time pls
616[03.08.2016 16:25:14] Δϻεг: or else the dicussion will be easily ruined everytime
617[03.08.2016 16:25:30] Δϻεг: ok
618[03.08.2016 16:25:33] Δϻεг: here we go
619[03.08.2016 16:25:36] Δϻεг: about games
620[03.08.2016 16:25:41] Δϻεг: what is your fav type of games?
621[03.08.2016 16:25:49] Δϻεг: online games?
622[03.08.2016 16:26:04] Macmaxi: games serve different purposes, i can categorize them and explain for which experience i play them for
623[03.08.2016 16:26:18] Δϻεг: well... that is so lacking dear
624[03.08.2016 16:26:29] Δϻεг: you need to be less ignorant
625[03.08.2016 16:26:35] Macmaxi: you literally dont listen to me do you
626[03.08.2016 16:26:39] Δϻεг: for yourself not anyone else's
627[03.08.2016 16:26:43] Macmaxi: i just said i can elaborate
628[03.08.2016 16:26:54] Macmaxi: but you dont even want to listen to hat
629[03.08.2016 16:26:55] Δϻεг: damn.. sorry
630[03.08.2016 16:26:58] Δϻεг: i misread that
631[03.08.2016 16:27:01] Macmaxi: aye
632[03.08.2016 16:27:04] Macmaxi: so lets start
633[03.08.2016 16:27:10] Δϻεг: ok
634[03.08.2016 16:34:04] Macmaxi: single player games are for the experience, games are meant to be immersive to some degree, shooters can do that RPGS can do that, so can everything else. get immersed into something and forget that you are an existing entity in front of a screen. many games do that and thats what i love them for. 
635
636
637single player games can also be a challenge. i like tackling difficult games and try to pull the maximum out of my mind and dexterity.
638
639
640online games have two categories: pvp and pve
641
642the pve aspect is all about grouping and and working as a team to achieve a common goal. its like work but fun with people you like. socializing with common interest is great its also challenging and a puzzle to figure different personalites
643
644the pvp aspect is about challenge against other players. the key word is competetive. very fun and complex, this last point is my favorite.
645[03.08.2016 16:36:46] Δϻεг: so you like online pvp cause you think its complex right?
646[03.08.2016 16:36:59] Δϻεг: and that is your favourite ... i see
647[03.08.2016 16:37:15] Macmaxi: nothing is a greater feeling that fighting an equal matched player and giving it all
648[03.08.2016 16:37:29] Macmaxi: overcoming your own limits and push each other further
649[03.08.2016 16:37:41] Macmaxi: pve content can do that as well but its more static
650[03.08.2016 16:37:47] Macmaxi: its more about performance than reaction
651[03.08.2016 16:37:48] Δϻεг: i can understand that feeling
652[03.08.2016 16:38:10] Macmaxi: both are equally fun but they again satisfy different parts of your mind
653[03.08.2016 16:38:19] Macmaxi: pvp is the most fun because it gets adrenaline going
654[03.08.2016 16:39:05 | Edited 16:40:38] Δϻεг: but what you saying is making you blind... its ironic actually...
655[03.08.2016 16:39:07] Δϻεг: cause
656[03.08.2016 16:39:39] Δϻεг: you said it yourself... adrenaline... wow...
657[03.08.2016 16:39:52] Δϻεг: isn't that just the easy way for excitment?
658[03.08.2016 16:39:58] Macmaxi: is that a bad thing?=
659[03.08.2016 16:40:00] Δϻεг: the easy way to add excitment to your life?
660[03.08.2016 16:40:05] Δϻεг: very bad
661[03.08.2016 16:40:10] Δϻεг: extremely bad
662[03.08.2016 16:40:11] Macmaxi: ok so thats your opinion
663[03.08.2016 16:40:11] Δϻεг: lol
664[03.08.2016 16:40:15] Macmaxi: and i think its good to have fun
665[03.08.2016 16:40:21] Macmaxi: because nobody likes fun anymore
666[03.08.2016 16:40:31] Macmaxi: everyone is depressed nowadays
667[03.08.2016 16:40:33] Δϻεг: no don't misunderstand here
668[03.08.2016 16:40:44] Δϻεг: i meant a lot deeper meaning...
669[03.08.2016 16:40:50] Macmaxi: is there any point to it
670[03.08.2016 16:40:59] Δϻεг: listen.. imagine yourself in a huge box
671[03.08.2016 16:41:04] Macmaxi: if you enjoy yourself, why is there a need to go beyond
672[03.08.2016 16:41:12] Δϻεг: sigh
673[03.08.2016 16:41:26] Macmaxi: i want your opinion
674[03.08.2016 16:41:29 | Edited 16:43:01] Δϻεг: to evolve yourself to the maximum of your brain's abilities...
675[03.08.2016 16:41:43] Macmaxi: that is what you want to do right
676[03.08.2016 16:41:52] Δϻεг: wait a sec
677[03.08.2016 16:42:00] Δϻεг: that is making the best out of yourself!
678[03.08.2016 16:42:04] Δϻεг: truly... with no easy way
679[03.08.2016 16:42:11] Δϻεг: like that adrenaline crap
680[03.08.2016 16:42:23] Δϻεг: i am serious here
681[03.08.2016 16:42:35] Macmaxi: i know you are serious, otherwise you would allow me to have fun
682[03.08.2016 16:42:41] Δϻεг: lol
683[03.08.2016 16:42:43] Macmaxi: if i choose to be a stupid person
684[03.08.2016 16:42:45] Δϻεг: having fun is awesome
685[03.08.2016 16:42:49] Macmaxi: would that be a concern to you
686[03.08.2016 16:43:06] Δϻεг: .....
687[03.08.2016 16:43:34] Δϻεг: i don't have problems with having fun... i love to be a stupid person sometimes... it feels great and "fun"
688[03.08.2016 16:43:36] Δϻεг: but...
689[03.08.2016 16:43:44] Δϻεг: now its a lot deeper talk here
690[03.08.2016 16:43:47] Δϻεг: feel it
691[03.08.2016 16:43:54] Δϻεг: this life is a huge box
692[03.08.2016 16:44:04] Δϻεг: and people are standing there randomly...
693[03.08.2016 16:45:20] Δϻεг: there is aught to be some spots which are more shiny than the others... and those are most visited and populated places... [tho most of them are traps to brainwash and getting "unworthy" people stuck in them]
694[03.08.2016 16:45:47] Δϻεг: while other places.. which is a lot less shiny.. has a LOT more value... but people just don't realize yet...
695[03.08.2016 16:46:07] Δϻεг: the best things in life never aought to stand out
696[03.08.2016 16:46:29] Δϻεг: its always hidden deep.. and needs non shallow people to approach it
697[03.08.2016 16:46:45] Δϻεг: otherwise, Life would be no challenge at for everyone...
698[03.08.2016 16:47:26] Δϻεг: its all about control here.. how can you further control your mind and reach the most depth possible??
699[03.08.2016 16:47:49 | Edited 16:49:16] Δϻεг: that possiblity itself will depend on your current level of thinking.. so you shouldn't trust yourself too much...
700[03.08.2016 16:48:34] Δϻεг: instead, try to see beyond your level
701[03.08.2016 16:51:06] Macmaxi: ok so lets assume i havent done that already
702[03.08.2016 16:51:12] Δϻεг: its extremely different when someone simply chooses to Live the "fun" out of this life... and another who usually wants to reach the highest levels, but still go for fun from time to time [for breaking the walls of evolving most likely]
703[03.08.2016 16:51:17] Macmaxi: what is beyond my life right now
704[03.08.2016 16:51:20] Macmaxi: what is that you see that i dont
705[03.08.2016 16:51:28] Macmaxi: where is the proof in that
706[03.08.2016 16:51:46 | Edited 16:53:12] Δϻεг: umm.. ok give me a moment to recollect my thoughts for you
707[03.08.2016 16:52:48] Δϻεг: your questions is a LOT bigger than you think you are asking actually...
708[03.08.2016 16:52:56] Δϻεг: so... umm..
709[03.08.2016 16:53:05] Δϻεг: best way to start will be....
710[03.08.2016 16:53:35] Δϻεг: you want proof first??
711[03.08.2016 16:53:38] Δϻεг: lets start with that
712[03.08.2016 16:54:45] Δϻεг: and its a question...: why don't you like boring things??
713[03.08.2016 16:54:57] Δϻεг: actually... why do you think they are boring in the first place??
714[03.08.2016 16:55:13] Δϻεг: what made you sure that they are boring... and that is not actually you who is boring??
715[03.08.2016 16:55:37] Δϻεг: listen
716[03.08.2016 16:56:50 | Edited 16:58:31] Δϻεг: simply by doing a "thing" and not enjoying, doesn't imply that this thing is actually bad.. so it doesn't determine its value at all... but most likely will determine YOUR value in terms of what you saw in that thing from the start.. and what you missed/ didn't see...
717[03.08.2016 16:57:05] Macmaxi: ok but i know that already
718[03.08.2016 16:57:09] Macmaxi: i never stated that i dont like boring things
719[03.08.2016 16:57:14] Macmaxi: i just say that they are boring
720[03.08.2016 16:57:37] Δϻεг: that fact alone is enough to make you lose the conversation
721[03.08.2016 16:57:49] Δϻεг: cause.. nothing is boring
722[03.08.2016 16:57:59] Δϻεг: and i meant NOTHING Literally
723[03.08.2016 16:58:03] Macmaxi: boring is a subjective attribute
724[03.08.2016 16:58:07] Macmaxi: its not a fact
725[03.08.2016 16:58:20] Δϻεг: yeah.. but it has reasons behind it...
726[03.08.2016 16:58:25] Δϻεг: and i am looking at those reasons..
727[03.08.2016 16:59:24] Macmaxi: of course, everyone has reasons, but it doesnt change the fact that its subjective
728[03.08.2016 16:59:30] Δϻεг: what do you think of Light and Darkness??
729[03.08.2016 16:59:50] Δϻεг: which of them is more "boring" than the other?
730[03.08.2016 16:59:52] Macmaxi: nothing is inheritely boring because nothing has the attribute in itself, it is given to someone who has a view on that thing
731[03.08.2016 17:00:04] Δϻεг: excatly
732[03.08.2016 17:00:11] Macmaxi: yes but i still can find things boring
733[03.08.2016 17:00:14] Δϻεг: so i guess you understand this
734[03.08.2016 17:00:39] Δϻεг: well... that is your problem for not further processing data in your brain...
735[03.08.2016 17:00:56] Δϻεг: you choose to ignore so fast than you should do
736[03.08.2016 17:01:00] Macmaxi: the problem is that i choose to not process certain things further because you cant do that with every given thing in life
737[03.08.2016 17:01:07] Macmaxi: since we dont live long enough
738[03.08.2016 17:01:10] Δϻεг: you can
739[03.08.2016 17:01:15] Δϻεг: i am 23
740[03.08.2016 17:01:23] Δϻεг: and i did that with A LOT of things..
741[03.08.2016 17:01:36] Δϻεг: and i blv i can be done before my death
742[03.08.2016 17:02:05] Macmaxi: that is ambitious but i respect that, but it's not the way i want to go
743[03.08.2016 17:02:05] Δϻεг: at least.. that very goal will make us reach the greatest possible level of thinking and understanding
744[03.08.2016 17:02:41 | Edited 17:04:09] Δϻεг: dreaming to be perfect is the closest way you will be to being "perfect"
745[03.08.2016 17:02:50] Macmaxi: some people have no desire to be perfect
746[03.08.2016 17:03:11] Δϻεг: but that is just like saying.. " i want to be an idiot forever "
747[03.08.2016 17:03:12] Δϻεг: lol
748[03.08.2016 17:03:29] Δϻεг: also.. i bet you don't mean what you say... no one will...
749[03.08.2016 17:03:32] Macmaxi: doesn't sound so bad, its a low effort way of life that is gratifying
750[03.08.2016 17:04:01] Δϻεг: well.. in that case.. i can just shut up right?
751[03.08.2016 17:04:02] Δϻεг: lol
752[03.08.2016 17:04:24] Macmaxi: i didnt say that's what im personally going for, i just dont think its boring to be stupid
753[03.08.2016 17:04:26] Macmaxi: do you think so?
754[03.08.2016 17:04:47] Δϻεг: no
755[03.08.2016 17:04:59] Δϻεг: the opposite too sometimes...
756[03.08.2016 17:06:47] Δϻεг: but it truly works when you understand the whole creation.. then you chose the stupid way... only then it will be extremely exciting... to be able to expereince this life from a very narrow point which also reflects all the other informations you got, and that will help you reach even greater depths and a higher level...
757[03.08.2016 17:06:53] Δϻεг: so bluntly speaking...
758[03.08.2016 17:07:20] Δϻεг: going for the stupid way of life is the NEXT level after you understand everything about this Life and creation....
759[03.08.2016 17:08:12] Δϻεг: but the people who choose that stupid way at first, is the most ignorant cause they will never truly understand what they are doing or which step they are standing on.....
760[03.08.2016 17:08:47 | Edited 17:10:20] Δϻεг: but still... cause of how shiny that stupid way is... people will always go for it first... and never learn anything in their lives..
761[03.08.2016 17:10:54] Macmaxi: ok but there must be a reason for this. you seem to go the extra mile to be enlightened, good for you, become an ancient god for all i care im just wondering why you want others to do the same
762[03.08.2016 17:11:00] Macmaxi: is it not enough for you that you do that yourself
763[03.08.2016 17:11:26] Δϻεг: listen dear..
764[03.08.2016 17:11:37] Δϻεг: people are getting worse every single day
765[03.08.2016 17:12:16] Δϻεг: in the past, usually people said : "how can i help?" ... now people say " what do i get in return??"
766[03.08.2016 17:12:24] Δϻεг: can't you see the difference??
767[03.08.2016 17:12:31] Δϻεг: you want me to be satisfied with that??
768[03.08.2016 17:12:58] Macmaxi: no i just know forcing your own ideals on others is mostly just going to lead to rejection
769[03.08.2016 17:13:07] Δϻεг: true
770[03.08.2016 17:13:11] Δϻεг: happens most of the time...
771[03.08.2016 17:13:18] Δϻεг: cause people are stupid
772[03.08.2016 17:13:24] Δϻεг: end of it
773[03.08.2016 17:13:56] Δϻεг: btw
774[03.08.2016 17:14:01] Δϻεг: i don't try to "force"
775[03.08.2016 17:14:09] Δϻεг: but they always think i do.. lol
776[03.08.2016 17:14:37] Macmaxi: you use phrases that are reminiscent of cult recuiters
777[03.08.2016 17:14:45] Δϻεг: i blv everyone makes mistakes... but generally, i try to prove my statements
778[03.08.2016 17:15:14] Δϻεг: stop making similarties of me pls
779[03.08.2016 17:15:27] Δϻεг: (headbang)
780[03.08.2016 17:15:29] Δϻεг: lol
781[03.08.2016 17:15:42] Macmaxi: so far i have yet to see the proof that you are more enlightened than i am
782[03.08.2016 17:15:58] Δϻεг: actually i told you yesterday
783[03.08.2016 17:16:13] Δϻεг: about the speed/fast things...
784[03.08.2016 17:16:19] Δϻεг: why they are fast...
785[03.08.2016 17:16:24] Δϻεг: the core of that..
786[03.08.2016 17:16:47] Δϻεг: realzing it.. makes me enlightened than you..
787[03.08.2016 17:16:59] Δϻεг: and u simply calling things boring are also the same
788[03.08.2016 17:17:13] Macmaxi: yes but those are observations and dont even make a logical complete statement
789[03.08.2016 17:17:21] Δϻεг: well...
790[03.08.2016 17:17:30] Δϻεг: my way of thinking is that deep... so...
791[03.08.2016 17:18:00] Δϻεг: i can find another good example as a proof... but you are not helping here at all ...
792[03.08.2016 17:18:28] Macmaxi: why would i? the premise of this is that you are the smarter person, thus you should be able to shoot down all of my arguments
793[03.08.2016 17:18:43] Δϻεг: lol
794[03.08.2016 17:18:45] Macmaxi: which you fail to do, and im able to make my argument that holds up
795[03.08.2016 17:18:46] Δϻεг: its not a fight
796[03.08.2016 17:18:55] Δϻεг: are you?
797[03.08.2016 17:18:56] Macmaxi: it is, your ideals clash against mine
798[03.08.2016 17:19:08] Δϻεг: i don't want to be rude that is all
799[03.08.2016 17:19:26] Δϻεг: i respect others
800[03.08.2016 17:19:28] Δϻεг: too greatly
801[03.08.2016 17:19:35] Δϻεг: i can call them stupid
802[03.08.2016 17:19:36] Δϻεг: but
803[03.08.2016 17:19:43 | Edited 17:21:29] Δϻεг: generally i respect them truly
804[03.08.2016 17:20:05] Macmaxi: well thats a mental weakness then, but this is very simple case
805[03.08.2016 17:20:20] Δϻεг: no no no
806[03.08.2016 17:20:24] Δϻεг: listen
807[03.08.2016 17:20:28] Macmaxi: i have ideals i believe in, and you can only make me change it if you prove to me or make me believe that yours are better
808[03.08.2016 17:20:36] Macmaxi: if you fail to do so, you will have no success
809[03.08.2016 17:20:55] Δϻεг: i think the main problem here is that you don't understand how far i am further than you....
810[03.08.2016 17:21:00] Δϻεг: i am so faaaaaaaar away....
811[03.08.2016 17:21:07] Δϻεг: which is making things hard
812[03.08.2016 17:21:15] Δϻεг: specially that you are so stubborn...
813[03.08.2016 17:21:30] Δϻεг: i bet everyone will be stubborn too... its not really your fault i guess
814[03.08.2016 17:22:04] Δϻεг: anyway.. we will find away to reach out
815[03.08.2016 17:22:17] Macmaxi: maybe you will be the only enlightened person in the entire world and maybe at the end you realize that maybe you have tried a little bit too hard
816[03.08.2016 17:22:28] Macmaxi: that you didnt see the simple things, which you claim are important
817[03.08.2016 17:22:43] Δϻεг: all of your arguments is getting wrong here...
818[03.08.2016 17:22:44] Δϻεг: lol
819[03.08.2016 17:22:52] Δϻεг: you are losing sight.. really...
820[03.08.2016 17:23:01] Δϻεг: i never once said i don't care about simple things...
821[03.08.2016 17:23:17] Δϻεг: but what you don't realize is what can those "simple" things do in the end!!
822[03.08.2016 17:23:27] Δϻεг: you can create chaos literally!!!
823[03.08.2016 17:23:47] Macmaxi: that sounds awfully counterproductive
824[03.08.2016 17:23:59] Δϻεг: counter??
825[03.08.2016 17:24:00] Δϻεг: lol
826[03.08.2016 17:24:11] Δϻεг: it may sound to you like that... but its true fact
827[03.08.2016 17:24:40] Δϻεг: it sounds to you like that cause you still don't understand my level
828[03.08.2016 17:24:45] Δϻεг: it will take time... its fine
829[03.08.2016 17:24:53] Macmaxi: ok dont use the word fact please, facts are built on statements that are proven to be true and you dont bring any proof to the table so just
830[03.08.2016 17:24:56] Δϻεг: in case u wanna withdraw, just tell me any moment tho
831[03.08.2016 17:25:15] Δϻεг: well..
832[03.08.2016 17:25:21] Macmaxi: its ok that you believe that you are literally a prophet but if you dont bring any proof you are just advocating a religion
833[03.08.2016 17:25:21] Δϻεг: give me a direct question...
834[03.08.2016 17:25:46] Δϻεг: give me direct question and i shall answer that with proof...
835[03.08.2016 17:25:54] Δϻεг: but the question shouldn't be so general
836[03.08.2016 17:26:09] Macmaxi: then your proposal shouldnt be so general either
837[03.08.2016 17:26:14] Δϻεг: not like : " what makes you more enlightned than me?"
838[03.08.2016 17:26:21] Macmaxi: you literally tell me "you need to become a better person"
839[03.08.2016 17:26:30] Macmaxi: that is the most generalized thing you can say
840[03.08.2016 17:26:57] Δϻεг: hmm.. you are probably right... but that is cause you keep countering my words and statements..
841[03.08.2016 17:27:00] Δϻεг: anyway...
842[03.08.2016 17:27:07] Δϻεг: we can start again...
843[03.08.2016 17:27:12] Δϻεг: about video games..
844[03.08.2016 17:27:16] Δϻεг: online games...
845[03.08.2016 17:27:21] Δϻεг: why online sux for me
846[03.08.2016 17:27:37] Δϻεг: and why you are wrong for thinking its awesome...
847[03.08.2016 17:27:39] Δϻεг: but first..
848[03.08.2016 17:27:41] Δϻεг: to make sure
849[03.08.2016 17:27:47] Δϻεг: you said PVP is your fav
850[03.08.2016 17:27:58] Δϻεг: that means online is generally your fav?
851[03.08.2016 17:28:36] Macmaxi: as i said there different types of enjoyment i get out of videos games, but online games eat the most time so take that for what you will
852[03.08.2016 17:28:39] Δϻεг: just be honest pls
853[03.08.2016 17:28:45] Δϻεг: i see
854[03.08.2016 17:28:56] Δϻεг: ok...
855[03.08.2016 17:29:02] Δϻεг: simply put
856[03.08.2016 17:29:10] Δϻεг: you are wrong for loving that best...
857[03.08.2016 17:29:13] Δϻεг: why?
858[03.08.2016 17:29:19] Δϻεг: here goes my proofs...
859[03.08.2016 17:31:03] Δϻεг: first... as a general reason for my hate.... i think people who are playing online games are just people who are actually playing for others.. not for themselves.... deep down, that can never change... cause its called Online games after all and its all about interecting with others in someway.....
860[03.08.2016 17:31:48] Δϻεг: and, when you play for others.... its just so limited compared when u play for yourself... and to discover the furthest depths in your mind and in this life generally........
861[03.08.2016 17:33:25] Macmaxi: How is pvp playing for others
862[03.08.2016 17:33:32] Macmaxi: you are literally fighting to be the best
863[03.08.2016 17:33:53] Δϻεг: when things gets in the shape of "boring" to you... human minds tend to start noticing every little details out of bordism... it makes you with more knowlge than you will ever be.. even without knowing it in some cases..... and that will get you into extremly detailed way of life that is filled with so much observation... which will lead to huge discoveries later...
864[03.08.2016 17:35:07 | Edited 17:36:46] Δϻεг: in PVP whether you know it or not... deep down, everyone wants some nice ego feeling from others.... its a humanly thing... and its stupid to no limit... cause it gets you nowhere in the end..
865[03.08.2016 17:35:47] Δϻεг: its just a satisfactoy thing... which is temproraly and not premenant at all
866[03.08.2016 17:35:53] Macmaxi: well yes competition is a form of self validation and the desire for achievement
867[03.08.2016 17:35:59] Δϻεг: its like smoking cegretts
868[03.08.2016 17:36:07] Macmaxi: it doesnt need to be permanent
869[03.08.2016 17:36:10] Macmaxi: its ok if it lasts a good 100 years
870[03.08.2016 17:36:30] Macmaxi: cause then we'll die and then it doesnt matter anyways
871[03.08.2016 17:36:49] Δϻεг: you don't understand... it only makes you live as nothing.. and die as nothing...
872[03.08.2016 17:37:20] Δϻεг: sense of achievment is just a stupid mental thing... if u follow that.. then will be stuck as an idiot for your whole life...
873[03.08.2016 17:37:35] Δϻεг: and yes.. your death will have a great sense of idiocy too
874[03.08.2016 17:38:11] Δϻεг: see now?.. u always stop me from getting to my proofs.. lol
875[03.08.2016 17:38:24] Δϻεг: this life is just bigger than you think its...
876[03.08.2016 17:38:33] Δϻεг: and nothing seems what it looks...
877[03.08.2016 17:38:40] Δϻεг: that is life
878[03.08.2016 17:38:42] Macmaxi: ok but if you die its over either way
879[03.08.2016 17:38:45] Macmaxi: no matter what you have done
880[03.08.2016 17:39:49] Δϻεг: well, i think for anyone its a lot better to die with a great life filled with knowlege and depth, than a little misrable feeling of achievemnt from a simple video game!
881[03.08.2016 17:40:02] Δϻεг: plus.. lets leave death out of this.. shall we??
882[03.08.2016 17:40:03] Δϻεг: its another matter..
883[03.08.2016 17:40:05] Δϻεг: really
884[03.08.2016 17:40:12] Macmaxi: sure dying is kinda weird anyways
885[03.08.2016 17:40:48] Δϻεг: so now my proofs will be :
886[03.08.2016 17:41:02] Δϻεг: of why online games suck
887[03.08.2016 17:41:28] Δϻεг: 1-online games are for others, for pride, ego, and not truly yourself...
888[03.08.2016 17:42:22] Δϻεг: 2-online games makes you forget the core and the beauty of the core idea of "video games" and only makes it look like some form of real life... which kills the whole idea of playing a game...
889[03.08.2016 17:43:30] Δϻεг: 3-online games are not premenant... the server can be down at any moment.. or the company may lose at any year, and then close all servers....
890[03.08.2016 17:44:27] Δϻεг: 4-it always requers internet... which a lot of people can have problems with around the world.. its not 100% managed for everyone.. and not always a good service.... so it can cut off a lot of times.... [not to mention lags and bad ping for many players..]]
891[03.08.2016 17:45:26 | Edited 17:46:59] Δϻεг: 5- it usually gets you hooked too much that needed.. and it literally can ruin your lives.... [it already destroyed A LOT of other people's lives...]
892[03.08.2016 17:45:49] Δϻεг: DONE
893[03.08.2016 17:47:41] Macmaxi: oh ok those seem sorta reasonable, but its a good compromise. this way i get to meet people i wouldnt be able to otherwise
894[03.08.2016 17:47:52] Macmaxi: and i can create memories with them
895[03.08.2016 17:48:10] Δϻεг: thus its fine to play those games...
896[03.08.2016 17:48:10] Δϻεг: but
897[03.08.2016 17:48:20] Δϻεг: being your fav is the problem here
898[03.08.2016 17:48:24] Δϻεг: i never said don't play
899[03.08.2016 17:48:35] Δϻεг: thus i made sure they are your fav first
900[03.08.2016 17:48:37] Δϻεг: plus...
901[03.08.2016 17:48:46] Δϻεг: i think nothing is better than meeting others in real life
902[03.08.2016 17:48:48] Δϻεг: not in a game
903[03.08.2016 17:49:38] Macmaxi: sure but it provides a base for conversation so you can meet the people you want to meet
904[03.08.2016 17:49:53] Δϻεг: it can work that way.. but rarly
905[03.08.2016 17:50:16 | Edited 17:51:50] Δϻεг: cause most people who play are usually mindless kids who just want to play and win fights.. lol
906[03.08.2016 17:51:00] Macmaxi: ok but thats a matter of application, i met my girlfriend over an online game
907[03.08.2016 17:51:18] Δϻεг: thus i know its possible...
908[03.08.2016 17:51:31] Δϻεг: someone wanted to meet me in real life too before when i played TERA
909[03.08.2016 17:51:33] Δϻεг: but i refused
910[03.08.2016 17:52:22] Macmaxi: well ok but that means your proof is situational depending on how someone uses the media
911[03.08.2016 17:52:32] Macmaxi: so its not really proof its just sort of a guideline
912[03.08.2016 17:52:39] Δϻεг: what?
913[03.08.2016 17:52:44] Δϻεг: my proof??
914[03.08.2016 17:52:54] Δϻεг: my proof was of 5 points...
915[03.08.2016 17:52:56] Δϻεг: plus
916[03.08.2016 17:53:00] Δϻεг: i never said don't play
917[03.08.2016 17:53:07 | Edited 17:55:21] Δϻεг: i said it should never be your best..
918[03.08.2016 17:53:14] Δϻεг: i said the problems with online games...
919[03.08.2016 17:53:24] Δϻεг: but i didn't state it doesn't have good points too
920[03.08.2016 17:53:35 | Edited 17:55:04] Δϻεг: all i am saying that it has more problems than good things
921[03.08.2016 17:54:17] Macmaxi: and all i'm saying is that you can avoid these problems
922[03.08.2016 17:54:22] Δϻεг: no
923[03.08.2016 17:54:24] Δϻεг: you cant
924[03.08.2016 17:54:52] Δϻεг: if you can get a thing or 2 out of this... you will stay suffer from many other problems...
925[03.08.2016 17:55:14] Δϻεг: so what if you got your gf from an online games??
926[03.08.2016 17:55:33] Δϻεг: real decent people go out and talk with girl in real life
927[03.08.2016 17:55:43] Δϻεг: its nothing solid to talk about
928[03.08.2016 17:55:50 | Edited 17:58:04] Δϻεг: its absoultly no solid ground
929[03.08.2016 17:55:57] Macmaxi: how rood
930[03.08.2016 17:56:05] Macmaxi: alright you want me to rebutt all of your 5 points then
931[03.08.2016 17:56:07] Macmaxi: fine
932[03.08.2016 17:56:08] Δϻεг: didn't mean that
933[03.08.2016 17:56:54] Δϻεг: you can't defeat the truth dear
934[03.08.2016 17:57:10] Δϻεг: face it and beat it... or run away like a coward all your life
935[03.08.2016 17:58:35] Δϻεг: seriously.. stop wasting your time.. and lets go further
936[03.08.2016 17:58:45] Macmaxi: i like how you are getting agitated now
937[03.08.2016 17:58:52] Macmaxi: i will press this because i feel like it
938[03.08.2016 17:58:52] Δϻεг: no
939[03.08.2016 17:58:58] Δϻεг: i don't mean that
940[03.08.2016 17:59:07] Δϻεг: u r understanding the mood wrong i swear
941[03.08.2016 17:59:38] Δϻεг: chill pls (makeup)
942[03.08.2016 18:00:00] Δϻεг: actually i am playing on my piano right now...
943[03.08.2016 18:00:38] Macmaxi: i dont really care. 
944
945now let me rebutt point 3 cause the other 4 just don't really say anything about it being good or bad
946[03.08.2016 18:00:56] Δϻεг: the 5 of them are bad
947[03.08.2016 18:01:10] Macmaxi: you say that online games arent permanent, but then again the earth isnt permanent either. it could blow up any day, so living on earth itself is bad right
948[03.08.2016 18:01:29] Δϻεг: (morningafter)
949[03.08.2016 18:01:34] Δϻεг: lol
950[03.08.2016 18:03:14] Δϻεг: tell me
951[03.08.2016 18:03:24] Δϻεг: what are other friends of yours talk with you about??
952[03.08.2016 18:03:34] Δϻεг: you said you lost discussuin before...
953[03.08.2016 18:03:42] Δϻεг: what was the discussions about?
954[03.08.2016 18:03:45] Macmaxi: oh that was a person similar to you
955[03.08.2016 18:03:55] Δϻεг: ok
956[03.08.2016 18:04:00] Δϻεг: tell me more about that
957[03.08.2016 18:04:03] Δϻεг: i am interested
958[03.08.2016 18:04:14] Macmaxi: i only lost the conversation because i wasn't confident in my logic which was correct
959[03.08.2016 18:04:22] Δϻεг: about?
960[03.08.2016 18:04:32] Δϻεг: i can tell you who was correct and why
961[03.08.2016 18:04:51] Macmaxi: that person claimed that a blank canvas is not art
962[03.08.2016 18:05:11] Δϻεг: (chuckle)
963[03.08.2016 18:05:32] Δϻεг: and what was his proof?
964[03.08.2016 18:06:14] Macmaxi: she said there was a fundamental basis to art which didnt included that a blank canvas cant be art, cause its nothing
965[03.08.2016 18:06:38] Δϻεг: then she is super stupid.. and ignorant
966[03.08.2016 18:06:46] Δϻεг: cause life is proof
967[03.08.2016 18:06:55] Macmaxi: what does that mean
968[03.08.2016 18:07:17] Δϻεг: it means, the existance iteself is a proof...
969[03.08.2016 18:07:21] Δϻεг: not cause you are alive...
970[03.08.2016 18:07:37] Δϻεг: but because you are alive and can see it... thus its a wonder.. and art ^^
971[03.08.2016 18:08:10] Δϻεг: btw
972[03.08.2016 18:08:25] Δϻεг: i wonder why you say the phrase : " i don't care" too much...
973[03.08.2016 18:08:41] Macmaxi: because you often sway from the topic to things that have no relevance to the discussion
974[03.08.2016 18:08:43] Δϻεг: its so bad manners.. and it will make you ignorant to a lot of things in life
975[03.08.2016 18:08:50] Δϻεг: so what??
976[03.08.2016 18:08:51] Macmaxi: why would i care that you are playing piano right now
977[03.08.2016 18:08:59] Δϻεг: i didn't ask you to care
978[03.08.2016 18:09:00] Δϻεг: lol
979[03.08.2016 18:09:03] Δϻεг: its not the point
980[03.08.2016 18:09:39] Δϻεг: i meant you shouldn't say that when i didn't ask if you care or not.... it shows that you are literally only care about yourself...
981[03.08.2016 18:09:44] Δϻεг: its very selfish and bad
982[03.08.2016 18:10:23] Macmaxi: then why did you mention it in the first place
983[03.08.2016 18:11:02] Δϻεг: the reason i am talking with is becasue i don't like myself better than others.... i truly like to talk with others and see their lives.. and problems....
984[03.08.2016 18:11:06] Δϻεг: its cause i am not selfish...
985[03.08.2016 18:11:23] Δϻεг: thus i don't keep my mouth shut.. and instead i try to help however i can
986[03.08.2016 18:12:02] Macmaxi: saying that you play piano doesn't do anything. it has no relevance to what we are talking about and you weren't elaborating on why that piece of information is important
987[03.08.2016 18:12:21] Δϻεг: lol
988[03.08.2016 18:13:00] Δϻεг: not every word that comes out of my mouth should be knowlege... cause this life is mixed.. sometimes seriousnes and sometimes idiocy
989[03.08.2016 18:13:59] Macmaxi: and sometimes people say things to gain attention or respect for things they are doing
990[03.08.2016 18:14:13] Δϻεг: and a simple comment of what i am doing is just something that serves as a proof of this moment... its something to feel the time... and pass some mind images for the sake of balancing this CHAT HELL lol !
991[03.08.2016 18:14:33] Δϻεг: lol... u think i need that??.. really?
992[03.08.2016 18:15:00] Δϻεг: its not true anyway..
993[03.08.2016 18:15:03] Δϻεг: i never think like that...
994[03.08.2016 18:15:11] Δϻεг: cause it will be extremely pointless! lol
995[03.08.2016 18:15:25] Δϻεг: (skipping)
996[03.08.2016 18:15:54] Macmaxi: good that you see that, cause playing the pianos is pretty mundane by itself
997[03.08.2016 18:16:15] Δϻεг: (chuckle)
998[03.08.2016 18:16:27] Δϻεг: okay okay... i will destroy my piano next
999[03.08.2016 18:16:49] Macmaxi: are you splitting it in half with a chop?
1000[03.08.2016 18:16:58] Δϻεг: lol...
1001[03.08.2016 18:17:10] Δϻεг: i never caught your name btw...
1002[03.08.2016 18:17:21] Δϻεг: do you mind if you share it?
1003[03.08.2016 18:17:32] Macmaxi: try deriving it from what you know
1004[03.08.2016 18:17:52] Δϻεг: dont quiet get your meaning
1005[03.08.2016 18:18:15] Macmaxi: the name is already there you only have to use logic
1006[03.08.2016 18:18:26] Δϻεг: max?
1007[03.08.2016 18:18:32] Macmaxi: good job
1008[03.08.2016 18:18:36] Δϻεг: lol
1009[03.08.2016 18:18:40] Macmaxi: you can use the ultra long version if you like
1010[03.08.2016 18:18:54] Δϻεг: lol.. max is nice
1011[03.08.2016 18:20:08] Macmaxi: its cute which doesnt entirely fit but ill take it
1012[03.08.2016 18:21:36] Δϻεг: there is a little orchestra strings solo piece i would like to get your opinion on...
1013[03.08.2016 18:21:43] Δϻεг: i will upload.. sec
1014[03.08.2016 18:22:59] Δϻεг: after i made it.. i couldn't pick a good enough name for it... so it has no  name.. lol
1015[03.08.2016 18:23:13] Δϻεг: anyway.. when u listen to it.. try to slow your pace... a lot
1016[03.08.2016 18:25:52] Δϻεг: can i trust you will not ever share any of my music online?
1017[03.08.2016 18:26:19] Macmaxi: sure, i dont feel like there is anything to say about it so far anyways
1018[03.08.2016 18:26:34] Δϻεг: even if there was... pls dont...
1019[03.08.2016 18:26:41] Δϻεг: i am not a complex music maker
1020[03.08.2016 18:26:45] Δϻεг: i never claimed that
1021[03.08.2016 18:27:00] Δϻεг: http://s000.tinyupload.com/index.php?file_id=00291237119838595493
1022[03.08.2016 18:36:55] Macmaxi: ok sure ill say something to that, in return you can listen to this and tell me what you think https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/5151734/02913.mp3
1023[03.08.2016 18:38:49] Macmaxi: your song reminds of old church / castle themes. it basically sounds like rpg maker stock music, but im sure you dont wanna hear that. it has some sort of progression so its not entirely bland.
1024[03.08.2016 18:41:47] Δϻεг: you are a fan of complexity aren't you?
1025[03.08.2016 18:42:24] Δϻεг: its a really good track though...
1026[03.08.2016 18:42:45] Δϻεг: i am not a fan of too much complexity, but i respect good art..
1027[03.08.2016 18:43:33 | Edited 18:45:08] Δϻεг: that violin player is crazy
1028[03.08.2016 18:43:34] Δϻεг: lol
1029[03.08.2016 18:43:41] Macmaxi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Ierk_i6Sd4
1030[03.08.2016 18:43:43] Macmaxi: this is even simpler
1031[03.08.2016 18:43:56] Macmaxi: to a point where its even repetetive
1032[03.08.2016 18:45:42] Δϻεг: well
1033[03.08.2016 18:45:45] Δϻεг: i will be honest
1034[03.08.2016 18:45:52 | Edited 18:47:35] Δϻεг: i don't like solo violin
1035[03.08.2016 18:45:59 | Edited 18:47:25] Δϻεг: but i like rich strings
1036[03.08.2016 18:46:39] Macmaxi: do you even listen to regular music
1037[03.08.2016 18:46:42] Δϻεг: thus i never do solo violin music...
1038[03.08.2016 18:46:54] Δϻεг: ofc i wont be this crazy complex even if i did.. lol
1039[03.08.2016 18:47:15 | Edited 18:48:54] Δϻεг: do u see me as  a "regular" person?
1040[03.08.2016 18:47:25] Δϻεг: for god's sake.. lol
1041[03.08.2016 18:47:33] Macmaxi: but you do listen to music you dont make yourself right
1042[03.08.2016 18:47:40] Δϻεг: ofc
1043[03.08.2016 18:47:44] Macmaxi: then give me an example
1044[03.08.2016 18:48:13] Δϻεг: i listen to almost every type...
1045[03.08.2016 18:48:22] Δϻεг: even some dubstep sometimes...
1046[03.08.2016 18:48:50] Macmaxi: its ok if you just post any favorites
1047[03.08.2016 18:48:52] Δϻεг: but i make the kind of music that i think doesn't exist.. or at least not enough
1048[03.08.2016 18:49:05] Δϻεг: ok.. shall give you example
1049[03.08.2016 18:49:27] Δϻεг: i will send you link to the best tune i ever heared in my life
1050[03.08.2016 18:49:37] Macmaxi: that sounds good
1051[03.08.2016 18:50:26] Δϻεг: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B8TotRvOlVo
1052[03.08.2016 18:51:17] Macmaxi: oh hey its the mega of the mans
1053[03.08.2016 18:51:48] ***  ***
1054[03.08.2016 18:51:59 | Edited 18:53:26] Δϻεг: and then try this version... its better..remade
1055[03.08.2016 18:52:25] Macmaxi: who did that version
1056[03.08.2016 18:52:29] Δϻεг: no idea
1057[03.08.2016 18:52:49] Macmaxi: the skype upload will probably not work
1058[03.08.2016 18:52:54] Δϻεг: i grapped it from somewhere.. and did little mastering edits..
1059[03.08.2016 18:52:58] Macmaxi: unless you have stable internet which you dont seem to have
1060[03.08.2016 18:53:02] Δϻεг: sec will upload in site
1061[03.08.2016 18:53:55] Δϻεг: yeah.. my internet sux a lot
1062[03.08.2016 18:57:00] Δϻεг: http://s000.tinyupload.com/index.php?file_id=05293934484198650370
1063[03.08.2016 18:57:55] Macmaxi: this is isnt remaking thats just a midi file
1064[03.08.2016 18:58:07] Δϻεг: its actually remade...
1065[03.08.2016 18:58:12] Δϻεг: and drums too
1066[03.08.2016 18:58:24] Δϻεг: cause there were little mistakes.. and i fixed it
1067[03.08.2016 18:58:33] Δϻεг: not complelty too
1068[03.08.2016 18:58:44] Δϻεг: some glitches are there.. and timing near the end
1069[03.08.2016 18:59:21] Δϻεг: anyway.. that is the best melody i has ever heared...
1070[03.08.2016 18:59:29] Δϻεг: i have yet to see something better
1071[03.08.2016 19:00:03] Macmaxi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RBnYGYa6l3M
1072[03.08.2016 19:00:09] Δϻεг: oh right.. you know fairy tail ??
1073[03.08.2016 19:00:19] Δϻεг: i love many of its music...
1074[03.08.2016 19:00:23] Δϻεг: specially the main theme
1075[03.08.2016 19:00:30] Macmaxi: of course you do, fairy tail has a good soundtrack
1076[03.08.2016 19:00:43] Macmaxi: i dont watch it though cause im not super interested in it
1077[03.08.2016 19:01:02] Δϻεг: its chilidish.. specially 2nd season.. i don't watch it either
1078[03.08.2016 19:01:12] Δϻεг: good theme
1079[03.08.2016 19:01:13] Macmaxi: sawano is my favorite anime artist
1080[03.08.2016 19:01:14] Δϻεг: like it ^^
1081[03.08.2016 19:01:53] Macmaxi: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-Nez_ZRw8Q
1082[03.08.2016 19:02:05] Macmaxi: this is probably my all time favorite artist simply because of how much of his work i like
1083[03.08.2016 19:02:29] Macmaxi: he did soundtracks for klk, attack on titan, aldnoah zero, kabaneri a ton of other stuff and this game recently
1084[03.08.2016 19:03:23] Macmaxi: his combination of orchestral and industrial sounds is amazing, his songs always have something interesting and his use of vocals while not always the best are memorable
1085[03.08.2016 19:03:48] Macmaxi: thats basically what i look for in music for the most part
1086[03.08.2016 19:03:56] Δϻεг: good style yes.. like it too
1087[03.08.2016 19:04:19] Δϻεг: so in the end you still search for complexity! lol
1088[03.08.2016 19:04:27] Macmaxi: of course i do, i never said i didnt
1089[03.08.2016 19:04:33] Δϻεг: respect for all i know to you and the composer...
1090[03.08.2016 19:04:52] Δϻεг: that is so far from best tho...
1091[03.08.2016 19:04:59] Macmaxi: for you
1092[03.08.2016 19:05:00] Δϻεг: its best for your level
1093[03.08.2016 19:05:03] Δϻεг: not my level
1094[03.08.2016 19:05:08] Macmaxi: we will stop this now
1095[03.08.2016 19:05:11] Δϻεг: lol
1096[03.08.2016 19:05:24] Macmaxi: i think if you try to say there is the "best music" i dont think we will ever reach a conclusion
1097[03.08.2016 19:05:36] Δϻεг: well.. there is a theory i made about "best"
1098[03.08.2016 19:05:46] Δϻεг: but another time yes
1099[03.08.2016 19:06:02] Δϻεг: i don't wanna talk about it now more than you don't
1100[03.08.2016 19:06:34] Δϻεг: but you want the real truth??
1101[03.08.2016 19:06:41] Δϻεг: there is a best out of everything in this life...
1102[03.08.2016 19:06:49] Δϻεг: but its Extremely hard to figure out
1103[03.08.2016 19:07:10] Δϻεг: and thus people gets convinced that its just opinions matter... although its much more deeper ..
1104[03.08.2016 19:07:20] Δϻεг: again yes.. sooooooo talk about it later
1105[03.08.2016 19:07:29] Δϻεг: (angel)
1106[03.08.2016 19:08:24] Δϻεг: that lufia 2 theme was really amazing.. thx for linking it to me
1107[03.08.2016 19:08:44] Δϻεг: i guess your sense in music is awesome in general...
1108[03.08.2016 19:11:18] Δϻεг: as for my music... i think i know why you don't like it...
1109[03.08.2016 19:12:05] Δϻεг: cause i do simple music... my only focus is on how much catchy and melodic is the tunes in it... not for the track to be complicated, or has pro feelings.....
1110[03.08.2016 19:12:21 | Edited 19:14:05] Δϻεг: its just how much deep i can get through someone's heart.... not with complexity.. but by depths and melodic sense...
1111[03.08.2016 19:13:12] Macmaxi: uh no
1112[03.08.2016 19:13:15] Macmaxi: you just replicate vgm
1113[03.08.2016 19:13:20] Macmaxi: which is ok
1114[03.08.2016 19:13:29] Δϻεг: vgm ??
1115[03.08.2016 19:13:29] Macmaxi: but dont expect me to see it for anything deeper than it is
1116[03.08.2016 19:13:33] Δϻεг: what is that?
1117[03.08.2016 19:13:52] Macmaxi: video game music
1118[03.08.2016 19:14:10 | Edited 19:15:36] Δϻεг: what you see.. all what you know... is not complete yet... please stop saying these things
1119[03.08.2016 19:15:11] Δϻεг: ah.. bgm.. ok.. maybe i don't know, nor do i care... i only care for the quality of tunes... if that quality tunes is made often in video games so what??.. not my fault nor do i care.. nor should anyone care too...
1120[03.08.2016 19:17:21] Macmaxi: what you simply say is that you arent able to see these tunes in more complex songs
1121[03.08.2016 19:17:34] Δϻεг: nah i can...
1122[03.08.2016 19:18:24] Δϻεг: but complex is often acommpanied with ignorance.. and not accurate at all... although yes i know it can create quiet a performance in the end....
1123[03.08.2016 19:19:24] Δϻεг: you should realize that speed and being fast the a very high level of life tho.. so if you love that level without realizing what is under it.. is just like eating a weird thing without realizng its an inscet or something....
1124[03.08.2016 19:19:46] Macmaxi: i wished i could eat insects
1125[03.08.2016 19:19:50] Δϻεг: EWWW
1126[03.08.2016 19:19:51] Δϻεг: lol
1127[03.08.2016 19:20:04] Macmaxi: its weird how our instincts makes us not like it
1128[03.08.2016 19:20:15] Macmaxi: but i dont mind having spiders or other bugs at my place
1129[03.08.2016 19:20:21] Macmaxi: unless they destroy stuff
1130[03.08.2016 19:20:28] Δϻεг: well.. that is something beyond our level i think...
1131[03.08.2016 19:20:34] Macmaxi: not really
1132[03.08.2016 19:20:39] Macmaxi: people eat insects and live with them without problem
1133[03.08.2016 19:20:46] Macmaxi: its all a matter of what you can get used to
1134[03.08.2016 19:20:52] Macmaxi: humans can get used to everything
1135[03.08.2016 19:20:56] Δϻεг: yeah... but.. not everyone is the same....
1136[03.08.2016 19:21:08] Δϻεг: so someone can never be able to deal with that..
1137[03.08.2016 19:21:18] Macmaxi: thats basically a phobia
1138[03.08.2016 19:21:30] Δϻεг: well..
1139[03.08.2016 19:21:38] Macmaxi: and is sort of a weird anomaly in itself
1140[03.08.2016 19:21:42] Δϻεг: there is so many explanations since humans are truly complicated creatures...
1141[03.08.2016 19:21:54] Macmaxi: but its not untreatable
1142[03.08.2016 19:21:57] Δϻεг: but i won't say you are wrong..
1143[03.08.2016 19:22:00] Macmaxi: you can overcome phobias
1144[03.08.2016 19:22:10] Δϻεг: i blv so too
1145[03.08.2016 19:22:11] Macmaxi: good cause its actually medically well grounded
1146[03.08.2016 19:22:22] Δϻεг: i see
1147[03.08.2016 19:25:49 | Edited 19:28:02] Δϻεг: do you know what i say fast music are ignorant?
1148[03.08.2016 19:27:30] Δϻεг: knowing that i never meant that in a bad way... its just a fact.. and i can explain further
1149[03.08.2016 19:29:44] Δϻεг: we can talk later if you are busy
1150[03.08.2016 19:31:32] Macmaxi: well it just means that you are ignorant towards fast music
1151[03.08.2016 19:31:57] Δϻεг: you picked the worst answer ever
1152[03.08.2016 19:32:03] Macmaxi: thats why i did it
1153[03.08.2016 19:33:55] Macmaxi: you can still explain it if you want to convince me
1154[03.08.2016 19:34:57 | Edited 19:36:31] Δϻεг: how can you grasp every detail of a tune if it passes to fast?
1155[03.08.2016 19:35:43] Macmaxi: human mind is powerful. if you are able to enjoy the melody at 600+ bpm than thats something your brain does
1156[03.08.2016 19:36:02] Macmaxi: even when listening to something that seems just like a mess of things, the beauty of it stands out
1157[03.08.2016 19:36:09] Macmaxi: like a trashyard with piles of garbage
1158[03.08.2016 19:36:16] Macmaxi: makes a sort of aesthetic view
1159[03.08.2016 19:36:47] Δϻεг: true, its beauty still stands out.. thus i never said fast music is bad... but instead i said ignorant.. please answer only to my claim
1160[03.08.2016 19:37:18] Δϻεг: i myslelf love many fast music
1161[03.08.2016 19:37:26] Δϻεг: i have many fast japanese stuff too
1162[03.08.2016 19:37:40] Macmaxi: thats why i said your mind is able to grasp everything no matter how fast it is
1163[03.08.2016 19:37:43] Macmaxi: thats the beauty of it
1164[03.08.2016 19:37:47] Δϻεг: no
1165[03.08.2016 19:37:48] Δϻεг: wrong
1166[03.08.2016 19:37:50] Macmaxi: yes
1167[03.08.2016 19:37:51] Macmaxi: right
1168[03.08.2016 19:37:54] Δϻεг: cause
1169[03.08.2016 19:38:23] Δϻεг: there is a huge difference of the beauty and that fast level and at its slow paced level...
1170[03.08.2016 19:38:31] Macmaxi: that is subjective again
1171[03.08.2016 19:39:20] Δϻεг: the beauty of the fast level is created based on the slow basics.. so how can you understand and totally admire something fast when you don't know its basics..??
1172[03.08.2016 19:39:23] Δϻεг: its just impossible..
1173[03.08.2016 19:39:47 | Edited 19:41:25] Δϻεг: it just means you will see only about 50% or 60% of its beauty... and that makes you lose the fight dear ... cause there is other people with a lot sharper look and sense
1174[03.08.2016 19:41:47] Macmaxi: i know the basics of music
1175[03.08.2016 19:41:48] Macmaxi: thanks
1176[03.08.2016 19:42:18] Δϻεг: knowlege for these basics will serve as a solid ground for you to start noticing every little detail and every beautiful touch this matter has to offer... it will get in depth so easy.. and will make you realize its true beauty
1177[03.08.2016 19:42:53 | Edited 19:44:20] Δϻεг: you don't... don't claim what is obiviosly a lie
1178[03.08.2016 19:43:52] Δϻεг: your words is proving you are not... i am not just claiming you are lying okay?
1179[03.08.2016 19:44:23 | Edited 19:45:59] Δϻεг: either way.. if you are still not convinced.. then i shall leave this matter as its..... and say "as you wish"
1180[03.08.2016 19:45:28] Δϻεг: cause i always give proofs.. but you never wanna get convinced... thus i will be wasting my time for nothing...
1181[03.08.2016 19:47:02] Macmaxi: well im not sure how to put it
1182[03.08.2016 19:47:05] Macmaxi: but you dont give any proof
1183[03.08.2016 19:47:11] Macmaxi: that is the problem here
1184[03.08.2016 19:47:28] Macmaxi: you know what is proof
1185[03.08.2016 19:47:29] Δϻεг: are u kidding me?
1186[03.08.2016 19:47:34] Macmaxi: do you want to know the actual meaning of proof
1187[03.08.2016 19:47:36] Macmaxi: proof is
1188[03.08.2016 19:47:44] Macmaxi: when you can give a statement that can be supported by facts
1189[03.08.2016 19:47:45] Macmaxi: in this case
1190[03.08.2016 19:48:04] Macmaxi: give me medical papers by doctors that have tested the ability of the brain to comprehend tunes up to a high bpm
1191[03.08.2016 19:48:09] Macmaxi: and which show
1192[03.08.2016 19:48:12] Δϻεг: max, seriously.... are you blind??
1193[03.08.2016 19:48:31] Macmaxi: that our brain is in fact incapable of discerning tunes
1194[03.08.2016 19:48:35] Macmaxi: at this high rate
1195[03.08.2016 19:48:42] Δϻεг: lol
1196[03.08.2016 19:48:43] Macmaxi: no im afraid not, i want facts
1197[03.08.2016 19:48:45] Macmaxi: actual proof
1198[03.08.2016 19:48:47] Macmaxi: not fluff
1199[03.08.2016 19:49:08] Δϻεг: what you say is not the only way to pove something...
1200[03.08.2016 19:49:09] Δϻεг: sigh..
1201[03.08.2016 19:49:11] Δϻεг: ok...
1202[03.08.2016 19:49:15] Δϻεг: lets stop for now
1203[03.08.2016 19:49:21] Δϻεг: it seems u will never understand...
1204[03.08.2016 19:49:24] Δϻεг: not now anyway
1205[03.08.2016 19:49:33] Macmaxi: i want to give you an outlook on the future
1206[03.08.2016 19:49:39] Macmaxi: to whatever you think there might be coming
1207[03.08.2016 19:49:44] Macmaxi: that we are talking
1208[03.08.2016 19:50:04] Macmaxi: gives me more confidence that my ideals are correct
1209[03.08.2016 19:50:19] Δϻεг: u demand too much... but u understand very little...
1210[03.08.2016 19:50:25] Δϻεг: that is just so hard for me
1211[03.08.2016 19:50:37 | Edited 19:52:09] Δϻεг: i doubt you even try to understand me
1212[03.08.2016 19:50:38] Δϻεг: lol
1213[03.08.2016 19:50:59] Δϻεг: sigh...
1214[03.08.2016 19:51:26] Macmaxi: you keep telling yourself that. you just dont argue with logic. that is the big issue here humanity has built its science upon logic which you do not take into account
1215[03.08.2016 19:51:43] Macmaxi: you choose to believe whatever is right, but you cant argue fact for it because they dont exist
1216[03.08.2016 19:51:59] Macmaxi: on top of that you also choose to discredit everyone who disagrees with you
1217[03.08.2016 19:52:01] Δϻεг: so i am a loser now?
1218[03.08.2016 19:52:14] Macmaxi: im just telling you my opinion
1219[03.08.2016 19:52:20] Macmaxi: what i think of your
1220[03.08.2016 19:52:29] Macmaxi: attempt to do whatever it is you want to do
1221[03.08.2016 19:52:35] Macmaxi: the problem here is simple
1222[03.08.2016 19:52:44] Macmaxi: language has the option to make a logical statement
1223[03.08.2016 19:52:55] Macmaxi: that what humanity builds upon and which is the most solid foundation
1224[03.08.2016 19:52:57] Δϻεг: brb
1225[03.08.2016 19:54:15] Macmaxi: i choose to believe in that. logic. enlightenment has nothing to do with logic, its is a belief that somehow we can achieve a higher being by... well whatever it is you tried to teach me...
1226[03.08.2016 19:54:23] Macmaxi: i dont have anything against that idea in general
1227[03.08.2016 19:54:29] Macmaxi: but they way you do it is very personal
1228[03.08.2016 19:54:47] Δϻεг: lets say you got a book...
1229[03.08.2016 19:54:55] Δϻεг: pass the pages so fast
1230[03.08.2016 19:55:02] Δϻεг: will you be able to get what its talk about?
1231[03.08.2016 19:55:09] Macmaxi: do you know what speedreading is
1232[03.08.2016 19:55:13] Macmaxi: technically its possible
1233[03.08.2016 19:55:14] Δϻεг: no no
1234[03.08.2016 19:55:17] Δϻεг: sec
1235[03.08.2016 19:55:22] Δϻεг: i meant not humanly fast
1236[03.08.2016 19:55:34] Δϻεг: the page don't take more than 1 sec or 2
1237[03.08.2016 19:55:48] Δϻεг: or even less...
1238[03.08.2016 19:55:50] Δϻεг: the point here
1239[03.08.2016 19:55:57] Δϻεг: you can't skip little details...
1240[03.08.2016 19:56:07] Δϻεг: or you will never understand the whole truth
1241[03.08.2016 19:56:07] Macmaxi: no, the human eye not possible to move that fast, but the ears pick up everything you hear
1242[03.08.2016 19:56:13] Macmaxi: and your memory saves it
1243[03.08.2016 19:56:18] Δϻεг: no true....
1244[03.08.2016 19:56:22] Δϻεг: you save the outlook of it
1245[03.08.2016 19:56:27] Δϻεг: but not the true heart of it
1246[03.08.2016 19:56:35] Macmaxi: you can listen to it more than once
1247[03.08.2016 19:56:42] Δϻεг: u still wont be able to...
1248[03.08.2016 19:56:44] Δϻεг: know why?
1249[03.08.2016 19:57:21] Δϻεг: cause sometimes the frequency can be the key... and such little details cannot be grasped by this speed...
1250[03.08.2016 19:57:26] Δϻεг: also...
1251[03.08.2016 19:57:39] Δϻεг: the speed of the tunes changes shape of the outcome...
1252[03.08.2016 19:58:03] Macmaxi: of course it does but thats why its an unique piece that cant be compared to a slow piece
1253[03.08.2016 19:58:12] Δϻεг: human ears can catch the outcome of the fast music... but that is just the outcome... not the real tunes inside each on its own...
1254[03.08.2016 19:58:17] Δϻεг: lets say....
1255[03.08.2016 19:58:18] Δϻεг: hmm...
1256[03.08.2016 19:58:33] Δϻεг: the track runs at 500% speed...
1257[03.08.2016 19:58:52] Δϻεг: every single number in the rate can change how one feels about it..
1258[03.08.2016 19:59:01] Δϻεг: starting with 499 to 1
1259[03.08.2016 19:59:21] Δϻεг: so humans are shallow.. and our minds are kinda stupid....
1260[03.08.2016 19:59:53] Δϻεг: we need more ready thing to analyze... cause you can't grasp and feel the outcome of all of those slower paces... [even if its the same tune]
1261[03.08.2016 20:00:02] Δϻεг: feelings and ideas changes so much...
1262[03.08.2016 20:00:07] Δϻεг: its never that simple
1263[03.08.2016 20:00:20] Macmaxi: but how is 499 worse from 1
1264[03.08.2016 20:00:27] Macmaxi: its just a different feeling then
1265[03.08.2016 20:00:37] Δϻεг: i never said blandly worse..
1266[03.08.2016 20:01:02] Δϻεг: i said... worse cause of the fact that 1 will give A LOT more details than 499
1267[03.08.2016 20:01:12] Δϻεг: it may sound hell boring..
1268[03.08.2016 20:01:13] Δϻεг: but
1269[03.08.2016 20:01:22] Δϻεг: you get very important knowelge...
1270[03.08.2016 20:01:31] Macmaxi: on the other hand the fast song can create something entirely new that the mind wouldnt be able to discern at a slow pace
1271[03.08.2016 20:01:42] Δϻεг: true
1272[03.08.2016 20:01:44] Δϻεг: i never denied that
1273[03.08.2016 20:01:44] Macmaxi: so its a give and take
1274[03.08.2016 20:01:54] Δϻεг: WHEN you know the basics..
1275[03.08.2016 20:01:57] Δϻεг: which you are missing
1276[03.08.2016 20:02:03 | Edited 20:03:34] Δϻεг: and everyone else seem to too
1277[03.08.2016 20:02:15] Macmaxi: and of course you figured it out despite not even taking music classes
1278[03.08.2016 20:02:22] Macmaxi: im sorry but you are not more credible than i am
1279[03.08.2016 20:02:42] Δϻεг: i am smart girl... i don't need stupid classes
1280[03.08.2016 20:02:50] Macmaxi: is that how you get a job
1281[03.08.2016 20:02:55] Δϻεг: most of these classes are for the not talented by nature
1282[03.08.2016 20:03:03] Macmaxi: oh wow
1283[03.08.2016 20:03:11] Δϻεг: don't mix theories with real life stuff please...
1284[03.08.2016 20:03:29] Δϻεг: jobs and such is another matter
1285[03.08.2016 20:04:14] Macmaxi: you should busy yourself with undertale and find some deeper meaning in it
1286[03.08.2016 20:04:40] Δϻεг: in music... you seem to search for very specfic touch... forgetting everything else... which makes u extremely shallow
1287[03.08.2016 20:05:42] Δϻεг: and limited
1288[03.08.2016 20:05:58] Δϻεг: told you.. life is so much more...
1289[03.08.2016 20:06:06] Δϻεг: but you are just being so stubborn...
1290[03.08.2016 20:06:14] Δϻεг: that is not how a conversation works
1291[03.08.2016 20:06:53] Δϻεг: you don't even let me finish what i wanna say before you start totally denying my logic...
1292[03.08.2016 20:08:18 | Edited 20:09:52] Δϻεг: its your life tho... so do whatever you want... just don't claim you will listen to me... when u apprently just listening to yourself...
1293[03.08.2016 20:08:48] Macmaxi: thats ok. i was about to be done anyways
1294[03.08.2016 20:09:36] Macmaxi: in any case, i dont have anything to say in conclusion, as my arguments seem to hit deaf ears just as yours do. i think its the best for us both to stop this, i mean i have nothing to do really but im sure you could be spending your time learning some more things
1295[03.08.2016 20:10:10] Macmaxi: which brings me back to suggesting you to play undertale if you havent already, it has a good soundtrack (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2jVbSI9H4o) and it should be right up your alley
1296[03.08.2016 20:10:40] Macmaxi: it has been probably voted the best game of all time due to its unique manipulation of the player and its approach on video games and such
1297[03.08.2016 20:11:00] Macmaxi: its not the best game but its the one that suprised me the most to say the very least.
1298[03.08.2016 20:11:01] Δϻεг: i never asked...
1299[03.08.2016 20:11:08] Δϻεг: what do you think of pokemon go?
1300[03.08.2016 20:11:14] Macmaxi: i dont play phone games
1301[03.08.2016 20:11:41] Δϻεг: surprised... but good that you dont
1302[03.08.2016 20:12:04] Macmaxi: im not outside so there is no reason for me to pull out my phone and play a random gacha game
1303[03.08.2016 20:54:12] Δϻεг: just out of curiousty...
1304[03.08.2016 20:54:45] Δϻεг: with your "unique" sexuality.. what turns you on the most in the "sex world" ??
1305[03.08.2016 20:58:01] Macmaxi: fetish wise?
1306[03.08.2016 20:58:08] Δϻεг: anything
1307[03.08.2016 20:58:27] Δϻεг: just the maximum of it
1308[03.08.2016 20:58:32] Δϻεг: be it anything
1309[03.08.2016 20:59:36] Macmaxi: ill answer in a bit
1310[03.08.2016 21:01:53] Δϻεг: okay
1311[03.08.2016 21:04:42] Macmaxi: uh for fetishes its mostly fat girls and futanari stuff. personality wise im ok with most things but i dont like suffering and torture a lot. pain is ok for the most part. 
1312
1313i can masturbate to guys but they need to be on the cute side while i appreicate masculinity im not sexually attracted to it.
1314[03.08.2016 21:05:42] Macmaxi: i like nice stuff like kissing too
1315[03.08.2016 21:06:20] Macmaxi: but thats mostly compensation for what i dont get anymore due to having to break with my girlfriend
1316[03.08.2016 21:08:06] Δϻεг: nothing specfic makes you crazy in a girl or a guy for example??
1317[03.08.2016 21:08:29] Δϻεг: is it futa?? or fat?? or something else??
1318[03.08.2016 21:09:44] Macmaxi: you mean real people?
1319[03.08.2016 21:09:57] Δϻεг: the sex sense generally...
1320[03.08.2016 21:10:07] Δϻεг: not a condition for it to be real people really..
1321[03.08.2016 21:10:14] Δϻεг: even a game character can do
1322[03.08.2016 21:11:22] Macmaxi: not sure what you want to hear other than certain personality traits turn me on but i couldnt put my finger on it
1323[03.08.2016 21:12:56] Δϻεг: i see
1324[03.08.2016 21:13:00] Macmaxi: its nice to see sorta vanilla style personality traits
1325[03.08.2016 21:13:17] Macmaxi: im not into rape or femdom im more interest about the chemistry when both sexes work in harmony
1326[03.08.2016 21:13:44] Macmaxi: but then again i also like girls with huge dicks fucking other girls so im not sure if the personality matters that much at that point
1327[03.08.2016 21:14:24] Δϻεг: lol
1328[03.08.2016 21:15:03] Macmaxi: and i mean thats not the full extend of it
1329[03.08.2016 21:15:08] Macmaxi: there is good bestiality stuff
1330[03.08.2016 21:15:45] Macmaxi: vore can also be interesting
1331[03.08.2016 21:16:28] Δϻεг: your english is extremely good...
1332[03.08.2016 21:16:44] Δϻεг: that is kinda unusual for a german person
1333[03.08.2016 21:16:49] Macmaxi: porn is tagged
1334[03.08.2016 21:17:03] Macmaxi: you know exactly what you are looking at because people tell you
1335[03.08.2016 21:18:34] Δϻεг: to me, porn is just a form of art...
1336[03.08.2016 21:18:46] Δϻεг: i don't like to think more than that...
1337[03.08.2016 21:19:00] Macmaxi: well if you dont masturbate to it, then yeah thats what it is
1338[03.08.2016 21:19:53] Macmaxi: i have a friend who draws futa
1339[03.08.2016 21:21:23] Δϻεг: being a futa/trans/intersex or whatever like me.. and still keeping a nice face is a point i am proud of...
1340[03.08.2016 21:21:37] Δϻεг: i have seen many awfully looking trans on the internet...
1341[03.08.2016 21:21:41] Δϻεг: rarly i do see a decent one
1342[03.08.2016 21:21:54] Macmaxi: you arent trans cause trans isnt a gender
1343[03.08.2016 21:22:11] Δϻεг: well... there is so many words to put it by...
1344[03.08.2016 21:22:34 | Edited 21:22:47] Δϻεг: but the official doctors said "intersex" so not sure if i can call that trans myself
1345[03.08.2016 21:22:57] Macmaxi: no the one thing doesnt have anything to do with the other
1346[03.08.2016 21:23:02] Macmaxi: how did they say that
1347[03.08.2016 21:23:08] Macmaxi: did they take your blood and did tests
1348[03.08.2016 21:23:38] Δϻεг: you can say i spend a lot of my childhood for many test to achieve that result...
1349[03.08.2016 21:23:39] Δϻεг: actually
1350[03.08.2016 21:23:48] Δϻεг: i was just a mindless kid at that time...
1351[03.08.2016 21:24:00] Macmaxi: so you should know what exactly you are right
1352[03.08.2016 21:24:07] Δϻεг: i didn't know what is going on at all... i just followed my parents's advice
1353[03.08.2016 21:24:17] Macmaxi: because intersexuality is a genetic defect and can be tested for
1354[03.08.2016 21:24:25] Δϻεг: ofc i know...
1355[03.08.2016 21:24:40] Δϻεг: but i never got into much details specially in medic things...
1356[03.08.2016 21:24:57] Δϻεг: tho, i think i never heared the word "defect" before
1357[03.08.2016 21:25:05] Δϻεг: so i think its just genetic...
1358[03.08.2016 21:25:15] Δϻεг: not even sure what defect even means...
1359[03.08.2016 21:25:36] Δϻεг: anyway..
1360[03.08.2016 21:25:39] Δϻεг: i have a normal sister
1361[03.08.2016 21:25:49] Δϻεг: i am the only one like that
1362[03.08.2016 21:25:56] Macmaxi: it just means that at your birth the chromosomes got messed up and the usual constallation got jumbled so you ended up with different bodily functions
1363[03.08.2016 21:26:07 | Edited 21:26:17] Δϻεг: and thus my parents always favored her more than me
1364[03.08.2016 21:26:37] Δϻεг: maybe... i will ask my dad about that when i can..
1365[03.08.2016 21:26:40] Δϻεг: you got me curious
1366[03.08.2016 21:26:48] Macmaxi: in this case it would be hormone production which produces more oestrogen
1367[03.08.2016 21:26:49] Δϻεг: not that it matters to me anyway
1368[03.08.2016 21:26:53] Macmaxi: which make you look more like a girl
1369[03.08.2016 21:27:00] Macmaxi: and possibly make you grow tits
1370[03.08.2016 21:27:10] Macmaxi: but intersexuality can also be pretty hard
1371[03.08.2016 21:27:37] Macmaxi: because it can be that well your body doesnt know what to grow down there so you end up with two genitalia that both dont work properly meaning you cant reproduce
1372[03.08.2016 21:27:39] Δϻεг: yeah.. i remember the doctors say its a rare case... etc...
1373[03.08.2016 21:27:46] Δϻεг: lol
1374[03.08.2016 21:27:56] Δϻεг: that is just a fantasy of yours...
1375[03.08.2016 21:27:57] Δϻεг: i bet
1376[03.08.2016 21:27:58] Δϻεг: lol
1377[03.08.2016 21:28:10] Macmaxi: no, that isnt a fantasy because it doesnt look nice and its nothing worht sexualizing
1378[03.08.2016 21:28:32] Macmaxi: and i made sure to read up on that once you mentioned that
1379[03.08.2016 21:28:34] Macmaxi: give me a second
1380[03.08.2016 21:28:39] Δϻεг: well, i cant even imagine what u said.. so.......
1381[03.08.2016 21:29:06] Macmaxi: for someone who is curious about life so much you sure are crappy at doing research
1382[03.08.2016 21:29:32] Δϻεг: its cause i don't care for science too much
1383[03.08.2016 21:29:38] Δϻεг: i am more into philosophy
1384[03.08.2016 21:30:53] Macmaxi: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/True_hermaphroditism
1385[03.08.2016 21:33:05] Δϻεг: i remember i read that before
1386[03.08.2016 21:33:17] Macmaxi: its not very well documented cause its not common
1387[03.08.2016 21:33:26] Macmaxi: but for example  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Klinefelter_syndrome is more common
1388[03.08.2016 21:34:05] Macmaxi: and sounds similar to what you could have, but again thats why i asked specifically what the doctors told you becaues its important to be able to at least say whats with your body where possible
1389[03.08.2016 21:34:33] Macmaxi: not because it makes me look at you different but just mostly out of curiosity and maybe for your own sake that you dont feel as alienated to your own body
1390[03.08.2016 21:35:15] Δϻεг: listen listen... its not big deal...
1391[03.08.2016 21:35:22] Δϻεг: i mean.. i am what i am...
1392[03.08.2016 21:35:33] Δϻεг: and intersex is the only thing i am sure of...
1393[03.08.2016 21:35:36] Macmaxi: of course it isnt i couldnt care less what type of body you have
1394[03.08.2016 21:35:42] Macmaxi: we are on the internet
1395[03.08.2016 21:35:49] Δϻεг: how or what form... that i can't tell you for sure...
1396[03.08.2016 21:36:15] Δϻεг: i never cared so much before... and my parents told me that i shouldn't care much about that
1397[03.08.2016 21:36:19] Δϻεг: its all very old talk...
1398[03.08.2016 21:36:25] Δϻεг: and i hate my parents now anyway...
1399[03.08.2016 21:36:31] Macmaxi: do you still live at home
1400[03.08.2016 21:36:43] Δϻεг: yes.. but i am alone
1401[03.08.2016 21:36:57] Δϻεг: they live currently in japan...
1402[03.08.2016 21:37:09] Δϻεг: they were in itally before too
1403[03.08.2016 21:37:15] Macmaxi: what a random family
1404[03.08.2016 21:37:17] Δϻεг: and i am always left alone
1405[03.08.2016 21:37:34] Δϻεг: my sister stayed in itally tho.. she married there too
1406[03.08.2016 21:38:03] Macmaxi: and for some reason you are staying with the sand people now and they literally left you eating dust
1407[03.08.2016 21:38:24] Δϻεг: sigh.....
1408[03.08.2016 21:38:34 | Edited 21:38:41] Δϻεг: you are throwing rocks at me now...
1409[03.08.2016 21:38:36] Δϻεг: thank you
1410[03.08.2016 21:38:45] Macmaxi: well time to get a job and do something to get your life on track
1411[03.08.2016 21:39:30] Macmaxi: because you will need money if you wanna do things unless you want to live without a home and travel or something
1412[03.08.2016 21:41:20] Macmaxi: but of course that is up to you
1413[05.08.2016 21:32:37] Δϻεг: hello there, how is it going for you??
1414[05.08.2016 21:32:52] Macmaxi: im okay, im learning about the speed of light
1415[05.08.2016 21:33:06] Δϻεг: interesting
1416[05.08.2016 21:33:18] Macmaxi: it seems to be a bit difficult
1417[05.08.2016 21:33:38] Δϻεг: i would expect that, yeah
1418[05.08.2016 21:34:13 | Edited 21:34:14] Δϻεг: lol, i remember reading randomly about satan a while ago.. lol
1419[05.08.2016 21:34:43] Δϻεг: thus i expect your topic is a lot more interesting...
1420[05.08.2016 21:35:21] Macmaxi: well, science is interesting but its mostly just needless information if you lack a fundamental understanding of the field
1421[05.08.2016 21:35:36] Δϻεг: agreed
1422[05.08.2016 21:48:48] Δϻεг: get a blank regular paper... and think what color does it have..
1423[05.08.2016 21:49:37] Δϻεг: there are 3 answers for that...
1424[05.08.2016 21:49:46] Δϻεг: but i bet all people would think of just 1
1425[05.08.2016 21:49:59 | Edited 21:49:58] Δϻεг: and that is just a lack of depth...
1426[05.08.2016 21:50:29] Δϻεг: not even sure what i am telling you this...
1427[05.08.2016 21:51:00] Δϻεг: i guess maybe cause no one around me understands me.. so maybe its just a desperate try to make someone else try understanding...
1428[05.08.2016 21:51:28] Δϻεг: you shouldn't care much tho... i think its just me saying stuff out of this world.... blah, blah, blah....
1429[05.08.2016 21:55:18] Macmaxi: based on science and what we know about reflection of light, blank paper (im assuming you are talking about an standardized A4 sheet) is made from wood and due to chemical reactions (which dont need to be specificed here) turn out to be white, so paper is a sheet of material which reflects light to a degree where our eyes can't pick up any other nuance of color
1430[05.08.2016 21:55:42] Macmaxi: that is the scientific definition of the color at least, which should at least cover one of your answers
1431[05.08.2016 21:55:57] Δϻεг: good answer.. cause it does...
1432[05.08.2016 21:55:59] Macmaxi: and thats pretty much enough for me, because its already a complex system which is tough to grasp if you ask me
1433[05.08.2016 21:56:13] Δϻεг: well...
1434[05.08.2016 21:56:18] Δϻεг: i like 1 thing about you...
1435[05.08.2016 21:56:21] Δϻεг: and i hate another
1436[05.08.2016 21:56:40] Δϻεг: i like that you love learning and you care about science...
1437[05.08.2016 21:57:03] Δϻεг: i hate that you only care about limted stuff... and don't wanna go beyond ...
1438[05.08.2016 21:57:36] Macmaxi: im assuming you mean that i dont care about the philosophical views
1439[05.08.2016 21:57:41] Macmaxi: and that is only partly correct
1440[05.08.2016 21:57:58] Δϻεг: yup that is what i meant exactly...
1441[05.08.2016 21:58:03] Δϻεг: partly huh??
1442[05.08.2016 21:58:12] Δϻεг: perhaps... i don't know you enough, yet
1443[05.08.2016 21:58:47] Macmaxi: the problem is that you ask of the color and i have no philosophical grasp on color, maybe because thats the thing i learned in school or rather because color is my enemy cause i had to fight with colorblindness a little bit
1444[05.08.2016 21:59:30] Δϻεг: (think)
1445[05.08.2016 21:59:38] Macmaxi: but you are right that i dont care much about philosophical ideas due to the fact that they are not tangible and i dont like having no facts to back up my reasoning
1446[05.08.2016 21:59:53] Δϻεг: well..
1447[05.08.2016 21:59:54] Macmaxi: nor do i like to confuse others wiht a complex view that im not able to explain
1448[05.08.2016 22:00:06] Δϻεг: there is a fact here...
1449[05.08.2016 22:00:20] Macmaxi: which translated means im not good enough at language to simplify my thoughts for others that do not know my view
1450[05.08.2016 22:00:44] Δϻεг: you can't explain everything in this world... but that never means that it cannot be true, which is enough reason to digg a lot more than you do
1451[05.08.2016 22:00:58] Δϻεг: yeah.. i got your point
1452[05.08.2016 22:01:10] Macmaxi: of course you cant explain everything, but also dont have to believe everything you cant explain
1453[05.08.2016 22:01:34] Δϻεг: well, there is so many ways to explain and prove things...
1454[05.08.2016 22:01:41] Δϻεг: other "unique" ways...
1455[05.08.2016 22:01:53] Macmaxi: well you can stay with the topic at hand and tell me what the two other answers to the color thing is
1456[05.08.2016 22:02:05] Δϻεг: just like there is so many ways to think about things... there is also so many ways to explain and prove it
1457[05.08.2016 22:03:03] Δϻεг: White, which is the normal answer for regular people
1458[05.08.2016 22:03:40 | Edited 22:03:38] Δϻεг: and other is BLack, which is the total opposite, and it shows that Life never shows its true face this easily, this simple
1459[05.08.2016 22:03:50] Δϻεг: why black??
1460[05.08.2016 22:03:54] Δϻεг: cause its totally blank...
1461[05.08.2016 22:04:03] Δϻεг: and science proved that black is nothing...
1462[05.08.2016 22:04:06] Δϻεг: its not even a color
1463[05.08.2016 22:04:13] Δϻεг: but ofc, people consider it a color...
1464[05.08.2016 22:04:21] Δϻεг: couldn't care less tho
1465[05.08.2016 22:06:00] Δϻεг: you wanna know why i think black is not a color??
1466[05.08.2016 22:06:07] Δϻεг: try turning off the lights...
1467[05.08.2016 22:06:11] Δϻεг: and u will only see black...
1468[05.08.2016 22:06:15] Δϻεг: thus you get your answer
1469[05.08.2016 22:06:19] Δϻεг: black is nothing
1470[05.08.2016 22:07:11 | Edited 22:07:24] Δϻεг: perhaps that has never been said with science way... but i think its enough way to prove my point... with another "unique" way
1471[05.08.2016 22:09:21] Δϻεг: either way, i am starting to get over complicated these days more than ever.....
1472[05.08.2016 22:09:29] Δϻεг: and its starting to build crazy walls around me.... i need to break free before its too late...
1473[05.08.2016 22:09:50] Δϻεг: i need to take my control back
1474[05.08.2016 22:12:26] Macmaxi: black is not nothing
1475[05.08.2016 22:12:32] Macmaxi: its just the abscene of light
1476[05.08.2016 22:12:41] Δϻεг: yup
1477[05.08.2016 22:12:46] Macmaxi: thus your receptors in your eyes arent stimulated
1478[05.08.2016 22:12:50] Macmaxi: so they cant process any image
1479[05.08.2016 22:12:59] Δϻεг: there is so many other ways
1480[05.08.2016 22:13:11] Δϻεг: but
1481[05.08.2016 22:13:14] Δϻεг: that is on the science way of things...
1482[05.08.2016 22:16:32] Macmaxi: hmm no, you mentioned science proved a fact that science never said, so its already wrong.
1483[05.08.2016 22:17:05] Macmaxi: and you base your point upon what you are able to see, which again is proven by science why it is that way of course you arent able to see in the darkness with the abscene of light
1484[05.08.2016 22:18:07] Δϻεг: science only explain there process of "something" ... but never explains the whole cirlce of sides and angles in the matter....
1485[05.08.2016 22:18:31] Δϻεг: what you need to know that life is filled of those angles and sides.... and its NEVER one sided...
1486[05.08.2016 22:20:05] Macmaxi: the point is that everything is black if light is missing thus the attribute black doesnt apply to the paper it applies to everything that has no light impacting it
1487[05.08.2016 22:20:20] Macmaxi: thus we agreed on only applying a color to a thing once light hits it
1488[05.08.2016 22:20:33] Δϻεг: which should explains why i never trust science alone... its just not enough by all means
1489[05.08.2016 22:20:49] Δϻεг: you are correct
1490[05.08.2016 22:21:00] Δϻεг: however
1491[05.08.2016 22:21:02] Δϻεг: i mean something else....
1492[05.08.2016 22:21:51 | Edited 22:22:14] Δϻεг: i meant that Because the paper is blank, it implies that it has no value of information in its current state... which lead to the black explanation... its like another meaning of nothing or emptiness
1493[05.08.2016 22:23:57] Δϻεг: anyway, you should always trust that life never shows its True side or All sides at once... your brain may gather all that info, but it will never activate and work, nor you will ever be able to make use of those data, unless you understand how to look at things in the first place.....
1494[05.08.2016 22:25:28] Δϻεг: true looking at things and the real correct way to do that is really something out of your regular "box" ... which is why it always seems like false or fake thinking until you move out of the box yourself and try seeing the other planets there... other colors... other hidden depths ...
1495[05.08.2016 22:28:13] Macmaxi: uh no
1496[05.08.2016 22:28:19] Macmaxi: maybe its the other way around
1497[05.08.2016 22:28:25] Macmaxi: you put yourself into a line of thinking which is limited
1498[05.08.2016 22:28:27] Δϻεг: like?
1499[05.08.2016 22:28:41] Δϻεг: how is that?
1500[05.08.2016 22:28:43] Macmaxi: a sheet of paper has more information than just the color white
1501[05.08.2016 22:29:00] Δϻεг: that is not what i meant by info
1502[05.08.2016 22:29:24] Δϻεг: info here is from the side of the real value of paper in your society and world
1503[05.08.2016 22:29:35] Macmaxi: yes i know that is not what you mean, but you cant just tack random things to an object and say its right
1504[05.08.2016 22:29:38] Δϻεг: not its material or its color as info
1505[05.08.2016 22:29:52] Δϻεг: its not random
1506[05.08.2016 22:30:08] Δϻεг: every word i say is backed up by a very solid explanation....
1507[05.08.2016 22:30:23] Δϻεг: it will not be on the science's side tho
1508[05.08.2016 22:30:30] Macmaxi: no it isnt, it is full of holes and twisting facts to suit you how you see fit
1509[05.08.2016 22:30:42] Δϻεг: lol
1510[05.08.2016 22:30:53] Δϻεг: interesting
1511[05.08.2016 22:30:56] Δϻεг: give me a hole then
1512[05.08.2016 22:32:52] Δϻεг: and i will try to cover it for you ^^
1513[05.08.2016 22:35:00] Δϻεг: out of curiousty tho , since you seem slow and not focused when we talk... i take it you are chatting with millions other people??
1514[05.08.2016 22:35:45] Macmaxi: no, i'm not
1515[05.08.2016 22:35:56] Macmaxi: i interrupted the chat with another person to try listening to you
1516[05.08.2016 22:36:26] Δϻεг: i apologize then, i never realized that...
1517[05.08.2016 22:36:59] Macmaxi: the reason why i take long is because i have to try putting logic in your argument, which is hard so it takes me a while to approach this from multiple angles
1518[05.08.2016 22:37:21] Δϻεг: -respect-
1519[05.08.2016 22:37:51] Δϻεг: thus, we can always talk another time when you feel more fresh or something...
1520[05.08.2016 22:38:30 | Edited 22:38:47] Δϻεг: 1 thing i know about my "twisted" talk, that it can be really tiring at times even for me..... thus its fine to simply ignore sometimes
1521[05.08.2016 22:40:01] Macmaxi: you say a paper is black because its blank and black = nothing (blank) because science proved so. 
1522
1523
1524science never said that thus your argument falls apart. 
1525
1526
1527BUT LETS ASSUME IT DID. Let's assume black is in fact nothing, even though your example just mentioned a scientific phenonemon that is fully understood and explained. 
1528
1529
1530what does even tell us that? in that case you are already saying its an attribute that applies to every single object that is black once you close your eyes, which is... well everything. 
1531
1532
1533ok ok, now you think i have proven your point and that's great, everything is nothing. thats what you were saying right?
1534[05.08.2016 22:40:33] Δϻεг: and simply having the "will" to talk about these things sometimes makes you a worthy mature person, and thus you got my respect...
1535[05.08.2016 22:40:39] Δϻεг: peace
1536[05.08.2016 22:41:22] Δϻεг: i didn't fully get your meaning here...
1537[05.08.2016 22:41:37] Δϻεг: but yeah, i meant that
1538[05.08.2016 22:41:59] Δϻεг: although it differs a lot from 1 point of view to another.....
1539[05.08.2016 22:42:43] Δϻεг: since, you can consider the objects are black too in the no light state...
1540[05.08.2016 22:42:45] Δϻεг: and also you can consider its your own eyes's fault which is depending on the light sources....
1541[05.08.2016 22:43:21] Δϻεг: but either way, black created a different case in both of those cases... which proves that many points of view actually exists and not just a fantasy....
1542[05.08.2016 22:44:32] Δϻεг: and focusing on every point of them will lead to a different result which can have different effect on many other topics or thoughts that you may do or think of......
1543[05.08.2016 22:45:06] Δϻεг: its like a twisted drawing which gets many arrows out of it, and leads to different results based on the start of it, and considering that even the End is nothing but only "another" start...
1544[05.08.2016 22:45:32] Δϻεг: anyway... we will continue this conversation later.. i got some stuff to do now....
1545[05.08.2016 22:45:49] Δϻεг: and i wanna let you know that its always nice to talk with you ...
1546[05.08.2016 22:46:06] Δϻεг: its fun.. and filled with challenge and depth...
1547[05.08.2016 22:47:36] Macmaxi: sure
1548[18.08.2016 21:57:23] ***  ***
1549[18.08.2016 21:58:06 | Edited 21:58:42] Δϻεг: try that, its a piano demo i created, been training on fast style on piano a while now, oh, and forgive the low volume cause i forgot to turn it higher before i rendered
1550[18.08.2016 22:51:08] Macmaxi: i dont have skype on my pc anymore so it might take a while till i answer
1551[18.08.2016 22:56:12] Δϻεг: this sux, i wont be able to send you anything then
1552[18.08.2016 22:57:15] Macmaxi: my internet is ok though
1553[18.08.2016 22:57:23] Macmaxi: i have LTE
1554[18.08.2016 22:59:01] Δϻεг: still, skype wont send...
1555[18.08.2016 22:59:09 | Edited 22:59:11] Δϻεг: so you can still download from an online site if i upload?
1556[18.08.2016 23:00:18 | Edited 23:00:16] Δϻεг: why you don't have skype on pc anymore?
1557[18.08.2016 23:00:21] Macmaxi: yes
1558[18.08.2016 23:00:27] Macmaxi: pc skype is slow
1559[18.08.2016 23:00:43] Macmaxi: i have a million chats and the client is mega bad
1560[18.08.2016 23:01:12 | Edited 23:01:14] Δϻεг: weird, my skype works fast
1561[18.08.2016 23:13:54] Macmaxi: well it doesnt matter, it doesnt change anything for you just that i respond slower